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When you feel safe here
There's no need to ask of your last residence
From quicksand to mud
Anything need to be known is evident
Waking up in morning
Pray it all fades away
Wake up in the evening
Pray it all fades away
Wake up in the afternoon
In the bed you lay
Wake up in the morning
And face another day

Start digging a hole
And the scenery never gets any better
When you get up to your neck
You better make sure you check the [weather]
Grave situations call for desperate measures
Gold digging can have its rewards
Spend you're days searching forburied treasures
Just make sure you know what you're digging for

f.vgly
It's been three years since I saw my face
Every time I look the mirror breaks
I Don't know if I've aged
Not sure why some people are so cruel
I recall my first trip to the zoo
But I escaped that cage

Because I am fugly
(I AM F-U-G-L-Y fugly)

A E I O U
B C D F G H J K L M N P Q R S T V W X Y Z
COVERINGS
I have many hats
I own a fisherman's hat yet I don't fish
Also a birthday hat
Yet I have yet to make a wish

I have a baseball cap
And on it my favorite team
As well as a straw hat
Reminding me of pretty nature scene

A stocking hat upon my ears
I find it strange not upon my feet
And of course a narrow blue visor
Exposing my scalp to summer's warm heat
which

Since meeting you I have traded all my coverings
Varying in all shapes and sizes
I now wear proudly a crown of happiness
As each coming day its height rises

No Rhyme or Reason

(With no rhyme or reason
It could happen to anyone)
When a cool palm melts into cold steel
As a hand extends but does not feel
A pokered face turns the tables after a bad deal
Fantasy vengence becomes real
Aim is taken as fate is seated
Pent up agression is suddenly revealed
The face eyes of
Aim is taken as fate is sealed
With no rhyme or reason
It could happen to anyone
All it takes is indifference
And the help of a gun

The child of indifference's treason

A cheer full of beer
The same shake of the hand
But the older I get
The more I understand

Both born of different names
But I believe in family by choice
So why does my brother
Listen to the same little voice?

Hope is still ahead of me
When I'm by myself
But the tide turns around
When I'm by myself

The questions seem to hide
When the answers are known
Can I live the life I want with my brother
Or do I have to go it alone

Was that a flash of brilliance
Or just the lightning crashing
Do I want to know the answer
Or should I stop myself from asking?

A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z
When there's nothing left to do because everything's been
done.
If you're like me and you've worked so hard there's no
time left for fun
My clock is moving and my feet always on the run
I'm a hamster on his wheel, a race that can never be won
My free time left at the end of the day
Is spent with my books so I can earn my A
This is my life most everyday
Still not sure why this game I play
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A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z

When there's nothing left to do because everything's done.
If you're like me and you've worked so hard there's no time left for fun
My clock is always moving and my feet always on the run
I'm a hamster on his wheel, a race that can never be won
My free time left at the end of the day
Is spent with my looks as I can earn my A
This is my life must everyday
Still not sure why this game I play

The truth about turtles

To live one day outside this glass
Even if next I come to pass
I dream the dream of being free
Your life be meaningless if you were me
A fairy tale, once upon a time I swam around
But presently no rock nor blue sky can he ever found
From five sides of glass free me please
While sixth lies open such a tease
Perhaps I should grow white wings so wide
To free me, release me, from where I reside
And teeth, so sharp to bite through screen
fly back to my home alone and unseen
To big cat sitting close I appear as a meal
My rock in my pond where I use to sleep
Where I was trapped and caught by nets that creep
yes, death or liberty - anything but this
for my sons and daughter and family I miss

Theres a symphony playing in my mind
And truly it plays for me.
Sometimes I try to write it down
Though it some how always remains free
So pure and true that no pen or paper
all could ever hold
Its the only song I have that's
mine in this world so cold
Sometimes the music sounds
When life has got me down
The only thing that awakes me from my sorrow
Sometimes the music plays
When my happiness goes away
Reminds me that there's always hope for
tomorrow
Conductor takes the lead with the [?]
waves the wand held in his hand

The path is twistin', the path is turnin',
some kind of feelin' deep down is burnin'.
God comes in all colors, shapes and people,
Even a young girl could be my steeple.
There are paths leading up and paths goin' down,
I just can't pack my bags and leave this town.
God's in you and maybe even in me,
But through this darkness its hard to see.
Got to keep searching I'll find it in time,
Hopefully I'll get there with you still mine.
The low road is easy but the high's full of pain
But the harder I try the bigger the gain.

A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z
This is the house of the Lord, please walk in
This is the basket of the Lord, please put your money in
These are the eyes of the Lord, he's seen what you've
done and where you've been
This is the basket of the Lord, please put your
money in
This is the blood of the Lord and shall free you
from sin
This is the basket of the Lord, Wine isn't free,
please put your money in
Joe (941) 475 6562

You don't know what it's like
To work for a living
Every day to you
Is Happy Thanksgiving
While your friends work
their hands to the bone
You just call daddy dearest
up on the phone
And you tell him all about
How you got it so rough
Then you start crying
That your allowance just isn't enough

Legs spread wide open muscle contractions
push me right out the door
Soaking wet into a cold world ready
to start a new tour
Groggy and crying my eyes start to open with
Senses begin to soar

The Gambler
All the cards fell off the table.
When the dealer asked for a hit
He'll gamble until he's broken
You know he'll never quit

Whether a royal flush
Or just another bust

He's mining for diamonds
With his spade
While he's getting clubbed
Hoping with all his heart
That someday he'll have it made

Mother may she sleep in peace
May her spirit be at ease
When you get a call in the middle of the night
The hospital called but she's not alright
Fly, Fly away raven
Go on home back to your safe haven
Fly, Fly away raven
Go on home your work here is done
Mourning in the evening
Mourning at noon
Mourning in the morning
Over a life taken much to soon
A wedding and a funeral
Only three weeks a part
The end of a life
Just as another one starts

Padded Room
In here, the only thing I look forward to
is smoking
That's the only time we get to go outside
Though it may sound like I'm joking
sitting in a padded room really hurts my
pride

The Middle isn't forming
Anything that isn't habit forming is just awaste of time
Not everything deals with money, no nickels, no quarters, no dimes
There are somethings that control you, others that you control
Like when your mind sees colors - From green to white from white to gold

DEATH'S COLD EYES

I lay on the ground as I feel death's cold eyes
Even in defeat I am not taken by surprise
I am my own rock by no man's law I abide
In desperate times you can look for a place to hide
Now there's no escape, trouble has already come
You can never take back anything you've done

RAIN FALLING
The rain that's falling down
Don't let it bring you down
Stop and take a look around
See what you have found
Everyone is gone who's saddened you
Everyone is gone who hurt you
Everyone is gone who maddened you
Everyone is gone who burnt you

Right is Left
Left is right
Down is up
Up is down
I used to see ya
Now you're never around
Hallelujah
But you know I can't spell it
Something in the air
You know I can smell it
Lungs now clean
Breath fresh air
Escaped the demons
They're no longer there

AUG 14
Happy Birthday Jay
Today's the big day
We all brought you a present...
A big, blue chair
So you'll remember all of us
When we're not there
It's our pleasure to meet you
Even if its here at D.U.I.L.
But we better not see you here again
So you better keep your cool
You're a good kid
Who's just trying to get on track
But we're all paddling the same boat
So we'll cut you some slack
One last little piece of advice
To the man wearing the tag that
reads James Dwyer
The next time you get in a fight
Don't give him a right
Give him a pile driver
Happy Birthday

ABCDEFGHIJKLM NOPQRSTUVWXYZ
I work my fingers to the bone and sacrifice what is how for what will be
Years from now when I'm sitting pretty I'll look back and forget all this misery
But what do I do If when I get there, looking ahead, see I'm far behind
All this work that I've done will be wasted, going Nowhere, just wasted time
I SHOULD LIVE for Today
Its so much simpler this way
Theres alot less heartache livin day today
Lets forget about tomorrow, what do you say?

It's always raining here in Boston
Seems the sky is always filled with deep, dark clouds
It's always raining here in Boston
In this land called loserville where not complaining
is never allowed

Seems everybody's got a cross to bear
So much crying on the streets that it's heard by
deaf ears

A DAY AT A TIME
I lose my mind
A day at a time
I don't go to meetings
Look at me i'm doing fine
I stopped writing letters
Only one letter left
Goodbye A A
Say hello to
Me, Myself and I

AS YOU LIKE IT questions by Tom Jensen

1. In AS YOU LIKE IT do you think that Shakespeare included Touchstone in this play considering that he isn't essential to the main plot? Do you think it might have anything to do with Silvius and Phebe?

2. Are there any characters or sets of characters in AS YOU LIKE IT that are either opposites or very similar to each other? If there is then what issues do you think Shakespeare was drawing attention to?
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I do what I do
But at least I do it well
Will it get the better of me
Well only time will tell

Extreme in nature
No moderation
Trade your future
For a new sensation
Hoping you don't go
On a permanent vacation
But in this world
Both life and death are cause for celebration

With the waves gettin higher
There's no place to dock the ship
You're starting to look tired
Let me give you a tip

If anyone waving a flag
Or any one holding a badge
Comes your way
Listen to what I say
And run away
Don't look back
Grab your bags and pack
And that's a fact

(You can see a million miles tonight
but you cant get very far)

The weight has been lifted
That comes with being gifted
The plates have just shifted
feel the weight being lifted
Tomorrows another day
School books been thrown away
Homework tonight is planning on how
much to drink
Raise your glasses, you dont have to
think
Summers around the corner
spring now fills the air
The weight has been lifted
Teacher's gone he is not there

I write about what the day brings then I
I decide what to add stop to rest
and what I liked the best , what to change
I picked this way though it might sound
strange
But The Instant my pen touches paper, everything
has changed
I write about a church burnin' down
My pen touches paper - a new one is
raised
I write about the man in the moon
My pen touches paper up shines the days
Enjoy what you got right now 'cause
soon it will be gone
Water evaporates, the rest it turns to dust
There's nothing that lasts so long
That you can ever trust
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[illegible crossed out word] you
How long have you been sleeping?
How long have your eyes been closed?
I can only fall asleep when in safe keeping
The only time i'll leave myself exposed

When the yellow Sun is glowing
way way up high
You would never expect to see
Any stars up in the sky
But you know they're up there somewhere
You can see so clearly when all the lights are on
yet some
The lights there are things that can only be seen in the dark
But on those cold lonely nights
While clingin to emptiness so tight
Often is when you feel the spark
You know love is inside you somewhere
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I've smoked so many cigarettes
I've probably given other people cancer
Light one up to kill the Time
While I'm searching for some answers
How did I become myself
There's a [crossed out word] million other people I'd rather be
Why is everything so dark and cold
Is this really how it was meant to be

The smoke from the fire soon disapaited
With the love and desire I anticipated
Deep down inside I know we could have made it.
I could have made you feel alive if only you waited
If only you waited

I had a thought and I lost it
[?] happens a lot here in Boston
Just when you think that you've got it
You watch it slip away

Some call it fate
When you separate

Find that it's too late

Prime time TV...
What the hell did you do to me?
I used to be blind to the times
Never tried to hide or oblige or give in to infamy

Prime time TV...
What the hell did you ever do for me
Except raise me from almost infancy to how what you see
Advertisers try to con me
Products try to con me
Well, the sellers have already sold me
All these hands have helped molded me

RUNNING LATE
I got the power
To hang up on Schitzofrenia
I can't talk ya through it
Couldn't do it for any of ya
So Crazy Time
IS Closing Time
I cover my ears
Pretend to walk blind

Whatever it takes
To give ya the shake
Audios Amigos
Sorry I am already
Running Late

I got the power
To

Since we're playing the blame game
Here are some names
Of those who should be ashamed
Of themselves...
Of what they've done...

I CAN'T DROP SCIENCE
OR WIN BY USING LOGIC
BUT I CAN STAND DEFIANT
TAKE BACK THE SOAP BOX
KNOCK HIM OFF IT

AND TELL EVERYBODY
ANYONE WHO'LL LISTEN
THAT DON'T MAKE IT GOOD
(Just 'CAUSE) IT'S PRETTY
AND IT GLISTENS
OH NO... OH NO

THAT DON'T MAKE IT RIGHT
EVEN IF A LOT OF PEOPLE BELIEVE IT
SINCE MAN HAD FLAME
SINCE BIRDS TOOK FLIGHT
HISTORY'S THE SAME
EXCEPT FOR THE NAMES GET
CHANGED
WE LEARN TO READ
AND WE LEARN TO FIGHT
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WE'RE TAUGHT TO BELIEVE
THAT OUR SIDE IS RIGHT
THE SUN IS SHINING DOWN ON US
SMILING IN DELIGHT...

If you wanna make the world better
Please send me some cheddar
Cause [illegible/scribbled out]
FRANKLY, I'VE BEEN DYING
LIVING MY LIFE TRYING
TO MAKE THE WORLD BETTER
SO PLEASE SEND ME SOME CHEDDAR
YOU MIGHT THINK IT'S FUNNY
ME BEGGING FOR YOUR MONEY

Hey Brother can you spare a dime?
I Beg for money all the time
Rather [crossed out text] hold an empty cup.
Than [crossed out text] led life of crime

Duty 410

Northwest [?]

I'm so entranced
your spell I'm under 4
My wheels spin in 5
wide-eyed wonder 4
Cast night you wouldn't find me sleeping 9
Even though I was dreaming 9
Looks like I've found someone worth keeping 9
So I'll just enjoy this feeling 8

(I think)
Maybe this time something great will last 9
Last night as I lay awake and I asked 9
Is this true love? Is she the one? 7
Is this time something great will last 9
For those who come from where I come from 9
I you started from where I started from 9
We go learn to safeguard our heart 7

Last night as I lay awake I asked 9
Is time to rebuild? Is this where I start? 9
For those who come from where I come from 9
we've learned to safeguard our heart 7

My star My sun My ocean
My dawn my day my night
you are the one as these emotions
I am powerless to fight

I could live for you
I would die for you
But I'll cry for you
If you want me to
With the Angel that lives inside you
No man could ever deny you
For what I have come to understand
Is that you hold my world inside your hands

FROM A DISTANCE
Every day thousands of people
can be seen here walking Downtown
They pass the pizza parlor, gaze out
upon the harbor, there's so many
sights and sounds
Some are smiling like young children
while [?] others [?] looking at the ground
still more stand with hands in pockets
at the soap boxed man thinking get off it
I see a man searching for someone, for anyone
Yet as for me I'm searching for one specific
face in the crowd
I thought
10 From a distance I saw someone that
That looked [?] I thought was you
10 As I tried to quell these anxious feelings
I realized it was the siluette of a stranger
The sun is quite revealing
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I'm writing
[crossed out] This is [/crossed out] my last will and testament
For I've [crossed out] found myself trapped in a [/crossed out] battle again
[crossed out] before being sent one into [/crossed out]
I have suffered defeat and tasted victory
Long after [crossed out] this war [/crossed out] I expect [crossed out] this war [/crossed out] fought for my country
As [crossed out] I [/crossed out] I sigh [crossed out] and then [/crossed out] I close my eyes
As I recall all the things that I fight for...
One, two, three small children down at my feet
And My daughter's who's grown up yet I never see [crossed out] with me [/crossed out]
My dear Helen who's always been [crossed out] where [/crossed out] [crossed out] one [/crossed out]
Certainly my family has always [crossed out] been [/crossed out] [crossed out] the [/crossed out] world to me

I wrote a letter to myself
But it was meant for someone else
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I've got a brand new method to my madness
And very simply stated
This life I lead I hate it
Through all I have seen I have become so jaded
The only place I've left to look for help is inside
There's none that I trust enough to be my guide
Thus I am a victim to [illegible] what I've created
Become trapped in a time so antiquated

Dead Silence on the train
Thirty people sitting in thirty seperate rows

Dead Silence on the train
Next stop one comes on and another one goes
And yet nothing has changed
Still Dead Silence on the train

The Whistle Sounds
The sound of a quarter hitting the ground

no one
reacts
it seems
there's no one
to ask

[Left column, partially obscured]
...o sure
. I'm not
. She said
a right but my
up on trying you can
it all behind. She said
form. I can't see the sun shine
ountain. I'm just afraid to climb.

[Right column, main text]
ords I heard from you was that
sense of hope is fading fast. But what you
forget is that I cry, too... Unclench your fists
and remember this: Given time all things must
pass, yes, given time all things must pass
Now I've found the rhyme... have you found
the reason? She said "killing time...
it 'tis the season. A bottle of wine can be
so pleasing. I'm feeling fine now my mind's
at ease and---

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Verse 5

[Bottom left]
Verse 6

[Bottom right, written vertically/sideways]
She woke up this morning in the same place she
was before. she said, "I'm ready to turn the page
but first I must close some doors. I thought
that I was learning but how I'm not so sure.