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This album contains a wide range of emotionally intense, explicit, and potentially distressing material.
While several tracks are reflective and introspective in nature, others employ graphic language, dark humor, and extreme satire.
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• Depression, alienation, grief, and existential despair
• Suicidal ideation, murder–suicide language, and violent fantasy
• Gun violence, mass harm imagery, and emotional aftermath
• Sexual content including explicit acts, degradation, fetishization, and bodily fluids
• Sexual assault implications, grooming references, and taboo subject matter
• Substance abuse, intoxication, and reckless behavior
• Misogynistic, misanthropic, and intentionally offensive language
• Mockumentary-style parody of real public figures and scandals
• Mental health crises, dissociation, obsession, and rumination
• Dark comedy involving bodily functions, disability, and death
• Religious doubt, loss of faith, and spiritual emptiness
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INHERENT ABSENCE
SET LIST TWENTY TWO (22)
1. Another Epic Poem
2. Stars and Strangers
3. Tony's Song
4. Kill the Seed
5. Key To Be Free
6. Perfect
7. Act Fasting
8. Groove Back II
9. Closure / Aftermath
10. My Fan Fiction
11. Daylight Savings
12. Diddy Mockumentary Parody
13. Lick My Toes Ho
14. Me and Tom Cruise
15. Reckless Girls
16. Love and My Hand
17. Wallflower Poop
18. RIP Charlie
19. When You're Hammered
(1) ANOTHER EPIC POEM
As the cameras flashed
Somehow I held everything back
Oh, how I was so ready to snap
Yet so caught up in the moment
I knew I could not show it
So I made it seem like I cherished it
As on the inside I'd lie
and try to hide
All of my rough, jagged edges
and my innermost blemishes
While on the outside I'd smile,
Shake hands and high five
The people as they filed
Up and down now
They're crowding around
both sides of the aisle
This was before your time
This was before your time
This was before your time
Back when you didn't know me
Back when I barely knew myself
This was before your time
This was before your time
This was before your time
Back when I was searching for
Safety in seclusion far away from someone else
But when I heard the magic of your words
As you sang I actually praised the lord!
And those of you who know me would all agree
That that's my own personal version of blasphemy…
Why did I believe in you?
Was it because I knew
You'd come to believe in me, too…
Eventually…
Or was it because
before you came around
I found I was spiritually empty…
I was oh so empty…
Then suddenly, you appeared…dear
And here was this well
Ahh…Refreshing as hell
Just then your voice rang out
As clear as a bell,
"Drink up, drink up…
For we have more…
Yes, there's plenty!"
Since that day
I have NEVER lost my faith
My faith in me...
My faith in you...
My faith in our ability to adapt or escape...
To either leave or lead this human race!
(2) STARS AND STRANGERS
I've seen faces come and go
Like seasons in a small-town square.
Old men feeding birds,
mothers combing tangled hair.
You can tell a lot about a place
By who still waves when you drive by,
And who hides behind curtains
pretending they're not lurking as they hide.
There was a girl I met
With a long silver medallion chain,
We held hands, shared a dream and
danced barefoot in the rain.
She said even if the world is mostly pain,
Why not strut our stuff and do our thang?
I wrote her name in dust upon my dashboard,
And then we drove until the letters disappeared.
Take heed of the warning
Things in your rear view mirror
may actually be closer than they appear...
We woke up to a radio preacher
Saying time is running thin,
But the clock on my wall don't scare me now
Like it once did back then.
I've been building little fires
To light my way back home
Finally stoking embers
Feeling renewed in their warm glow.
There was a note taped to my mirror —
Saying: "Don't you dare forget who you are!"
I kept on reading until the rain ran down the ink,
Navigating distance only by the stars.
Now I'm older than I ever planned to be,
Still searching for the knowledge that can set us free.
The road is cracked, the signs are bending,
But the engine hums its familiar, steady key.
Maybe all this wandering is just rehearsal for the end,
A way of making peace with having to start again.
If love is its own language coming through in waves
I await the warm embrace I'm ready to be washed away!
The moon hangs low above the pines tonight,
A white yellow round against canvas black blends
If she's listening, tell her I still write, I will write...
And some day I'll return with what I lost back then…
(3) TONY'S SONG
I said weasel, let's talk
About our favorite three letters (USA)
As free men, we walk
But only if they let us (yeah, yeah)
Down the road we go
Knowing well some of us won't return… (no)
Yeah, another thing we know
We've been watching this slow, slow burn… (slow)
We're burning, burning,
watching our dreams go up in flames,
Looking for a reason not to treason,
but the reason never came.
Caught between the future and the mess we're in today
Trying to get in, get out,
trying to get it before it gets away…
The fire keeps getting hotter
But now I got a daughter
It's up to me to teach her what she learns
Yeah, I've got to find a way to cope
When I know I'm losing hope
And I'm gonna hit that point of no return!
We're burning, burning,
watching our dreams go up in flames,
Looking for a reason not to treason,
but the reason never came.
Caught between the future and the mess we're in today
Trying to get in, get out, get it and make our getaway…
There's about a million people in the world
Who are better than all the rest
To have any more than that
Is really superfluous
So with that in mind
What is my purpose?
To be the Luigi
In Mario's World?
Should I strive to save a princess
Or die trying to flip the turtles?
Maybe find the king of the castle
And shake up every piece on the board
Be a twentieth-century Robin Hood
Send someone bad back to the Lord!
We're burning, burning,
watching our dreams go up in flames,
Looking for a reason not to treason,
but the reason never came.
Caught between the future and the mess we're in today
Trying to get in, get out,
and live to see the light of next day…
I finally watched The Sopranos
Two decades after it aired
Whatever happened to Keanu Reeves?
That kinda guy has all but disappeared...
I've got a troubled mind
During these troubled times
Yeah, you say you're one in a million –
And I say there's over eight-thousand of your kind! Yeah
We're burning, burning,
watching our dreams go up in flames,
Looking for a reason not to treason,
but the reason never came.
Caught between the future and the mess we're in today
Trying to get in, get out,
maybe be heard when we got something to say…
Trying to get in, get out,
trying to get it before it gets away…
Trying to get in, get out, t
rying to get it before it gets away…
Trying to get in , get out,
trying to_______________________
Trying to get in, get out,
trying to _______________________
My Great Godfather always wanted to die early
Just so he said he would look good at the wake
He's ninety-eight and counting....
Doctor says he's doing great
(4) KILL THE SEED
Don't go in the ocean
Don't you dare try to fly in the sky
There are sharks beneath the dark water
Above fucking glowing drones that fly
There's bugs in all our devices
And roaches in the pot, yes
Messages that are subliminal
Are now entering our heads!
A death sentence is now thirty paragraphs
We all signed but didn't read, no….
Technology is bringing us backwards
Save the chaff and kill the seed
A crazy man wanting to to Mars
When I just want to go to California
(5) KEY TO BE FREE
Why do so many believe
That insanity
Is the key to be free?
I see zombies frozen asleep
On the sides of the street!
(6) PERFECT
Eyes are watching but they don't see me
While all the tragic people long to be me
Don't know why that is
Don't wanna play into the hysteria
That's why I always try to break free
Believing there's another way to live
Than what they're telling ya…
Am I among the few?
Many would have you believe so
What does your neighbor say?
Why don't you go knock on his door?
Alas, he moved real far away long ago
Set out searching though he declined to define
What he'd be looking for…
Just said he'd know it when he sees it
In his bestest version of broken English
Funny how I've grown to understand it
And even come to speak it
You say screw it
I'll just do it
Doesn't have to be the perfect plan
Start by doing
Gets things moving
If you wanna get into the
Or outtava jam!
You just say screw it...
I'll just do it!
For there ain't no perfect plan, man…
For there ain't no perfect plan, woman…
For there ain't no perfect plan,
My child…
(7) ACT FASTING
Buridan's Ass...
Buridan's Ass…
I know I've become unstable because
Lately I've been feeling trapped
Buridan's Ass...
Buridan's Ass…
I look both ways
And still here I'm at...
With all this open field
And all these things I feel
And yet no clear path
Buridan's Ass...
Buridan's Ass…
He died right here from indecision
Left his bones to act as our map
Buridan's Ass...
Buridan's Ass…
When you're empty, hungry and thirsty
Sometimes the secret
is just knowing when to act!
Buridan's Ass...
Buridan's Ass…
You could learn a lot from a donkey
If you just know the right questions to ask…
Buridan's Ass...
Buridan's Ass…
(8) GROOVE BACK II
I don't wanna know about my heroes...
The same way I don't wanna know if my doctor drinks
Being who you are has gotten you this far
But you've stalled and hit a wall
My guy… what are you doing to yourself?
Didn't you used to be someone else?
I'm trying to get my groove back
(Groove back)
And prove that
(Prove that)
The haters were wrong
I'm trying to write a new refrain
where I show restraint
and not lose from where I came
you know
same old shit, same old song!
(9) CLOSURE / AFTERMATH
Well, we're way past the Fourth of July...
And I'm sinking fast by the riverside
I see my possessions out on the block
Everything I worked so hard for will be gone
And I'll be left here holding on
But I can't stay here
So I'll be moving on….
Moving on…
I'll be moving on...
You could call it a midlife crisis
I keep giving in to my vices
But the thing is
It's been like this since I was sixteen
It never stops, sometimes it slows then gets real mean!
Grows and grows… grows and grows...
Some are calling it a midlife crisis
Why I keep giving in to my vices
While avoiding all the people
who knew me back in the day
Because if they saw what I've been doing
I know what they would say
My life is in ruins
Since I came back from abroad
I was broken from her powers
And yeah, I fucking lost God! Yeah
See, she made me hate my past
It was all a landslide after that
I did everything little she asked
Now you'll have to bask in the aftermath…
I just bought a gun and you know why…
That fucking cunt is gonna die!
A whole bunch of bullets by my side
Just the latest murder suicide
You watched her take her first breath
I watched her take her last
Now we're both left with the side effects
of actions that can't be taken back
The family is still craving the familiar
while strangers mill over the peculiar
How could one kill with such composure
That's why you see me here seeking closure
To a door, a cell, a tomb
God grant me the strength
to go on, to yell, to cry somehow
It is time
I'm a prisoner of my brain
A victim of biology
Slowly driven insane
By a hollow graphic society
I let a wrong turn
define my path
Now you're left dealing
with the aftermath
I felt like life
had kicked my ass
What I've done
I can't take back...
We can't take back…
And since sociopaths are bad with names
To you my kind it might sound strange
Yeah, all you're gonna do is fan the flames
It's just gonna be another attempt in vain
We both know things aren't gonna change
Feels like I'm screaming
into a hurricane-cane-cane-ane-ane-ane………
(10) MY FAN FICTION
She was more than a world away
Yet this dream I could not shake
Taking up the best time she had
Shouldn't have done that now looking back
Sometimes you can end the world
With just your good intentions
I needed more than refinement
I needed reinvention
Always driven by passion
Maybe more an addiction?
Why not self-improvement I'm now asking
I was trying to make fact this fan fiction, yeah!
I tried to find the perfect girl
Inside of this imperfect world
As I sit and trace my greatest mistakes
My last decade alone - give or take
I Lost a girl i never had
On two planes I had to come back
I was more numb than I was sad
Crawling back home to my two cats
I been trying to hide from my mind...
but there's no escape
I been thinking about the one that got away...
every single Fucking day
When I lied to myself
I used to actually believe
But now I stopped playing pretend,
hell, nah, I don't even dream
Lost from the here and now
Now she's two worlds away
To that other side
Over in that better place…
(11) DAYLIGHT SAVINGS
I drive by school bus stops...
Quite a lot
To see who leaves their kid
Alone in the dark.
Daylight Savings Time,
It could cover up a crime
I drive by school bus stops quite a lot
To see who leaves their kid alone in the dark.
Daylight savings time, it could be a crime.
I drive by school bus stops quite a lot
To see who leaves their kid alone in the morning.
Daylight savings time, it could be a crime.
Take it from me, let this be your warning.
Take it from me, it's your warning.
Take this from me as your warning.
Take this from me as your warning
I drive by school bus stops quite a lot…
(12) DIDDY MOCUMENTARY PARODY
Voiceover: According to the 50 Cent doc,
Diddy hired 8 lawyers at his trial for multiple
millions of dollars…
We right here?
We gonna defend him for FREE!!!
Diddy had great taste in clothes, and bows and hoes
— fa sho!
And maybe he had a darker side the public didn't know
But hey, any man can kill a rap god or two —
But to get off Dred Scott free
with all that blood on your shoes!!!
That's something only a true pro can do…
Benjamin Netanyahu…
I'm lookin' at you!
And you too, Georgie Bush Two!
It was Cassie, not P, who gave you that STD
So classy is she, to not disclose….
Well she'll be spend that Diddy money
When she's being deposed, exposed,
You know these hoes!!! Can't keep their legs closed….
(13) LICK MY TOES HO
Those lick my toes hoes blow more than ya nose…
Those lick my toes hoes blow more than ya nose...
She was a belly down pound town lick my toe ho!
The kind that you find by the side of the road, yo
That crystal is lit goes right up her nose, ho
Yeah, give that bitch an inch and she never let go, no!
There's a felon in the house
Second time around
You can say she's got a type
No, they don't stick around
And mommy's little girl
On the menu tonight
Better not fall asleep...
Best to put up a fight...
Those lick my toes hoes blow more than ya nose…
Those lick my toes hoes blow more than ya nose...
Be lining up the bros in rows and rows
With toxic cocks exposed
that gonna show and grow
And grow and grow and grow and grow
and grow and explode!
Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
She was a belly down pound town lick my toe ho!
The kind inclined to give you all a go
if y'all got enough dough
She'll go down slow
and be gettin' low, low, low, low, low
She be getting' low!
(14) ME AND TOM CRUISE
Bitch don't even know my first name
Still gave her the dick quick just the same
There's a few guys who get to fuck
anyone that they choose:
Like Denzel, Collin Jost, Brad Pitt, Me and Tom Cruise, yeah
Then you got those nerdy guys who all had to get rich
To have any luck with the chicks with those little dicks! Eww!!!!
Gates, Bezos and Zuck and that Father Fucking Musk
All sat at the loser table together at lunch
Mad plotting against the world openly wishing me dead
So all the good things I had they could have instead
A quarter century later it's all crumbling down
Now they rule the world they're making leaving town
(15) RECKLESS GIRLS
Nailing girls who are reckless.
Something always on my checklist, yeah.
I'll cum you a whole pearl necklace.
I'll cum you a whore pearl necklace.
I'll cum you a whole pearl necklace.
I'll cum you a whore pearl necklace!
Fuck them sluts and cucks!
Fuck them sluts and cucks!
Fuck them sluts and cucks!
I taught your wife jujitsu… Who knew?
I taught your wife jujitsu.
Who knew, who knew?
I taught you wife Jujitsu, who knew?
When chasing after her
still holding my broom,
how does she get out
of my Diddy room?
Went chasing after her
while still holding my broom…
How did she get out of my Diddy room?
Straight head first
down the slip and slide.
With all that baby oil, she glides and glides
and glides and glides and glides and glides
and glides and glides and glides and glides
and glides!
She glides.
When chasing after her
still holding my my broom,
how does she break out of my Diddy room?
Head first, straight straight head first
down the slip and slide
with all that baby oil.
She glides and glides and glides and glides and glides.
She glides,
Escaped her chain
She's now free to roam
This is like some pornographic version
of Home Alone...
Looking up and down
and searching everywhere
when I finally found a trail
of shaven pubic hair.
Lucky for me,
I'm gonna follow this clue,
and I'm gonna follow this trail to happiness
that's gonna lead me to you…
I'm gonna lick your clit
and twist your tits
and then come in your ass
so we don't have no kids.
Now you're gonna fit me
like a broken-in glove
straight in your rectum
are going all of the above:
My left testicle and tongue
And my penis head, chin and thumb
Followed by my big toe.
And what comes next?
Oh, wouldn't you like to know!!!!
It could be over fast.
It could be over quick.
It could make you smile
or be some sadistic shit. Yeah!
(16) LOVE AND MY HAND
I met a girl with a nub
at the poet's club
Looked into her blue eyes
As I put both my hands on her thighs...
Knowing she could only push one away
I knew that love and my hand were here to stay
Love and my hand...
Love and my hand...
Loving my hand...
Now after some lovin
We got a bun in the oven
All of a sudden
We got another little nubbin
Another little nub...
Another little nub...
Love a little nub...
Yeah I love to eat cake
So I keep on baking
But I keep having kids
Whose hands are taken
Love and my hand
Another little nub
I'll have you understand
You both can share a pair of gloves, yeah, alright...
(NOTE:The Premise is I keep having kids
whose hands are missing.
We all do one-handed activities but I
secretly wish to do two handed activities)
(17) WALLFLOWER POOP
Gonna take a poop in the night...
Hope it's gonna flush right
Doesn't matter who clogged the bowl
You got a wide asshole
Tried to free it up...
But now the plunger's stuck
Yeah, now you really fucked up!
But now its doesn't matter who did what
Amidst this… now toxic flood!
One, two, three swipes... a poop knife
Shit drips splattered 'neath the seat
Somebody gonna have to clean up
You hope nobody sees you make your great escape
Oh FUCK SHIT it's too late!
Try to come up with a story they can understand
When you notice your hand….
Looks like ya forgot to wipe!
This night didn't go as you had planned.
(18) RIP CHARLIE
I've been waiting for Charlie Sheen to die
For thirty years since nineteen ninety-five
September twentieth-eighth around ten o' nine
Caught! My mom and Charlie having a good time!
Just a young lad, maybe ten years old
My mom was all I had — to have and hold
Couldn't find the cream I had a rash…
Opened mom's door… A big black dildo in Charlie's ass!
That's when my life got turned upside down.
The night Charlie come over with Mr. Brown!
Now I never met anyone famous before
Except for Gary Busey outside a liquor store
But, nah I wasn't thinking I want an autograph
I want a baby brother so my mom can take half!
Or one-third of one-half because the two ex-wives,
child support….
(NOTE: I end up catching mom and Charlie
each putting dildos in their asses
in the bedroom and I end up growing up fucked up
and I've traced it back to this moment in time.
Still waiting for Charlie to die! Haha.)
(19) WHEN YOU'RE HAMMERED
Can I have my car keys, please?
I wanna go hit some trees...
'Cause I'm hammered!
One text or call
could ruin it all...
When you're hammered!
Yeah, that fine, fine sister
Turns out to be a mister...
When you're hammered!
You were too busy eating
To notice you were bleeding...
'Cause you were hammered!
You just HAD to touch her chest
But that's a felony arrest...
Because you were hammered!
You just peed your pants warm
Like a tropical storm...
Yeah, you were hammered!
In jail you spent the night
When that cop you wanted to fight...
'Cause you were hammered!
Your girlfriend slapped you in the face
The two of you got sprayed with mace...
Because you were both hammered!
If my life was a movie
I'd have died up on that silver screen
I swear I'm the luckiest man alive
Let me tell you son, what I've seen
Can I have my car keys, please?
I wanna go hit some trees...
'Cause I'm hammered!
Good Night!
Tip the waitstaff!!!!!