LYRICS NOT IN 34 ALBUMS
FINISHED / MOSTLY FINISHED — 347 pieces — Master VOL60
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DRINKING SOLUTION
A0191 — rank 1
I don't have a drinking problem
I've got a drinking solution
I live in a world with so much pollution
I live with it in my blood as dirt runs through my veins
I pour it in my cup and I drink it up like rain
I don't have a drinking problem
I've got a drinking solution
I tried to give it up but I figured what's the use?
If and when I put it down
I'll just pick up something else
I've learned from my past by now I just can't control myself
My heart is beating far too fast
Yet my love is for a false prophet
I aimed for first but finished last
Now I'm hooked on getting off it
I started drinking to drown my sorrows
But I gave it up when trouble learned to swim
I treaded water for so long
I never noticed how deep I was in
I've chosen some wrong selections
So don't ask me for any directions
I can only tell you where not to go
I can't explain the ways of the world
I can't show you where to dive for pearls
I guess there are just some things you have to know
I keep my eyes peeled for angels
While living in the world of sin
I can't tell you where I'm going
Only where I've been
Internal Bruises
A0002 — rank 2
I live in a world
Where there are no fist fights
People fight each other
With their mind
The bruises that are left
Never seem to heal right
There is no cure
For words so unkind
I wish you hit me
I wish you hit me
I could get over that
But what you said to me
Yeah, what you said to me
I wish you hit me
I wish you hit me
I could get over that
But what you said to me
Yeah, what you said to me
You know you knocked me flat
You're supposed to leave
When the love grows old
You could never grieve
You're just too damn cold
You stayed and led me on
Kept saying you're my girl
You let me play along
In your imaginary world
I wish you hit me
I wish you hit me
I could get over that
But what you said to me…
Yeah, what you said to me…
You know it knocked me flat
POSTAL WORKERS PAYBACK
A0530 — rank 3
I got a little jeep that barely gets me around
Another day, another route in the same old town
Walk to the mailbox then walk back to my ride
But I always get confused the steering wheels on the wrong side
I work six days a week but it feels more like eight
Let me tell you my friend, my life it aint great
If it rains they don’t care they send me out in the flood
While my feet get wet and covered in mud
There’s a blizzard out there they don’t care out the door I go
Nothings stops me from doing my job not rain not sleet nor snow
There’s a dog chasing me down the driveway trying to bite my ass
I got even when he got in front of my jeep I pushed down on the gas
This is the life of a mailman, in case you didn’t know
I get pushed around by everyone everywhere I go
I got done from a hard days work and my boss wants to talk to me
When I saw the pink slip in his hand I knew I was history
So I packed up all my stuff and headed out the door
Not sure what I’m gonna do but I aint gonna take it anymore
I got two kids and two ex-wives and more than my share of bills
I got an idea to make things even but still better make out my will
I’ll go out and buy bullets and guns to satisfy my urge to kill
But I got to wait ten days cause of that goddamn Brady Bill
Ten days later I’m back at work
Just when they thought the coast was clear
Bring the yellow tape, bring the white chalk,
I’m listening to the little voices in my ear
I got laid off after working here for twelve years
So you better run away
Now I’m back at the office and I brought a friend
I call him Mr. A.K.
He’s got a lot of bronze but not much brain
His address is at 47 cemetery lane
Don’t worry, soon you’ll all know where he resides
You’re all gonna die so go ahead and cry
Besides
You can run, you can hide
But I’m already here inside
What I had wasn’t much but now there’s nothing to lose
Now you’re all my hostages so which one do I choose?
So much to do, so many bullets so little time
This is my way of taking back what was once mine
First my boss Joe, get down on a knee
I guess it wasn’t such a hot idea firing me
Nothing to say except hello and goodbye
Try sending me a postcard after you die
Its about time I put a stamp on your head
I think I’ll use the Elvis one cause you’re both dead
Sam's next, the one I’ll shoot
This is what he gets for taking my route
His turn to meet G.O.D.
Sending him to heaven on a C.O.D.
Yes I am bitter and homicidal well that may be
But I didn’t come here to start an unjust killing spree
Think of me as one who’s owed coming to collect a fee
But I won’t be tainted by innocent blood: the rest of you are free
You may think I’m crazy but I’m not the one
Its the guy at the store who sold a postal worker a gun
As the last body drops it’s time for me to run
Slip outta here quick before the cops see what I done
You may think I’m crazy but I’m not the one
It’s the guy at the store who sold a postal worker a gun
People Like Me
A0140 — rank 4
Show me a liar once
And I'll show you a liar twice
Don't say you'll walk across the water
When you're really skating on thin ice
Don't paint a portrait of your face
When it belongs to someone else
Don't ever offer up your warm embrace
And then let the love never be felt
I'll say: Show me a liar once
And I'll show you a liar twice
Don't say you'll walk across the fire
When you're really skating on thin ice
Don't say our forever was today
And that for us time stands still
That's when people like me will feel this way:
Like just they just received a cold shoulder's chill
There's saying and there's doing
Sure, sometimes talk can be soothing
But when it comes right down to it
It's really best that we get on movin'
Get our wheels spinning in revolution
'Cause there's still a lot we got left to prove
Let us try to come up with new plausible solutions
To the same old problems of uneven distribution
Of love, of knowledge, of power, of peace
Let's try to specialize in all of the things
That you can't always see
For now we know what happens
When you just
Let it be
Some people like me...
Other people don't like me...
'Cause people like me
Don't let it be
Zeroes
A0183 — rank 5
I see people in binary code
Walk the streets with my head hanging down low
Wishing there were just two types of people:
People who would get out of my way
And people who would leave me alone
I see people in binary code
Since there can be only one number one, ya know
All these zeroes had best do what they’re told:
Zeroes, all get out of my way
Zeroes, you had better leave me alone
I guess we call it writer’s block
When you don’t ever want to grab a pen again
Because everything sucks
Lost my gift – my bread and butter
Feel so dead that I despise my own father and mother
Pro-choice poster child of the world
Empty as an oyster that’s lost its pearl
Like a unicorn that’s lost its horn
Devastation is my sole creation
Dying inside, I just cried like a little girl
Why was I born?
If I could only free myself
Then maybe I could reach someone else
Yet vanity don’t mean anything to me
Open your heart and close your eyes
It’s really the man who makes the clothes
So don’t believe those magazine lies
So many hide behind some kind of disguise
Be it golden watches and three piece suits
Or corduroy pants, floppy hat and tie-dies
Surely image is something…yeah…image is nothing
This vanity was once so near and dear to me
There I said it and you read it but just forget it
I could be naked and still walk the streets confidently
What doesn’t kill you just defines you
As your past creeps up behind you
Whatever you run from
Is bound to find you
If you check your rear view mirror
You will see what is blurry is getting nearer
I just can’t make it any clearer
No magic wand can make it disappear
You can put the pedal to the floor
But there ain’t no use running any more
There’s no escape for what’s in store
You think to yourself “Will they remember me?”
While I rot in my cell inside the penitentiary
I came sooooo close to committing the crime of the century
What the hell else does society expect from me?
For when a man has lost his dignity
Do you really think anything means anything to me?
I see people in binary code
Walk the streets with my head down low
Wishing there were just two types of people
People who would get out of my way
And people who would leave me alone
I see people in binary code
Since there can be only one number one
All these zeroes had best do what they’re told
Zeroes all get out of my way
Zeroes you better leave me alone
GARDEN OF EDEN
A0443 — rank 6
I’ve given up thinking and dreaming about all my glorious ideals
For everything I’ve set in stone someone somehow comes along and steals
The only voices I hear whispering that I allow myself to now listen to
Are the echoes of the empty walls inside my mind
All that I have left of me where no ones gotten through
It is only inside this cave of soul that I am ever free
It is only inside this cave of soul that I am not labeled for being me
No more guided tours through the depths of my insides
No where to go for the entrance has been chained and boarded up
There’s nothing for them to hear, feel or see
And nothing for anyone that I ever have to show, hide or be
My garden of Eden only lacking trees
My garden of Eden that even Adam had to leave My garden of Eden with not a face in the crowd
My garden of Eden, my cave, only me, myself and I allowed
When the day comes that everything I worship and know
All I’ve lived for all comes crashing down at my feet
I will not seek the comfort of any magical spirit or grace
I will stand alone with only a mirror, my face and defeat
Strength can not be found in numbers
Only inside a mind full of faded old letters
For to work and to slave on every given day
Only to pray for some sun just to sit back and take notice
That the weather it seems isn’t getting any better
In times like this I used to shake my fist
Only to wonder at the reason why
But when you want not to persist
You must find some way to resist
Know that if you lose all love
Than you shall never again cry
Upon sensing the perfume of defeat
You start planning your retreat
Forget all modes of transportation
Its back to your underground garden
So you might as well use your own two feet
My garden of Eden only lacking trees
My garden of Eden that even Eve had to leave
My garden of Eden with not a face in the crowd
My garden of Eden, my cave, only me, myself and I allowed
Something In The Air
A0157 — rank 7
It’s time to wake up
Awake from out of your spell
Can you smell that there’s something in the air
So familiar that I know it all too well
One must be careful
Of the company they keep
For you do not know what your mattress does
While you are asleep
There is a lobbyist sleeping in the lobby
Because somebody moved the capital down the hill
He’s busy dreaming of his new hobby
He looks like he’s dreaming still
And the man, which the lobbyist selected
His ego is inflated but still he doesn’t care
Has anyone noticed that the president we elected
His head is filled with graying hairs
The dam next to which we live
Has slowly sprung a leak
Now it’s leaking like a sieve
So it seems that the future does look bleak
Old men who have
Already lived a lifetime
Still believe that they get better with age
But sour grapes do not make a fine wine
Our grandfathers are all CEO’s
While grandchildren watch music videos
Busy losing touch with reality
Both the past and future is scaring me
You either have too much
Or there’s too little gained
Seems that ain’t nothing changed
It’s the same old problems again
It’s time to wake up
Can you smell something in the air?
I went to ask my father
But I saw he wasn’t there
The infection of money
Is never quick to cease
It keeps on spreading and spreading
Like some airborne disease
Throw away those phony pills
Try blowing your nose with dollar bills
You could be poor and cured
Or sick filthy rich
So much for any placebo
To hell with jumping ship
You would rather hit the casino
And sit there counting chips
It seems that daddy works seven days a week
Even though us kids have plenty to eat
Mommy teaches and cooks
And reads us books
It’s time to wake up
Awake from out of your spell
Can you smell that there’s something in the air?
I guess that only a few of us can tell
Two Thousand Miles
A0173 — rank 8
If I were weather I’d be rain
Because I’m always falling down
Funny people never seem to bat an eye
If I were a God I’d be the Holy Spirit
Because I speak my words without a sound
As I open my mouth all you hear is a sigh
If I were an emotion then I’d be pain
Because it’s what I’ve known my whole life
The only sure thing is that you’ll die
If I had to pick a status then I’d be single
A life like mine’s too hard on a wife
If I said I love anything that’d be a lie
If I was a color
I’d be green with envy
Asking who was it that colored my skin?
If I was a war
I’d be my own worst enemy
Unable to trust in faith nor kin
If I was a bird
I’d be a raven black as night
The same as all others’ eyes see
Even if I was benevolent
I’d still find some reason to fight
For all that’s been done to me
If I was wine
I’d get better with age
Inside my bottle locked so tight
If I was a novel
Then I’d be blank on every page
For I never liked seeing things in only black or white
If I were liquor I’d be a hundred and fifty proof
Because I’m guaranteed to rearrange your mind
For these eyes have seen the horrors
To which you’re all so blind
If I was a treasure full of knowledge and riches
I’d be buried so deep that no one could ever find
Long considered just a legend
So that no one ever paid me any mind
If I were a season I’d be winter
Just like this world so cruel and cold
Choked by such a heavy blanket oh so white
If I were metal I’d be iron
Strong as hell forget glittering like gold
For what everyone wants isn’t always what’s right
If I were another man’s feet
Perhaps I’d wear another pair of shoes
And maybe I’d think everything’s going fine
If I was music to the ears
I’d have invented the blues
Singing a song that was way before it’s time
If I was someone else
I’d never know of being me
Maybe I wouldn’t be surrounded by these frowns
But all happy smiles
If I wasn’t a slave
Then the word freedom wouldn’t mean much to me
And I wouldn’t know
That we still have to walk two thousand miles
If the color of my skin didn’t make any difference
Then you’d think of me as the same as you
But raised as you were maybe you can’t be blamed
For when a child is taught never to believe in resistance
Sometimes they must be forgiven for what they do
Even though it’s by their father’s whip that I am tamed
Only if I were war
Maybe I would be civil
I’m just not sure who’d be on my side
At least then I could see my enemy
I’d rather know and see the devil
I’d rather swallow my blood
Than swallow my pride
RAINBOWS OR WATERFALLS
A0256 — rank 9
Will it be rainbows or waterfalls?
I better choose soon or else I’ll lose them all
Only one can stand so the other will fall
Listen to my inner voice and wait to hear the call
Who would ever guess the rain could cause so much pain?
How can you lose so much and still have gained?
How do you choose so carefully that you risk going insane
For after a decision has been made things will never be the same
The clouds in the sky have never looked so bright
And how I longed for your everything while holding you tonight
Somehow I found strength in indecisiveness
Feeling your arms around me while longing for your kiss
Many years have passed since we first kissed
Even in each other’s fondness so many times we would resist
For some unknown reason we think finally our time has come
So why am I trying to stop it before it’s barely begun?
My tanned skin beauty queen whose smile can always be seen
Opening my heart again even when my senses aren’t so keen
I try to turn the switch off only to find it broken
Falling in deeper and deeper with every word left unspoken
To lay in each other’s arms knowing we needn’t talk
The safety in only ourselves - giving us both a bounce when we walk
For whom time stands still when it is only us and us ourselves
It burns my soul deep within just to think there’s someone else
You’ve never known your father but I’ll always be your man
But just where I fit in your life I do not yet fully understand
I could never close my eyes towards you nor ever close my door
I know where our past comes from but not what we have in store
My mature older woman yet still such a child at heart
When I’m with you there’s never a problem - only when we’re apart
Your independence sets you free though responsibility chains you down
I would do anything you asked to break the ball to which you’re bound
My Dominican princess so full of distress
That you try so hard not to show
There’s been many a mornings as I’m busy yawning
When I’d still see your face following me wherever I go
I am your teacher as you are my pupil
Though I never knew how much I would learn
I still feel your spark when I’m alone in the dark
But I’m so afraid of either of us getting burned
You traveled into my life and from so far away you came
You are my rainbow so full of color from head to toe
Even after the rain you still remain the same
I love you no matter where you are or with whom that I go
Will it be rainbows or waterfalls?
I better choose soon or else I’ll lose them all
Only one can stand so the other must fall
Listen to my inner voice and wait to hear the call
Who would ever guess the rain could cause so much pain?
How can you lose so much and still have gained?
How do you choose so carefully that you risk going insane
For after a decision is made things will never be as they are now again
I gazed into her blue eyes and stared into my own soul
I looked again into my heart to see if it was she who stole
The part of me that makes me whom I love so much
Without ever making contact I became so touched
The day we first met her eyes were red and her cheek was still wet
For someone close to her had doubted her nature and then lost his bet
I took it as a personal attack for we fell from the same tree
So what he said about her he also said it to me
Questions And Answer
A0146 — rank 10
Tonight I’m writing my last will and testament
For I’ve found myself caught in a battle again
I have suffered defeat and tasted victory
Long after I fought in the name of my country
But now I find myself trapped in a different war
So much has changed - I’m not the same man I was before
A maze of scattered thoughts - I sigh and close my eyes
As I recall all the things that I now fight for
One, two, three…small children playing down at my feet
My daughter who’s all grown up yet I never see
My dearest Helen who’s always been there for me
Family and country will always be the world to me
And yet my mind seeks to travel back through time
Start anew - select a somewhat different path
Collect and form new memories
Not just go looking through old photographs
I have a heart that longs not to be apart
From someone I might not know if I walked past
So far, the answers – I have none
So many questions I would ask…
My darling Roxanne - hello my dear, how are you?
Won’t you take ahold of my hand and walk me through
Every tear you cried – all the years that I have missed
There is so much I long to know - I made a list...
Your first steps, your first words, your first test, your first kiss
My darling Roxanne has this world been good to you?
Have you found passion in life – will you see it through?
Won’t you take ahold of my hand - walk and talk with me?
It’s never too late to create some new history (another destiny)
My darling Roxanne everyday I’ve thought of you
Look behind the tears in my eyes – I speak the truth
I wish things were different – wish I could make things right
I wish I’d have cooked you breakfast every morning
I wish I had read you a story every night
My darling Roxanne daddy’s enjoyed this time with you
There’ve been countless conversations I’ve dreamed up myself
And yet the words spoken between us were few
Time after time the question and answer’s the same
Angel, don’t you know that I love you?
Daddy, yes I do
RUMORS FROM HEAVEN
A0257 — rank 11
Now that there’s rock n’ roll in Heaven
Everyone enjoys the hymns
And the only problem that the church has
Is getting everybody in
Hard to tell just how the conversation sounds
When John’s head is just about to hit the ground
As the echo of Jerry starts from the corner of the room
Playing long after dark as the echo finds its way around
All the while Jim is already out cold
He bought the ticket but the ride is getting old
The Creator never really had a chance
For his disciples could no longer walk straight
The power of song and dance
Unleashed after ages inside the Golden Gate
These guys all got the same room upstairs
And though their landlord is God still no one seems to care
They all sit and scratch their heads wondering
Just who’ll come knocking next
Yet time has told them that it’s anyone’s guess
Everybody’s grateful to be dead
Because now they’re the house band in Heaven
They sell out every single night
Now that doesn’t sound too upsetting
Hey John, it’s George who’s been knocking at the door
Because of course Paul would’ve rang the bell
John responded that George must’ve left the Maharishi
Or else I figured we’d a seen him in hell
There goes Jimi playing again without his hands
Wearing only his headband and his funky underpants
Hey Jerry, go get a bucket of cold water
Let’s see if we can get him outta this trance
There’s Sammy Davis Jr.
He sure can tap dance and he don’t eat much
But when Elvis Presley’s knocking don’t ever let him in
For he’ll just eat all of the chips and dip – what a sin
But Sinatra’s okay ‘cause he always brings gin
Hey who invited Bobby Dylan?
You know we’re not allowed to let anyone in early
Keith Richards came all the way up for nothing
But we’re sure we’ll see him again shortly
John whispers…
“No you ain’t gonna see what I got in my pocket
But the words that come to me are knock it off and stop it
You want to change your ways but just what’s the use?
I have had far beyond my years too much pain and abuse”
Jim wakes up mumbling something odd…
“The day revolves around the tears
That come falling from the serpent’s eyes
I hold the pain of the world inside my mind
Because my ears can no longer hear a child cry
My senses crawl beneath my skin
As a man who once saw all becomes blind”
Bars And Scars
A0078 — rank 12
Goodbye my loving wife
Goodbye my loving kid
They're sending me down the river
Found out just exactly what I did
Daddy do you have to pack?
No son, I don't need no clothes
Daddy let me open up the door
Son, it's already closed
Honey don't cry
You'll have to be strong
Our son needs a father
Another will come along
They're sending me away
To the tin can
The lockup
The clink
With only time on my hands
Time to watch the clock and think
They call it life
But they should call it death
For I'll sit in this place
Until my last breath
I will have to stand all alone
With myself my best friend
My fate may or may not be deserved
But you know I'd do it all again
There are times to turn the other cheek
And other times to hold a grudge
A time to be bold and a time to be meek
Yet sometimes you're the jury and the judge
Family is a bond that you can never break
So when it's threatened you do what it takes
When a stranger breaks into your home
There's no chance he'll ever walk home
I guess that we all learned a lesson
One first taught by Smith & Wesson
From that night on
Life hasn't been much fun
Went from the defender of my home
To being out on the run
When all your hiding places are gone
You got to face the music, you got to be strong
And though you didn't choose it
Who's to say that you were wrong?
AMERICAN DREAM
A0410 — rank 13
I am surely not a rich man
But certainly a wise man because I understand
That there are greater things than money
And sweeter things than honey in this land
I am angered at my situation
As I am slowly sinking in yellow sand
I am a stranger through separation
Been parting ways with my fellow man
I am not the type to keep out of trouble
I always find myself walking among the rubble
I often drive down streets that say do not enter
I am not the kind to keep many secrets
Or the type to go out hunting rabbits
Or a man who’ll let his lady be cold in the winter
I am not to blame for the sad state of this affair
I am not one to hide in my room pretending
That there’s nothing else out there
I am trying to find a reason to wake up in the morning
But I’d be lying to the point of treason if I said
I’ve taken heed to each and every warning
Luckily for me a new dawn is fast approaching
Everybody knows that I’m a roller
Who spends most of his time coasting
ANOTHER CIGARETTE Another sleepless night as rain falls from the sky Another cigarette as I ask myself why
What have I done that’s been keeping me awake It’s not like I’m a bad man, never a life I did take
Grab a beer from the fridge for it helps me to think Though I doubt it’ll make me tired it’s my last drink
Looking through an open window at the cars passing by
Another cigarette as I ask myself why
Could be depression or it could be something more Not sure why I’m down there’s a lot I’m thankful for I’ve done more in twenty years than some in a whole life
I’ve already found a beautiful girl who’d make a beautiful wife
She’s been gone a week but she’ll be back here in a day
I’d tell you all about her but my love is more than I can say
Another cigarette as I ask myself why
Why I feel low when I should be high
For the first time in a while I’ve got myself on track
The only time I can remember that they’ve cut me some slack
I’m now moving forward rather than turning back
How come I can’t get to sleep every time I hit the sack?
Another cigarette, I know I should quite but I tried
Why do I feel like this, like I want to go and hide?
I look okay to you ‘cause you can’t see inside
When I say I got something to do then you know I lied
I’m the new chairman of the bored ‘cause Frank Sinatra died
End Game
A0016 — rank 14
Dow Jones fell down so hard he can’t get up today
Just part of their plan, easier for them that way
Happiness to them is when only one percent does okay
For us ninety-nine others just stand in their way
The pennies your grandmother saved ain’t worth nothing now
Unpaid taxes were due so they’re taking her house
Moving men came for her stuff the cops threw her out
Can you expect to be next - oh, there’s little doubt
There're eyes in the sky you can’t see that are watching you
And big brother is like Santa Claus and it knows what you do
To some it’s a surprise while others know it’s true
TVs full of lies because yeah, they own that, too
The New World Order’s rapidly gaining control Global domination is their only goal
Their master plan, their end game
Go watch Alex Jones
One press of the button and they can turn off your soul
Bilderberg’s the puppet master
That pulls the strings
Causing organized chaos and disasters to make themselves kings
They've been getting there faster while collecting their diamond rings
As Paris just got plastered after they took everything
One card, one chip, one lone voice that tells you what to do
One false step, one wrong move and they’ll be coming after you
Listen closely wait for it…here comes the plot twist: Our only real fear are these global economic terrorists
And when they hear this they’ll add my name to their list
The spreading of information, oh yeah, they fear this
Because only when the people know can they resist
But it will take more than silent protest
Mothers will cry, many will die yet still we must try
Yes, it is pure evil that lingers in our midst
Together we may stand…
Together we could fall…
But together we can form a fist
Lonely Clouds
A0025 — rank 15
I find myself in a deep dark place
Looked in the mirror but couldn’t see my face
I tried to get up yet I could not stand
Held onto a memory but couldn’t feel my hands
So with this sky above so full of gloom
Foreshadowing impending doom
I’m thinking I’d be better off
Staying inside of my room
Such a thick layer of clouds
Seems the sun’ll never break through
And the way I feel about the weather
Is the same way I feel about you
Cold, dismal and dreary
Whenever you are near me
Everything has changed somehow
Once bright, happy and cheery
Things used to be so clear to me
But now there are only lonely clouds
Another Monday morning
Following a near sleepless Sunday night
Groggy, tired and yawning
Seems to be the story of my life
Waking up to a cold and breezy
September morning
Feeling uneasy without any kind of warning
Perhaps I had a bad dream
that I can’t remember
A door to my mind burst at the seams
and I had to enter
Ghosts from my past are no longer trapped
And they are slowly gaining control
Skeletons from my closet now ask
Will you finally pay us what you owe?
Sleeping dogs have all begun to bark
There is just no avoiding this fact
Each day earlier the earth grows dark
Every night the sky shades a richer black
So with this sky above so full of gloom
Foreshadowing impending doom
I’m thinking I’d be better off
Staying inside of my room
Such a thick layer of clouds
Seems the sun’ll never break through
And the way I feel about the weather
Is the same way I feel about you
Cold, dismal and dreary
Whenever you are near me
Everything has changed somehow
Once bright, happy and cheery
Things used to be so clear to me
But now there are only lonely clouds
Prime Time
A0143 — rank 16
Prime time TV…
What the hell did you ever do for me?
Except raise me from almost infancy
Turning me into what you now see
Prime time TV…
What the hell did you do to me?
Except try to keep me blind to the times
Marching in neat little lines of authority
Your producers try to pawn me
As advertisers try to con me
While the sellers have already sold me
Their hands have helped to mold me
And now they battle for control over me…
So many hide behind
some kind of disguise
Golden watches
three piece suits
Or corduroy pants,
floppy hat and tie-dies
Surely image is something…
yeah…image is nothing
Vanity don’t mean
anything to me
Open your heart
and close your eyes
See it’s really the man
who makes the clothes
So don’t believe the lies
I have become a number
As some people see people
in binary code
It seems I'll never be number one
And being labeled a zero
Makes you feel rotten and cold
A life based on the movies
Another nine o’clock special
Not suitable for children
Maybe violent,
Deadly and racial
Actions aimed at imitation
Famous for a day and in the news
Nothing left for the imagination
Even still the papers get sold
Every week a new sensation
No thought left too bold
The value of the media
Can only be found by those digging for gold
Every night we hurt a little less
Because all the stories have been told
Let it into your memory and then let it be gone
No need to print it, no need to read it
No need to see it, no need to heed it
Everybody would love to see their face on T.V.
Everyone would love to be the inspiration for a movie
Everybody would like to think that they have no equal
Everyone would be the first to star in the sequel
Thoughts float up from the basement of my brain
The part of me that loves what’s bad and when it rains
FRAMINGHAM BLUES
A0439 — rank 17
There’s just so many damn people in this world
Who just don’t have a clue
Women who spend all of their time
Trying to look fine
Hanging around the bars
Long after closing time
Can’t open new and better doors
‘Cause they’re so set in their ways
That they’ve closed their minds
Hence the root word of ignorance is ignore
But they don’t care what this wise guy says
Those who couldn’t care less
And it ain’t just y’all in Massachusetts
Where people got what I call
The Framingham Blues
Either a half of a sweater or a lot of tattoos
Tan girls showing too much skin
So hip to the hour’s new style
Big and dumb guys lifting weights again
Screeching their tires
While they pass in you in their Benz
As they smile
They think that they’re so cool
It’s everyone else who’s a fool
Go around thinking Bling-Bling
Is the golden rule
That’s why I sing
And so should you
That’s why I’m sighing
That’s what I’m trying
To undo
‘Cause it ain’t just y’all in Massachusetts
Who got what I call
The Framingham Blues
There’s just so many damn people
In this world who just don’t have a clue
I know a man
Who doesn’t have a wife or family
Because all his life
He’s been engaged to a bar stool
I believe in higher education
Because they never taught me
How to do that in school
I believe in rehabilitation
Even for the silliest if fools
And that used to be me
But now I’m thinking
That it might be you?
And it ain’t just y’all in Massachusetts
Where people got what I call
The Framingham Blues
Thirst
A0009 — rank 18
It appears this wine has a spirit
Seems this drink can think on its own
The car’s in the yard
Lights are on but no one is home
I had the worst kinda thirst
So after work I popped the corked
Nah, I don’t need a primer
Since I’m barely a part-timer
More like an abstainer
Keeping the plane inside the hanger
Because I don’t trust the pilot
He either never shuts up
Or is just too damn quiet
He sure makes me nervous
There’s no way I can deny it
It appears this wine has a spirit
Seems this drink can think on its own
The car’s in the yard
Lights are on but no one is home
Now I’m two glasses deep in
And not so good at keeping secrets…
I’m known for falling out of favor
Hey look I just poured a third
But it wasn’t to quench my thirst
If the second one was better
Than this next one can’t be worse
It appears this wine has a spirit
Seems this drink can think on its own
The car’s in the yard
Lights are on but no one is home
Now I’m waaaay past buzzing
Getting close to kissing cousins
Blowing kisses by the dozen
We all need a little lovin’
Oh Juanita
A0027 — rank 19
Oh Juanita....
Tell me the reasons why
You're collecting commissions
Off the rise and fall of people’s lives
Oh Juanita...
Tell me why did you lie?
I know it was for money
But what are the reasons behind...
Why some look and see people as colors
While others see people in binary code?
Why do the Jones make everybody jealous?
As the herd gets lured down Slaughter Road
Breath my last gasp breathe
Right before my financial death
As you place me in a pile
Along with all the rest...
When I told you to your face
That you were a disgrace
To the entire human race
No, you didn't like that...........
So quickly in haste
You cried... then you tried
To punch me in the face
I watched as you fell flat
Ha ha....
I just had to laugh:
What they say about me is that:
"He can be brilliant when he's being either cynical or lyrical"
What they say about you is that:
"She's such a b%tch I bet she pours black coffee on her cereal"
What do they say about me...oh gee...
"He grew up to be my child's hero"
What do they say about you...oooh
"She sends letters to people reducing them to numbers...
She spends too much time counting ones and zeros"
Oh Juanita...
you know I wrote this song for you
So that all of your friends
Can ask these questions of you:
Oh Juanita why do you lie?
Do you do it just for the money?
Does it make you feel superior?
Does it boost your sense of pride?
Oh Juanita...you make me wanna cry
Living A Buffet Song
A0035 — rank 20
You know you were drinking too much for too long
When you find yourself living in a Jimmy Buffet song
I overextended my stay in Margaritaville
I’m still wasted this morning and will be for most of the day
Now some people claim
That the worm is to blame
Why my brain feels like it’s been scraping asphalt
I’ve just gotten to know
Some guy named Jose Cuervo
Yeah, we’ve been hanging out together a lot
I woke up hung over and feeling depressed
Looked to my right…
How’d I get myself into this mess?
Felt someone leaning on my shoulder
Man, I’ve got to get this weight off my chest
It seems that last night
I rode the fat girl express
I was sick to my stomach
Had a bad taste in my mouth
I heard a noise in the bathroom
And another one ton came out
Just like the rubber
I used her and then threw her away
She knows I don’t love her
So I have no idea why she stayed
Was it so that she could tell me
She feels like I ripped a hole inside of her
I responded don’t worry, for I have the cure
There is the door…it’ll set you free
I’d prefer not to see you anymore
Lawn Noams
A0116 — rank 21
Hello my fellow
unhappy citizens
It's me -- not some zombie
but a concerned dissident
With the logic of Chomsky
And the zen of Zinn
I'm ready to step up
And lead you my friends...
I'm here to rally up ten men
who'll rally up ten men
Who'll rally up ten men
who'll rally up ten men
Who'll rally up ten men
who'll rally up ten men
Who'll rally up ten me
and then we'll begin...
Drop those
pitchforks and torches
Pick up your pencils,
paper and pens
For it's now or never
In this
point one percent war
of us versus them
Sometimes were too
afraid to blink
It's gone beyond
my comprehension
So why are we
so naive to think
Nobody's got
evil intentions?
So please...
let's us not keep this
between just you and me:
Sometimes the word
"democracy"
Can be misleading
If it makes you think of
Truth, Justice and Liberty
Repeat it, repeat it
There's no need to delete it
Say it enough times
And lots of people will believe
(If you can believe it?)
After all the evidence
has been sealed
We find facts that
were never disclosed
Once again the truth
it never was revealed
They were caught
telling lies...
But why do just
a few of us know?
And those of us left
just barely alive
Had to give up
something just to survive
Either freedom of choice
or else our free will
Now led by a puppet
whose masters can kill
There's no sorry
that we had a fight
Oops...maybe this time
we were wrong
Just: "Someday you'll
see that we're right...
Here, drink some
more Kool-Aid...
so you'll grow up
big and strong
So what of this
destruction and bloodshed?
Look at the bright side
from our point of view
We can stay and help them
clean up the mess...
"We'll be your best friend...
like a big brother to you"
Dear Noam,
I look at your face
And see what just
one man can do
For the whole
human race
Dear Noam, I wanna be
just like you
When I rule the world
I'll crown Noam
Chomsky the king
Then I'll sit back
and have a drink
And let him do everything!!!
When I rule the world
Everything will be
public domain
Sure, Prince might get
a little angry
But hey...
at least the Byrds
would still
sound the same
Radioactive Tuna
A0148 — rank 22
The boat’s name is Lucky Dragon Number Five
I’ve got less than six more days left of life
Since my game is now selling radioactive tuna…
What’s insane is that we got energized
By white winds and ash from a clear blue sky
That suddenly seemed to blow right through ya…
Oh the lies of these New York times
Escape all reasons and rhyme
When one digs down to the truth of the matter
And yet history sings
We tend to forget about such things
Since we’re all suckers not for formers but for ladders
Since it’s easier to forget
And much harder to face regret
That’s when one chooses
to claim ignorance over such matters
The bankster said:
If you steal twenty five dollars’ worth of bread
then you’re jailed and forever labeled a prankster
However, ten grand in the hand
at the wrong time, place and man
Can quickly get you known as an embezzler
Yet the fresh coin gained from a cold-blooded kill
netted us another cool mil
Meaning we’re officially on our way
from being just another plain financier
to the high office of the State Treasurer
Oh the lies of these New York times
Escape all reasons and rhyme
When one digs down to the truth of the matter
And yet history sings
We tend to forget about such things
Since we’re all suckers not for formers but for ladders
You Spilled My Coffee
A0182 — rank 23
An old lady in a Lincoln just cut you off
'Cause there's some place she's gotta go
Oh man, don't it just piss you off
Spilling hot coffee all over your clothes?
And when you finally flipped her off
She just stuck up her nose
Now I know it happens all the time
But it's really getting old....
Somebody once asked me
What I do for work
I try to restore
People's faith in humanity....
Yeah...and it's a fulltime job
Because there's just
So much work to do
How many times
You been ripped off?
How many times
Have you been screwed?
Yeah...well me, too
It's those little things in life
That tell you all you need to know
Little things that'll cut you like a knife
Leave you with no place safe to go...
Once I didn't leave my room
For almost nine months straight
I felt like a child in the womb
But at least I was free from hate
Yeah, once I gave up on people
I finally said I had had enough
I left my boat floating in the water
When the paddling got too tough
Cause an old man in a tugboat he cut me off
Because there was some place he had to go
Oh man, I just got pissed on...
By a pelican who thinks I'm a post...
And when I finally flipped her off
She just stuck up her nose
Now I know it happens all the time
But it's really getting old....
That's why I get high
'Cause I'd rather live in a dream
Than deal with this insane reality
Somebody once asked me
What I do for work
I try to restore
People's faith in humanity....
Yeah...and it's a fulltime job
Because there's just
So much work to do
How many times
You been pissed on or off?
How many times
Have you been screwed?
Yeah...well me, too
Lazy Citizen
A0118 — rank 24
I'm an inefficient dissident baby
Because lately the government
has been acting crazy
And I been feeling
like a lazy citizen
But being ignorant
doesn't mean you're innocent
Sure I still scorn, point and laugh at the rich
I hold signs that state
When you are born somewhere war torn
Poor and poverty stricken
That's when life is a b$%ch
But I just got a job
Hanging these cameras up on poles
A shiny badge with my name
And a hat saying:
Anti-Terrorist Patrol
In the name of safety....
I do whatever they tell me
I've been feeling lucky lately
That no one has yelled at me
So hey...God bless the U.S.A.
Here's a hip hip hooray
'Cause in some countries
what I write or say
Would get me killed
or at least locked away
They let me
hold the gun
'Cause I'm good
at serving power
They said shoot
anything that runs
As they placed me
in this tower
Finally a job that's fun
They used to pay per metric ton
Funny when people lost their faces
They allowed it
But when they lost money
Their faces soured
They said sorry son, no health care
But we'll replace
any limbs we can't repair
Hey... if you sign up today
and start right away...
You get to participate
in next year's 401K
Oh wait...nevermind...
Wage slaves like you
only get paid by the hour
I'm an inefficient dissident baby
Because lately the government
has been acting crazy
And I been feeling
like a lazy citizen
But being ignorant
doesn't mean you're innocent
Sure I still scorn, point and laugh at the rich
I hold signs that state
When you are born somewhere war torn
Poor and poverty stricken
That's when life is a b$%ch
Let Me Shine
A0119 — rank 25
Let me shine…
That’s all I’m really asking…
This light of mine…
Let everybody bask in…
Raise me high…
Not like a God…
More like a will-be not a has-been…
So the glory be to both you and me…
But unfortunately
We both know that doesn’t always happen
So get yours and be worry free
Let life run its course
Even if off track’s the way it has to be
I’ve lost time and I’ve lost sleep
Trying to fight this negativity
While reading books that make me think
That just thinking is good enough for me
Let me shine…
That’s all I’m really asking…
This light of mine…
Let everybody bask in…
The light bulb that glows
Let’s you know that something’s working
As the filament of inpirement grows
When the light gets bright you got to preserve it
I give my heart to whatever I do
And you know I put the work in
I try to spread my love
To all those who deserve it
I try to fly
I spread my wings
For before I die
there are so many things
That I would love to do
But before I fall
Most of all
I’d like to spend my life
Being husband and wife
Sharing my light with you
Let me shine…
That’s all I’m really asking…
This light of mine…
Let everybody bask in…
One Percent War
A0136 — rank 26
It’s been seven days since I’ve had a hit
And the industry has been asking me
Hey man, have you finally given up?
Well we all understand if you’ve quit
They keep on coming questioning me
Hey, can’t a guy get a week?
To let his mind unfold
And maybe de-commercialize
Re-choose again his side
and then decide to revolutionize
Send the correct information
to the right ten women and men
And ladies and gentlemen
you’d all be surprised
How we could untwist the lies
That are told right to our eyes
At what can happen through rhyme
And sure, rapping helps the cause
One song could unite us this time
For we’re almost all class allies
in this ONE PERCENT WAR
The propaganda campaign of fear is here
Well, what do you think the media is for?
Manufacturing consent – just so we’re clear
Been going on for years – it’s practically the law
To either make your mouth water
Or else to make your ears bleed
To trick you into wanting
Everything you see on T.V.
It’s been seven days since I’ve had a hit
And the industry has been asking me
Hey man, have you given up
We’ll all understand if you’ve quit?
They keep on coming questioning me
They, think this guy’s getting weak?
Won’t they be surprised to see…
Oh what I got instore
Trust Me
A0170 — rank 27
Hey baby, are you looking for a leader?
Someone who would be a good teacher?
Someone who knows how to treat you good?
When you’re close to the edge…
I’d step out to reach ya
Hey baby, are you looking for a leader?
Someone who would be a good teacher?
Of both how to live and how to act…
Now tell me just what would
You say to that?
Sometimes truth it hides behind
Half -lies and other things you can’t see
But don’t be fooled by a veiled disguised
Look me in the eyes and love me…
If you knew just what I knew
You’d be one of those who loved me
For it’s good to know a stand-up guy
One who doesn’t lie…trust me…
Oh…when we end up off course
There surely will be some remorse
Not everything will be paradise…
But soon you’ll see we’re lucky
As you see our picture on the shelf
You imagine your life with someone else
Soon bitter tastes…stomach aches inside….
You run to find me….that’s when I smile
Tears stream from your face…But I don’t ask why
When we embrace I know that I’m the guy
That you will always be beside just as you are the one
Who’s become my burning sun which will never die
Does The Fire Still Glow
A0005 — rank 28
Why don't you stop staring
outside your window?
For you've learned by now
the scene is always the same
With the moon lit daytime gaze of a widow
Living in an imaginary world
playing in your solitary game
Clutching on to the only things
you trust and know
Following in life's parade
yet walking so slow
As progress is measured in inches at a time
Searching the corners of your room
Though there’s nothing there to find
You think that safety lies
in knowing the future ahead
But I say if you think like that
then you're already dead
You hold onto both the best
and worst memories of the past
For they're all you have now
but how long will they last?
Don't you ever wonder about
what you've been losing every day?
Ever wonder what life will be like
if things stay this way?
You’ve reached that middle stage in life
You're either halfway in or out of the cage
Do you wanna die from depression
Or do you want to die from old age?
Why don't you stop
staring outside your window?
For you've learned by now
the scene is always the same
With the moon lit daytime gaze of a widow
Living in an imaginary world
playing in your solitary game
You sure haven't won
but you got so much more to lose
Finally reached that breaking point
Now it's time for you to choose
Where do you go from here?
Finally the coast is clear
Will you now break?
Or else make your escape?
I guess there is only one
who really knows
Look within your eyes…
Does the fire still glow?
Kitty Cat Chat
A0115 — rank 29
You can unfriend me
And then text me why…
Or with your eyes
Undress me and then send
The picture to my phone
Spreading more than just dirty lies
All the while sharing your little secrets…
Let the unknown become known...
I won’t cry (no, I won’t cry)
Just so long as you now leave me alone…
If you see me, then let me be
Won’t you please leave quietly…
Know I’m not alone…
No, I’m not alone…
I got her half way there…
Down to her underwear…
Just when I’m getting restless
Is when I find that it’s the bestest
It’s just kitty cat chat…
It’s just kitty cat chat…
It’s just kitty cat chat…
I got her half way there…
Down to her underwear…
A whole bunch of nothing
Aimed at getting something
It’s just kitty cat chat…
It’s just kitty cat chat…
It’s just kitty cat chat…
I got her half way there…
Down to her underwear…
It goes a little something like this
And a little something like that
It’s just kitty cat chat…
It’s just kitty cat chat…
It’s just kitty cat chat…
MY MASTER 11/03/2013
A0225 — rank 30
I’m not spending my entire life…waiting for a phone to ring
Nor am I willing to lose my head…just to say I was the king
All I am asking for in this world… and of this entire world
Is simply to let me be a clam… I’ll reveal to you a pearl
Let me be free to be who I am… and soon one day you will see
As strange or crazy as it may seem… (it’s) all part of my master plan
If I was a prettier man
(If he was a prettier man)
I’d have ruled the world
(He would have ruled the world)
Yes, I could have ruled the world
If I was a prettier man
(If he was a prettier man)
All the girls would’ve gone nuts
As if I were a squirrel
Yes, I could have ruled the world
If I was a prettier man
(If he was a prettier man)
I’d have had the biggest ego
And I’d have hid in its shadow
Yes, it could have ruled the world…
My ego has always ran the show…been my boss…dictated most of my actions… my ego is MY
MASTER. During my college years I was always the one who wowed the class whenever it came to
writing papers or giving presentations or anything that involves the “look at me!” factor – I always
volunteered to go first just to see the look on the face of the student who had to follow MY
act….haha….the fear in their eyes… no one ever volunteered to go after me – the teacher always had to
pick somebody…haha…
We all have defense mechanisms that we incorporate into our lives to handle or deal with certain aspects
of ourselves that we have issues with…sometimes we are aware of these mechanisms and other times
we protectively guard ourselves by convincing our self that these defense mechanisms are just paranoia
or figments of our imagination or sometimes it’s a plane case of denial. As for me, I constantly over-
inflated my ego and tried to maintain a high level of self-assurance to cover my great fears of rejection.
Here comes the fun twist – I’ve never liked my appearance and yet I’ve always intentionally tried to not
look the best I could…How the hell does that make any sense whatsoever? Here’s my weird –ass
thinking: My ego is HUGE when it comes to certain traits or gifts I possess because I honestly believe
that there are a few things that I can do as good if not better than anybody else in this world…so
naturally, I would be very confident when it came to these areas because I could back it up. I’m not
afraid to take credit for something good I’ve done. I let my ego go out and play now and again when it
There’s a good example…) but here is where I know myself and I’ve always known that if I was a really
good looking guy then I would have taken the easier path in life and gotten by on just my looks and
ended up one of the world’s biggest jerks of all time… My ego would have not just its own zip code but
its own time zone for crying out loud. I would then have proceeded to get caught up so much in that “I
am the center of the universe” mentality that all my gifts and talents that could have been used for
something really positive and altruistic would have been wasted on satisfying either passions of the flesh
or some other trait that Kevin Spacey killed people for in the movie SEVEN.
Speaking of movies, the film REVOLVER inspired me to create this particular poem/song…. I won’t
spoil anything about the movie except telling you that if you don’t understand it then watch the credits
until the end… I wrote most of these lyrics a day after watching that movie for the FIFTH time this
year…haha….
So what is MY MASTER plan? It’s pretty simple… I’ve slowly been learning how to control my ego
and harness its potentially destructive powers and turn them into a source of positive energy. Trying my
best to better everybody by bringing up everybody rather than focus on just myself or, worse yet, having
me stand tall by default after I knocked everybody else down…that sucks!
I think I’ve finally reached that point where if I ever did rule the world then I think it would be a pretty
good world to live in – not just to be me ruling it - but for everybody else, too. So I guess now my
master plan is to go and rule the world!!! Umm…or not…. Next song:
CLOSER TO GOD
A0238 — rank 31
Here I sit by the side of the ocean
Wondering just what the ocean sees in me
Sometimes I wonder if I should go swimming?
If in this game I’m playing I’m winning?
And if when the man in the moon looks down
He’s really grinning?
And if there’s a God
Does he always know when I’m sinning?
And if there’s a God
Did he know that this is how my world would be?
.
For it’s three o’clock in the morning And I ain’t been to bed
I’m still trying to sort out all those hopes and dreams That’ve been floatin’ around in my head
It’s just so hard to focus
When you’re as talented as me
There are about a million things
That if I wanted to then I could be
Well, I’m a born teacher
But I ain’t no preacher
For I’ve never been close to God
I follow the golden rule
Even though I went to Catholic school
But all them people sittin’ in their pews
Whipping out the green to pay their church dues
I think they’re all getting robbed!
You see, I’ve never been a fan
Of playing follow the leader
When the priest might be a pedophile
And the guy kneeling next to you
Is a well-documented wife beater
No I don’t want to raise my kids To grow up to be hypocrites
Because organized religion will give you fits
You know that it might be time to quit
When the Sunday morning
That you’re sitting in church
Is the only time that you’re safe from getting hit
Yeah, some old man asked me If I went to church to pray
I responded that God rested on the seventh day But he forgot about me
Calluses and blisters
I’m all black and blue
I wear my work
Like a bad tattoo
On the subject of religion
I’ve only one thing to say
There’s only one sacrament
That I preach every single day:
Every cigarette I smoke Brings me closer to death Which brings me closer to God And upon my last breath…
I heard that all smokers go to a heaven Where they have a big ashtray
And as long as you put your money in the basket Then you can sit and smoke all day
FOUR WARS
A0438 — rank 32
There are four wars in which
I would have gladly fought
And let myself bleed:
I would have protected
my Native American friends
For once Columbus came
their way of life ends
The New World was their world
And we gave them thanks
We gave them liquor
and blankets with small pox
To which they weren't immune...
Hey, sometimes life sucks
While they gave us land
and beads and seeds...
All traded for disease
Thanks be to the
king-hating Europeans
I'd sneak up and throw
my tomahawks so fast
That they wouldn't even see 'em
If you listen closely
you might hear a gurgling sound
As a man lay gasping
and twitching on the ground
Then I'd look around
for every pale face in town
Find a white village
and then burn it down
One by one we would
take our revenge
And then surely the message
would've been sent:
Go sail back home
and leave us alone!
There are just four words
In which I truly believe...
Only fight for peace!
There are four wars in which
I would have gladly fought
And let myself bleed:
Fight to free the freedom of choice
As a man gets whipped
he loses his voice
We need to fight
the ignorance and greed
Shoot every last racist mother father
Who dares to raise a fist to try to keep
My black brothers from being free
For I know white men
who were born niggers
So let your fingers man the triggers
As John Brown comes back
for all to see
Turn the whole world
into Harper's Ferry
Ten men die so that
one might live
Unchained and free...
So let it be
While dreaming of a
country-wide genocide
Under their white hoods
some of them still hide
But these times shall change
From this...the sick and deranged
As Frederick Douglas
is still alive inside of me
There are just four words
In which I truly believe...
Only fight for peace!
There are four wars in which
I would have gladly fought
And let myself bleed:
Throw away your free will
and follow me
That's what Hitler screamed
As he guaranteed victory
Don't you want a couple slaves
for your son?
Hey, payback is coming...
We all remember World War One
After naked Jews were
slaughtered in the streets
You wouldn't even recognize their faces
As a belief was spreading in Germany
About the superiority of the Arian race
The "so-called" race
above all other races
But Hitler was but one man
So just what could he
have the power to do?
Thus America said leave us
out of this
In the very beginning
of World War Two
And long after Roosevelt's
new deal came and went
Hitler, Hirohito and Mussolini
bet the house
Perhaps if Japan
hadn't been so anxious
Then all of us good guys
might have been wiped out
There are just four words
In which I truly believe...
Only fight for peace!
There are four wars in which
I would have gladly fought
And let myself bleed:
But not this sh$% today
when we fight someone
And the battle cry is
your country's corporate greed
Only for the Native Americans...
And in the Civil War...
In World War Two...
And in the eventual
World War Three
You know that the numbers
just keep going higher
And some time in the future
Someone's gonna start
a real big fire
That some of us are going
to have to put out
And you know that someone
will end up being you and me
Secret Room
A0014 — rank 33
I have turned the knob
That opens up a door
To a secret room
That doesn't have a floor
Where the walls are bare
And there is just
a folding chair there
Floating in both
space and time
And on it reads a sign
That states:
This is the throne to
a kingdom which awaits
Any man who creates
A way to rise up
above the fray
And reach the seat
Hanging below this archway
For he is the protégé
Who can free this world
From its ever present pain
Block out the sun
Turn off and on the rain
He who holds the power
To build both churches and schools
He who holds the power
To destroy all under his rule
He who holds the power
To entrap and enchain
He who holds the power
And yet he will refrain...
Which Is Which
A0024 — rank 34
I know that you know that
Sometimes this world
can turn cold
And that some times
Untruths must be told
And that we have to tell lies…
To those we love the most…
We must shield their
ears and eyes…
I know that you know that
Some things are
and aren’t meant to be
And also that some things
you can touch and feel
but never see
But beware and be aware…
Because they’re still there…
Feelings are sight for the blind…
I know that you know that
Some fears are apparitions
that aren’t really there
And that some fears
Really make you scared
So it’s best to realize…
Discern which is which…
That’s when they’ll
call you wise…
I know that you know that
some people come and go
And also that some people
won’t ever leave you alone
And I know the reason why…
I don’t have wings…
But I can still fly…
Yes, I can still fly
Green Eyes
A0031 — rank 35
If I could capture this emotion
I’d lock it away down the bottom of the ocean
Uncertainty don’t mean anything to me
I’m just biding my time
While hiding in my rhyme
And I’ll be here long after closing time
Hitting my bong and getting along
‘Cause insanity … it don’t mean anything to me
There ya read it… I said it
And now it’s in my book of poetry
If I could turn back this clock
Pause the tick, tick, tock
Reset everybody’s score to zero
At least then I’d be somebody’s hero
No rich and no poor
No ceiling and no floor
No more stacking the deck no more
Feed the starving children
Watch the fat man as he wastes away
My precious advice
Is that the world is paying the price
You could save a life for about a buck a day…
Hey, hey, hey
And yet the men and women
Who run the country
They only see things one way
They only see the color green
Following the system that their fathers made
While so much slips by unseen
Old tired green eyes - so much slips past
Old tired green eyes - the shadow has been cast
Old tired green eyes-
Time has shown will never last
Old tired green eyes-
Cannot see a world spinning so fast
The old ways only worked in the old days
So when you hear the words “mental set”
You better clear the deck
The rich living off the poor
We know we can't have that anymore
The poor living off the rich
Hey man, fu$% that sh#%
You wanna know where it's at?
Well I can't tell you where it is
But I can sure tell
That it’s all going to hell real fast
Because we’re all a bunch of hypocrites
I think that I know you…
But do I really know me?
Am I still a slave to something I can’t see?
I can feel deep down…
Something changing inside of me
How have I somehow become so dull…
Dull towards all this pain I see?
Those who should lead
Are too busy pointing fingers
Those who are pointed at
They just head up for the hills
And as the dead get carried away
Their memory still lingers
Because it’s well known
That equality don’t pay the bills
Money, money, money
Got to get me some
Money, money, money
Don’t care where it comes from
Money, money, money
I need it to survive
Money, money, money
I get paid a thousand dollars per lie
Bottle Me Up
A0039 — rank 36
Who both likes
and yet doesn't like what they see?
Yeah... That would be me!
(Bottle me up!)
Who rests their head
On a pillow on their bed
Wondering out loud
'Bout what the latest book
They just read said?
Yeah... That would be me!
(Bottle me up!)
Who still speaks out of turn
Sharing all that he thinks he's learned
Whose always watching out for fires
At the risk of being burned?
The hippy bear hugging a tree
Yeah... That would be me!
Who knew what once was here
Sees what's left
and doesn't think it's right or fair...
Who can't sleep just stays up all night?
Stupidly staring in the mirror?
Yeah... That would be me!
Whose got more quotes than Bill Bryson?
More career knock out hits
than Mike f&%$ing Tyson
Lots of spice in his writings
Who keeps it hot like Curry for three?
Yeah... That would be me!
(Bottle me up!)
Maybe my ground game
Has been taking a pounding
But when I go all-out arial
I'm flat out astounding!
Leaving English teachers
Lacking adjectives
So they start using nouns
in their descriptions
Like Ruthian, Dylanesque
and now I'm Jane's Latest Addiction
(Bottle me up!)
Effectively I've become both the pill
and the perscription
It's time they bottle me up
To limit the chance of further infliction (Bottle me up!)
Got to stop the public
from seeking any alternate direction
I guess we become free
when we're at peace
with dying all diseased
in the name of fighting the spread of this form of mental infection (Bottle me up!)
No, there ain't no shame
If next to a man's name
Is just a year and a date
With the words:
"It was just his fate"
Yeah... That would be me!
(Bottle me up!)
Have To Laugh
A0104 — rank 37
My people are funny
Funny how? Well, most of the folks say that
They act strange in what that they do...
Instead of thinking only about themselves
They spend most of their time
Thinking about me and you...
My people are funny
It's very unusual the way in which they live...
Our whole lives we're taught
To take and take and take
But somehow they've been led astray
For they try to give and give and give...
My people are funny
They've got uplifting spirits
Yeah, even when life's got them down
Their positive energy - oh, you can feel it
It's really hard work to be unhappy
When you see them coming around...
My people are funny
Got wrinkles on their foreheads, dents on their faces
That I think comes from them smiling all the time
Watch out now - I think it might be contagious
Since most of them are musicians
Perhaps one of the symptoms may be rhyme...
My people are funny
They're the ones with all these original thoughts
That keep on swimming around in their heads
They're not repeaters nor fast food eaters
Or liars or cheaters and when they hurt inside
Try to heal it themselves rather running for meds...
My people are funny
Seems they always try to try on
Everybody else's pair of shoes
They talk to me, other friends and family
Instead of becoming glued to their TV
Or that daily drama that we call the news...
My people are funny
But in my life they're all I really have
So even though they act so different
I've learned to except that
And I guess it's not so bad
My people are just really different...
So much so that I just have to laugh
Only Here
A0137 — rank 38
I’m white, bald and I’m pale
I now drink dry flat ginger ale
I rarely smile but that doesn’t make me mean
I like to lick unsalted crackers
Ones that I would have called ‘teens’
I ain’t seen the sun
Going on year number one…
Plus one…
Plus one…
Plus one…
Plus one…
That’s five…
I’m lucky to still be alive
It’s never been sunshine
Off of which I thrive
Nor has it been water…
It’s always been
either whisky or wine
I draw my strength now
From the clouds
And secret thoughts society
Doesn’t like to talk about out loud
And without acknowledgement
Well, nothing can or will be changed
So here we sit with our heads
Stuck in the sand again
Just another piece of sh*t
Trapped inside the pit of the deranged
“I’ll be damned if we’re not all wickedly cursed!”
I said when asked what could be worse?
“Well, hell...maybe it might not rain”
Yeah, only here would that thought sound sane
Snowing Love
A0154 — rank 39
Here's a Christmas song
This one is just for you and me...
And it goes out to all those
Who still stare jealously
When they see
little girls and boys
Unwrapping their presents
Unsure of where to start
So many newly shining toys
While you're sad
because you have none
Why don't you come
and sing along
For it's lots and lots of fun...
What I got inside is
a heart full of love...
That's why
I don't cry or care
If my stocking's stuffed
What I got inside is
a heart full of love...
So I gave
all my presents away
because that's enough
Here at the North Pole
No, I've never felt cold
Because I see Santa everyday
Rudolph has become
my closest friend
Ol' Kris Kringle even lets me
borrow his sleigh
Turning unhappy faces
Into smiles
We go riding off
into the night
In good cheer
and warm spirits
With our season's greetings
We take flight...
Maybe you'll see us
the next time you look up
For the best present
in the world
Is knowing love
Sing along everybody:
What we got inside is
a heart full of love...
That's why
we don't cry or care
If our stocking's stuffed
What we got inside is
a heart full of love...
So we gave
all our presents away
because we know that
that's enough
Wishing Well
A0181 — rank 40
You might be down to your final days
Since I’m down to my last straw
I’ve been thinking about changing my ways
All this time have I been fighting for a lost cause?
I'm talking to air
I'm talking to air
She left again
Now she's not here
I'm talking to air
I'm talking to air
Seems she's vanished
Looks like she has disappeared
I got me a pretend friend
In fact, right at this very moment
I happen to have two…
Sometimes they both tell me they love me
Sometimes one sits saying nothing
The other one then stands
Flips me off with not just one
But TWO hands
And cries out, “F%&k you!”
Oh how I wish it was
The other way around
But all that wishing
Ever brought was wells
And two cents tossed in
From every passing clown
So…I’ve learned to let it go
What is out of my control
So…I’ve learned to let it go
Still, I’ll stand my ground even if
All I got left is this little patch of soul
Let it in, let it out, let it go
Breathe out, breathe in and behold
You can be on it while in it and even wander off it
For one is never truly lost when beginning
The building of a road
STANDING NEAR THE WALL
A0211 — rank 41
Standing all alone
Half way in between
The beginning and the end
Standing all alone
This wall here has become
My only friend
Standing all alone
I picked this spot
When was nobody near
Standing all alone
Gathering my thoughts
So surprised to see you here
Standing here with you
My judgment suspended
Though what we once said
We both know we meant it
Standing here with you
And all your good intentions
Our past needn't be mentioned
Standing here with you
But something's been misplaced
I try my best
But you can still read my face
Standing here with you
My heart beats faster
my legs start to sink
What strange desires
I continue to think
Standing here with you
The moon appears
as the sun grows dim
I watch a leaf fall dead
Down from upon a limb
Standing all alone
I've faced the fact
to sadness I'm akin
While the wall is straight
It's everything else that spins
Standing all alone
Leaning against
the wall my friend...
Soon I'll be off
to walk and stalk
my thoughts again
TOP OF THE MOUNTAIN
A0213 — rank 42
Standing alone on top of this mountain
Overlooking such a picturesque view
Contemplating the smallness of my life
Relative to our Earth’s green, ocean’s blue
Finding peace of mind in this piece of time
No more daily grind and I’m feeling fine
Remembering simplicity’s beauty
Recalling what I’ve forgotten I knew
Standing alone on top of this mountain
Overlooking such a picturesque view
Contemplating the smallness of my life
Untangling known falsehoods from inner truth
One hell of a trail but well worth the climb
I’m here alone ‘cause ‘twas so hard to find
Crawled on my hands and knees when I had to
So remote that it was hard to get through
Standing alone on top of this mountain
Overlooking such a picturesque view
Contemplating the smallness of my life
While questioning what, where, when, why and who?
Searching for the link ‘tween both space and time
That escapes all reason, escapes all rhyme
Seeking to discover fellow seekers
Whatever happened why are we so few?
Standing alone on top of this mountain
Overlooking such a picturesque view
Contemplating the smallness of my life
Now that I’m here what am I going to do?
I could stake my flag that I had to drag
I could build my home and have my own time zone
Or return to the life I had before
Carry on with my trivial pursuits
Go to bed each night wondering what’s the use?
LIVING BLUE
A0219 — rank 43
I live the blues...
I couldn't choose
any other color
And believe me...
It's not easy being me
Let me tell you my brother...
Part of me has died
For these songs I write
I'm telling you the truth...
Inside I began to grow old
as I became bestowed
With the wisdom of a
well-worn, war-torn,
battle-tested soldier
when I was in my youth
Since the dawn of that day
Part of me has died
For these songs I write
I'm telling you the truth...
There's lots I've given away
Just to say the things I say
Many books have been
studied and read
Many people I've met and let
into my heart and into my head...
(Some have stayed as others strayed)
Some colors run
While others just... seem... to... fade...
Some colors stain
While others wash… out… right… away
I live the blues...
I couldn't choose
any other color
And believe me...
It's not easy being me
Let me tell you my brother...
There's so many years of time
and tears of mine
Within these songs that I write
I'm telling you the truth...
There's lots I've given away
Just to say the things I say
Wouldn't wanna go serving ya
any pudding without the proof...
You gotta live the blues...
You gotta live the blues...
You gotta live the blues...
NOTE: proof is in the pudding - meaning:
You cannot be sure that you have
succeeded until you have examined the result of your efforts.
Jill: I think we've done a good job of fixing the lawn mower.
Jane: Well, the proof is in the pudding.
We haven't tried to mow the lawn with it yet.
DEAD SILENCE
A0404 — rank 44
I am just another
face on a train
Smile my worthless smile as I pay what I owe
I blend here into this crowd no names are exchanged
I’m just another guy that
no one wants to know
Hear the sound
of the whistle blow…
That means it's time to stop
Hear the sound
of the whistle blow…
That means it's time to go
Thirty people sitting
in thirty separate rows
Dead silence on the train
Next stop one comes on and I watch another one go
Dead silence on the train
Different faces,
different clothes,
yet still nothing’s changed
Dead silence on the train
Same suitcases,
same routine,
seems nothing has changed
Dead silence on the train
Strangers sitting
so close together
Yet they seem so distant,
so far apart
I see souls from
every walk of life
Some with broken dreams, some with broken hearts
Still no one's said
anything to me
I hear clickity clickity clack
Sounds of this car
rolling down the track
Still no one's said
anything to me
Everyone's tryin’
to keep up with time
Or else lose or find
their destiny...
Suddenly a quarter
hits the ground
I see a tourist who
has lost their way
And then once again
the whistle sounds
If she’d asked me
I’d have shown
her the way…
AROUND
A0413 — rank 45
My spirit has began picking up
And yet my house is falling down
I got a window that won’t stay shut
Through which I watch
the world go ‘round
Around and around and around…
As I choose to stay inside
Proclaiming I’ve found a better way
To act, to think, to live –
I question am I trapped
Or have I escaped it swims ‘round
Around and around and around…
Each morning I wake up to the sun
And I half-way draw the blinds
Make myself a cup of coffee
Try to convince myself
That everything is fine
As I sit and watch all of the people walk
Around and around and around…
Sure, time passes – but what did I miss?
Not the light of the dawn
but that of a new day
Starting a fresh page
or finding myself a new and better way
With each morning, noon and night
blending, becoming the same
I find my mind it begins to spin
Around and around and around…
My spirit is picking up
And yet my house is falling down
I got a window that won’t stay shut
I think that tomorrow
is the day when I get up
I’ll put on my shoes
and go walking ‘round
Around and around and around…
See if I like it better out there
I think I’ll go and take a stroll
and breathe some new fresh air
And maybe try to fix that window
See if I can get it to close
And maybe try to get
a new perspective on life
Perhaps there’s something
they know that I don’t know
Surely there’s something
out there that I haven’ t found
So I guess that’s it…
it’s time to finish with this:
Hopefully I’ll see you around…
DISPLACED
A0431 — rank 46
Night falls
It's time to go to bed
You know how
the saying goes
Time to rest
Your weary head
But when the stars
shine in the sky
It becomes harder
to say goodbye...
They've all gone...
every women
I've ever said I loved
Save for one
but that's my mom
And she doesn't count
because she has
to love me
They say that home
is where the heart is
You don't lease it
you can't buy it
But you become an owner
And now I think
that you had
better get started
Drifting away again
another desolate loner
The rain that's
falling down
Don't let it
bring you down
Stop and take
a look around
And realize
what you've found
Everyone is gone
whose saddened you
Everyone is gone
whose hurt you
Everyone is gone
whose maddened you
Everyone is gone
whose burnt you
Hello my old flame
my once sweet heart
How've you been
How do you do?
Seems like life hasn't
been much fun
since we were one
As you start telling me
all that you've
been through....
Since we grew apart
And now that
we are two
But you...
I know you dear
How you wish
to now be here
Holding me
at this moment
After suprisingly
and suddenly
you disappeared
Leaving me a letter
To tell me
you were going
Then I found something
Had been stolen from me
Because I can't erase you
from my memory
We both might agree
that some things
will never be
I just wish we could
rewrite history
For I won't forget
your last kiss to me
Night falls
It's time to go to bed
You know how
the saying goes
Time to rest
Your weary head
But when the stars
shine in the sky
It becomes harder
to say goodbye...
MONEY TRAIN
A0464 — rank 47
I’m rolling down that money train
Smiling and cruising down the track
My wheels spinning, landscape’s splitting
On these rails built upon dead peasant’s backs
I’m rolling down that money train
Oh look there’s so little that I lack
Except for the forgiveness from the fallen ones
And we know I’ll never get that
Come one everybody…join in singing
For I bet you all know the song:
Get in, get out, take your money….
And when it breaks…the problem will belong
To the next poor shmuck who comes along
But unfortunately
Those people are gonna be
Our grandsons and granddaughters
The sheep we led to their slaughters
Is what it will read in history
Working for something
Is really working for nothing
If instead of saving civilization
You’re only good at causing destruction
Surely up on some big hill
Someday our breaks will fail
Family will receive a telegram
A “We are so sorry…” in the mail
I’m rolling down that money train
Smiling and cruising down the track
My wheels spinning, landscape’s splitting
On these rails built upon dead peasant’s backs
I’m rolling down that money train
Oh look there’s so little that I lack
Except for the forgiveness from the fallen ones
And we know I’ll never get that
Come one everybody…join in singing
For I bet you all know the song:
Get in, get out, take your money….
And when it breaks…the problem will belong
To the next poor shmuck who comes along
NEVER AGAIN
A0470 — rank 48
Never again
Never again
Never again
Will I cut you out…………..it’s true
Never again
Never again
Never again
Could I go without…………you
Even though sometimes I might like to…..
Cut you out
I’ll be here until the very end……
I have no doubt
Even if I have to pull what’s left of my hair…..
Out of my head
Sometimes life just isn’t that fair…..
‘Cause I’ll love you ‘til I’m dead
I have decided……
That this is my fate
A love that’s one-sided…..
Try carrying that weight
Following the one who guided me….
And helped create
Someone who finally confided….
In what was only first rate
It makes no sense to hide it….
There’s no longer any debate
Never again
Never again
Never again
Will I cut you out…….it’s true
Never again
Never again
Never again
Could I live without……..you
OLD MAN WINTER
A0475 — rank 49
Everything that was once important
Has since made an about face turn
Ideals and values once written proud
The paper has been burned
Heard a wise man say
The only certainty in life is change
Opinions drift with each passing day
Nothing ever remains the same
Surely things won’t stay this way
Seems that passing is the only lane
Besides yourself
is there anything else?
You can grab hold of
when the world starts to melt?
Though the forms rearrange
It shall sometime return to dust
All in all do you know who
and what you can trust?
I long to be in a place where
People speak in melody
Where I don’t have to do
What everybody’s telling me
Singing songs all day long
Somewhere this place can be found
But certainly not here
With all these people around
A place where you hear
Only an Angel’s voice
We could all live here
It can be your choice
Where you can smell the flowers
That smiling children bring
Where you can fly
Even without wings
Somewhere this exists
Never seen in any brochure
Maybe when you wind up dead
You’ll wake up on this shore
You know where it is
just as you know who you are
The decisions you are faced with
Nothing can replace it
And I know how much you hurt inside
But it gets a little bit better everyday
Where do you look to find salvation?
Is it of this world or up on high?
Do you seek to escape starvation of the mind?
I work my fingers to the bone
and sacrifice what is now for what will be
Years from now when I’m sitting pretty
I’ll look back and forget all this misery
But what do I do if when I get there
looking ahead I see I’m far behind
All this work that I’ve done will be
wasted going nowhere, just wasted time
Rain has given way to the snow in the sky
As steam blows by through breath outside
White footprints trace where the animals go
Bears in their shadowy caves now hide
Dead leaves have all fallen from the trees
Birds have escaped to warmer places
Harsh winds blow as rivers freeze
Red cheeks glisten on the children’s faces
I can feel winter melting
With every breath I breathe
I met with old man winter
Told him it was time to leave
The clouds are beginning to break
But who knows how long that’ll take
By myself this lesson I learned
Since my books were all burned
In the fireplace to keep me warm
This summertime breeze
Sure seems like such a tease
Why does it blow in the middle of winter
The sun is felt
So more ice will melt
Creating puddles I cannot cross
The polar caps
Have both just snapped
And soon all will be lost
Enter the clouds and exit the sun
Find a warm place for winter has come
I set out on my own today
I left my watch at home today
My life I call my own today
Rules I make my own today
I can feel winter melting with every breath I breathe
I met with old man winter and told him that he should leave
Fifty-nine degrees so disconnect the phone
I wouldn’t stay inside if you paid me
When it was too cold to go outside…it drove me crazy
Today I’m finally free
My religion is here and now
Only what I can see
Pray to the man who walks his dog along
For I haven’t seen him it’s been so long
Pray to children playing in the park
For until now it’s been way too dark
I set out on my own today
I left my watch at home today
My life I call my own today
Rules I make my own today
I can feel winter melting with every breath I breathe
I met with old man winter and told him that he should leave
PROMISES
A0477 — rank 50
I may have just made a girl cry
But it made me feel better about myself
I let out my inside
Before I sunk to doubting myself
I still have yet
To ever tell her a lie
But I forgot about a promise I made
That's going to haunt me 'til I die
I got two paths...
That I can take from here
And I can't go back...
Once the other road disappears
I just made...
Myself a little scared
It's a big, bad, cold
Lonely world out there, yeah!
I just made...
Myself a little more blue
While wondering what
I'm going to do now without you, hmmm?
I just made...
Myself a cup of hot tea
As my mind marinates
Like my lemon in honey
I just made...
Myself laugh and crack a little smile
As a matter of fact
I picked up the phone and perhaps I'll dial
Your number...
To hear your voice and say I'm sorry
Sometimes I think too much
When there's simply no need to worry...
I always keep my promises
Well, not all the ones that I make to myself
But I always try my darnedest best
To keep the ones I make to someone else
ROW ROW
A0483 — rank 51
We’re the victim of a children’s fairytale
We’ve arrived alive yet miscast as thieves
Everyday our lives’ remain the same story…
Oh, what a terrible life to lead…..
Oh what a terrible fate indeed….
Row row row
We’re all in the same boat
Row row row
Paddling in circles ‘round this castle moat
These walls are too tall
to ever climb out
And I see a dragon with fire
coming out of his mouth
Row row row
We’re all in the same boat
Row row row
Paddling in circles round this castle moat
And I see a dragon with fire coming out of his mouth But the banks are too steep there ain’t no getting out
So we just look at ourselves
And keep paddling around
On the rubber raft of inflation
Too bad it ain’t the prices going down
I do believe I am flammable
The dragon knows to this ship I am bound
Yet everywhere there is water
So maybe that would put the fire out
Then maybe they’ll let me drown?
Now the dragon he just saw us
The monster from the lagoon is waking up
So it looks like me and friends in this little boat
I think our time is up…we are gonna disappear
Either be burnt to a crisp or get wet
And see what they got down there….
You can look left and right,
inside and out, up and down….
Surely there’s always something for you to fear
Row row row
We’re all in the same boat
Paddling in circles
‘round this castle moat
Row row row
Ah but these walls
are too tall
to ever climb out
WATCHING AND WAITING
A0509 — rank 52
Watching…
Waiting…
Staring out the window
Down upon a stairway by a concrete wall
Watching…
Waiting…
Wondering which door you will exit
Or if you will exit at all
Watching…
Waiting…
Wondering the reasons why I am here
Is it for a warm embrace?
Is it just to see your face?
Is it for love?
Or maybe all of the above?
Watching…
Waiting…
As faces enter and faces leave
I think they are you and then I am deceived
As I see myself in the light’s reflection
I wait for you to walk towards my direction
Watching…
Waiting…
As if I am playing a game
Cannot unfix these eyes from this window pane
Whether or not you appear you still remain the same
For better or not I am still glad I came
The evening passes
The lights begin to grow dim
I see a leaf fall dead
From upon a tree’s limb
FANTASY AND REALITY
A0701 — rank 53
Fantasy and reality…
Meet my best friend
And my second worst enemy
Since most of you think you already know me
I’d like to introduce to you the rest of me
To who I’d never let you see
Fantasy and reality…
I’ve always been an underachiever
Especially with the latter
However…in love I’m still a believer
And isn’t that all that really matters?
Fantasy and reality…
Bedroom window clouds are beautiful
So long as you’re not afraid of the rain
There the fruit grows bountiful (and plentiful)
Albeit sometimes hard to obtain
I’ve seen many apples fall
The morning after the storm touched down As I witnessed the tree stand tall
I, too, stood firm as everything else blew ‘round
Fantasy and reality…
One acts as heaven
The other a living hell to me
It’s been known to change
Month to month and sometimes
Even week to week
Fantasy and reality…
All I need is the prison cell key
If you ever find it won’t you give it to me
I’d be either forever grateful
Or else forever free
From both fantasy and reality…
My best friend and my second worst enemy Since I am my own worst enemy.
Lovely Infinity
A0003 — rank 54
Have a lovely infinity
Were the last words
you said to me
A little piece of poetry
Now there's a lot in a little
A lot of thought in that riddle
That's the reason
behind the rhyme
When your ears hear
something pleasing
As gears start turning
in your mind
Something that'll get you thinking
Forget or forgive a problem
Other than smoking and drinking
We know that's not gonna solve it…
I don't have a drinking problem
I've got a drinking solution
I live in a world
With so much pollution
I live with it in my blood
As dirt runs through my veins
I pour it in my cup
And I drink it up like rain
I don't have a drinking problem
I've got a drinking solution
I tried to give it up
But I figured what's the use?
If and when I put it down
I'll just pick up something else
I've learned from my past by now
I just can't control myself
My heart is beating far too fast
Yet my love is for a false prophet
I aimed for first but finished last
Now I'm hooked on getting off it
I started drinking
to drown my sorrows
But I gave it up
When trouble learned to swim
I treaded water for so long
I never noticed how deep I was in
I've chosen some wrong selections
So don't ask me for any directions
I can only tell you where not to go
I can't explain the ways of the world
I can't show you where to dive for pearls
I guess there are just some things
You have to know
`
I keep my eyes peeled for angels
While I'm living in the world of sin
I can't tell you where I'm going
Only where I've been
Oceanside
A0023 — rank 55
Here I sit by the
side of the ocean
Wondering just what
the ocean sees in me
Sometimes I wonder if
I should go swimming?
If in this game
I'm playing I'm winning?
And if when the man
in the moon looks down
He's really grinning?
And if there's a God
Does he always know
When I'm sinning?
And if there's a God
Did he know this is how
My world would be?
For it's three o'clock
in the morning
And I ain't been to bed
Still trying to sort out all those
Hopes and dreams
That've been floatin'
around in my head
It's all on my shoulders now
And there are still
answers to find
Somewhere and somehow
At least one more
mountain to climb
Pictured it in my mind
It's only been truly seen
by the blind
And traversed by the lame
With peaks of pleasure
Guarded by valleys of pain
Where once you've
tasted the water
You'll never be thirsty again
But the problem isn't where but when?
MINORITY MAJORITY
A0462 — rank 56
Well it’s Saturday night
And I’m feeling alright
Because I’m a
Upper middle class white suburbanite
Upper middle class white suburbanite
Upper middle class white suburbanite
When I walk around town I get respect
Look at my neighborhood, there’s no neglect
When you’re all middleclass or better
What else would you expect?
I don’t live in the city
I’m from a town
We only have one vagrant
Just bumming around
He's become our mascot
Like a silly clown...
Where I’m from we ain’t got no minorities
Keeping them out seems to be the number one priority
As long as we stay within the minority majority
I get to live in a place where everybody looks just like me
You say that the colored didn’t live next door
When your daddy was a kid
And I say when was the last time
You saw a Native American
You f%$^&*g dumb s%^t
Everybody gets ousted...
Everybody’s in trouble...
There’s always something
Coming over the water...
Coming to burst your bubble…
You see race relations can lead to tricky situations
Lots of people driving Benzes and Beamers
Lots of people waiting down at the bus station…
Using public transportation…
See someone with no car
Who has yet to make it very far
Why don’t you offer them a ride
And just feel lucky that you are…
Upper middle class white suburbanite
Upper middle class white suburbanite
Upper middle class white suburbanite
Don’t you feel lucky...
Just being who you are?
Some kids' great grandparents
Never bought and sold people
As if they were used cars
MONEY, MONEY, MONEY
A0463 — rank 57
I know I know you…
But do I know me?
Am I a slave to something I can’t see?
I can feel deep down…
Something changing inside of me
Have I somehow become dull
To all this pain I see?
So many crying faces
So many unfulfilled dreams
So many dying nations
With those too weak to scream
Once I cared so much
That it tore a hole inside of me
But I’ve learned not to trust
That someday we’ll all be free
Oh, it’s never quite that simple
Not everyone uses the same pair of eyes to see
Sometimes it takes a bullet through the temple
To make a man stop telling lies to you and me
Those who should lead are too busy pointing fingers
Those who are pointed at they just head up for the hills
And as the dead go away their memory still lingers
Because it’s well known that equality don’t pay the bills
Money, money, money
Got to get me some
Money, money, money
Don’t care where it comes from
Money, money, money
I need it to survive
Money, money, money
Makes me feel alive
THE ALMIGHTY
A0521 — rank 58
I got a friend in Jesus the almighty….it’s true
But some days I think that f%$&er lives just to spite me
ooh ooh
Oh Jesus Christ…what the hell is up with you
Oh Jesus Christ…tell me what did I do?
Sometimes I feel like Judas
And other times like I’m Job
Once when I was a Buddhist
I travelled all across the globe
Studying religions
All over the land
Because I’m an ignorant
Belligerent and stupid kind of man
I need a leader
Someone to tell me what to do
I need a religious figure
And a church to mail my money to
I’m always searching for something to believe in
Because I don’t believe in myself
That voice that used to talk in my ear
Now it belongs to someone else
I’ve become a mindless drone
Just another ant or a bee
I’m looking for a leader
To tell me who I am…
Someone who’ll speak for me
I like fighting religion
Because apparitions can’t fight back
But instead who can?
Those who base their lives on fiction
Not fact
HASTA DIABLO
A0524 — rank 59
Hasta Diablo!
That’s go to hell in WOP Greek slang
And I learned that from a once-angry man
Who was able to turn the tables on his hand
And endure any pain with just one simple plan….
Hasta Diablo!
Let it all out with one big scream…
F$*k it!
So what????
If you failed at achieving the American Dream!!!!!!
Rid yourself of all these poisonous toxins
Thoughts like right now –
When you wish that your mom and dad had just kept on walkin’
Never stopping and talking and eventually faulkin’
Just some baby batter left on the blanket
Then they’d just wash it…
If only daddy had spanked it
Or if only they had offed it – er, rather you
Because the way that you’re feeling
Is the deepest, darkest shade of blue
And yeah, you had a laugh at the last paragraph
But that fun has just passed…
So now what are you supposed to do?
That’s what the Greeks do with their misery
Or else you can take it, and keep it, and let it eat you
Despise it, yet somehow take pride in it, as it slowly defeats you
Though you can still get off on the big O,
But in today’s world you never know – just what you’ll get, or what you’ll catch
I used to stick stuff up my nose: like nice cars and gold faucets,
Vacations lost & big bills from my wallet
I used to just get sauced and wicked hammered,
But I could not regain control as I stumbled – when my brain got too wet
And then I smoked pot, and with and without words - I fumbled and stammered,
As I kept getting lost because I’d always forget...
That was all for yesterday…
What? A potential soul mate got away?
Does it hurt? Yup, but you know what I say…………………..
If you can feel it
But you can’t see it
You’ve got to release it
Before you can beat it
Hasta Diablo! – it’s the same as yelling go to hell!
Hasta Diablo! – helps to heal the wounds that time can never dispel
Hasta Diablo! – when you wanted to stay laid down on the ground after you fell
Hasta Diablo! – go ahead! Give it a yell…Hasta Diablo!
- unless you live in Greece – it doesn’t go over there so well
Hasta Diablo – yell it out to be free…
1, 2, 3……Hasta Diablo!
Surviving The Stairs
A0011 — rank 60
(as adapted for ellasings4diamonds)
I left last night behind me
Only to have it find me
in the morning
(in the morning)
For unlike the sea
Which smooths all of its broken glass
I got cut without any warning
(without any warning)
Only to have it find me in the morning
Without any warning
Without any warning
Without any warning
Torn and tattered
Another glass
got shattered
What was intact
just the night before
He left me in
a child-like state
After a battle that saw me
fall from grace
I just sat there with
a stunned look on my face
So far away from HIM,
IN an entirely different place
ooooh...
Left me jaw - dropped
staring out the window
At the bedroom sun
Feeling so far away
from just /bout everyone
This wasn't by choice
It's just something that can happen
Fallin’ in and out of love
Sure it’s hard forgetting
being forgotten
Since that day I’ve felt rotten…
We’ve all been there
Here’s a game that I play
At least ten times a day
Always trying to climb up
After I've fallen down
It's a little game
I like to play
One that I call
Surviving the stairs
Surviving the stairs
Surviving the stairs
Torn and tattered
Another glass
got shattered
What was intact
just the night before
He left me...
The note I read it found me in the morning
in the morning
Without any warning
Without any warning
Surviving the stairs
Surviving the stairs
So far away from him and here
In an entirely different place
Free Sanity
A0096 — rank 61
I.... I held up a sign that said free sanity
Funny how people looked at me
Many said you'll never get that for free
Hopefully in time...maybe
But as of now...it'll cost you your dignity
I held up a sign that said free sanity
There was a big line
But it was for the guy next to me
Because he had a sign
That read Free Nobel Prize
With every purchase of a fill - up
So I made up a new sign
That said ‘soap on sale’
Works good on both blood and oil
Such a yucky mess to clean up!!!!!!!!
By accident or design
Something or someone will kill me
Just give it enough time and
The farmer will come and rototill me
Even though I'm deceased
I'm inclined to believe
That every mortician is a thief
And he will still try his best to bill me
However right now I'm fine
For one's country is his state of mind
It's still the thrills that thrill me
But if I don't get stronger
Then this will kill me
I think CEO's should be treated like UFO's
With all of their deeds captured on videos
So we can all see if big companies
Really are the main sources of all this misery.....
Only three bucks a gallon
Somebody's making a killing
Sometimes your little coalition
Is forced to gather up the willing
Oil mixed with blood
It's a big mess to clean up
But for a man who sells cleaners
Sometime it is best not to speak up...
Happy People
A0102 — rank 62
I'm feeling great as I wake up
Ready to start the new day ahead
Feeling good to be one of those happy people
I'm feeling alive inside today
As opposed to being one of the walking dead...
Looking forward to all that life brings
You know that I'm ready for anything
So give it to me and I'll take it
Like Giles Corey I'll say,
"More Weight!"
Yeah, the most of what I got
Is what I'll make
When life hands me lemons
I'll make myself some lemonade
When I get to the bottom of the barrel
I scrape and scrape
If I find a bad apple I don't mind the taste
So come on
come on
come on
And sing along
If you still feel alright
Even when things go wrong
If when you fall down
You stand up strong
You see... Rising up tall
Through all adversity ain't something
You'll learn at any University
Defying the laws of gravity
And flying high off life
Is the way is could be...
The way it should be...
I'm feeling great as I wake up
Ready to start the new day ahead
Feeling good to be one of those happy people
I'm feeling alive inside today
As opposed to being one of the walking dead...
Looking forward to all that life brings
You know that I'm ready for anything
Proxy War
A0145 — rank 63
“Son, it’s the final battle…
Another man just fell dead
You can hear the death rattles
They’re slaughtering us like cattle”
His broken and rusty voice said…
Yeah, out of the blue this guy with stripes
And a head full of graying hair, you see
I saw him looking at me like he
Had something to say I could tell
By the look on his face and his stare
That’s when I turned
And started walking away
But I soon learned
My intuition was working today
And that’s rare
Hey there my man:
I think you’d look good
In a green uniform
Whose side are you on
In this latest proxy war?
Where do you stand?
Do you even know
Which side that you’re fighting for?
Now they let you decide…
Didn’t you read and fill out the form?”
I asked the man near me: So how did you choose?
He said he flipped a coin since he had nothing to lose
Said he loves taking orders and loves taking abuse…
In fact he said he woulda been the first one to join…
Had he only knew
(Note: some people just like to fight)
PUBLIC PLACES By Brian Rainstrom
I only meet people in public places
May we both never know why...
Okay, it's the CIA - why I have that rule
One at a time I wear my fifty different faces
Otherwise I find people try to play me for a fool
This way I can keep my cool...
It's a put on
That I can take off
Or even dispose of...
Like a cheap three piece suit
Though I've found
If you play fast and loose with the truth
After the fog of war fades
There might not be anyone there
Left to sign a truce
So let them save their face
Let that be their saving grace
Well then I think that means I win
And any man who thinks twice
Had better best think again...
Haha...
Just as I thought...
I'm the least weak
Of all of God's weaker men
Amen!
ELA, LADY OF THE WIND
A0434 — rank 64
Floating atop the lights of the city
A place where the wind holds no bounds
You brighten the sky as you glisten
Drifting across the dark background
You’ve traveled wearily for so long
Half-way around the world you’ve come
With a faith in yourself that can be so strong
We know you’re not the type to be outdone
You fly up on the tops of mountains
And down across the fields and streams
Seeing a path that splits the ocean
Following you trail of dreams
You know you’re just like a cloud
You got no strings to tie you down
It seems your feet can never catch up
Or ever touch the ground
You fly up on the tops of mountains
And down across the fields and streams
You see a path that leads out of your country
And into the border of my dreams
Welcome to America “The land of dreams”
Where things aren’t always the way they seem
I’ve taken it upon myself to show you
That there are some things in this world
That can’t be seen through the untrained eye
Some paths you can walk yourself
But for some you need a guide
Come out with me for a night on the town
Because I’m just the type of guy to show you around
Now I’m finally happy because I found….
Ela, lady of the wind
All work and no play makes me a sad boy
Sometimes I’d trade a week’s pay for an hour of joy
Here’s a lesson in life you’ll find is true
That hour of joy I’d spend it with you
Ela, lady of the wind
You know you’re just like a cloud
You got no strings to tie you down
It seems your feet never catch up
Or even touch the ground
Ela, lady of the wind
OPEN MIC NIGHT
A0476 — rank 65
The economy is sh^% here…
And your bar needs a spark…
I’m known for drinking draino
And breaking newly-mended hearts
I got a book of poems…
It’s big, black and dark…
I would make a list of things I hate about myself
But I wouldn’t know where to start
I'm a gamble....I'm unstable....
But I'm funny…and my willy’s still able....
Hi, hello honey
I be quick like a bunny
Go ask Betty and Mabel...
Or Martha and her mommy
I laid all them like eggs...
Right on this here table!!!!!
The economy is s^#$ here…
And this bar needs a spark…
I’m known for picking on patrons
Who dress to impress thinking that they’re smart
They get into to their precious Lexus…
But why show off such excess?
That’s why I had to laugh when
My dog went and pissed all over their car
I’m a gamble….I’m unstable…
but I’m funny…when I ramble…
I’m out of the cage now and I’m happy
But If I offend you please just slap me
You’d be neither the first person nor the last
To wanna slap me in the face or else kick my ass
Because whether it’s my voice or that of my ventriloquist
I’ll make you red be it by anger, laughter or by syphilis
TRIVIAL PURSUIT
A0505 — rank 66
We’ve lost power over here in New York City
People say its pitch black
Along the whole East Coast
A woman cried out, I miss the skyline its so pretty
She said, I’ve been walking around here
Feeling just like a ghost
I heard a man say that the gin mills closed
As he continued on walking down the road
Sad and alone with no place to go
I sat on the sidewalk as this little kid came
So angry at the world
Cause he couldn’t play video games
We’ve lost power over here in New York City
People say its pitch black
Along the whole East Coast
I heard a young thug cuss
Cause he couldn’t listen to P. Diddy
It seems nothing happened
When he turned on his radio
An elderly woman complained
Because she couldn’t get the weather
I told her if she gets too hot
To then just sleep in the nude
And if she gets cold then go put on a sweater
She must have thought that I was either sick or rude
I thought I gave her good advice
But now I wish I never met her
We’ve lost power over here in New York City
People say its pitch black
Along the whole East Coast
There was this sad old vet I met
And I asked him, Hey sir, what’s troubling you?
He answered that there’s no money in the kitty
Since they had to close the V.F.W.
A young girl passed by
So I asked her where she’s from
But she was too busy making a call
I overheard that she needed her nails done
She was all disappointed she couldn’t go to the mall
We’ve lost power over here in New York City
People say its pitch black
Along the whole East Coast
A drunk stumbled over me while mumbling
That he wanted to black out during a black out
And then he began to boast that he was so witty
A homeless man came and asked me for a cigarette
Explaining he had proof that this was
All a plot by the government
I said as a joke that maybe
Bush was trying to save oil
When he lit up his smoke
I saw that his pants were soiled
We’ve lost power over here in New York City
People say its pitch black
Along the whole East Coast
A kid my age stopped and asked me
What’s going on?
He asked me if I got stoned as he pulled out his bong
I told him, No, no I don’t, nope, not any more
He said he needed wraps
But he couldn’t go to the store
He told me he was getting high
Cause there was nothing to do
As I rested my arm on a post I responded
Yeah, what a pity
When he saw my flashlight turn on
He asked me what the hell was I doing
My answer to him was that I was writing a song
Forty Days
A0095 — rank 67
God stands above you…
And you see he holds the reigns
Even HE doesn’t love you…
So He says, “Let it rain!”
You held the power…to relieve pain
You held the power…to heal the lame
You held the power…to create change
You held the power…yet you abstained
So for forty days and for forty nights
God got real angry and I can see why
He began to hellfire and brimstone
Everyone and everything in sight
He left everyone here
Swimming around
With smoke in their eyes
From all the sh*t that he hurled down
Blacking the sun
So now we have no light
As the water is getting cold
And it’s turning into ice
I thought I’d get to live
Another fifty years
Really thought I was loved
But now it seems God doesn’t care
Thought I heard a cry for help
But it’s really hard to hear
Oh, it’s just another kid crying
Her eyes filled with smoke and tears
Ah, that’s better…
Now I don’t hear her anymore
Seems that little kid just sunk
To the bottom of the ocean floor
Now I’m sure a lot of you
Are thinking that life’s not fair
Think of the bright side:
She’ll have a lot of friends to play with down there….
Grown To Love
A0101 — rank 68
Sure there was a sign clearly stating:
NO Sluts and NO Whoring!
But I heard a voice saying:
No Guts then No Glory!
So I dropped my pants and I did a little dance
Just to see who could ignore me
There weren't many if there was anyone
Whose hand didn't reach into either
My pocket full of money or my big jar of honey
Yet the most frequent question that's been asked to me
Is why I'm such good friends with the girls in the taxies?
The ones who get dropped off down at the strip
It's not because they get their socks knocked off
It's more because I know just how much to tip
Sure there was a sign clearly stating:
NO Sluts and NO Whoring!
But I heard a voice saying:
No Guts then No Glory!
They're oh so good at loving and then leaving
It's nice at least there's no pretending or deceiving
I'm happy now and she, she, and she's the reason
For I've grown to love these little liaisons
She told me when I'm lonely that she'd hold me
For a fee... yes, she charged me hourly to console me
But she said for free that she'd help to unroll me
Right now there's no waiting and this line is just for laying
The other one is for loving which is more expensive than dating
Take that other jar you save for the day when it's raining...
To find out what sex is like without hearing complaining
Because...hey...you know that either way you'll still be paying
Sure there was a sign clearly stating:
NO Sluts and NO Whoring!
But I heard a voice saying:
No Guts then No Glory!
Killing For Pie
A0113 — rank 69
Oh great creator of saliva…
Still not sure how I survived ya…
You turn my mouth water into a whine
like Jesus of Nazareth…
Surely I’d kill for a slice of your pie…
just like I was Pythagoras…
I’d look you right in the eyes and lie... to nail you…
just like I was Judas from Iscariot …
You leaven my bread making my dough rise… that’s true…
just like I was Lazarus…
You and me should play Adam and Even
while Bert and Ernie played Adam and Steve…
Or we could play George of the Jungle
and you could teach me all about the birds and the bees
I could eat some peaches and you could shake some trees
For a warm handful of your honey
I’d use these two fingers here
just like the ears of a bunny
And then we could play doctor
The day before the morning after
you said you felt funny
Unhappily nine months after that
you sued me for the rights
to make a movie
Of our life together…
And then for alimony
and custody of little Suzie…
Well F%&k Me!
Here you are again and
You’re still looking to screw me…
Ahhh….. Now that’s killing for pie…
It’s no joke and no lie
That’s how us good men usually die
Once thriving now barely surviving
It’s still a thrill for the living
Though sometimes the times
Can be kinda trying…
Ahhh….. Now that’s killing for pie!
Now it's time for goodbye
And that ain't no lying...
(Note to reader: Pythagoras killed opponents of his Theorems - especially Pie. He totally had freaking math nerd disciples who would KILL for PIE. I think killing for math pie is silly!)
A WELL- PLACED E
A0188 — rank 70
Heroin
The vial glistens...
Is there any blood left running through your veins?
Heroin
Stop and listen...
Can you hear it calling and screaming out your name?
Heroin
Is this what you're missing...
After you've tried it once
Did you expect to be the same?
Heroin
Scars are holes inside of your free will
What you've created you now own
Are you partners still with?
Heroin
Let me guess… The answer's yes
You only hear one voice and this is what it says:
Heroin
You can tell me but I'll never be sure
Just what goes on
On the other side of the door
You could be sprawled out on the floor...
Heroine…
Hey baby! You really beat it this time
Heroine…
Regained control… Now you're having a better time
Heroine…
So lucky… You didn't catch HIV and AIDS and die!
Heroine…
Yes, one silly prick really fu$%ed up your mind!
ANOTHER ONE HIT WONDER
A0411 — rank 71
Just heard such a lame band that it makes me want to write
If I saw them on the streets they’d ask me for my autograph, right?
Wasting up my time with some made up catch phrase
If they were in my head they’d be trapped inside a maze
It takes more to be an artist than having a cute blond in the band
I would usually keep my mouth shut but its been getting outta hand
Sexy says kiss me and I’m thinking outta my head
If I’m her biggest fan maybe she’ll crawl into bed
Another one hit wonder, another one collecting dust
Another one hit wonder, another one bites the dust
Buy some records and see some skin
Another record - do it again
If you’re interested in reality then you’re better off listening to me
I should be here for a while before they carry me off to sea
When you’re looking for information you know I’m your safest bet
In this world of uncertainty you take what you can get
Some say it’s the easy way, living life out on the run
I knew a man who did it he said it ain’t no fun
It don’t matter much if you’re number one or on the bottom of the pile
Sometimes everybody, everywhere, everyone has to walk that extra mile
I’m not a one hit wonder I got more than fifteen minutes of fame
I ain’t never played chess so I ain’t no pawn in any game
After I’m gone you’ll remember this name
Spending 60 bucks on my box set I know that sounds pretty lame
They’ll knock it down to ten dollars if to my funeral you came
A man down the street you know he doesn’t trust a soul
He never heard of a diamond coming from a piece of coal
I once had a girl who became a part of me
But after my body rejected her I had to set her free
Sometimes I smile the rest all I do is frown
Every time I’m high something brings me down
There’s a girl I’ve just met who I’d really like to know
But she’s busy twenty-three hours a day so there’s no place for us to go
With everything I gain there’s ten times more I lack
I try to do everything before I hit the sack
I usually write before I go to bed but I haven’t found the knack
Empty blue lines fill the paper while white lines fill my brain
Try tying your galoshes while you’re standing in the rain
My hair blowing in the wind while others wait in vain
I know those who hurt themselves and those who run from pain
But I myself come from a different breed
A little less jealousy, a little more greed
I don’t know you or where you’ve been
And you don’t know me and the things I’ve seen
I have been scalded by the sun
I thought I was number one
My toes got stepped on, my back forced to the wall
Like an idiot I got back to them every time they called
And soon I felt so small
But tomorrow always changes, back to the bottom again But you’ll never be the same after mind starts to bend So many young minds all around But knowledge is not so easily found
I’m shinning up my shoes for a big night on the town But I’ll probably come home when there’s no one around Though free from my handcuffs my hands are still bound I’m stone cold like Austin and I’m slammed to the ground After being up for awhile I on my way down
And if I’m a one hit wonder banish me from the radio If it happens out to different continents I’ll go When I’m asked I’ll say it ain’t so I’ll respond that I’m just your average Joe Not a one hit wonder
DECEMBERS
A0429 — rank 72
Reality check
It's time to check
It's time to check
your head again
So get out
Get out
Get out now
While you still
have your skin
You know that
tomorrow
You can always go
and try again
Will you still be sitting
In that same old chair?
When it's judgment day
Are you still gonna say:
I could have
went anywhere
But at the time
I didn't care
What wise men say
When it's their
time to leave
They tell us that
they're going away
But they've planted
their seeds
Seeds that'll never
wash away
And how there is no one
who is invincible
For it just goes against
our principles
Most times the hard way
is the only way
That you'll remember
a lesson for good
Some things, sure,
you can learn to fake
While other things
you only wish you could
And still more that
you never would
Some lessons I've learned
all on my own
I'm awfully glad
That it turned out so
Some of the things
I learned were never taught
Though those things
Still I learned to know
Don't believe
everything you read
You know that
as well as me
Because sometimes
people think differently
Than what they say
or write or speak, you see?
No one can tell you
where you should go
Sometimes some things
Just move real slow...
The earth is
always spinning
But we never
seem to know
So here I am...
back where
it all started
But now
I stand here
as a man
It's been many years
since I departed
When I was just a boy
without a plan
No raging fire within --
only a single ember
As I bid my time
for such a long time
Seems like a fist
full of Decembers
Little More Time
A0008 — rank 73
My heart…
I can no longer feel it
My soul…
seems no one can heal it
My art…
is the only thing that saves me
Your voice…
was my saving grace
Your face…
you know just seeing it…
Now breaks me
Leaving me in
this fallen state
I watch the clock until
the sky grows dark
And I wait…
And I wait…
And I wait…
I’m now on the outside…
Peaking and looking in
Into your window…
And I see you with him
I see you two smiling…
wrapped in warm embrace
As I sigh out loud…
I have to turn away
I watch you kiss…
And talk about old times
As you fondly reminisce…
I can feel my eyes going blind
I could have been your man
Yes, I could have been that guy
Had you just given me a try
A little faith and a little more time
Yet here I stand…
Cold and lonely here outside
Looking and peaking
in your window…
While trying not to cry
In A Click
A0048 — rank 74
I'm in a click
But I don't fit
Well, maybe I do...
But not like I thought I did
Seems not much has changed
Since we were kids
When I play host
Still got the same guest list
Seems not much has changed
Since we were kids
Got the same friends
DJ plays the same song list
In many ways I'm still the same
Still a slave to fashion and the brand name
Never got a clear view of what I became
Never saw the cold, hard truth
'Til I hit stop, freeze frame
Then nothing ever looked the same again
I'm in a click
But I don't fit
Well, maybe I do...
But I'm growing tired of it
Still the same surrounding faces
And same points of view
Keep on tying up the same laces
Of the same pair of shoes
Maybe it's time I tried on something new?
I never wandered
No, I never roamed
I never wondered
What it'd be like to leave home
I never been a stranger
In any foreign land
I've never been much of a changer Once I had my master plan
I'm in I click
But I don't fit
Well, maybe I do
Hmm...
Seems my allegiance is split...
Miss You Kiss You
A0072 — rank 75
a duet… male =1
female = 2 and together = 3
1 Don’t you know I dream about you
When I'm asleep and wide awake
Both when I’m half asleep and wide awake
2 I know for I can tell when you're dreaming
My upper lip starts to quiver and shake
1 Honey, don't you know I'm thinking of you
On these empty, dark, cold and lonely nights?
2 I can tell what you're thinking
As if I have the gift of second sight
3 I miss you… I wish to have you here
So I can kiss you
With passion, deep and sincere
3 And this too…
Let me whisper into your ear
Can't resist you
Cause you're the love of my life
And it's so clear
1 You know me so well that I don't have to say
When you're away how I toss and turn
Sweetie, that's alright
Yeah baby, that's okay
When out goes the light
It’s for you I yearn
3 I miss you… I wish to have you here
So I can kiss you
With passion, deep and sincere
3 And this too…
Let me whisper into your ear
Can't resist you
Cause you're the love of my life
And it's so clear
1 I long to have you
I long to hold you
I’d like to see this through
And grow old with you
1 I miss you, I’d kiss you
And this too, I can’t resist you
3 I miss you… I wish to have you here
So I can kiss you
With passion, deep and sincere
3 And this too…
Let me whisper into your ear
Can't resist you
Cause you're the love of my life
And it's so clear
1 Don't you know I'm thinking of you
On these empty and lonely nights
Yea I can tell what you're thinking
Cause I always got you here inside
2 I miss you
I want to have you here
So I can kiss you
Don't ever worry my dear
I can't resist you
Cause you're the love of my life
And it's so clear
2 I long to have you
I long to hold you
I'd like to see this through
No one else out there
Makes me feel the way you do
1 I miss you
I want to have you here
So I can kiss you
Don't ever worry my dear
I can't resist you
Cause you're the love of my life
And it's so clear
3 I long to have you
I long to hold you
I'd like to see this thru
No one else out there
Makes me feel the way you do
2 I wanna hold you
I wanna have you
I'd like to see this thru
2 No one else out there
Makes me feel the way you do
1 I long to have you
I long to hold you
I'd like to see this through
Dear Life
A0086 — rank 76
You won’t read it
It’s too scary
Don’t want to see it
No don’t come near me
Wouldn’t want to be it
The one who sees things clearly
The way life could be
The way life should be
Hang on for your life
Yeah, we’re hanging on dearly
But we’re slowly
Losing our grip…
Don’t like my life
What’s become of it?
Dear Life,
Where do I start?
Those who know me…
Would say my heart
And those who don’t…
You’re exactly right!
They wouldn’t say
Anything at all…
At least not to my face
They save their talking
For behind the wall….
Dear life,
First tell me where did I go right
Before telling me where I went wrong
Dear life,
My first wife was simply out of sight!
So how come I never wrote her a song?
Was it because she wasn’t the one?
Yeah, that was when I knew we had had our fun
And it was time to move on…
Friends And Countrymen
A0097 — rank 77
(NOTE -This quote is spoken by a deep, authoritative voice:)
“So anyone who rebels against authority
Is rebelling against what God has instituted,
And they will be punished!”
(NOTE- Music fades in:)
Romans: thirteen, two…
Just one of the things that religion can do
Enslave a race
And still keep your faith
“Hey, I was just doing
what I was told to”
Take some priceless advice:
“And so should you!”
They pay me by the hour
to think about whether or not
to stop serving power
And start pulling up weeds
And hacking down diseased trees
Begin to reseed a garden of flowers
Or I could be like everyone else
And when it’s time to work
Go run off and play
Leave it for another day
another day, another day,
another day
Romans: thirteen, two…
Is a get out of jail free card
God giveth to me
and you to use
Who needs free will?
They can pay people to
Speak and think for you
Romans: thirteen, two…
Helps keep the status quo
Locked here inside the zoo
Since we all couldn’t
Seem to get along
By the time we realized
Where we went wrong
‘Twas our fate that it was
too late to call a truce
It’s All Right
A0110 — rank 78
If there is more to be learned
From an empty page
Than one full of words…
Then do not write…
If there be more wisdom found
Within our silence since by spoken word
We need not be bound…
Then do not speak…
It’s all right… it’s all right
The present felt alone
So she soon left
And headed back towards home
And since his date arrived so early
The future appeared as being late
Which only goes to show
One can plan for one’s own good fortune
But one should never claim to know
Or to know of or seek to be above
or in vain hubris speak of
By the laying of or making claim of being
the only true master over one’s domain
Or even of one’s fate
Which takes more than just one to create:
At least one to watch it,
Another to watch the watcher
And finally the last to act as the recorder
The acknowledger of this new order
In and out of form and lacking shape
This assortment includes the sorted and the sorter
All new arrivals, picks – ups and departures
No, not just the bows and arrows
but the quiver in both the bull’s eyes
and in that of the wrists of the archers
If there is more to be learned
From an empty page
Than one full of words…
Then do not write…
If there be more wisdom found
Within our silence since by spoken word
We need not be bound…
Then do not speak…
It’s all right… it’s all right
Meanwhile the past is mad at the future
For making plans than don’t include him
He’s fallen like the tears from the eyes
Of the clouds now being dragged
Across the sky by the wind
Per orders of the rain
Forever growing colder
Always feeling shortchanged
No matter the weather
Surely all of this must sound familiarly strange
Like some sort of white noise amidst the chaos
A harmonious chorus starting off at its worst
Although slowly growing and getting better
As the face with its blue and silverly hues
Of the man in the moon looks down, too
Still seeming perplexed, mesmerized and surprised
By the death of the night,
the next day’s nearing dawn
and the light behind the sun's rise
If there is more to be learned
From an empty page
Than one full of words…
Then do not write…
If there be more wisdom found
Within our silence since by spoken word
We need not be bound…
Then do not speak…
It’s all right… it’s all right
Sing Yerself
A0153 — rank 79
I broke up with your sister
When I saw your picture
That goes double for your brother
When in naked walked your mother
They sorta sing themselves
These country songs
Not by the wronging of rights
But by the writing of wrongs
So that’s why I now say:
Go sing yerself!
It’s okay to sing along…
I done dropped dear baby Ned
Flat on his head
And poor young Zeke I went and done dar
Lost his favorite teeth
And when granny come home
And she gets hold a me
There ain’t no In bigger kinda trouble
Than in I’m gonna be
They sorta sing themselves
These country songs
Not by the wronging of rights
But by the writing of wrongs
So that’s why I now say:
Go sing yerself!
It’s okay to sing along…
So what if my dog and my wife
Together once they ran away?
It don’t hurt so much drinking
Thinking, and hoping that you’ll stay
And that red sore on your lip…
I got the same thing on the tip
Of my tongue…
What did you think I was gonna say?
I might be southern…
I might stick it in my cousin…
I might like me some fun drunk hunting…
I mike love some back door loving…
But that don’t make me dumb
They sorta sing themselves
These country songs
Not by the wronging of rights
But by the writing of wrongs
So that’s why I now say:
Go sing yerself!
It’s okay to sing along…
Subterfuge
A0162 — rank 80
I am not afraid...
Of any dark entities
Or the subterfuge
of unwise philosophies
Unwise life guides
Designed to unenlighten me
Or to any degree
Try to uninspire me
For I shall stand all alone
In the worst case scenario
If when I reveal how I feel
There's no one left willing
To stand beside me,
Behind me or next to me
I am not afraid...
When everyone has bailed
And seemingly everything has failed
I'm still as tough as nails
Perhaps that's why
The roofers all look up to me
The same can be said about
The birds in the redwood trees
Along with the people in their pews
Who are down on their luck
And praying on their knees
They see the fire in my eyes
And the steal in my veins
As everyone cries out
Still I hold myself restrained
I am not afraid...
I am NOT afraid
Wake And Baker
A0178 — rank 81
I said here comes
some money, honey...
If that's what you need
And while we're at it...
since I'm an addict
Can I send you some weed?
I'm a wake and baker
Hot, fresh from the oven
Oh...at least you know
The love is coming
Helps me to see the show
And know my
light bulb still glows
Oh it eases my mind
During these troubled times
Helps by putting me to sleep
So I can mend broken fences
And build up my best defenses
For dealing with
mental defectives
My world is being neglected
Being beaten every second
We're hearing mad voices
And choosing wrong selections
We're making bad choices
While given wrong directions
Oh...you know...
The love is coming
And I know we're both scared
But we'll get there
If we can
Keep from running
If we can
summon the courage
To free ourselves from fear
I said here comes
some money, honey...
If that's what you need
And while we're at it...
since I'm an addict
Can I send you some weed?
I'm a wake and baker
Hot, fresh from the oven
Oh...at least you know
The love is coming
UNWINDING ROAD
A0216 — rank 82
You got picked up
And you stayed for awhile
Then you asked
to get dropped off
Like it was going outta style
Looked down the open road
Decided to walk another mile...
Well you've set your course
the plans have been laid
But when the sun goes down
You've often strayed
You had to do what
Was best for yourself
She used to love you
Now there's someone else
She said she needed a man
And that you were just a boy...
Now she's got other plans
Found a shiny new toy
You got picked up
And you stayed for awhile
You then asked
to get dropped off
Like it was going outta style
Looked down the open road
Decided to walk another mile...
You had to do what
Was best for yourself
She used to love you
Now there's someone else
She said she needed a man
And that you were just a boy...
Now she's got other plans
Found a shiny new toy
So you've been......
working on yourself
And you've been......
working somethings out
For you've been...
thinking 'bout your past
Sure, you've changed...
but not as much...
and not as fast
As you would have like to...
So what's a boy to do?
Ummm...I mean a man...
Even though I might not
seem like one to you
You got picked up
And you stayed for awhile
You then asked
to get dropped off
Like it was going outta style
Looked down the open road
Decided to walk another mile...
You had to do what
Was best for yourself
She used to love you
Now there's someone else
She said she needed a man
And that you were just a boy...
Now she's got other plans
Found a shiny new toy
She no longer sees light
Behind or in your eyes
That fact all alone
comes as no surprise
First you must learn
to love yourself
Or else it's all just
one big waste of time
So it goes...now you know
to search inside
Before true love
you can find
Or it can be
attained or realized
Surely then you will
see things clearly
As the road unwinds
As the road unwinds
HORIZON
A0217 — rank 83
I’m another discoverer out there searching
Some turn to run from what’s been lurking
Though when this begun is still not certain
What’s most important now is how will it end?
I checked the weather
It’s getting better
Sunny blue skies
Are on the horizon
Meanwhile the men are out working
They can hear the birds now chirping
As the town that was sleeping
Is waking up…
I checked the weather
It’s getting better
Sunny blue skies
Are on the horizon
~ ~
I awoke without frowning
Not even a yawn when
I got out of bed…
It’s been quite some time
Yes, I’d say it’s been awhile
Since last my morning lay began
By starting the day by wearing
A mischievous smile upon my face…
So with neither cold toes nor shiver
I headed straight forward
on towards the open door
and I jumped in the river…
Since there was no lake
I did whatever it takes
Then it became mind over matter
And no mind matters more than mine…
Since pre-conception is the prison guard and key
That lack of recollection allows you to turn and leave
Funny how I don’t recall at all
What happened to me before the fall… Nor still do I
To this standing day
Know how or why
Time like ice melted and thawed
And soon faded away…
Even when the vultures circle
you must carry on
Forgetting all the rest
If your right ever turns out to be wrong…
I checked the weather
It’s getting better
Sunny blue skies
Are on the horizon
PYRAMIDS
A0478 — rank 84
Why do I care what someone says?
If their heart is filled with hate?
With age I’ve learned to appreciate
Sometimes it’s best to walk away
To avoid a big mess
Let them laugh in jest
You got to show them a better way
So what about the price you paid?
Why do I care what someone says?
If their mind it don’t think straight?
Should I take a verbal crowbar to their head?
Hurts my ears to hear the sound of clanging lead
I’d love to but don’t have the time
I’ve got to get back to this rhyme
For you see I see life as a paint-by-numbers
I’m trying to pyramid everything down to prime
Well I’ve got so many things left to do
Before my life is over and out; done and though
Why on earth should I waste my time when
I got my rhyme and better things to listen to:
I could hear my lovely girl singing
Or maybe money cha-cha-ching-ing
Go dreaming of wedding bells ringing
But NOT YOU! You ding-a-ling
Why do I care what someone says?
If their heart is filled with hate?
With age I’ve learned to appreciate
Sometimes it’s best to walk away
To avoid a big mess
Let them laugh in jest
You got to show them a better way
Live to see the light of another day
FRIED CHICKEN
A0523 — rank 85
When all seven seas get rough
And the ship is taking on water fast
When the times get tough
Feel like your next breath could be your last
When you’ve had enough
F$%k your future and forget your past
Feel like you’re handcuffed
Like you’re chained and anchored to the mast
The only thing that you are knowing
Is that you can't get off
The water is deep and in it seeps
Fills your lungs but you don't cough
Soon random thoughts go pop, pop, pop
Your mind starts roaming and doesn’t stop
This crazy river starts flowing
You don't know where you're going….
Out upon the ledge and right over the edge
Place your hands above your head or go back to bed
What of me? I put my head inside a noose
I could remove it but what’s the use?
Now I love drinking and playing chicken
With the biggest truck on the road
To make the motherf&%^*$r jack-knife turn
Then crash and burn just so I can watch him explode
I don’t care if I die in dirty underwear
I don’t care if I die at all
I don’t care if I don’t have fancy clothes to wear
I don’t care if I wear clothes at all
I know you don’t like my voice
But this time you don’t have a choice
You gotta listen…
You gotta listen…
You gotta listen…
Even if all I say
Are the words:
Fried chicken!
AS WE GO (BY THE MORNING MOON)
A0704 — rank 86
Moonshine in the morning
Gives new meaning to the glory
If the same it is still seeming
Dragging along is this story
Here lies between the same
And yet still full worlds apart
The pleasure of plundered treasures Finds the fixer of broken hearts
In a bedroom sits a lone glass slipper
Cindarella being now long past gone
At a bar room stands a tall glass sipper
Guitar in hand that shares his taste in songs
Moonshine in the morning
Gives new meaning to the glory
If the same it is still seeming
Dragging along is this story
Here lies between the same
And yet still full worlds apart
The pleasure of plundered treasures Finds the fixer of broken hearts
When time begins speaking in deviled tongues
About things that even Heaven does not yet phrophesize or show
From wherever that cosmic river begins its winding and its
weeping
You'll be sure
to be at the core
or be the driving force
and the very source of its flow
And what is left
is what there is left
Which is all of what is best
For each of us to know...
We will learn as we go
(as we go)
(as we grow)
(as we go)
(as we grow)
(as we go)
Well Placed E
A0070 — rank 87
Heroin
The vial glistens...
Is there any blood left
running through your veins?
Heroin
Stop and listen...
Can you hear it calling
screaming out your name?
Heroin
Is this what you're missing...
After you've tried it once
Did you expect to be the same?
Heroin
Scars are holes inside
of your free will
What you've created
you now own
Are you partners still with?
Heroin
Let me guess
The answer's yes
You only hear one voice
And this is what it says:
Heroin
You can tell me
But I'll never be sure
Just what goes on
On the other side of the door
You could be sprawled
out on the floor...
Heroine
Hey baby!
You really beat it this time
Heroine
Regained control
Now you're having a better time
Heroine
So lucky
You didn't catch HIV
and AIDS and die!
Heroine
Yes, one silly prick
Really fu$%ed up your mind!
BLACK HISTORY
A0416 — rank 88
Around the year 1600 countless black African slaves were shipped in
For 200 years they worked the fields then Eli Whitney created his cotton gin
Yet over 200 more years would pass before no one noticed the color of their skin Somehow it helped their bruises heal so their songs of freedom they began to sing
Beaten and whipped they were forced to work sunup to sundown each day
The fugitive slave law helped to return them when they tried to run away
But finally the congress banned the further importation of African slaves
Sometime their lives would change at least thats what they hoped and prayed
Nat Turner, the preacher slave, leads an uprising is caught and hung
Frederick Douglass publishes an abolitionist newspaper the movement has begun
John Brown is killed after raiding Harpers Ferry leaving behind 20 daughters and sons
Harriet Tubman escapes slavery as the Underground Railroad helps many others run
The Missouri Compromise in 1820 banned slavery north of Missouri The Compromise of 1850 stated that the new state of California would be free And that the fate of Utah and New Mexico would be decided by popular sovereignty Since slaves are not citizens Dred Scott is denied, in this case congress can't ban slavery
In 1861 Civil War begins: the Confederacy forms, our union breaks as the South secedes
Abraham Lincoln's emancipation proclamation declares that all slaves can finally leave
In 1865 on April 9th Civil War ends, five days later Lincoln is killed, the nation grieves
And soon the Ku Klux Klan is born and begins sewing its racist and hate-filled seeds
In 1865 the Constitution prohibits slavery with amendment number thirteen
In 1868 U.S. born Dred Scott gains his citizenship through amendment fourteen In 1870 blacks earn the right to vote in what is known as amendment fifteen
Black Codes and soon Jim Crow laws make sure these rights aren't all they once seemed
In the land of whites when you're black its two steps ahead followed by a giant step back Your civil rights are here and gone when along comes the end of Reconstruction Act When in 1896 Plessy vs. Ferguson says that segregation is okay just how do you react? You hum again your song of freedom knowing the foundation of equality has cracked
Seeking social justice and political equality you quickly join the NAACP
And in 1920 you join the Harlem Renaissance embracing your cultural identity You cheer as Joe Louis defeats Max Schmeling knocking down all of Germany
In 1947 you stand when Jackie Robinson takes the field for its not just baseball history
Jackie took a swing even before black and white soldiers could fight side by side
And Jackie stole home before Rosa Parks refused to give up her seat on that famous bus ride
Jackie got spiked before Brown vs. the Board of Education erased segregation nationwide
And Jackie caught the ball before Martin Luther King Jr. had his dream that wouldn't die
The Voting Rights Act of 1965 made it easier for southern blacks to vote in their state
As a riot in Watts demonstrated that there was still tension, hostilities and prejudiced filled hate
The Civil Rights Act prohibited discrimination based on religion, color and race in 1968
The one man who could unite the masses Bobby Kennedy was doomed to his brother’s fate
Fast forward another 30-odd years past both O.J. Simpson and Rodney King Listen, can you hear it? As together white, brown, yellow and black voices sing That very same song of freedom that to which those suffering slaves used to cling
On November 4th 2008 we can finally say that yes, indeed, equality is a wonderful thing
INNOCENCE LOST
A0199 — rank 89
I've sat at every bench in this park both before and after dark
Looking out at an ocean oh so deep when everyone else is asleep
I see the sailboats stopped lookin' just like upside down lollipops
I see the seagulls pecking down by the beach but it all seems out of reach
Take off my shirt to get a tan wondering about life's master plan
Just when my troubles start to fade away
I have to go to work soon so I cannot stay
But oh what a price I pay...
As soon as you're high… Something brings you down
As soon as you smile… Something makes you frown
As soon as you blink… The second has passed
As soon as you're first… You wind up last
This world can be such a tease as soon as I feel that my mind's at ease
Just when I think I have it made rain falls down on my parade
I've had my shares of ups and downs
Cried like mimes and laughed like clowns
I've been dwarfed by guilt and knocked off of my stilts
I've seen the flowers bloom and I have watched the pedals wilt
Here at the park I collect my thoughts
Try to find a pair of scissors when I'm tied up in knots
Then these words became my thoughts...
As soon as you're high… Something brings you down
As soon as you smile… Something makes you frown
As soon as you blink… The second has passed
As soon as you're close… You run out of gas
I watch the children I've seen so many times before
And their innocent eyes not yet knowing what's in store
With every game comes a new surprise
Every truth told contains at least a part of a lie
Under a parent's eye they run so free
Not a worry in the world - the way life should be
And yet as they grow a little older
The winds blow a little colder
But we all know it is calm before the storm
Mommy still has a blanket to keep them warm
She protects them for as long as she can
There are some things children
Should never have to understand
Don't tell them the secret...
As soon as you're high… Something brings you down
As soon as you smile… Something makes you frown
As soon as you blink… The second has passed
As soon as the sun rises… The shadow's been cast
Yes I was once a child many years ago
And I learned the hard way the things I didn't know
Life was once so simple but like a gun shot to the temple
I was told I couldn't go any higher and then was thrown into the fire
Now all I can do is dream back to the days
When my own eyes did gleam
Someday when everyone is asleep that same child will come here to weep
And they too will write their song about how the innocence they once knew is gone
And they'll say...
As soon as I'm high
Something brings me down
As soon as I smile
Something makes me frown
As soon as I blinked
My childhood passed
What I loved so much...
I want it back
DRYWALL
A0192 — rank 90
Molly…There’s no more hiding
Molly… Where did you go?
Molly… It’s time for deciding
Molly… Tell me…
Do you love me so?
Oh…won’t you let me know
Will we be together?
Molly….I would hold you
and never let you go
Molly…Can’t you see?
You’ve become the only one
Who could ever be
an anchor for me
Molly… Without you I’d crumble
With the first sign of trouble
So surely I would stumble
And before long
I know that I would fall
Molly…You are what
gives me strength
The best accent
to my pretty paint
Is your picture
inside of the frame
That’s why it hangs
up on my wall
Molly…It’s your face
that the artists trace
To use as the template
for when the sculptor creates
His so far most
perfected-to-date
porcelain doll
LIKE ROLLING A BONE
A0201 — rank 91
(Like a Rolling Stone spoof)
(SO SORRY, BOB DYLAN)
Once upon a time
you dressed so fine
You went down
to Fantasy Island
threw the bartenders
a dime in your prime,
didn't you?
People'd call, say,
"Beware doll,
too many My Ties
and you're bound to fall"
You thought they
were all kiddin' you
You used to
laugh about
Everybody that
was carried out
Now you don't
talk so loud
Now you don't
seem so proud
About having to be
feeling like
you’ll never heal.
How does it feel?
How does it feel?
To be without a home
Like a complete unknown
Like a rolling stone
(Instrumental Break)
You never got in
to the finest schools,
stuck with Salem State
all right, Miss Lonely
But you know you
only used to get
juiced in it
And nobody has
ever taught you how
to live on the street
And now you find
out you're gonna
have to get used to it
You said you'd never compromise
With the mystery tramp,
but now you realize
There not selling
you any scorpion bowls
or my ties as you stare
into the vacuum
of the bartenders eyes
And ask him
do you want to
make a deal?
How does
it feel?
How does
it feel?
To be on
your own
With no
direction home
Like a complete
Unknown
Like a rolling stone
(Instrumental Break)
You never turned around
to see the frowns
on the jugglers
and the clowns
When they all did tricks for you
You never understood
that it ain't no good
You shouldn't let
other people mix
your drinks for you
You used to drive
to Fantasy Island
in your dodge diplomat
Where the waiter
carried in his backpack
a Siamese cat
Ain't it hard
when you discover that
What you just
dipped in duck sauce
was your cat
Oh you know
that you should never
let your pet
become your meal
How does
meow meow taste?
A little bit
like veal?
Now you where
kitty went
When she left
and never
came home
Such tasty meat
cant be beat
Finger licking good
right down
to the bone
(Instrumental Break)
Praying to porcelain
is your steeple along with
all the pretty people
We're drivin,
drinkin', thinkin'
that weve got it made
One point zero
blower or over
queens and kings
But you'd better
lift your diamond ring,
Better hide it
somewhere safe
You used to be
so amused
At the policeman in blue
and the language
that he used
Go to him now,
he calls you,
the breathalizer
you can still refuse
The cop said
if you aint
been drinking,
you got
nothing to lose
You're hammered by now,
you got no secrets to conceal
You got caught
behind the wheel
How does it feel?
Just when
you were
rolling up a bone
Now theres
no chance
youre going home
Tonight youre not
sleeping alone
You got too
hammered and stoned
JUST A (GRADY) LITTLE POEM
A0525 — rank 92
They say that misery loves company
Well I guess it’s good that there’s so many of us around
I’ve listened to all the talk of pianos, plays and curses
Heard every world said about destiny
But once again I had my smile turned upside down
Found myself on board a sinking ship again
Someday the tide is gonna turn but when?
It’s so hard trying to keep your head held high
You try not to cry when your team’s on the losing end….again
But when it is your captain who lets you down
Just what type of message does that send?
To all of the rest of the hands on the deck
Those who once had faith but began losing respect
Just how exactly do you vent your hate?
When you needed first class but you got second rate
You guys were up by a bunch
But then the coach went out to lunch
As you let the other team score, and score, and score
Every body in Boston screams out “Oh Lord!”
But he just keeps on laughing at you
Because he’s in there tight with George
Even though there’s always Next Year
Someone’s still getting tossed overboard
Perhaps this could have been the year?
Nah, that’s just an old folklore
Time to go on home and sleep, wake up and eat some grits
Oh sh*t! You just realized that you’d never ever regain their faith
Oh sh*t! Just burnt your grits… Oh dear!
You left your stove on too long but that’s twenty-twenty hindsight
But didn’t anyone ever whisper into your ear…
That it’s Timlin in the eighth
And Williamson in the ninth?
Awaken
A0075 — rank 93
It’s latent
Complacent
It sleeps in your soul…
Child
Awaken
What’s taken
A lifetime of fractured wisdom
to collect and make whole…
Smile
You’ll make millions
And millions of faces
Elated…
While
This special occasion
Shall be forever celebrated
By the world and all its people
No matter what day it is in…
Style
(In style)
There’s no point to do it
If you don’t do it in style!
We want to create
a new holiday
That’s what the voice
of the people say
And who am I
to disagree?
I turn around
and see all of them…
And here I stand
but little old me
Awaken
What’s taken
A lifetime of fractured wisdom
to collect and make whole…
Awaken
What’s taken
A picture captured in an instant
And yet the entire story was told
Electric Waterfall
A0091 — rank 94
Turn off, tune in
Collectively, respectively
The big T.V.
This electric waterfall you see
And all that comes unnaturally
It ain’t what it appears to be…
A figure needs a background
Just as a singer needs a stage
A reader is as essential to a writer
As a book is to a page
To those who state:
“What does it matter?”
I respond they’re on
To more than they know
I could tell by their stares
It was right then and there
That they too now knew it
It’s all about the fluids
And the way they flow
Beware, beware
Oh beware…doll
No more tears
Around here will fall
Don’t be upset
Don’t show regret
Don’t get wet
Don’t forget
The electric waterfall
The electric waterfall
The electric waterfall
Shadow Of The Drone
A0152 — rank 95
(NOTE: lyric changes are in CAPS; original song is named GALLOW'S POLES
and I used the Led Zeppelin version)
WINGman, WINGman, hold THE BUTTON Awhile,
I think I see my friends coming, ARRIVING FROM many a mile.
Friends, did you get GAS OR OIL?
MAYBE DIAMONDS OR SOME gold?
What did you bring me, my dear friends,
To SAVE me from the SHADOW OF THE DRONE?
What did you bring me to SHIELD me from the SHADOW OF THE DRONE?
I couldn't get no silver, I couldn't get no COAL,
You know that we're too damn poor
to VEIL you from the SHADOW OF THE DRONE
WINGman, WINGman, SUCK YOUR THUMB a little while,
I think I see my brother coming, DRIVNG many a mile.
Brother, did you get me some silver?
Did you get a little gold?
What did you bring me, my brother,
to RELEASE me from the SHADOW OF THE DRONE?
Brother, I brought you some silver, yah
I brought a little gold, I brought a little of everything
To FREE you from the SHADOW OF THE DRONE.
Yes, This I brought to CLOAK you from the SHADOW OF THE DRONE
WINGman, WINGman, CIRCLE YOUR NOSE awhile,
I think I see my sister coming, WALKING many a mile, mile, mile, mile.
Sister, I implore you SUCK THE THUMB OF HIS hand,
Take him to some shady bower, save me from the wrath of this man,
Please take him, save me from the wrath of this mad man.
WINGman, WINGman, upon your face a smile,
Tell me that I'm free to HIDE,
I’LL ride for many a mile, mile, mile.
Oh, yes, you got a fine sister, She warmed my blood from cold,
She brought my blood to boiling hot,
To keep you from the SHADOW OF THE DRONE yeah, yeah
Your brother brought me STOCKSHARES; Your sister warmed my soul,
But now I laugh and PUSH so hard
And see you FALL PREY TO THE SHADOW OF THE DRONE, yah
But now I laugh and PUSH so hard
And see you FALL PREY TO THE SHADOW OF THE DRONE, DRONE, DRONE
FALLEN PREY TO THE SHADOW OF THE DRONE!
FALLEN PREY TO THE SHADOW OF THE DRONE!
FALLEN PREY TO THE SHADOW OF THE DRONE!
FALL AND PRAY TO THE SHADOW OF THE DRONE,
GLOUCESTER SEVENTEEN
A0187 — rank 96
(A Parody of Frank Sinatra’s IT WAS A VERY GOOD YEAR)
For the Gloucester seventeen
This was a very bad year
This was a very bad year for teenaged girls
With pregnancy pacts
With one immature act
They had crushed their dreams
The Gloucester seventeen
When they turned twenty-one
It was a very bad year
It was a very bad year for single moms
Who collect welfare
Their lives heading nowhere
Their lives coming undone
They were just twenty-one
When they were thirty-five
It was a very bad year
It was a very bad year for a family of two
Of such limited means
Living off macaroni and cheese
Struggling just to survive
When they were thirty five
And now they're looking back
Figuring out where their lives went off track
Realizing the fact that they've wasted their primes
They sit there alone
Their childhood friends have all gone
With just one choice so unwise
Becoming mothers not wives...
They made a mess of thirty four lives
Pandora'S Box
A0001 — rank 97
Closed is Pandora's box
Now there is no
face on the clock
As this new day begins
so surreal and sublime
Glide with the ebb and flow
Watch a once high tide
now grow low
As the sea dances
in its endless pantomime
On the banks of this shore
One needs one's self
And nothing more
There's no reasons,
no rhymes
And thus everything
is fine
Just four seasons
of sunshine
The only killing is
that of time
There are no words
That can hurt
Nor lessons once taught
Now needing
to be unlearned
Just a fire that burns
Yet does not scorch
Acting as a beacon
And as a torch
Helping to light the way
For all those who've
Been led astray
Neither at work
Nor at play
Is where I've come
to find myself today
Lost freedom has been gained
How could you
ever be the same?
Now self-aware
of a life without ego or crime
Tension has been released
Finally your mind is at peace
Being here alone
is like traveling back in time
Our fate still has yet
to be sealed
A glimmer of hope
Has since been revealed
No soldiers on the battlefield
War has ended
And time has healed
Returning to the days of yore
A glimmer of hope
Has since been restored
Neither at work
Nor at play
Is where I've come
to find myself today
Here along the banks
of this shore
One needs one's self
And nothing more
Dirt Nap
A0006 — rank 98
Can you tell me when
this ride is going to end?
I've been a passenger in this car
Going from here to there both near and far
I've been a prisoner of my own device
Not the way I planned it
being stranded for my entire life
Just what exactly would you recommend?
What type of direction would you give
Which track goes back to the past
so that I can relive
The last two decades of my life
Then I would be ten again
and I'd seek alternative advice
Is that possible
would you tell me my friend?
Still I haven't given up
and I haven't yet given in
I've just thrown all of my fears
up into the wind
No more living off of the cuff
I’ve finally had enough
Of playing the game not to lose
rather than win
When my life is over
my heart stops beating and I am dead
There won't be any regrets
hanging above my deathbed
When my time finally expires
I won't be buried a liar
No one will have said
that I just sat there scratching my head
For finally I'll have followed through
on all the things I've said
Sure, I've been victimized by time
but it wasn't by design
And I am still paying the penance
yet never have committed the crime
The jury never heard
a single one of my words
When they said I was guilty
they're were all lying
The cloud of misery that has shadowed me
And the negativity
that used to travel through me
I used to think it would unravel me
Especially when the judge
threw his gavel at me
But now everything is fine...
For I haven't given up
and I haven't yet given in
I've just thrown all of my fears
up into the wind
No more living off of the cuff
I’ve finally had enough
Of playing the game not to lose
rather than win
When my life is over
my heart stops beating and I am dead
There won't be any regrets
hanging above my deathbed
When my time finally expires
I won't be buried a liar
And no one will have said
that I just sat there scratching my head
For finally I'll have followed through
on all the things I've said
And with that I'll take a long dirt nap
and see what lies ahead...
Studio
A0007 — rank 99
The price of success is worth it unless
You couldn't careless 'bout the rest of us
It's a big mess when fame goes to your head
Sometimes it happens to the best of us
I'm here in the studio
And man... you are where?
Oh, oh.... I don't know
I’m stuck here
in this dirty corner of the world
While you’re out there
planning your grand tour
I’m stuck here
in this dusty corner of the world
While you’re out there making money
And being chased by lots and lots of girls
When I say I’m better than sliced bread
Surely some people act very surprised
But once they read my book of poetry
You should see the look within their eyes
They stuck me here to make hits for you
Pacing back in forth in an empty room
There ain’t nothing that's gonna
inspire me today
As I wait for something
to come along my way
Same as yesterday and the day before
Repetition’s made it okay
so I no longer desire for more
I'm here in the studio
And man... you are where?
Oh, oh.... I don't know
The price of success is worth it unless
You couldn't care less 'bout the rest of us
It's a big mess when fame goes to your head
Sometimes it happens to the best of us
Apples And Oranges
A0017 — rank 100
So now you wish you never met me
Just because you couldn't "get me"
And now I'm supposed to think I'm nothing
When once I used to be "something"
Ha ha....
It's so sad -- it makes me laugh....
To think I once had
Your picture - your photograph
Always in my pocket...
The key to my heart....
You could always unlock it....
Betrayal is such a lost art....
But once you start....
You just can't stop it
(pause for effect...)
The lessons learned
And never to be forgotten
Is that all fire burns
All fruit turns rotten
Just as some apples
are so very shiny pretty
But that doesn't mean that
they were meant for eating
Some people are best to talk to
because they are so very witty
But 'tis best to hang up the phone
right before you speak of meeting
So now you wish you never met me...
Just because you couldn't "get me"
And now I'm supposed to think I'm nothing....
When once I used to be something...
Ha ha
It's so sad -- it makes me laugh...
Apples and oranges
Only get mixed in the trash!!!!
Blame
A0018 — rank 101
Over one single word
We had a falling out
I can't always help it
What comes out of my mouth
So now I'm sitting here all alone
Wondering what the future will bring
Just who will put music to my song?
Now that there is no one left to sing
Surely I admit that I made a mistake
I'll apologize now
for it's bound to happen again
And some things can't be mended
after they break
Yet I'm much sorrier
about losing you as a friend
God surely knows I'm not the sensitive type
Lord knows I should be more careful
of the things I say
I'll pluck the fruit off the vine before it's ripe
Or else I'll pick out sour grapes
to make my Chardonnay
Over one single word
We had a falling out
I can't always help it
What comes out of my mouth
Only after the fact
Did I feel so ashamed
One word had such impact
Things were never the same
Little did I know that
one dropped match
Could create such a
giant-sized flame
How could I know
everything would catch
There's no one and nothing that I'd blame
Surely I admit that
I made a mistake
I'll apologize now for
it's bound to happen again
And some things can't be mended
after they break
Yet I'm much sorrier
about losing you as a friend
God surely knows I'm not the sensitive type
Lord knows I should be more careful
of the things I say
I'll pluck the fruit off the vine before it's ripe
Or else I'll pick out sour grapes
to make my Chardonnay
Good Morning Day And Night
A0019 — rank 102
I hate looking over my shoulder
I hate playing Sigmund Freud
I hate being in sticky situations
They’re what I always try to avoid
Yet she set the trap
While smiling her evil grin
Then sat back and had a laugh
And watched as I fell in
Well I tried to be so strong
But now my self-esteem is gone
The woman who done me wrong
Knew what she was doing all along
Oh, she knew what she was doing
During every single moment
When the clock should have stopped
She let it keep right on going
Sure, things were all right
when I was sleeping
Dreams don’t last forever
that’s when I woke up
For whenever we were both together
It seems she was just waiting
for the breakup
When I knew that it was over
I asked her time and time again
If you wouldn’t let me get any closer
Then why did you ever let it begin?
Well I tried to be so strong
But now my self-esteem is gone
The woman who done me wrong
Knew what she was doing all along
Oh, she knew what she was doing
During every single moment
When the clock should have stopped
She let it keep right on going
After you see ones true colors
There’s no more need to wear make up
For whenever we were both together
It seems she was just waiting
for the breakup
Now I’ll be heading on back home
There’s no chance I’ll spend another night
We could’ve had something special
But I must confess that it’s all right
So let us call it a big mistake or fate
Sometimes it’s best to just be polite
Since there’s no more words of love
There’s no more battle,
no reasons left for us to fight
I see no need for any words of hate
I see no reasons to fight
So I’ll simply bid you
Good morning…
Good day…
And good night!
Resolutions
A0021 — rank 103
A new year has come
Congratulations to everyone
Who has made it through
to see this day
Congratulations to all you
Who've worked so hard
To try to change your mind
and change your ways
Congratulations to all of you
Who've made
New Year's resolutions
To you who've faced up
to your own problems
So you can now go
and find their solutions
Rather than turn
a blind eye
And look the other way
Sometimes it's hard
to face yourself
To all the words you've said
and the things you didn't say
And own up to what you've done
and what you've still failed to do
Congratulations to you
For I know what
you're going through
And all the trying times
That make you
wanna change your mind
For it's easier to say
That everything is going fine
While you live inside a lie
Fill your world with circles
Rather than straight lines
You know you could
That you don't have to
Just look at me...
I've been you…
Oh once I strayed
Then I found my way
So I now say...
Congratulations to you
Camaraderie
A0042 — rank 104
Today… celebrities are grown on trees The toxicity of publicity
has begun rubbing off on me
I’m complicit, I’m right up in it
It’s just as delicious as it is vicious
Some grow suspicious, still they solicit
Gotta scratch that itch
Every time they visit
Oh how they miss it
Oh how they miss it
History has foretold
All you need’s a toehold
Turn it into a chokehold
Wrestle away control
Starts slow then behold…
A flag slides up the pole
As their eyes grow ice cold
From behind the blindfold...
For you see...
The camaraderie between authority
Can’t be good for you and me
Their banner used to be
Die to protect and serve
Now suddenly we’re the enemy
And a shallacking is what we deserve
Oh…don’t be black at night
Or piss poor and white
And f*ck every Muslim
Sunni AND Shiite (it shite!)
He cracked a smile
As his baton raised
He watched the trickles of blood
Begin running down your face
That’s if you see it
If not - a drone
Now you’re no longer
Home sweet home alone
As you’re resting in pieces
That’s when you see it
An oligarchy disguised as democracy Takes your liberty in the name of freedom
We’re gettin jacked and taxed to the max It’s no fun - more war’s instore – another one’s just begun Why?
Peace in the Middle East don’t sell guns
When it comes to killing and dying
The weapons we’re supplying
Are number one!
So line up your shillings
and come get some
And yell,
“Run, b*tch, run ‘cause here I come!”
Allies and enemies change daily
So check for prices
Find for your name
On the naughty or nice list
See who sold out -
We all got our vices
You wanna make money?
First know that peace is priceless!
There’s those who’ve been told
and sold there’s more money in death Even if you blow up sh*t until there’s nothin’ left...
Ain’t got no respect
Ain’t.
got.
no.
respect.
Failing
A0045 — rank 105
When I got out of line
it seems I lost my place
I spent too much time
trying to find my own way
When I spoke out against
the powers that be
Since I was on the wrong
side of the fence
They told me that I had to leave
Got voted off the mainland that I fought so hard to free I tried the best I can
but their democracy got the best of me
All because I tried to warn the people of what they couldn't see
But what got lost was original thought Something you can't watch on T.V.
Only when you find it...
Deep inside your mind if...
You block out everything - that's right...
So don't even listen to me...
So many things get lost...
Or skeletized inside the closet...
You hide from everyone
and everything - that's right...
And you know how that story goes
If you know your history
I only do it for the love...
No, never for the money, honey
I know there's a pair of eyes
Watching me and it ain't funny, honey
Why even try to hide it from yourself
That you care more for somebody else?
When I say I'm doing fine
You know I'm lying to save face
I'm slowly dying inside
Because it feels like I'm failing
my fellow human race
I reach inside me...
Yeah, I pull it out...
Then I get a bad taste
Inside of my mouth
I look up...
I look around...
I see tears running
And people falling down
When I got out of line
it seems I lost my place
I spent too much time
trying to find my own way
When I spoke out against
the powers that be
Since I was on the wrong
side of the fence
They told me that I had to leave
Ode To Jason
A0056 — rank 106
This is a story about a boy
Whose dog ran away
During a snowstorm
Jason went out
But he didn't go out to play
Jason set out
To find a loved one
No matter what the cost
But as the dog came home
The little boy became lost
When you're a fourth grader
Finding a dog is no easy task
Should you risk your life for a pet?
Well it depends on whom you ask
The fact that Jason said yes
Should come as no surprise
He loved that dog to pieces
You could see it in his eyes
Little Jason was a hero
So he set out through the snow
It saddens my heart deeply
To tell his tale of woe
What a brave little soul
Right up until the end
What a brave little soul
To go searching for his friend
A little bit of inspiration Is what he left behind He listened to his heart Paid no attention to his mind
And right before he left our world With the situation oh so grim
The last thoughts that filled his head His dog would do the same for him
The saddest of it all
And the reason why we cried
If not for the heart of an angel
He never would have died
So when you think of him in memory
Try to wipe away your tears
Remember him for what he was
Which is wise beyond his years
Sun Rises
A0065 — rank 107
Do you feel
How I feel?
The dream is real
Fate's becoming sealed
As I'm standing in the afterglow
Of what I thought I knew
Well, now I know
Do you see
What I see?
The picture of us
A family to be is what I believe
To be our destiny
If you trust in me?
Do you deny
That I never lie?
When it comes to love
Love is the light
That shines so bright
From high up above
Let it smile down upon us
Let it smile...
Let it smile...
Sure it seemed dark
for a little while
Let it in...
Let it in...
As the moon sleeps
A new day begins
Smile, smile
That's all you have to do
Smile, smile
Just as the sun rises
So doesn't my love for you...
Avoid
A0074 — rank 108
You thought you gave in
When you felt like giving up...
Guess you shouldn't
think about love
When you're stuck
down in a rut...
Yet that seems to be the time
When it's hardest to escape...
As tricks are played on your mind
Leavin' you in such rough shape...
Is this really to be your fate?
Did ya miss the boat?
Is it too late?
Yeah, you watched it leave the bay
Which means you weren't on it
Left the diamond ring
still in your coat pocket
Forgotten and lost when
you went off to pawn it
Oh, what a crying shame
But don't let it ruin your day
At least you can still say
That you got a good name
But you've got a void inside
Eating you alive
You gotta feed it!!!
Though nobody can tell you
What you should do:
To fill it...
To kill it...
Embrace it...
Or defeat it...
You thought you gave in
When you felt like giving up...
Guess you shouldn't think
'bout such stuff
When you're stuck
down in a rut...
I think sometimes we think too much...
Being Hip
A0079 — rank 109
Only when the police came
Did the crowd finally disperse
Because I’m a VERY High Impact Person
As a matter-of-fact
I got labelled then libelled
Least wanted as well as world’s worst
Of these facts I am quite certain
Who knows who’s got the dirt on me?
The government, religions and corporations,
Everybody and their mother's self-serving institutions
Fillin' your head with mental pollution
Well, they all wanna put a hurting on me
Keep on upping the ante
By raising the bounty on me
Leg breaking Tony
keeps blurting out:
It's curtains for me!
As the Godfather pouts:
It sounded so good...
The offer he made me
And the things
That he said to me:
I...challenge you
to defend your beliefs
I...am telling you
You are surrounded by thieves
They are... deceiving you
Just so they can get what they need
And we are the ones who
Are falling to our knees
Well, the money's on the table
My thoughts are down the drain
I'll stand if I'm able
Or for as long as I can - yeah
I've been holding on for dear life
Just as tightly as I can
Answering questions truthfully
Because I'm an honest man
And for an honest man
Searching for an honest life
There's no place left
With an unshined light
Ain't no room left
Inside of his soul
That he can call his own
That no one wants to control
That's why...
Only when the police came
Did the crowd finally disperse
Because I’m a VERY High Impact Person
Chicken Coup Soup
A0082 — rank 110
When ones asks me of you
I sluggishly concede:
Yes, I knew her too well
And she's crazy as hell
Her brain's turned to jell
She's got nothing to sell
Just more war stories to tell
She says she's gone clean
No more acting obscene
No longer caught up in the scheme
Wrestled back her self-esteem
She swears her senses are keen
But it's still too early to tell
If she's truly broken the spell
Or if she's still a fiend
For sometimes her silence
sings like new fallen rain
Yet she knows the pawn
is only part of the game
That is why I had to leave her on the train
For I was no longer able to explain
That the vision of her that I once saw
No longer remained the same
Inside my mind she forever
lies naked on the rug
When I came closer to her
She extended her arms out for a hug
Yet as I approached I fell into the hole which she dug
Got squashed like a bug by the big fly swatter of love
Inaudible words dribbled down the side of my face
As I wondered what I was still doing inside of this place
To think all this time was just a waste
For all my fears weren't really in haste
Like a butterfly in a cocoon
She was still encased...
That's why when one asks me of you
I sluggishly concede:
Yes, I knew her too well
And she's crazy as hell
Her brain's turned to jell
She's got nothing left to sell
Just some more war stories to tell
She says she's gone clean
No more acting obscene
No longer caught up in the scheme
Wrestled back her self-esteem
She swears all her senses are keen
But to me it's still too early to tell
If she has truly broken the spell
Or if she's still a fiend
Clap
A0083 — rank 111
Ain’t it funny how now
Only nothing means something to me?
Pain infliction is a sickness
Much like temptation that can’t be resisted
By indifferent souls who’ve become
Wrapped up and twisted
Within their own self-hatred
Now exposed, unclothed and naked
The masses scream:
“Death to the Queen!”
And what about the king?
“First chop off his fingers…
Then collect up his rings”
As for the crown?
Let’s ask the crowd:
Okay, clap to keep his head?
No one made a sound
Uh-Oh…people got problems
Parading and rallying ‘round their misery
Go-oh… puttin’ down everything
Pointing and aimin’ little barbs and jabs at me
Whoah-whoah
Don’t ya know…
Cozy, safe and warm
Forever free from harm
It’s just a myth - a piper’s dream
The last flashing happy thought
Of another head rolling off
Of the guillotine
Ain’t it funny how now
Only nothing means something to me?
Feeling I’m the last one sane
In an insane world
We all call reality
Being stuck here
Sure is a very strange place to be…
A very strange place, indeed
Deeper
A0087 — rank 112
It seems the deeper I dive
The more air more air I breathe
Perhaps I’m a fish
Or maybe a tree?
But I’m sure not myself
Living like everyone else
I want to burst this bubble
That encapsulates me
The more I come up for air
The more I like it down there
I long to live inside the ocean
When the shore is littered
With mostly broken dreams
And the most shallow of thoughts
By both the have and have-nots
Maybe that’s the reason why
I just tied this double knot
To an anchor that won’t float
That I just dragged inside my boat
That I’m gonna row and row and row
‘Til I free myself from the mainland
And its step-on and under toes
Where I will sit and wait for a wave
And pray my soul shall be saved
While he sells and she sells sea shells
For a few meager pennies a day
Oh the deeper I dive
The more air more air I breathe
Perhaps I’m really just a puffer
(puffer fish are the second most poisonous fish)
Or maybe a piece of coral reef?
But I’m sure not myself
Living like everyone else
I want to burst this bubble
That encapsulates me
Dropping Science
A0089 — rank 113
If you dropped science
I can't win by using logic
But I can stand defiant
Atop this soap box
Daring you all to come
And knock me off it
As I tell everybody
Anyone who'll listen
That don't make it good
Just because it glistens
That don't make it right
Even if a lot of people believe it
Ever since man held flame
Ever since birds took flight
History has been the same
Except for the names get changed
Little kids learn to read
And then they learn to fight
We're all taught to believe
That our side was right
The sun is shining
down upon us
Man in moon smiling,
grinning with delight...
I can't drop science
Or win by using logic
But I can stand defiant
Take back the soap box
After I knock him off it
And tell everybody
Anyone who'll listen
That don't make it good
Just 'cause it glistens
oh no, oh no, oh no
That don't make it right
Even if a lot of people believe it
The truth is might makes right
When you make the rules
You can call it what you like
War and death
or campaign for freedom
When people are scared to death
It’s a heckuva lot easier to lead them
Dry Ice
A0090 — rank 114
This is usually when you cry…
You blinked and yet your eyes were dry
So you think you might be getting better
My heart is getting warmer
Hooray, notch a chink in my armor
Protecting me from this wintery weather
So what’s the deal?
Do you feel like
Life’s not for real
Like your fate’s been sealed
Or do you feel like you can’t heal
You say you wanna escape
I ask from what and you say,
"From everything"
Then you ask:
"What if it’s too late?"
I said, "It never is...
Haven't you heard the songs I sing?"
You said you tried… to love someone more than yourself
You tried…. but that didn’t work out so well
You tried…. but each time you went through a living hell
You tried…and that’s why you locked yourself
Inside of this heart-shaped prison cell
This is usually when you cry…
You blinked and yet your eyes were dry
So you think you might be getting better
Oooh…but the world’s so cold
You think, “You can barely save your own soul”
As you re-read a stack of dusty, old love letters
Forever Next
A0094 — rank 115
The Jones make for lousy neighbors
Lowly whisper the poor houseless bastards
Sure, they work all day – they’re real slavers
They’re big spenders spun by their evil corporate masters
Into thinking they’re the ones
Until slowly reality comes:
Being forever next in line
It isn’t all that much fun…
Haha…
Just because I can
It doesn’t mean that YOU will
This blank check in MY hand
Ohh, if looks could kill…
Ooooh, YOUR looks could kill
Your eyes watching jealously
I knew just then how it would be
A showdown was soon to come between you and me
Until one of us had succumbed to R.I.P.
For you to see your own face now
That would have been the very end of me
I never believed how quickly
You could…
You would…
Become my enemy…
My enemy!
Money…
Created another enemy…
Soon there was an entire army out to get me
The paparanazi now stands at seven billion strong
When the world we love becomes a living wall
We must ask ourselves “When and where did it all go wrong?”
When the world we love becomes a living wall
We must ask ourselves “When and where did we go wrong?”
Gods Girls And Gurus
A0098 — rank 116
What you’ve always had
You will always have
Now you just can’t hold...
If you knew then
What you knew now
What would change inside your soul?
Oh won’t you relax
this now suffocating embrace
Oh won’t you pull back
and let me take a look at your face
You built yourself a rocket ship
As you held on tight and lit the fuse
Having no idea what would come of it
Your guide was one thought:
"I just knew I had to be with you"
It's not fair that
being there
is never as fun
as the getting there
And staying there is the
hardest thing in the world to do
You just want to be warm
When out there is so cold
Yes I know that you don’t
Want to ever let go
It's all the more reason to let me go...
Yes, even when you don't want to
Oh won’t you relax
this now suffocating embrace
Oh won’t you pull back
and let me take a look at your face
If you knew then
What you knew now
What would change inside your soul?
What you’ve always had
You will always have
Now you just can’t hold...
Goodbye To You
A0099 — rank 117
All dark and depressing thoughts
It's fun to watch them all fade
Still I can sense your voice calling me
But I can't hear a word you say
Well, I hit rock bottom --
But that was yesterday
Evil thoughts, yeah, I fought 'em --
Until I finally drove them all away
When I thought
you got the heart, honey
Is when I gave you my soul
That's when I bought
you this rock, baby
But I watched as down
into the gutter it rolled
When I thought
you got the rhythm, darling
That's when I thought
I got rid of my blues
When I let you lead me on
by your string, sweetie
But just when I thought
of tying the knot...
You turned it into a noose
Sure, of course, I sing the blues
And still I tell sad stories
But at least they're
not from my shoes
And I did it all by myself
Without any help from you
And now I've found someone else
Someone whose vowed
to help see me through
But I could only say hello to her
After I said goodbye to you...
Hardline
A0103 — rank 118
Sure is tough turf to toe…
Yes, a hard line to step
For there were so many I know
And now there’s not many left
When it was time to choose sides
I was the one holding my breath
I’ll always fight for what is right
Even if it’s far out and to the left
‘Tis better to be right…
and left out than to be on the wrong side
But if you become an army of one
You’re usually only fighting your pride
Or it’s something else you hide…
It’s so hard to go
From being obsessed with the material
And then blend back in
With all that’s spiritual
Sometimes I believe it’ll take a miracle
If I manage to come back at all…
Sure is tough turf to toe
A hard line to step
For there were so many I know
And now there’s not many left
When it was time to choose sides
I was the one holding my breath
I’ll always fight for what is right
Even if it’s far out and to the left
Can you dig it? It’s what I said
I don’t care if I bury myself
All the way up to my neck
Let the world do the rest…
The world will surely do the rest…
At least I can say that I became
A better man because I tried my best
What else would you expect?
Head First
A0105 — rank 119
When you're a blind man with a cane
All the faces look the same
As you take a walk down memory lane
You remember voices not faces
Recall all the choices that you made
Lately I've been wondering who'd really care
If I fell head first down a flight of stairs
Oh sure, there might be a crowd of people who'd stop and stare
But later that week at the church would they be there?
So what does that go to prove?
It might not mean that much to you...
The fact that I wanna rock it hard
But so many say I haven't found my groove
So now I'm not sure where to start
Or what do I have left to say or do?
I know that I am a star down my soul
But after thirty years that's kind of old
If you're not a star yet and making hits
It's almost time to check for arthritis and man boob tits
As you wake up saying "Owe, my cranky knees"
Look back at my life and say "Oh Geez...
Getting a double chin just like Thelma...
Or was it Louise?
Can't remember where did the time go?
I feel so old with my steady job...
I get a gut check a week
That the tax man robs"
La La La..... I just get in line...
And I try to follow the law
Sure sometime I cry
But don't we all?
When it's my time to be burned at the stake
Please tell them I'd like to be served pink......
Or better still put the fire out
And just serve me raw
La La La...I just get in line
And try to follow the law
Sure sometimes I cry
But don't we all?
Hiding The Dirt
A0106 — rank 120
Cleanse me from the dirt I hide
Then buckle me safe on this bumpy ride
If you try to look inside of my soul
You'll see that it is blackened coal
Let this darkness fade...let the sunlight in
Since metaphors are my only friends
When all the people have come and gone
All that's left is what I had all along
The only voices I can now hear are the ones inside of my head
Some are distant and others near
Please tell me the reason they never let me forget
Unentrap me from this...this mental maze
Release me from my confining cage
Oh won't you help me find the key so I can swim back to the sea
Where I can then begin to set all my troubles free
If a pearl is buried inside me... try to pry me open and show it to me
Then no longer would I watch you all so enviously
Rather than feeling bitter about what has happened to me
For I would pleasure you with loyalty
Rather than watching you all so jealously
Would you believe that I was once royalty?
Before I became frozen here in time
And chosen by rhyme and poetry
Cleanse me from the dirt I hide
Then buckle me safe on this bumpy ride
If you try to look inside of my soul
You'll see that it is blackened coal
Let this darkness fade...let the sunlight in
Since metaphors are my only friends
When all the people have come and gone
All that's left is what I had all along
Key
A0112 — rank 121
Well I don’t view the world
through rose-colored spectacles
You got pulled over for
not using your directionals
They attacked you
because you’re so susceptible
I’ve seen what they’ve done
No, it’s not so respectable
You better take it easy
When the going gets tough
You better take it easy
Learn enough’s enough
If you don’t get it today
then you’ll get it tomorrow
When I tried to lend
you would not borrow
I know a man
This man I met
He says is this it?
As good as it gets?
Well sometimes I said
you can’t see so clear
I said look around
you can go
Anywhere from here
You can build your own mountains
You can part your own sea
You can float with the clouds
Or turn off gravity
You can fight to make change
Or just let things be
You can unlock the door
‘Cause only you have the key
King Klaus
A0114 — rank 122
Justice versus power...
It's the struggle of our time
The haves vs. the have-nots
Those who get meals served to them
While the rest of us wait
at the back of the breadline
Justice versus power...
I don't have to say
Which side usually wins
Some day when I get my way
The game is gonna change
And a new game is gonna begin:
I hold the final piece
that completes the puzzle
in my hand
I hold the key
to the kingdom and get
to divide the land
I hold a grudge against no one
I'm quick to forgive and understand
I hold myself accountable
to me that's what it means to be a man
That makes me the king...
That's why I'm the king...
When they asked me to be the king
I said, "I have a couple of conditions
before I say that it's a sure thing..."
So long as you keep the crown,
the throne, the scepter and the ring....
My suggestion is to add another jester
And maybe someone who could sing
Lazy Afternoon
A0117 — rank 123
I visualize greatness
in the morning
So hopefully I’ll get to it
by the afternoon…
On this lazy afternoon
On this lazy man’s afternoon
On this lazy afternoon
On this lazy man’s afternoon
I just moved the clouds with my mind
Because I needed some sunshine
At least I can say that I tried
This act of hubris personified
Nah, I ain’t never been afraid to die
With my good name attached to a cause
I ain’t afraid to fight even if
I gotta say that I lost
They say lightening never strikes
In the same place twice
I say we all deserve a second chance
In this game called life
I got the Moo Moo Blues
With all these big eyes staring at me
I see hayed-out horses lying down
‘Neath the shade of an old oak tree
We got the ripples
We got the stream
We got the sun
And cloudless dreams
We got it together
When it got rough
We got each other
And that’s enough
Limitless
A0121 — rank 124
Does she cry because it rains
Or does it rain because she cries?
Perhaps they are the same…
No, I would not be surprised
She’s got her own center of gravity
But that’s not what first attracted me
It was her delicate femininity
Woven within the strengths of masculinity
Within an aura wrapped up so tightly
Of such limitless infinite energy
Like a snowman
In a shaken globe
When suddenly it started
Snowing down on me
Was now all around me
Inspiration had found me
This limitless infinite energy
from within now surrounds me
As loving notes from some sort
of spiritual symphony embrace me
Snug as bug in a rug we hug
For finally she has turned to face me
As she sees no longer are we enemies
Since I am her and she is me…
Reality is that we are we…
Forever family
Forever meant to be
I got the wisdom flowing
Finally the light bulb it be glowing
Above my head as I see
She sees now brightly
We have become one
I feel the music
It’s now within me
As she lies here with me
And it lifts me…
It lifts me…
It lifts me…
(Note: Here come the MIB)
Making A List
A0122 — rank 125
I am seeking an alternative to this
I’m looking for a better way to live
After gazing into the eyes of a hypnotist
I believe that I now know what it is:
I think that I will make myself a list
Of what I have and what has me
Separate the do-without’s and deal-with’s
What I can control and what I can’t resist
First free myself from doubt then I can figure the rest out
What this world is all about
Take it all in and then give back whatever
It is left that I can give
And it could be something monumental…
Or maybe just a big waste of time
An abstract lost amidst all this concrete
Or some state of war conquering my state of mind
Oh….some visions are at best blurry
Even to the painter, the author or
Whoever’s telling the story
Oh…seems we’re always in a hurry
Caught in this time trap
Some kind of mind warp but at best it’s just so boring
I am seeking an alternative to this
I’m looking for a better way to live
After gazing into the eyes of a hypnotist
I believe that I now know what it is
First free myself from doubt then I can figure the rest out
What this world is all about
Take it all in and then give back whatever
It is left that I can give
Memories Of You
A0127 — rank 126
We could go our separate ways
We could each head home
Spend forever unfulfilled
What seems like an eternity all alone
I see your hazel eyes
The same color as mine
Yet beauty such as yours
Is so hard to define
If I was the only one to see
That the others are so blind
For a heart pure as yours
Is the hardest thing to find
I offer my bed
And I offer my hand
As someone who knows
Life never goes as planned
Yet It makes you feel better
When someone understands
You know I see a woman
And I look at myself: a man
Unlike Adam and Eve
Who strayed from the garden
We know the prime of our lives
Is just now starting
Please don't turn away
Plant your feet on the ground
Just hold onto my hand
Please don't make a sound
Just hold me close
Feel my heart beat pound
Know that I've been upped
And I've been downed
I've lost my direction
But I think I've found
Someone who knows that
Love's been known to cut like a knife
Yet holding onto someone you love
It helps you sleep good at night
I offer my bed
And I offer my hand
As someone who knows
Life never goes as planned
Yett before you answer
And fate becomes sealed
Know that I am a poet
Who believes in ideals
I could still be strong
If you left me here holding on
To just these memories of you
This love song would still ring true...
This love song I'd sing for you
My Muse
A0129 — rank 127
My desire has begun to bleed
Emotional droplets for what my heart needs
Though discovery is bleak
When what you seek
Is so hard to catch
As one's beauty is sketched
With the pen of love
Filled from the pool
of one's own blood
Your eyes appear
on my paper
Your long hair flows
in front of me
Just as ink
flows through my pen
In my mind I once thought
I could exist
Independently from you
But it looks like
I should think again
For sometimes we must retrace our past
To see if little girls and boys
Have grown into
women and men
Have you ever taken
a moment to look back?
At how straight a path
you have taken
From where you
have first began?
These are the thoughts
of a lonely artist
Whose love was once
a blank canvas
But you have since
become my masterpiece
These are the words
of a lonely artist
Who has finally
found some color
In this land where
darkness shall never cease
I see your eyes
as I draw your face
You take me to a place
Where hatred is gone
It has been erased
So I am going to trade my pen
For oil and canvass
once again
As I am the greatest
artist in the world
Every time that I draw you
For this man who used to
Paint pictures with words
Can still remember when...
Each and every time
The last second that I saw you
I am the greatest artist
in the world
Whenever I draw you
My muse, my love
The limit is the sky
These feelings I have for you
Could circle the world wide
My muse, my love
With your picture in my mind
Now I'm never all alone
You're always by my side
You're always here inside...
Always here inside...
Here inside...
Inside...
No News
A0133 — rank 128
No news is good news
When you deal with those that I do
Because some things are harder to believe
When they’re not happening to you
There are those who act as mirrors
You look at them seeing not the face of someone else
For sometimes when they fall down
You see that you’ve become bruised yourself
I’m not sure if her first instinct
Is to be fantastic
Or perhaps over time
She’s just developed a knack for it
But my dog bet his biscuit
Along with all the chickens in the basket
That if this girl left my world
The results would be disastrous
She told me: Feel free to fall in love with my art
Just be careful when it comes to me and my person
I've spent my life running from broken hearts
Most of those I've loved have been left hurtin'
Did you think that you were the exception to the rule?
Sorry, it looks like I played you, too
Did I leave you feeling like you'd been fooled?
I'm so sorry for such and such that happened
And for all those things I never meant to do...
Oh dear, believe me, this is true
Still I've done these things to you...
So now no news is good news
When you deal with those that I do
Because some things are harder to believe
When they’re not happening to you
There are those who act as mirrors
You look at them seeing not the face of someone else
For sometimes when they fall down
You see that you’ve become bruised yourself
This is why I try to stay to myself
Limit the harm I inflict on anyone else
Hiding safely here behind this pane of glass
Where I can deny that I told a lie
On the single biggest question
That I've ever been asked:
Are you okay…are you happy?
Well of course I am!
Why? Do I look sad?
Just because lately I’ve been silent
It’s doesn’t mean that things are bad…
No, it don’t mean that things are bad
Presence
A0142 — rank 129
As I'm... looking all around
I see so many people
looking down
As they're so busily
crossing the street
Their eyes...
surely never look at me
Their eyes...
still have failed to see
This world's beauty
in its sights and sounds
never stopping to look
at the birds in the tree
Or marvel at the clouds
That now linger aloft
above their head
As they choose
to stare at the pavement
Forever failing
to live in the moment
Always constantly
thinking instead
at the day ahead
As I'm...looking all around
I see so many
People looking down
Their eyes growing cold
With their thoughts
so depressed
because they're
either growing old
Or else they're
tired and stressed
I long to grab them
And shake them and say
Tell me what will
you have gained
When today
becomes yesterday?
How will you feel
when you look back
And you realize the fact
You were given a gift
but the present has passed
We know that we
can't rewind time
And you know you
missed the warning signs
Sometimes it's best
if you press pause
That's when you
would see things
Others never would have
believed you saw...
Seeds Sewn
A0150 — rank 130
As I approach another day
I proceed to plug away
To pave the way
I’ll chop all day
I’ll chop all night, too
That’s okay
The most gifted in life
Don’t do much sleeping
Someone gave us time
Borrowed not for keeping
This is how I meditate
In the black of night
I found my safe place
While I’m waiting for daylight
You see, no matter what the time
Time isn't something we should waste...
That's why hope is always in my eyes
A genuine smile hugs my face...
If you deviate
From the path to success...
Then you’ll be left
To clean up your own mess...
I have known and lost someone
For every leaf on a tree
Yet after each one fell
Up grew another seed
My future’s been planted
Out here in the fields
With every choice I have made
Part of my fate has been sealed
We’re all searching for answers
Yet everyone should know
That after you’ve planted
You have to take it slow
As you sit inside your garden
And you watch it grow...
Watch it grow...
Watch it grow...
Pain and sorrow?
You’ll pass them on the road
Today and tomorrow?
Are seeds already sewn
Seeing Is Believing
A0151 — rank 131
What gets me by
is getting high and
looking up at the sky
With the moon
in my eyes as I tell
myself lies as
another night slips by
And still I pretend
that I am the greatest
What gets me by
is getting high and
looking up at the sky
With the moon
in my eyes as I tell
myself lies as
another night slips by
And still I wait
for the day I can say
I finally made it
But then I went from
being a blaspemist
To seeing life through
the eyes of an optimist
It had nothing to do
with my optometrist
Yet I'll leave that between
me and my psychiatrist
Sure I'm still fighting the cold
When my thoughts
become too bold
Though there's no
more losing control
For when nothing's collected
there's nothing owed
As I fly as high as I can...
You had better watch out below
For the more I get
to know myself
The more I'm falling in love
Should I give thanks
to Charles Darwin?
Or to the lord with
my high praise above?
No matter, for now
I'll save that one for later
Be it Adam & Eve,
the serpent or an alligator
I believe I'm God's
greatest gift to evolution
For if you present to me
a problem I'll find
you a solution
So...tell me which
side are you on...
Have you or have you not
Ever had dinner
at brianrainstorm.com ?
So What
A0155 — rank 132
I'd like to meet myself
Through another set of eyes
Am I really who I think I am
Or am I wearing a disguise?
So many of my friends
They like to play pretend
They all swear they are
Just as you see
While in truth
They know not
what they are
Nor what they could be
Becoming seduced
by their own lies
Caught within a
state of suspense
Somewhere in between
fantasy and reality
Failing at becoming wise
When what they find
is the illusionist's
imagery disappearing
Right before
their very eyes
As all of these people
places and things
Keep playing tug
of war with my strings
There's just so
many faces that I have
either worn or seen
Too many locations
I have been
The good, the bad,
the ugly and all
that's in between
I could never recount
all the roads
I have traveled
It is simply amazing
that I have
yet to unravel
Sometimes your best
It is just not enough
So it seems like
it's time to give up
When you've never
seen your face
on the front
or back page
When you've never
seen your name
up there in the lights
So what if they've
never seen you
playing up there
on the stage
So what if
it turns out
You didn't
make the cut....
So what?
Sorry
A0158 — rank 133
When nobody seems to care...
That you've disappeared...
I will still be here...
With arms longing to embrace you
If ever you feel yourself weak
Or if you feel the need to speak
I will still be here...
I've never been afraid to face you
Even though you act sometimes
As if you're twelve years old
Given our history
You became family to me
And it's been so sad to see you go
The way you left was so abrupt
So suddenly...
Sure...no, no...
It wasn't fair
The way that you treated me
And what you said to me
Had to have been meant to hurt me
My clairvoyance is my certainty
At that moment in time
It was too much for me to bare
Still I've always tried my best
To avioid manifest
Destinies and hopeless quests
I still try to maintain full control
At least over my own soul
And the things I know be
Still left up to me
Unchained and free
I burried the hatchet
For all to see
And declared to the world
With this bond as my word
That I am sorry
So very sorry
Time To Climb
A0166 — rank 134
Life is one big competition
when's it gonna stop?
We all strive
to scale the mountain
trying to reach the top
The first step's a doozy
As you walk along
the summit of the cliff
The wheels of the mind
spin uncontrollably
Just then suddenly
the ground begins to shift
Have you ever tried
to move mountains
with only your mind?
Or do you tell everyone
You could never do that
so why even try?
Well I've found out
Just one thing to be true:
If you wanna
break the mold
First you gotta
break the rules
Yet deviate from
the path to success
You'll be left to clean
up your own mess
Daddy brought
home the bacon
As mommy made
up your room
Even your big brother
had to tie the bows
on your shoes for you
But you're getting
older now sonny boy
And that same old act
will never do
Waiting for all us
monkeys to evolve
Is like saying
you're watching
the earth revolve
Or praying to a
toilet bowl porcelain god
Never believing
that this great puzzle
can and will be solved
Oh my child...
what are you
doing that for?
Oh my child...
you could be doing
so much more
It's when you've
given up on trying
Stop believing in yourself
That's when you start dying
It's finally time to climb
rather than lying low
When the alarm clock
fails to wake you
Is when earthquakes
will no longer shake you
So don't ever misplace the self
That you once used to know
Undertow
A0174 — rank 135
I am afraid I cannot say
What makes me feel this way
Which is why I'm staying down
Inside of this ditch
In which I hide and have been laid
My head is bowed as I face up
To all the mistakes that I've made
And the price of my actions
that I know now that I must pay
Yet desperate times
Call for desperate measures
So I've been digging up the island
While looking for buried treasures
For desperate times
Call for desperate deeds
Sure I'm fighting time
and the rising tide
But at least I know
what it is that I need
Here I stand with the sand
filling up my empty shoes
A vessel without blood
Looking for some kind of clue
Of what I'm supposed to do
Screaming:
Let me out
Let me out
Let me out....of my skin
Open up the door...
The one that lets me in
Maybe then...
All shall be well again
Somewhere in here...
Yet I don't know
exactly where
There lies something
greater than I
Somewhere out there...
In fact it's quite clear
I know right where
Sits a woman
who is ready to cry
We can each turn
and drift away
and go it alone
When caught
within the winds
of this internal storm
Its strong current
and undertow
Sitting here idle
all the while
Waiting to see
where it is that
we'll be blown
Into a harbor of safety
Or perhaps an ocean
of indifference or worse hate
Yet surely the tide
keeps on rising
So let us choose our sides
before it becomes too late
Be it always taking
and never giving
And never trusting since
that's becoming forbidden
Forget ever searching
for what's hidden
That's like lying
and saying you did
When you know you didn't
But to me
that's not living
In fact,
that's no life at all
Forever kneeling
and never standing
All because you're
too afraid to fall...
Surely to me
that's not living
In fact,
that's no life at all
BETTER THAN ME
A0189 — rank 136
He loved her like I love you
Only he would do what I couldn't do
Though she was far away she was in his heart
With a love so strong that the sea would part
He is the man to whom I kneel
They were the two whose fate was sealed
Wedding rings, souls bound so tight
Nothing's wrong when the love is right
The young lady, I knew her well
But some people's heaven is another's hell
They were the two with their hearts so entwined
But I still remember when she used to be mine
From jealousy and hatred I should be free
Yet I find myself thinking how could she do this to me?
The day she left I knew she was right
But so unexpected that we didn’t fight
He is the man to whom I kneel
They were the two whose fate was sealed
Wedding rings, souls bound so tight
They're in love so it must be right
I will recover, it'll take some time
If you’ll be my lover then I'll be fine
I set out searching for a love so true
If my eyes don’t deceive me I've found it in you
Won't you take a chance to set me free?
Undo all that she's done to me
Erase my bleeding memory
Don't let me think that he's better than me
Bring out a part of me that I don't see
DRINK MORE WATER
A0190 — rank 137
I came inside and knocked my boots
Finally I shook off and kicked
these winter time blues
Suffice to say it's all because of you
When you went away I needed something new
So this time...
Rather than run to you for help
I've begun to look first towards myself
I'm no longer scared or afraid
What's that phrase? No guts no glory?
For Eric Burdon, he once told me
That, "Everybody has got a story"
And then he said, "Drink more water!"
That's some good advice...
It could save your life
I came inside and knocked my boots
Finally I shook off and kicked
these winter time blues
Suffice to say it's all because of you
When you went away I needed something new
Something... That's been laying dormant
and latent within me
Something... I've always had but needed
another to bring it out in me
Something... You shouldn't keep hidden
but let it out for all the world to see
Something... That which we call strength
and having faith in one's own capabilities
FACING THE DAWN
A0193 — rank 138
Perhaps it was fate...
'Twas the reason that I came
I walked in and said hello
But I didn't catch your name
You looked a little troubled
Yet I passed right on by
Went about my business
I wasn't asking why
My own insides were breaking
For I've seen trouble myself
Looking back you know now
I'm not one to leave you by yourself
So we had a conversation on the subject:
Of love, of not, and of moving on
The last thing either of us needed
Was needing someone
Just to look and see they've gone
Sure, the faces are changing
And figures are transforming
The night has already faded
But there's a new sunrise this morning
There's no escape from this place
So face the dawn with open eyes
Just look at all the names from the past
You are free to love
But that love comes with a price
Take a breath of fresh air
Open up your window
Though there's so much trouble out on the street
Don't think of all the love that you've lost
Only of all the new people you will meet
Sure, the faces are changing
And figures are transforming
The night has already faded
But there's a new sunrise this morning
Don't be fooled into thinking it's too late
Never give up searching
For you might be surprised
Begin anew and like the sun...rise
Begin anew and face the dawn with open eyes
FOURTEEN DAYS
A0195 — rank 139
Nine o'clock in the morning
I'm yawning and I can't get out of bed
Am I still dreaming?
Because it seems this feeling
The music that I'm hearing
Is playing only inside my head
My soul is being lifted
As I'm watching it try to fly away
All I know is that I want to follow
Such a beautiful way to start the day
Surely, I'm tired but newly inspired
Oh...so no more words need to be said
I haven't played in fourteen days
Just laid in bed and hid away
I covered my tracks
And then I covered my head
So I never heard a single word
Of what was being said
Be it behind my back or in front of my face
I haven't played in fourteen days
But I got this feeling
That soon everything is gonna change
Nine o'clock in the morning
I'm yawning and I can't get out of bed
Am I still dreaming?
Because it seems this feeling
The music that I'm hearing
Is playing only inside my head
HELPING OUT
A0197 — rank 140
My life it seems like it's fading
Trapped in this harbor...I got to get out
I can't tell which way I'm heading
I once had direction but now...
I've been debating how much and what
I believe that this world owes me
I'm angry but could it be that possibly
It's all because nobody really knows me?
As my light bulb keeps on glowing
Am I joking, kidding or faking?
For surely these thoughts aren't for showing
When the truth could be all too revealing
And I've been sitting here waiting for a time when I didn't feel lonely
Lately I've been hiding by escaping yet I am healing oh so slowly
Still my thoughts they keep on sinking
While my confidence is fleeting
Because I keep on thinking
All about our last meeting
And how I never tasted such bitter self-defeating
Thinking my life was wasted… it was such an unpleasant feeling
My life it seems like it's fading
Trapped in this harbor... I got to get out
The wind is blowing but nothing's changing
Whatever faith I had in myself has turned to doubt
Do you think that I should give in, give up,
Try or not try to suck it up or cry and pout
If I could just get a few words from you...
You know that would really help me out
ORDER IN THE COURT
A0205 — rank 141
I figured half the jury
would live to serve me
And in a day everyone
And I mean everyone
will have heard of me
And within a week
I'd be released
Yes this is just
an allusion
to one man's idea
for a solution
My proclamation to
clean up pollution
Hey, it's an idea
at the very least
Doctor...I ain't seen one
since I got laid off
My old medical bills still
ain't been paid off
Free health care...
we all want it but ain't got it
Senators and Congress people
know we really want it
Meanwhile deals
are being made
As crooks are
getting paid
Changing their mind
on what they said
What's inside YOUR wallet?
What did you put in your pocket?
'Cause I keep sinking in debt
So I suggest you stop it
Or we're gonna
start chopping off
The tops of the totem poles
For they make for
great gallows poles
Now it's time to
start diggin' holes
When Charlie got
convicted on murder one
Charlie yelled out,
"But I killed two"
And with that...
the whole room
had a laugh
One person got very angry
and had to be removed
The judge shouted,
"Order in the court"
Charlie replied,
"How 'bout number three?"
And with that...
his lawyer's neck was snapped
This time the room clapped
and the jury set Charlie free
POSTERS OF POSERS
A0207 — rank 142
She's all mine...
You two could
never be any closer
Even if you were a rock star...
She told me she'd never
ever buy your poster
No, you could never scare me...
I've met a lot of guys like you
She said not even if you dared me...
Would she ever go out with you
You only try to crowd her...
She calls you just another poser
Even if you were a rock star...
She'd never ever buy your poster
As old as the earth is
Why do you even
try to be original?
You thought you were the first
to discover fire...
Until sadly, you noticed
someone else's smoke signals
Usually the short end
of the stick
It's always a roll of the dice
While others have
only had to pay once
Seems you always
end up paying twice
Don't believe
everything you read
You should know that
as well as me
Because sometimes
people think differently
Than what they say
or write, you see?
RAINBOW
A0208 — rank 143
See the beauty of
being the first
color of the rainbow
As you see where
it shall lead
One by one the other
colors will all follow
The rain clouds pass by
It's no wonder why
Because side by side
There's no need to be afraid
Parents and children run
Towards the happy
tears of the sun
And together as one
That's how they spend
the rest of the day
In this endless
sea of harmony
We get to see
how easy it could be
The brilliant
vibrant joy of life
Inside of you and me
Became so apparent when
The very first color felt free
To embrace their place
In the sky above
As a gentle reminder
That in courage there is love
See the beauty of being the first
color of the rainbow
As you see where it shall lead
One by one the other
colors will all follow
TABLE FOR THREE
A0212 — rank 144
The coffee’s on
I just pedaled back
From the store
A nice ride
Found everything
I was looking for
No, we don’t hide
The fact that we rarely like
To drink our coffee alone
Children aren’t the only ones
Who ride bikes as they ponder life
What else do you think that the seat is for?
The coffee’s on
I just pedaled back
From the store
It didn’t take long
Before we were wrapped up
All cozy again in our quarters
No, we don’t hide
The fact that we rarely like
To drink our coffee alone
As we talk
Of fulfillment of achievements
And the greatest of life’s milestones
As we talked
Before long we began
To hold hands
As we talked
Our slice of life
Suddenly seemed so sweet
Just like strawberry jam
After that we sat and had a laugh
As we took a mental photograph
And I thought about
Just how lucky I am...
GO
A0229 — rank 145
by tom jensen
Lately I've been drifting
I been thinking
My thoughts they have
been shifting
As the cloud is being lifted
Seems I'm gaining
new perceptions
It's the gift that
keeps on giving
When you don't doubt
the life you're living
Trust which way your
compass is facing
Trust in the direction
you've been heading
For right now the good
seems good for getting
You find yourself
Up high in the sky
Is where the dreamers fly
It's where I come from
And where I'll be going
As for my roots lie
Within the soul of the soil
Beside the banks of a rich river
And a big old weeping willow
That comforts and hides me
And also tries to remind me
That I have the power inside me
And let others confide in me
That they hurt and it's curtains
This time they are certain
When their world
is caving in
When their walls
are falling down
So when they need
some helping out
They know I'll
be around
And I won't ever
let them down
I have the precious
gift to give
Of love and
seeing the world
Through the eyes
of the paradigm
Looking at life
just like a little kid
Seems I'm gaining
new perceptions
It's the gift that
keeps on giving
When you don't doubt
the life you're living
Trust which way your
compass is facing
Trust in the direction
you've been heading
In knowing that the
best things in life
worth getting
Are the ones most
You know!
Since to know her
is to love her
Flowers grow up
all around her
Looking so pretty
next to each other
You must not
wait any longer
So go!
YOUR NAME
A0262 — rank 146
By the time I got to my paper
My pen was too tired to write
My eyes they started closing
And then I lost my sight
I don’t quite exactly remember
Just what I was thinking of
It had something to do with you And it had something to do with love
Blah, blah, blah
The words all sound the same
Ha, ha, ha
Even silence sings your name
Nah, nah, nah
There’s no one I blame
La, la, la
I’m just so happy that you came
Some say that absence
Makes the heart grow fonder
But I wasn’t waiting around much longer
And though I’ve never been good
At predicting fate
With each new day my feelings for you They just keep on getting stronger
In what I will now say I will not hesitate You were well worth the wait
Last night you would not find me sleeping
Even though I certainly was dreaming
It looks like I have just found
Somebody worth keeping
So for now I will just enjoy this feeling
For I’ve learned from the mistakes
That I’ve made in the past
Before I’d fall asleep
I’d lay awake and ask…
Could this be the time
When something great will last?
When I was young I learned to walk
Only to learn how to crawl
When I was younger I learned to stand Only to learn how to fall
Now that I’ve grown
I’ve learned how to play the game
To finally win in the end
Now that I’ve grown
I’ve found myself being tamed
Now I’ll never break
Because I finally know how to bend
CURVES OF SORROW
A0403 — rank 147
The smell of beer
still lingers in the air
Better leave now
while the coast is clear
As these wasted lives
try to recapture the past
But still they know
A dark shadow has been cast
So another drink
It soon fills their glass
As they sit and they wonder
which road that they passed...
The road that would have led them
Far away from this place
The road that could have very well
Put a smile on their face
Deep down they know
That new roads lie ahead
And if they miss the next turn
They'd be better off dead
The blank expressions on their face
Seems to lay most doubt to waste
Say give it one last shot
Jack or Jim just whatcha got?
The smell of beer
still lingers in the air
Better leave now
while the coast is clear
As these wasted lives
try to recapture the past
But still they know
The shadow has been cast
As another drink
Soon it fills their glass
They sit and they wonder
which road that they passed...
The road that would have led them
Far away from this place
The road that could have very well
Put a smile on their face...
The paleness of their skin
Shows the places they've been
they've never thought a lot
about now nor tomorrow
Their situation is worst case
As the lines on their face
I began to slowly trace
Each held the curve of sorrow
Their heavy and deep-circled eyes
Show so little surprise
Since they know just one taste
Their lips curved 'round a bottle
ACID RAIN
A0407 — rank 148
I’d die to inspire
Splat, flattened
by another car
While changing
a crazy lady’s tire
But I didn’t know her
for I had just met her
She was just a stranger
on the roadside
Surely some might say
I should’ve known better
With any chore or task
You don’t have to ask
I live to help others
I treat friends better than family
And enemies like we’re brothers
So when another car came
Veering out of its lane
It came and turned me into butter
But it’s not such a sh%&$y thing
Because now I got these wings
Watch me pee off the clouds
Which, of course is forbidden
which means it’s not allowed –
No, I’m not kidding…
As someone yells out,
“Ah….for crying out loud!”
Well those aren’t tears
Raining from my eyes
Just a little surprise
Salty like perspiration
To some perhaps inspiration
Sorry your eyes they sting
Acid rain - it’s not so great tasting
Sure, I told ya
I’d die to inspire
But goddamn it
I died while changing a tire!
And I forgot to tell ya
That truthfully…I’m a liar
BETTER BITTER
A0414 — rank 149
All alone here with my fears
Driven me down below
the basement stairs
I asked myself so many times
Why am I here?
Why is it? That I'm alive
Nearly every time
A voice answers back to me
But sometimes.......
there's no reply
When I'm lucky
It is the word 'destiny'
that I hear that is being cried....
I just wrote myself a letter
To keep my mind occupied
I began to feel bitter
And that was better
As it kept me satisfied
I search for truth
So far I've been denied
Without that what's the use?
How can you gauge prejudice
or tell humility from pride?
The difference between
Freedom and honor
Or quest for power
that's veiled that they hide
They say knowledge is a flower....
That can grow as tall as it can wide
Give a seed some sun,
Some soil and a shower
And someday it will touch the sky
Someday it will touch the sky
All alone here with my fears
Driven me down below
the basement stairs
I asked myself so many times
Why am I here?
FADING FAST
A0435 — rank 150
Looks like summer’s fading fast
Pretty soon I’ll be back at school
Then again is there anything that lasts
Except the ignorance of fools
For the first time in my life
I eagerly await the fall
June, July and August
I almost lost it all
Didn’t go so well
My back was nailed to the wall
When I pulled the nails out
Down, down, down I fell
I picked myself up and kept going
As the midnight moon was glowing
The dealer’s hand he was not showing
The only thing that I was knowing
Was the opposite of what I know now
I barely made it through the summer
But I believe I’ll live to see the winter
And the snow falling to the ground
The boulder to which I was shackled
I left on the side of the road
The devil’s seed he planted in my mind
Somehow got unsewed
I never thought I’d live to see it
The snowfall of another winter
I never dreamed of finishing the race
I always was a sprinter
Looks like summer’s fading fast
For awhile I was right behind
Time for the past to pass
Not a second time
FREE WILLY
A0440 — rank 151
I’ve got just one A.
This bunch of B’s…and a C…honey
That’s why I got more love…
Than any man could ever have money
Yeah, so I sit in this room and study
Thinking of cute s%$t that’s funny…
Just to make you smile and laugh
And I have for the last year-and-a-half
Sure, sometimes I carry on like a Sunday preacher
About how I’ve found the most wonderful teacher
To whom I hand an apple to each day
Hoping for the slightest touch of her finger
So I say so what if I gut a Buddha-like belly…
A bunch of chin fuzz -all grizzly and stubby…
I still got more love…
Than any man could ever have money
Since I’m invisible when we go out
Why should I wanna leave the house?
Nobody looks at me when I’m with you
‘Cause you’re wicked, wicked hot…
So I might as well just take it off!
Free Willy and take off all my clothes
If I’m next to you…then nobody will know
Oh yes, I must confess
I never dress to impress
I could be wearing anything…
I could be wearing nothing…
I could just bare everything
You know you’re really, really something!
GRANT’S WOMB
A0449 — rank 152
Tonight I’ll call this place my home
Tonight I’ll call this place my own
Tonight is what life is all about
Take all of the bad and block it out
Because sometimes life can be so damn depressing
Those deep, dark feelings that there’s no suppressing
Sometimes you just have to give yourself a chance
To hear a song
To get up and dance
To just live in the moment
To just ride the wave
Cause once it starts flowing
It’ll take you way
Nothing….it happens.
Don’t let it happen to you
Because there’s no coming back
When your time here is through
Don’t cry to me
that there’s nothing to do
I’m sure you can find something
Once you leave your room
I walked in and the band was playin’ Bobby Dylan
So I grabbed a drink and started chillin’
Tonight Ill call this place my home
Tonight Ill call this place my own
Tonight is what life is all about
Take all of the bad and block it out
Because sometimes life can be so damn depressing
Those deep, dark feelings that there’s no suppressing
Sometimes you just have to give yourself a chance
To hear a song
To get up and dance
To just live in the moment
To just ride the wave
Cause once it starts flowing
It’ll take you way
I’ve spent too many days staring at the ceiling
Within the confines of my room
Holding my head as I was kneeling
Felt like someone broke in and my soul he was stealing
Waiting to live just like an unborn child in the womb
Feeling like Ulysses S. Grant buried inside of his tomb
But I’m still living
And I’m still breathing
Get me out of my shell
I take what’s givin
So give me a reason
Make one up if you have to
Get me out of my shell
This is the only time I know for sure that I’m coming around So why in the world would anyone settle for being so sorrow bound? Get up! Get out and make something happen Go shake your stuff and make sure your hands are clapping Be a magician and go make some magic happen
You just might die right in your bed as you’re napping
Don’t let it happen to you
Because there’s no coming back
When your time here is through
Don’t cry to me that there’s nothing to do
I’m sure you can find something
Once you leave your room
HUNDRED DOLLAR HEADACHES
A0456 — rank 153
I am no witch doctor
Nor some black magician
And I can turn a hundred dollar bill
Into one hell of a headache
Way back in the day
When we all learned
How to barter and trade
We thought what a great idea
We all thought we had it made
But tell that to the man
Whose job it is to dig out all the graves
Oh baby, I dig a little every day
Every time I go a little deeper
And it is here where I will lay
Oh baby, this wasn’t my first choice
When they asked me what I wanted to be
I lost all my nerve
And then I lost my voice
So my name went back into the pile
And when they called it again
I was still as innocent as a child
I’m still not sure just who to blame
So they handed me a shovel
Told me I had to start right away
That was many years ago
And I’m still digging today
Like I said before
I can turn a hundred dollar bill
Into one hell of a headache
Now my shoulders hurt
And my backs about to break
It seems that I will dig forever
I guess we all make mistakes
OBSERVATIONS
A0474 — rank 154
Through rain, sleet or snow –
there’s someplace I got to find you know
And I’ll follow my path and learn as I go
There’re some forever searching
and some who’re in the know
The days before me are dwindling
Burning in the fireplace like kindling
The flame that burns must end you know
It’ll all end you know
The smoke from the fire soon dissipated
With the love and desire I once anticipated
Deep down inside I know we could have made it
I could have made you feel alive
If only you waited
If only you had waited
The power is in the mind
And it works both ways
You can find your way home in the darkness
Or else easily be led astray
They all told me not to play with fire
And I called them all liars said I won’t burn
They told me the straits were dire
It was a hard lesson I was made to learn
It’s a see saw
Swing, swing, swing
Up then down
To smile then frown
Lefts and rights
And rights and wrongs
Thoughts then words
Then poems then songs
Sun up, sunset
Fantasy and then regret
To heaven and to hell
To know and to tell
To say and to do
To lie just to be true
To fight and to lose
To fight and to win
To fight and call a truce
To end just to begin
To ride the see saw
To fall off and then try again
To ride the see saw
To love and to sin
I cannot stand
I fall right down
I cannot change
I cannot swim
I will surely drown
Get out while
You still have your skin
You know that tomorrow
To can try again
Woke up half dead
So I just lay in bed
I find myself believing
That the best time lies behind
Show me a sign
Of better days ahead
Tell me of a time
When I am anxious to awake
Tell me if I can make it
Or if this more than I can take
I open the window
But I’m only looking at the street
I can see victory
But all I taste is defeat
SECRET CODE
A0490 — rank 155
I just lost another dealer
Yes, I coulda stopped
After I copped a cheap feel
Surely all would’ve been forgiven
But of course….I mounted that horse!!!
Which in secret code means I didn’t
First we took a drink
And then the drink took us
We used to drive ourselves
But now we take the bus
I said goodnight…and she said:
“Say hello to the sun for me…”
She said she had a date with a pillow…
To which I responded: “Oh…how dreamy”
You know I lived in a camper once
It was kinda fun for the first couple of months
Getting stoned and driving around
You could never get lost
Or you could never be found…
But knock twice – for I could be creating life…
You know I dated a stripper once
It sure was a blast for the first couple of months
We had our highs and lows
And our share of thrills
But she kept blowing her nose
Soon I ran outta bills…
You know I was a councilor for lepers once
It was kinda fun for the first couple of months
But I couldn’t uses phrases
That us unafflicted often say and hear
Like won’t you please give me a hand
Or won’t you kindly lend me your ear…
I just lost another dealer
Yes, I coulda stopped
After I copped a cheap feel
Surely all would’ve been forgiven
But of course….I mounted that horse!!!
Which in secret code means I didn’t
TEARS
A0499 — rank 156
Seems like silver is the color
Given up all chances at grabbing gold
Seems like silver is the color
Got to reach for something
‘cause I’m getting old
Usually the short end of the stick
Always a roll of the dice
Others have only had to pay once
Why do I always end up paying twice
The blame is pointed
The burden is passed
You were the first in line
Only to end up being served last
I used to type on a computer
Until daddy stopped giving me hugs
I used to go to private school
Until I started doing drugs
I knew my days were numbered
When the calendar fell off the wall
I knew the weather was getting colder
When my spring turned into fall
I once saw the light
but it was so bright
I ran away
That was a long time ago
Many years have passed
So many times I look back
And wished I’d stayed
Now tears burn my eyes
And I tell myself lies
Like I can still change
Like I can turn the page
THINGS WILL GET BETTER
A0501 — rank 157
When you’re feeling confused
and you gotta get away
Just remember me
and the words I’m gonna say
Things’ll get better but before they do
they might get worse
Just be happy you’re not riding around
in the back of a hurst
You never know when
the tide’s gonna change
You never know when
your life will rearrange
Take a cold shower
if you can’t stand the heat
Go and play the drums
if you wanna find the beat
When you can’t find your way
know that it gets dark at night
You can’t win the battle
if you don’t put up a fight
I can’t take it
I’m not gonna take it
You thought I tried but I faked it
When you’re weak
I’ll make you strong
When you’re sad
I’ll sing a song
When you cry
I’ll dry your tears
When you’re afraid
I’ll quiet your fears
PASS A RASH
A0529 — rank 158
When I’m free stylin’
I go buck wild and
I always leave the people
Laughing and smiling
Or else all red
With anger and offended
I’ve broken fences
That have never mended
Sometimes when I say
Hey…Hello, how are you and f%^k you…
I didn’t mean it…I didn’t mean to…
But I guess I meant it
When I’m free stylin’
I go buck wild and
I always leave the people
Laughing and smiling
There was more than one Thriller in Manila
Even though she looked like Godzilla……….
Still I did her
Why?
Well because I never wanna look back over my shoulder
Thinkin’ I woulda and I coulda and I shoulda….
yet I never……
So I grabbed her by her boulders
and I rolled her and then I road her
and I wrapped my arms around her
But I could barely hold her
Because she was far larger and stronger
But I did the deed
I guess it could have lasted longer
But I didn’t feel the need
I just want to say I did it
Seems I just couldn’t resist it
So I after I got up to the elbow
I decided to go two fisted
Then when she said Ouch
I told her I had to leave
And that there was someplace I had to be
I left there and I went to Taiwan
I met a girl who looked just like King Kong
Well by now with this song you know where I’m gonna go
Boy….she was a ‘ho
Many soccer and football teams she’s known
But it’s not just the referee’s calls that get blown
Oh there’s more than one thrilla in manila
And I’ve been from there to Vietnam and china
Had more than my share of vagina
I get by on my charm
I try to get a piece of ass
Whenever it comes along
Sometimes I pass a rash…….
Sometimes I share a song
FOUND POEMS
A0700 — rank 159
(previously unpublished; recently uncovered/re-discovered)
Hey all you high rollers...
I got money in the bank
And I'm here all by myself...
I'm thinking, I'm sinking, I sank
She really loved me
It took me two years to be sure
But now she hates me
For everything I've done to her
She had a party at the house at eight o'clock
And at seven thirty I walked out the door
I took a drive to clear my mind
Drown down a street I'd never been down before
She really loved me
But not after this sequence of constant wrong turns And now she hates me
The fire in her eyes no longer burns
I've got no one to blame but the guy in the mirror Looking back at me from within this shattered frame
Through these distorted reflections the future seems nearer if not clearer
But in order to believe in myself everyone else had to suffer some sort of pain
This is a new world
Can't go back thirty years into the past This is a new world
There never were any guarentees that this would last This is a new world
Where peace, love and harmony have disappeared This is a new world
A time of war, a time of panic, a time of fear The leader of us that you hear on T.V.
Speaks only for himself - he doesn't speak for me
I stopped listening to commercials for candidates back in nineteen sixty-three
I stopped believing the lies back in sixty-five Now look at me...Somehow I'm still alive
Skip ahead to the future and two thousand and eight As I picked up the torch before it was too late
Now I'm drinking myself into oblivion
Transformed a diamond ring into obsidian
An old friend just walked through the door
But I can't stand to look at her anymore
I'm so far away from where I used to be
Happiness was once my best friend
Now we're no longer allies but enemies
I'm so far removed
From the place I used to call my home It seems I have deceived myself
I'm here in the same room as my wife Yet still I feel as if I'm all alone
Today or tomorrow...
Or perhaps ten years to this day
I will tell you to your face
Why I didn't have the strength to stay
DYSLEXIC
A0703 — rank 160
I never was a good enough actor to sell myself as victim of sacrilege
So label me as an Intentional Anachronism
Since I never sit up high enough on the tree to see If it's really a pyramid-shaped world...
Or that's just the way it's shaping up to be Oh Geeh...
From flat to round
to a pyramid and then a mound...
For what goes up...
must fall back down
I think it's time to turn
Illuminate the light tonight...
And let it burn
Oh, let it burn
If: "You got your pyramid turned the wrong way."
It sounds like something that only
Only a Superman would say.
Alas, you’ve found your own Kryptonite
Not with X-ray vision but by seeing in black and white They have working eyes and yet are lacking sight
They claim suits and wear ties
Creating walls of numbers
which they like to hide behind
Leaving me to be an I.A.
in a world full of A.I.s
Ay yi yi...
It's not just the freaks
That sleep down at the beach
Lately I see
Lots of people like you and me
These are crazy times
If you read between the lines
You can find lots of uncovered crimes Under your blanket in
What we call the New York Times I never was a good enough actor to sell myself as victim of sacrilege
So label me as an Intentional Anachronism
Since I never sit up high enough on the tree to see If it's really a pyramid-shaped world...
Or that's just the way it's shaping up to be Oh Geeh...
HIGH PRAISE
A0710 — rank 161
I make my own gods
and worship my own idols
But at least I don’t try
to pawn them off on you
I don’t go knocking on doors
with my good book in my hand
No bumper stickers about which religion
That I think is the closest to the truth
I praised your name everyday…
But you’re not Jesus, no
Holy Spirit…
Divine and true
You became my favorite
Drug of choice
And I needed you...
Oh, how I needed you
Waves…they come in so many ways
I’ve thought a lot about that today
You can't drink away your sorrows
They were right about what they said
Crests and troughs
Are you in over your head?
(I was in way over my head)
Have to catch your breath
Again and again and again
(and what then...)
Soul mates lost became a lot less mourned
When you look down and you're drowning
And you look up and it's pouring
Waves…they come in so many ways
I’ve thought a lot about that today...
Still, I got nothing but high praise
SPAMMIN'
A0184 — rank 162
(Bob Marley spoof of Jammin' with lyric changes in CAPS)
ALL DAY...All NIGHT... I'm SPAMMIN
I wanna SPAM DIS WIT you.
I'm JAMMIN' ....DA SPAM IN
YOUR INBOX HOPING you visit MY CHANNEL SOON...
Ain't no rules, JUST SEND DELAY
SENT FROM CHANNEL: TUBESBESTMUSIC....
AND YOU GET IT RIGHT AWAY....
'CAUSE YOU KNOW WHAT I WANT TO DO
I WANT TO BECOME FRIENDS WITH YOU
GONNA SPAM 'TIL MY SPAMMIN'S THROUGH
I'M SPAMMIN- YOU think that SPAMMIN'
was a thing of the past;
I'm SPAMMIN', HOPE MY FRIEND REQUEST GETS TO YOU FAST
No YOUTUBE can't stop me now,
GOT A LIST WITH FIFTY SONGS YOU'LL LIKE...
OLGA'S YOUNG: and TOM SIMANEK IS OLD
THEIR MUSIC'S OUTTA SIGHT
YA HERE MUSICIANS CAN unite
AND SOME DAY THEIR RECORDS WILL TURN GOLD
I'm SPAMMIN (spammin', spammin', spammin')
And I'm SPAMMIN in the name of GOOD SONGS;
I'm SPAMMIN' (spammin', spammin', spammin'),
I'm SPAMMIN' -- JOIN IN AND SING ALONG.
Yeh! MY CHANNEL IS LIKE A YOUTUBE RADIO STATION
WITH A GREAT SELECTION OF MUSIC FROM ALL THE NATIONS
Yeah, I'm -- I'm SPAMMIN' (won't cha watch),
(Won't cha won't cha watch), I'm SPAMMIN' (won't cha watch)
See, I wanna SPAM DIS TO you
I'm SPAMMIN (spammin', spammin', spammin')
JAMMED IN YOUR INBOX MUSIC THAT DOESN'T SUCK...
I hope you like MY SPAM, too.
THIS NEW CORPORATE TUBE
NO LONGER ABOUT YOU
SOLD US OUT THAT'S NO LIE
ADS ARE EVERYWHERE
SO WHEN GOOD MUSIC
YOU WANT TO HEAR
I'M HOPING YOU'LL STOP ON BY
THAT'S WHY I'm SPAMMIN'
(spammin', spammin', spammin')
yeah-eah-eah!
I wanna SPAM DIS wid you.
NICKY MONTE is jammin'
SMARTBLUECAT is jammin'
KAREN ENG IS slammin'
MARY CIGARETTES is jammin'
AND SLIPPEREAL is jammin', too.
ROB ELLIOTT is jammin' (jammin')
DANIELLA ANDRADE...
she's jammin' (jammin') OH WOW!
I wanna (I wanna SPAM DIS wid you)
SO I'M GONNA ...
GONNA FRIEND INVITE you now...
SPAMMIN, THAT
ALYSSA MUNARETTO'S jammin' too).
Eh-eh! I hope you like WITHNAILUS
HOPE YOU LIKE THE HAPPY FALLEN
'Cause (I wanna SHARE THEIR JAMS wid you)
SHARE THEIR JAMS wid you.
I like - I hope you...
I hope you like LADYWEAVER, too.
SO I KEEP ON SPAMMIN...
HAVE A DRINK
A0248 — rank 163
I know you’re thinking
Pondering tomorrow
I finally quit drinking
Drowning in my sorrow
Saved myself from sinking
I put down the bottle
When it started leaking
Some things you only borrow
So I know what you’re seeking
Who do you lead…whom do you follow?
We both know of what I’m speaking
What do you need and what is hollow?
Do you see your reflection in an empty bottle?
I don’t have a drinking problem
I’ve got a drinking solution
I live in a world
With so much pollution
I live with it in my blood
As dirt runs through my veins
I pour it in my cup
And I drink it down like rain
I don’t have a drinking problem
I’ve got a drinking solution
I tried to give it up
But I figured what’s the use?
If and when I put it down
I’ll just pick up something else
I’ve learned from my past by now
I just can’t control myself
My heart is beating far too fast
Yet my love is for a false prophet
I aimed for first but finished last
Now I’m hooked on getting off it
This path I walk wasn’t chosen all on my own
As the thoughts I think are so deceiving
Everyday drifting farther from home
I regret the day I thought of leaving
I don’t know where I’m going…
Only God knows where I been
But the river keeps on flowing
And the part of me unknowing
Always goes wading on in
Signs read danger, don’t fall in
Or you don’t know the trouble you’re in Water so sweet it tastes just like gin
Take a dip and be baptized in the pool of sin
I started drinking to drown my sorrows
But I gave it up when trouble learned to swim I treaded water for so long
I never noticed how deep I was in
The hard stuff’s in the freezer
The thirty pack’s in the fridge
The troubles of the world are building
Which way to the bridge?
I’ve chosen some wrong selections
So don’t ask me for any directions
I can only tell you where not to go
I can’t explain the ways of the world
I can’t show you where to dive for pearls
I guess there are just some things you have to know
I keep my eyes peeled for angels
While living in the world of sin
I can’t tell you where I’m going
Only where I’ve been
I know you’re thinking
Pondering tomorrow
I finally quit drinking
Drowning in my sorrow
Saved myself from sinking
I put down the bottle
When it started leaking
Some things you only borrow
So I know what you’re seeking
Who do you lead…whom do you follow?
We both know of what I’m speaking
What do you need and what is hollow?
Do you see your reflection in an empty bottle?
SIX WELLS
A0492 — rank 164
Well there's...
So many things I'd
like to change
The world and its ways
all be rearranged
Too busy pointing fingers
Who will pay?
Who's to blame?
All the while the
problem lingers
And things still
stay the same
Well it's...
Been a long time
Since we truly had
something to believe in
It seems we’re all
riding on the edge
Daring anyone who blinks
To just give us a reason
Well you...
Cant make money
off the poor
So just kick 'em
out the door
Wipe off the greed that's
sweating out your pores
For all of our eyes
just make sure
You cover all
their lesions
Caring only for yourself
and nothing more
Only in yourself do you
pledge your allegiance
Knowing full well
what's in store
Doing whatever
is pleasing
What I call Mother Nature
You call whore
We don't own the world
Were only leasing
Ha ha ha - funny.....
funny how?
Not like Jackie Gleason
Fare well...
You'll never get to
see another morning
Regretfully, you did not
heed to any warning
With your me...Not I's
You closed your eyes
While our world
was burning
Well now...
You're unable to rise
Chastised and despised
You can't open your eyes
Praying there's no god
And you know why
No one's mourning
SKATING WITH BILL LEE So what if all of the people here can't remember... If they were born in October or November? It's a good sign for our time We still enjoy circles more than lines For awhile I was inclined
To believe we'd lost our minds....
When hell freezes I'll be skating
And my friend Bill Lee will be waiting
With a dubee in his hand
Wearing a big smile and a tan
I'll just say,
How you doing... Mr. Spaceman?
Yeah, me and Bill we talk a lot
We got the same dealer who sells us pot
Once we fought out in a parking lot
Over which one of us just bought
The rest of what he had got
Until I said uncle........
From inside a headlock
Needless to say that now
Bill has to bring the brownies
That keeps us hip with
All of the local townies
I'll bring the chip and dip
And my big book of poetry
Together we'll fan the fire of a flame
Right after we roll up a tree
We'll pass it to the left, we'll pass it to the right
First pass is to me and then to you
We'll keep passing with a passion
'Til the asking for more passing is through
So what if all of the people here can't remember... If they were born in October or November? It's a good sign for our time We still enjoy circles more than lines For awhile I was inclined
To believe we'd lost our minds....
TRUTH
A0506 — rank 165
I am as they would have me be
I see like them, I act like them
Part of a civilization corrupted - pretending to be free
I see like them, I act like them
We are smarter than dolphins, we are smarter than apes
As a whole we have far surpassed
Distilling wine, fermenting grapes
Leaving a legacy we are sure will last
Misery is cornered and forced to face to the wall
Those witnessing concern are shown the door
Only the sacred are allowed into this house
Though whore rich in goods they trade their morals with the poor
Life always lends a helping hand
Only when daddy loads all of your troubles into his van
He takes a trip with trouble and drives to some foreign land
Leaving you uncorrupted with your life set as planned
Your mother is filled with virtue
Your father seems an honest man
He has his hopes and dreams for you
Your life may not be perfect but he understands
He is the type who provides for his family
He never put himself first but he’s far from last
He’s lived the struggles labeled from A to Z
You cannot learn from what he’s done unless you’ve asked
Fathers have done more for most than just give us life
Mothers have done more for most than just hold us for three-fourths of a year
And grandparents have more influence in your raising you
Then you will ever know
What they’ve given your parents goes beyond what they can hear
We take what we’ve been through and we place it on the scale
We learn that the parenting do’s and don’ts come in all shapes and sizes
Realizing where our forefathers succeeded and where they have failed
Dealt a losing or winning hand though life hides in so many surprises
We face our fate and pretend it is our own decision
Choosing our walk and talk and the ways in which we act
We dictate our moves playing the game of life just like chess with such precision
We all try to prove our opinions and when in doubt we cling to them as fact
I am closest to my ancestors as I climb up my family tree
I have graduated from college and recently come to understand
My eyes are inherited as I use them to interpret the world I see
By these eyes I try to see God and see I’m damned
What we worship usually comes from beyond our grasp
Hatred is taught because racism comes from difference
Due to my blood I’ve taught myself to think before I act
Because hatred can be learned in an instance
I try to live a life free from segregation
My shoes are traded for new ones as often as possible
Because even without my presence this world is full of degradation
For the prejudice and hate present at my birth I know I am not responsible ‘
TWO PAIR
A0507 — rank 166
We’ve been best friends for years
We’ve said all we can say
Figured we’d be at each other’s side
When it comes down to judgment day
We’ve had mud on our feet
And dirt in our eyes
But we’ve never been once
Taken by surprise
We grabbed the world by the neck
Yet our fate still lies
As there is no you and me
In a world full of eyes
Both one in the same
Even our circle of friends
Though neither places blame
When it comes down to the end
We know the search is never easy
As you find the bottom of your drink
Though when your soul feels uneasy
Sometimes it makes you think
Would we be better…
If we never had been brothers?
Would our world be different…
Had we never met each other?
When in need of advice
Each other we seek
Yet the same hell lives on
Each week to week
Brand new day…
Same old story
We keep seeing ourselves
But the scenery’s getting boring
One hand washes the other
But the same saying goes when you play in dirt
When all is said and done you’re still my brother
Even though we keep getting hurt
A cheer full of beer
The same slap of the hand
But the older I get
The more that I understand
Both born of different names
But I believe in family by choice
So why does my brother
Listen to the same little voice?
Hope is still ahead of me
When I’m by myself
But the tide turns around
When I’m by myself
The questions seem to hide
When all the answers are known
Can I live the life I need with my brother
Or do I have to go it all alone?
Was that a flash of brilliance?
Or just the lightning crashing?
Do I really want to know the answer
Or should I stop myself from asking?
We’ve both seen the worst that can happen
Even through what was seemingly the best of times
Celebrated many a’ nights
Written many a’ rhymes
It may in fact be hip to be square
But unfortunately the circle keeps its shape
We still got some years
But how long will it take?
We never want to give up
On a family member taken in
But the question pops up
When you’re surrounded by sin
False gods I have never preached
By some higher power up there I truly beseech
Come to the aid of a couple of people out of reach
Whose life goal is goodness to teach
Given to the takers
Taken nothing from those who give
Do it long enough
You’ll find you way to the bridge
Surely someone, some two is out there somewhere
Women who’ll take some time for us if they truly care
As long as they never, ever expect the best
For deep down inside our nature we’re just like the rest
Because each new day we’re learning
That waiting never pays
But its so hard to get a sun tan
Without any of the sun’s rays
Just two of a kind
Waiting for two pair
We’ve never won at poker
But we know you’re out there somewhere
Biding our time by praying for the day
When you’ll reveal yourselves
Hoping that the sea’s not so rough
That we’ll have to swim it ourselves
Master Plan
A0123 — rank 167
I’m not going to Afghanistan
Or Pakistan or Iraq or Iran
Because I just saw
Our big master plan
And there was no mention of
Giving them democracy
So that all the people are free
Just a book about how
To deceive the poor people
To make more profits for the elite
Bodies are lying right beside
The New York Times
And yesterday's headline which reads:
McDonald’s buys India
Since the country stopped getting oil
From the Middle East
Now it’s illegal NOT to eat beef
Sure it sucks to be a Hindu
But even worse for the cows
Well, anyhow….
I’m not going to Afghanistan
Or Pakistan or Iraq or Iran
Because I just saw
Our big master plan
There was no mention of
Giving them democracy
So that all the people are free
Just a book about how
To deceive the poor
To make more profits for the elite
Something
A0156 — rank 168
Something's been draining me
Of all of my positive energy
Lately, I've been
feeling down and out
My battery needs recharging
Yeah, I gotta get
outta the house
I've got to find
some deeper meaning
About what this
World's all about
Can't learn anymore being
trapped in here
Wasting away my life
Living underneath a
cloud of fear
Yeah...
I gotta find a new thing!
Gotta get that passion
back inside my soul
I gotta find a new thing!
Something...anything...
that will bring back
My self-worth,
my love of self
and my sense
of self-control
I can't stand
feeling helpless
As if my fate wasn't
something that I create
Where the footprints
have been hollowed
So that I follow
along a path
That has already
taken shape
That's when I know
That I must escape...
This Time
A0164 — rank 169
I arose as one with the sun
And the dawn's new light
I'd been fighting this time
Against the day before's night
So anxiously awaiting
For you to come back home
For all I needed was a hug
Couldn't get that on the phone
Lately I'd been feeling
Unsettled and unfulfilled
Spent too much time
of mine thinking
Yet I find myself
thinking still
I know that I
am now needed
Somewhere for something
by someone
Knowing there is so
much that I can do
That so far had
been left undone
I was hoping you
could help me
Find out exactly
what that was
I was hoping you
could help me
You know that you've
earned my trust
I'm longing for
your healing touch
To take the form
of a warm embrace
For I'm now feeling
down on my luck
Oh how I miss
your smiling face
STILL ROCKING THE WORLD
A0532 — rank 170
If you were an explorer
You would have found
Exactly what you seek
If life was a mountain
You'd be standing at the peak
If you were a miner you'd find love
in a heart of gold
If life was a river you'd be
swimming 'gainst the flow
If Einstein was a musician
He'd have studied
Your technique
If music had a body
Then you'd be
Its heartbeat
If Mozart was a scientist
his mathematics
would walk and talk on their own
If music lived a life
then you'd breathe
that life into its soul
And If you let the people select
Then you'd be the guy that they'd elect....
For the youtube music hall of fame
There'd be a giant statue of Lai
And next to that would be one
of everyone with whom he's played
If mankind had a voice
your solo'd be the one of choice
for the youtube music hall of fame
Change
A0004 — rank 171
I’m awoken
Not broken
I was toking
Listening to Joe Rogan
Wondering how long until he’s calling
For me to be coming on his show
I’m just trying to get noticed
But nobody knows this
So many magnifying glasses out there
Yet where are they focused?
At others not on yourself
So you really think that’s gonna help?
Free your mind from bad thoughts
That be plaguing like they’re locusts
Oh...it’s a slow death
That so many live
Sad ‘bout what they didn’t give
But tell me who benefits?
Those who do the opposite
Of everything that they say
Mother f*cking hypocrites
Especially on election day!
Five fingers slowly closing
And about to form a fist
Relax, don’t relapse, resist
Close your eyes, look inside, believe this:
I can do better than I’m doing now
I can pull myself up some way; somehow
The circle’s been spiraling out of control
As I’m deep in doubt
of everything that I know
With my past as my compass
I left and now I’ve returned
To scorched earth and bridges burned
Hey, they say nothing ventured
nothing learned
And now I’m running out of places to go
There’s not many left to call friend or foe
And I’m running out of directions
I have yet to face
Even inside my soul
no longer seems like such a safe place…
Running out of answers, excuses,
people to blame
I’m hiding under the covers
whenever I hear my own name
I’m starting to think
I’m never gonna get back
to where I once was again
Seems I’m gonna have to change my game
Rather than cling to that same old refrain
Rescue
A0010 — rank 172
I know a man who died for his country
But it's probably not quite what you think
Paul was a rescue worker at ground zero
And when he went
he was imbibed with drink
You see he drank himself into a stupor
A hundred grand in the hole
with medical bills
His country said
he had a pre-existing condition
Sorry, but it wouldn't help him cure his ills
Since they never asked him for his help
For any of the three months
that he was there
When he got sick like so many others did
They told him where to go...
and it wasn't there
For they never asked Paul for his help
He just showed up on his own accord
Then he got sick like so many others did
And so this is his reward?
All he got was this song by me
No medal of honor
No key to the city
All he got was a cold shoulder's turn
Chronic bronchitis and first degree burns
All he got was a name and a date
On a stone that his parents paid for
All he got was a slap in the face
For following the advice of JFK
And other greats who came before
What did we learn? Keep on walking?
The next time you hear a cry for help
As this voice in our ear keeps on talking
Let us go before we fall victim ourselves...
H2Oh
A0012 — rank 173
I don’t hide who I am
I’m not that kinda man...anymore
On what I don’t know
I don’t speak and think slow...for sure
The best place to hide a lie Is in between two truths
Sometimes pretty eyes can blind you
And disguise what otherwise would suffice as proof
When one’s identity seems to be
Seeded in the imitation of mediocrity
To be superior to the inferior
Just makes you average at best
Most often even less
Ten percent of the people have ninety percent of the fun
And what’s left for all the rest ain’t enough for everyone
Uh Uh… So you know how that goes
You keep it all bottled up
Wait and see when and where it’s gonna explode
Best to keep a safe distance
For there will be blood when this thing goes up
Unless it’s too late and it’s already check mate
Here we all are living in a comatose state
If that’s the case
Then why should we wait?
Let us not hesitate
End all of this debate
Open up the floodgates
Purge and cleanse the earth
Let the H2O flow
Drown out all the hate!
Smackdab
A0013 — rank 174
I got lost in an idiot coma
Tangled in weed, my ego and greed, my soma
Dumbed downed to such a degree
Nobody recognized me
When I was lacking form
Oh how the flies did swarm
And other creatures meaning to do me harm
I see what’s bad for my health
Worst of all for me was myself
I was becoming someone, something else…
I landed smackdab in the middle of rehab
“Lucky for me it was only weed” reads the hashtag
Worse than just the munchies and constantly being paranoid
Looking back at me I saw a junkie
Who kept trying to fill the void
I dropped the sauce
And kicked the blow
What seems like
Two lifetimes ago
When I was outta breath
I gave up cigarettes
I got just one thing to do
That I haven’t done yet…
I’ve never not had something to help take off the edge
I’ve forgotten what it’s like to live inside my own damn head
I’ve taken too many hits from the bong
That’s usually how I get along
All my life - now I’m not saying it’s wrong
My mind’s been reminding me it’s time to move on
Always Moving
A0015 — rank 175
I only free my mind
when it's closing time
I only find my way home
when I am truly alone
The only doors open
Are the ones
I can't slam shut
The only lesson
I've yet to learn
Is that enough is enough
I always find
myself moving
But it's not always up
The only piece of mind
I ever find
Is lying on the floor
and yeah that's tough
No this is not
another fiction
So far, far from a fable
I'm simply biding my time
For as long,
as long as I am able
But don't get me wrong
I'd never sell myself short
I'd be the man with the gavel
If the world was a court
In another time
On another day
Things might not have
Been this way
But when I woke up
I put on my shoes
Came to this conclusion
We all gotta pay our dues
But just what device
do you use
To measure wasted time?
And just who
made the ladders
We're supposed to climb?
I guess that's just part
of the great mystery
The Rubik's cube
we must all unfold
Something
accidentally deleted
When they were
writing history
Just another piece
of paper discarded
As they were walking
down the road
Shepherd
A0020 — rank 176
Trapped in this invisible cage
Forced to live
within the confinement of society
Walking along the roads that they paved
Worshipping the idols that they made
Stray too far from the master’s eye
He will yank on your leash
causing you to yelp
Free thought and free expression
Has such a cost that few will dare pay
And if they choose to pay
then they are branded
With the devil’s conceit
and called underhanded
Sacrificed for the good of the many
So that none will step out of line
The courageous have been exiled
To the land where there are no sheep
Only wolves
Just where they would want
a shepherd to reside
Where only the birds hear his words
And only the stars heed his call
Off in a foreign land of languages
That no one understands
He cries to the moon and prays to the sun
Tears and prayers never answered
The master must have his hand
upon them too
But one day the master will fall asleep
Leaving unherded all of his sheep
For even Achilles had his heal
And to God even the Pope must kneel
‘Tis then that the shepherd
will raise his cane
Time for Abel to see the face of Cain
No longer will the people be deceived
As the true shepherd
shall finally be received
It shall then become known as evident
To every resident
That there is no need
for any priests or presidents
The shepherd will unite
As the master urges all to fight
The battle lines will then be drawn up
As wrong verses right
But the color of blood
Will drip shades of gray
The true color of the people
Is neither white nor black
As they slowly turn red
The day is coming
The shepherd is back
The day the master dreads
Good Seat
A0022 — rank 177
Have you ever bought a picture
Just because you liked the frame?
Have you ever quoted scripture
Just because it backed up your claim?
Have you ever done nothing
When doing something would have
changed the outcome
But since you didn't
everything remained the same
Because you just sat on your thumbs
The powers that be
Finally let me hold the gun
But I’m not sure of which way
I’m supposed to aim it…
No, I’ll never make anyone rich…
But now I can make you famous!
Lesson one:
Don’t give a gun to just anyone
Especially one that’s loaded
I’ve seen a powder keg
Left unguarded so I got
a good seat so I could see
to watch it when it exploded
It’s a good way to die
No, I wouldn’t mind
going out that way
A nice thing to have
written on your grave
Lots of people would talk
I wonder what they would say?
Sure, he shot straight…
But didn’t always know
that sometimes it’s best
to walk away
Beats Growing Corn
A0026 — rank 178
I’m just a farmer
growing marijuana
I don’t wanna harm ya
I’m not trying to alarm ya
Just here to tell you
That I bought a new shotgun
With the name on it of anyone caught
Trying to snatch my crops and run
I built some giant fences
To use as my defenses
Against anyone here
not coming to their senses
Grandma’s in the tower
feeling like king of the hill
She drools while she chews bullets
She’s got great aim and shoots to kill
My wife is in the greenhouse
pickin’ all my crops
While my youngest son spends his time
keeping an eye out for the cops
I’m not gonna harm ya
Not trying to alarm ya
Just be weary when you visit
a marijuana farmer
Wintertme around this place
you couldn’t feel any higher
Whenever we get cold we toss
another plant into the fire
The heat is always set
between eighty and ninety-five
It’s actually amazing
that we’re still alive
We’re just simple folks
having fun before we’re old
If you’re ever passing by
come on in from the cold
The door is always open
and the fire’s always warm
We all think that this is the life…
Hell…. It sure beats growing corn
On Defense
A0028 — rank 179
Sitting here all alone
Keeping one eye on the clock
And the other on the door
Should I go home?
Knowing this madness won't stop
Just sit back and relax
And see what's in store?
When your memory finally gives in
And you forget about where you've been
You can only think about where you're going
Hiding the pain that you can't relieve
All those lost feelings you find so hard to retrieve
Those thoughts you think that
You shouldn't be showing
Yet it is that which you truly believe
That so many others find it hard to conceive
That you know deep inside
That everyone should be knowing
Caught up here in the rat race of time
Slowly separating from the rest of mankind
Can't seem to free myself from my own mind
Whatever lies ahead I am willing to leave it all behind
Sitting here on the fence, man
Waiting for some kind of sign
Wanting to see the master plan
Through the eyes of the divine
Yet my patience is wearing thin
Perhaps I'll let this night pass
As I'm sleeping and let a new day begin
And continue my search for something to believe in
Hope Floats
A0029 — rank 180
Rise up, rise up and follow me...
For I've been sent to help defend
Good old democracy
From all you corporate kids
Who've failed to see...
What's blowing is more than just the breeze
There's lots of negative energy
Coming from your cries of
“What's in it for me?”
Won't you kindly
Oh pretty please
Show me or tell me:
What do you love about yourself?
Come on now, honestly...
Surely it'll end up no surprise
When we all see far worse
Than sad eyes and bruised pride
When the U.S.S. Enterprise
Is engaged in Star Wars
As we all run for our lives...
If we just let things be...
We'll find that our state of mind
Will be in a state of remorse
Ooh...there is and will be great misery
If we get too greedy
Actually, we may already be
Swallowed up by an endless sea
Inside the big black hole
Known as the status quo
Sure, they can sink my boat
But they can't take my hope
That's still beyond anyone's control
So with that it's time for me to go...
Telling everyone I know
There's something better
Waiting down the road
Just what it is
I can't wait to see...
And who'll be
Standing next to me
Well, time will show
Even
A0044 — rank 181
That I stick to beer and pot
About me that says a lot
Shows I still have some self-control
Yet at the same time
I just wanna let go…
Just need to escape
But I know there’s no escape
Most times I find
I’m too smart for my own good
So I don’t do things I should
End up in places
other people never would…
The one true cost
can only be paid with time
That’s the way it is with love
No use trying to deny it
Or crying out shouting you’ll defy it
All that’s been said
Is still in your head
You can accept or reject it
A body, heart, mind, soul infection
This seemingly fatal affliction
Everything thrown at you
but the kitchen sink
And you’re thinking
It really is time give up drinking
Better that than loving
Sometimes loving is better than leaving
Sometimes leaving is better than living
In deception and self-deceiving
If you catch my drift
And take this tip
I’d call us even
Maybe that would end this rhyme
With some reason…
My Little Hands
A0055 — rank 182
I know it seems like things are going slowly...
Although I must say
I feel anything but lonely
I used to hide in the corner where nobody could see me My dark shadow would follow and it would never free me
Just stood there beside me...
Would never release me
I could never find
The inner peace within me
Never mind the thought
Of letting it lose sight of
or releasing me
Never let me fly...
Kept holding my hand
And yet I never asked why
I couldn't run
like the other ones
Have my summer fun
Instead only the shade
Of an empty room
An unoccupied and empty mind
But the bed was made
And in they'd help me climb
It was there I stayed
With drawn blinds
My little hands prayed
For a single friend to find
With a smile to lend
One whose heart beat kind
It was at this very second
I got a phone call from you
So I stopped writing and recording It was then I knew that this song was through
All In
A0073 — rank 183
When she said her cell phone was on
“I’m too far gone” was my response
I just might tell you something
I’ve mentioned a time or two before
How a meeting in the middle
Might really be a step forward
But I don’t push it…
Nah, I don’t go there…
Since there’s so much at stake
I hesitate as I pull back in fear
So there I go painting myself into a corner
Looks like I’m in for one long afternoon
Lately I been feeling like a musician
Every instrument I touch is outta tune
I went for a long walk in the sun
Far away from everyone
With just my music,
My past and my soul
A big book of poems
And a head full of dreams
That are beyond my control
All this blue sky and sunshine
Hasn’t been wasted on me
While some might say I’m past my prime
I guess they’re not seeing the same picture as me…
Since I try to get a little better with every day I live
My best day shall be my last on this earth
I don’t mind being taken once I’ve got nothing useful to give
Once I lose my value and my sense of self-worth
Until that day…
Don’tcha know that I’m in it to win it…
Yeah, I’m all in…all the way!
Barrel Roll
A0077 — rank 184
I was a maurder by design
Trying to teach my paradigm
The separation of love from lust
Is the best way to rise above
The sea collects these shiny things
And shows them how to rust
Yes dead men
Are the only ones I trust
I collected books
And now they collect dust
I was a pauper who became a king
Once I had and lost everything
In too short of time
I've learned too much
I rarely swear but...
We're pretty much f$%^#&d
In one sentence
That about sums it up
It won't be a pretty end
When the final day comes
But I've had a lot of fun
Wondering how I'm gonna die
Lalalalalala could be Muslim terrorists
Parachuting down from the sky
Might get struck by lighting
Or a victim of a driveby homicide
Insane fears that’ve been preached to me
Shall never be my destiny….
For hiding is not living
So afraid that something
is going to get the best of me
Barrel Roll
No engine sounds
Light ‘em up says Captain Leary
Because the plane is going down
Or stuck in the barrel
on a tidle wave
I'll take my final ride...
I'll go out in style like a
dead president
with a smile three feet wide
Better Choices
A0080 — rank 185
Umm…hello. Oh…yeah, I….
Crank out the legitimate lyrical hits
And also take and break the fake politicians
Yeah, I like to give ‘em sh*t
So… sure: you’d think that I’d be:
Stinking, filthy rich!
But when you’re born to a dirt floor
It makes you doubt yourself even more
And this is just part of the plan
Thought up by men known as the man
Though one of the better choices
For learning valuable life lessons
Is avoiding all toxins and poisons
Including thoughts and possessions
If life’s a riddle
As sometimes I question
Then she’s become my answer
Or at least a good investment
Won’t you just keep this between you and I
It wasn’t a lie that I might be the guy
Yet I still might put myself above her…
So don’t go telling her yet that I love her…
Because friends don’t let friends become lovers
Without first truly discovering each other
And quite honestly…that’s no place to want to be
If it would disrupt all sense of harmony
Ya know….the most important stuff that you can’t see
What you can trust besides the birds and the bees
And that we all return to dust quite literally
Sure sometimes I rhyme ‘til I’m blind
It healed me…this time
Together we paddled across this rough sea
Luckily for me and you, too
Yes all of you, humanity…
Cardboard Box
A0081 — rank 186
I started from nowhere
but ended up somewhere
But just how I got here
I can’t tell you for sure
I opened my eyes one day
Then suddenly there was sunshine
And having no memories
I had nothing to track time by
My eyes were closed
But soon they opened up
And once I saw the light
I couldn’t get enough
I knew that one day
The world would open up
And I’d get to explore
All the doors that were locked
And I’d get to find my way
Out of this cardboard box
That they placed me in and
I’ve tried so hard to get out
And it gets even worse when
You look up and it rains out
It’s true… it happened to me
I hope it never happens to you
You don’t want to be one of
The unfortunate people
Who get wet in the rain
Because they are not equal
To the people with money
Who get to buy a place where
It’s dry and warm and
It’s always safe there
But if you live to give to others
Rather than take it all for yourself
People will say nice things when you’re dead
Seems that frostbite turned out your lights
Once it started to get cold out
Clear View
A0084 — rank 187
I had a clear view through the mirror
At what was left behind me
And in the rear view I saw nothing back there
That I want coming to find me
Yes I must confess that I just recently left
a big and bloody mess
Here I now stand on this dangerous precipice
with newly found freedom
Knowing I must forget what I let go for not
Sure, the war came and went and yet I never fought
I ducked for cover, turned tail and hid
Now I got the rest of my life to learn to live with it
I didn't wanna be a hero
When it was time to make a stand
So I yelled, "Retreat!!!" as loud
as a man possibly can
Oh the pain, oh the humanity
To see one man lose his sanity
Especially when that man is me
And I'm lacking a family
One that could potentially
Say the right things to me
That would be the incentive
For me to do the right things, you see?
But I guess that's why
I'm here in the first place
Less we forget that I fell
Flat on my face in the first race
When I carried the weight
of the world on my back
Yeah, I really thought I could
Huh, just try imagining that
Ahh...on second thought...
I wouldn't...
(Well...I would)
Coming Home
A0085 — rank 188
From the first moment
I picked up my pen
To write her a poem
I was never the same
My passion keeps on
Calling out her name
As I became changed
Forever by a single day
This light of another morning's dawn
To me is a fresh page of my life's book
Since I've been searching for so long
I've only got a few places left to look
Have you seen her?
The one with the sparkles
of diamonds in her eyes?
She's got a heart of gold
Rock n' Roll deep inside her soul;
a tongue that never lies
Yes I saw her once
But I let her slip away
Her picture's worth one million words
So there's a lot more I could say
I've sketched her into memory
Until we shall get to meet again
As I watch her delicate footprints
Tiptoe across my mind's eye lense
Since time heals...
whatever life deals
I never get upset
and still feel no regret
Will we find ourselves together...
will things get better?
Yes, my guess
is that I'd take that bet
Yeah, because I've been waiting for my baby
Longer, much longer, than anybody should
Someday the girl who used to tell me, "Maybe..."
I'll say, "Well at least now I knew she would"
Then whenever I get lonely
And my mind begins to roam
I'll be thinking of how much I love her
And how long it will be before she comes home
Dream Away
A0088 — rank 189
I'm light as a bird
I'm free as a feather
Hmm...when I first wrote those words
Somehow they sounded better...
I like the early morning when it's just the birds and I
When the sun has just woken up
And shown his face up in the deep blue sky
And even those who say that there is nothing good that ever lasts
Can feel the weight being lifted as for at least one fleeting moment
it seems as though all their troubles have passed
While watching the birds sing
From above atop of their trees
Wondering why life couldn't be that simple
For all of us, for you and me
Oh...to live so free within a world with no restraints
To draw on an empty canvas with infinite colored paints
Then some peace of mind
We could easily find
While we take a breath at ease
Then we'd look at what we've done
In creating our own little masterpiece
This is how I meditate
In the black of night
When it's getting late
I dream away to another place
A place where
People speak in melody
Where I don't have to do
What everybody's telling me
Where we sing songs all day long
I know right where this place is found
Where we can fly
Even without wings
As we smell the flowers
That the smiling children bring
We could all live here
If only for five minutes
First draw this place inside your mind
And now picture yourself in it...
Flair
A0092 — rank 190
She’s got more flair for the dramatic
Than Captain Gordon
the fisherman’s got haddock
Or your radio in Timbuktu’s got static…
It’s true
That’s what makes this comedy so tragic
Herein lies both the loss and the magic…
But really, what more is there for one to need?
Nothing! That’s what I learned from Lou Reed
May he rest in peace…
Sometimes it’s not who you know
It’s who knows about you
And then finds out about me
Full of gas price knowledge
and coffee pot wisdoms
It’s not quite the cup of tea
Many make it out to be
When they said it sounded like a song
That a dead man would write
Then said you can take that how you want
Since then I’ve hidden way out of sight
You see?
We’re all broke and in need of fixing
Never had money – that’s not what we’re asking
Glory be to what… to who? To me? To you?
Seems there’s a lot less of that than before
left to bask in…
I know sometimes that less is more
But that’s like knowing
there’s a ground floor with a front door
And choosing to live forever
in the basement or the attic
Fleeting
A0093 — rank 191
Looking back at my reflection
through a dirty window
Looking forward to
better times ahead
Thinking about how life
is just a series of circles
I know it sounds strange
These many things that I've said
My inspiration is fleeting
Like two old friends meeting
On a dark and lonely, cold road
My head is so deep in the sand
I've lost track of time
And all that I am
I see the faces in bars
Have become like moving cars
So blurrily driving by
Tinted windows you can't see inside
Yet we all have our
Buried thoughts and our troubled pasts
Things we've done
and we can't take back
Times when we've failed to reap
Any of the seeds we've sewn
Sure, we worked in the garden
Never to harvest what we've grown
I just drove by
Another forclosure for sale
That for a long time ago
I used to call my home
Talking to ya man-to-man
and face-to-face
Facts are just that...facts...
no regrets, no retracing
I'm not a shmoozer anymore
I can't talk, lie and smile
Until my face get sore
I'm not a boozer anymore
I can't drink in denial
When I say that what I found
Wasn't what I set out searching for
When they'd ring the bell
That meant head towards the door
I used to give them hell
When anyone would tell me
Sorry... we can't serve you anymore
Indigestion
A0108 — rank 192
She was a bender and a molder
A shape shifter always in full control
And I was her good soldier
Playing follow the leader
Believing that I need her
In order to dig a little deeper
Sometimes I hear that mind creeper
You see that she turned me
into a light sleeper…
Gotta keep on or lose your toes
Now I wish I could start over
Without the overdose
That’s coming closer and closer
But that’s just the way it goes
When it comes to being clean and sober
For you see
that authenticity
Has become the exception
To the rulers
As the foolers fake the faith healers
Into sharing their sacred secrets
Long held by the non-revealers
Nowadays people say:
Hey!
Don’t cut in line in front of me
Exclaimation point
Followed by their favorite obscenity
Don’t you know who I am?
Who are you?
I’m next…oh…
Holy Cow! So now…
This veggie man has got a beef at the deli…
Where oh where is Arthur Herbert Fonzarelli
So you can see - just look at me
Besides when I’m live on T.V.
You know I’m afraid of rejection:
I - I - I stutter… why?
There’s no no no reply
So I’m open to suggestions…
Umm….Perhaps it’s just indigestion!
Insist
A0109 — rank 193
I have spied the dawn of a new age
Where all the lies are gone
I have turned onto a new page
Writing of all the wrongs
I have crawled through the filth and waste
Just to try to put a smile on your face
But I just fell down when I couldn’t keep pace
Couldn’t bear the weight of the human race
Please don’t be mad at me for giving in
I tried my best I really did
I been so sad I couldn’t keep it hid
Gotta suck it up and deal with it
I’m just an average Joe, you know
Trying my best to fit in
Now I'm doing everything I can to blend
Just like every other kid
I keep my true feelings hid
No I never been to Disney Land
And I never shook no president’s hand
I rarely shave and got a farmer’s tan
I economically misbehave
By trying to save all that I can
But what haunts me is this sin
That for so long I’ve been living with
I let you fall flat face first for their hired hypnotist
For all we been through we deserve some help…
So I just dialed my lawyer…I couldn’t resist
Now won'tcha hold this rope while I hang myself
I insist...
Jumping Jack
A0111 — rank 194
This is all make believe
My contribution to our race
Is a shrine to myself
And a worn out public face
Why should I bother
telling a story
That paints me as a villain
when I could have glory?
I've been trying to forget
That I gave up on a sure bet
Been having a moment of regret
Got a strange tingle in my head
Just right now
as a matter of fact
My lid did a flip
a mental jumping jack
This is a fairytale
I could go anywhere
I could fly or set sail
I could leave far from here
Wait…this is just a fantasy
That helps to fill my void
When I don't hear the word "daddy"
From a little girl or boy
However, this is not my destiny…
Just one guy’s quest looking for clarity
Am I in it to win it? For love?
Or is all this just to satisfy my vanity?
What I want most is to leave a legacy
Free of enemies; One filled with positive energy
I want people to say…no, shout... good things about me
Even those who once had their doubts about me
They’ll all stand up and vouch for me:
I was wrong about that guy I’ve found
He used to bring everybody down
Boy, he sure turned his life around
Life Line
A0120 — rank 195
I got a hundred dollars
in my pocket
Love in my heart and still
I got my good name
I watched the sun
break through the clouds
And I began to
feel happy again
That's the power
of Mother Nature
Good karma and strength
in one's soul
When all it takes
is one good moment
To remember who you are
And regain your self-control
Sure, the beer in my hand
Helped to lift my spirits high
But it would have brought
out the worst in me
Had my life been based upon
The building of a series of lies
Yet when you search
for eternal truths
The essence of
existence of it all
It's times like these
you know you will rise
When so many
others will fall
Sometimes in the name
of being selfish
You can find
the greatest good
As you understand
your place in this world
You learn things
became as they should
Still air can
define a lifetime
Just as swirling breezes
can become too strong
Sometimes what's needed
is to be thrown a lifeline
And to know it's alright
when everyone tells
you you're wrong
For the morning is wiser
than the evening
As ignorance grows bliss
with the setting sun
Life's lessons often
involve grieving
For both what you have
and haven't done
Me And You
A0124 — rank 196
Corporatists hire hypnotists
To collect all the liars
Who come up with new lyrics
That the public just can’t resist
This runaway rhetoric
Which greases the pliers
That acts as the wrench
To turn the screw
That becomes part of the wall
They keep trying to build
To separate me and you
Once upon a time
Time it was still
And right before that
Life was beautiful
Long before machines
Could kill at will
Soon you and I
Were awakened from our slumber
We became mechanized
And then given a number
I found a cat
Living in a boat
The boat was in a yard
Where it sat all summer
Covered up by a tarp
There’s a skunk
Sleeping beneath the plow
When the cat goes to bed
Then the skunk comes out
That’s what this world is coming to
My back yard’s become a zoo
Imagine the farms are worse than this
When the people don’t even fit
There’s no place left for the animals to live…
Me, Myself And I
A0125 — rank 197
The scenery is changing
The sky is growing bluer
No more loose ends left hanging
You tied the knot
You untied the knot
Now you wish you never knew her
But wait a minute...
This isn't one of those types of songs
You've shared some great times together
And you were oh so happy when she first came along
But then the time came
When it was time for a change
Once your heart began wandering
And your thoughts became strange
Now the only face you see in the mirror
Belongs to you for it is your own
For the first time that you can remember
You woke up cold and all alone
Yet there was sunshine
Pouring in through the window
The morning started off cold
But the weather got better from there
Though it seems like a lifetime ago
The last time you had found yourself here
You fought with and defeated your pride
Soon struck a deal with your ego
Now that your other half has disappeared
You feel that a weight has been lifted
Now you roar like a lion and you can soar like an eagle
The town might be empty and the streets might be clear
Sometimes it seems the whole world has left you
And yet you are not scared
Everyone has retreated back to from whence they came
At least now you finally know everybody by name
You're getting along just fine… Giggling and laughing
And having a good time
Thinking that now your best friends 'til the end
Are me, myself and I
Of course you might reminisce…but you surely don't cry
Melting Snow
A0126 — rank 198
Just hoping you’ll come along
Now that calls for a song
Just thinking of you tonight
Gives me more poetry to write
For words must be my comfort
When you can’t be here by my side
Some nights when lovers sleep alone
They find they are not cold yet deny
But you and I have passed that test
Neither one of us was pressed
from that mold
I sleep well knowing as I rest
I’ve seen that special something
that you’ve showed…
The warmth of your eyes
Could easily melt snow
Just how do you choose allies?
Well, sometimes you just know
Everybody needs a helping hand
Sometimes even two
When I cry you’ll dry my tears
Because that’s what lovers do
I got some money
Maybe I’ll spend it on you
I still got some love left
Hopefully enough to get us through
In this world of disparaging remarks
We all need to hold something true
Whenever you need me I’ll be there
And I know I can count on you
Mister Ed
A0128 — rank 199
Morals are a waste…
As long as you follow orders
And you lack haste
For you there’s no wait
You are now a practicing politician
So long as you can lie
With a smiling face
To your fellow race
And lack any strength
In your convictions
Especially when you help create
Made up facts out of fiction
Like the time you said about Mr. Ed
Nine out of ten women could find a way to resist him
Well he debunked the myth and then he bucked the system
It’s the lawyers who will come next
With the corporate bankers…
I’d like to ring their gold necks
Handing them their asses back
After cashing in their checks
Find Lockheed Martin’s Robert J. Stevens
Fill both his pockets full with rockets
Light them up and watch him take off
Lobbyists for big oil and tobacco road
I’d like to fill their heads with helium
So they’d float away and explode…
There’s so many more
Shall we make a list?
Of those greedy people
Who serve as corporatists?
New Currency
A0130 — rank 200
Atop the ocean floats dead things
Wrapped up all nice in a warm coat of oil
At my feet lies a polluted field
Here where there was once rich soil
Do only us poor souls know
That not much can grow
and thrive in poverty?
Thus I’ve had problems lately
Just providing for
and feeding my family
So much so I’ve been thinking about
Uprooting the whole family tree
I’d sure like to move
I just don’t have the money
Here I stand
looking up at a man
Who holds in his hands
the new currency
He sold away
our dreams for fear
As he says he knows
what’s best for me
But what does fear buy?
It buys control…
And it also buys time
When the elites don’t know:
Just how the people
they will respond
To all the injustice
that’s been going on
Both domestically here
and also abroad
By those who get off
on playing God
Such a tangled web of truth,
deception and lies
Who can’t we trust?
Here are some names to examine:
The Illuminati believe they’re
the only souls of worth
For what they strive for
is both feast and famine
Free Masons want to
rule the world
But I can’t say
I really blame them
Bilderberg wants control
over all the earth
These ruthless lions
no one can tame them
Seems we’re all now paying
for an imperialist past
That our government knows
should have been taxed
To the concerned citizens
of the old regime
Hence this learned dissident
has been a busy little bee
Gathering up information
And trying to unravel the scheme
Ever since this burden
Was passed and placed onto me
I’ve yearned to learn
all about the world’s history
Of the evolution and expansion
Of the total lack of humanity
I think it was Gandhi
who once said famously:
“Western Civilization – it does indeed…
Sound like a good idea to me”
New Planet
A0131 — rank 201
Empty polling places mean
Cracked and shifting political bases…
Confused and unhappy
Looking down at the ground
With a frown faces…
Goin’ around and around all over town
To all these places…
As if they’re up in the air
All plugged in to outer spaceland…
Less than a person
More of a manifestation
Just a series of gestures
And causal relations
Barely branded as human
Of unknown origins or nations
Speaking in non-tongue talking gibberish
Declaring self-righteous
and indignant proclamations
As the minority of the opulent
Pay space taker uppers
and people place holders
To hold signs that state:
‘It’s STILL love if you love to hate’ and
‘Hegemony before survival’
While here on the other side of the line
Is me standing and holding mine that reads:
The majority of the populous
Disagrees and we hereby decree:
We want a world without war
Not a war to end all wars
For if we see world war three
Then our world may fail be…
Oh masters of the universe
To the Wizards of Davos I pray
Won’t you get back inside your limousines
Tell your assistant to have your driver
Take you real, real far away…
The one race you don’t want to win
Is the race to our final demise and destruction
It’s best to give in to the livin’ just to fight again
Than it is to say you won and make a final sign
Saying: WARNING! DANGER! BROKEN!
New planet now under construction
Yeah, we’re all f%&$ed then…
(Note: Lawn Noams sold separately!)
Nine To Five State Of Mind
A0132 — rank 202
I'm never going to be as smart as Noam, baby
I'm never going to be confused with Chomsky, no…
I'm looking to gather up like-minded people
I'm trying to find like-minds, you know…
I'm trying to gather all the like minds
That I can find: as I think it's time…
For us to unite and rally around a reason –
How about my rhymes?
Let’s go from scared safe
To balls-to-the-wall
Go-for-it-all
Hell, screw this system!
That's why I am here…
Nine-to-five
Is a state of mind
that must be resisted………
The result of a wreckage of lies
Oh how the truth becomes twisted…….
As you turn your head to read and hear what was said…..
Oh, by that time has passed – you already missed it………
You missed it…..and I’m sorry
It was only a puddle, it was shallow
Just as the dreams they sold you
They were all were hollow….
Remember there’s still tomorrow….
If you put a value in a moral
Rather than to take money
To end any and all quarrel….
If you speak up loudly
Against something horrible
If you feed the birds
And try not to run over squirrels
Number One
A0134 — rank 203
We were never really sure
Just exactly what his name was
But we knew that he lived right next door
And he’d always try to scam us
But we both knew what to expect
From someone surviving off a government check
A lot of people say hey what the heck
I’m living in the projects
So be it Cal, Carl or Kyle
You still know all the right numbers to dial
And when we see you
You always come with more than just a smile
You may check his pockets
But you forgot about his socks
When he comes a’ knocking
Then the party really rocks
It’s like paying for a friend
Always asking for some money to lend
But I bet he rakes in more than us
For all the errands he’s been sent
A man with more stories that a preacher
Of life’s not fair he is the teacher
He costs about thirty-five cents on the dollar
But you don't get dirty, you just give him a hollar
But I am not trying
To paint his picture in blood
Because he’s ranked number one in the world
When it comes to getting bud
(Note: bud is another name for mary j.)
Of The Daze
A0135 — rank 204
I used to be so incredibly free
What the hell did they do to me?
I used to walk in the woods
And breathe clean air
Now I tried to go back there
But they’re not there
Doesn’t anybody care?
Does anyone dare speak up?
Has anyone had enough?
I say hello to someone on the street
They respond with “Who me?”
Just put their head down and walk on by
So I’m thinking “So sue me”
I should be quiet or they probably will
And I ain’t got no free time to kill
Every day’s a race against the clock
You think it will but it’ll never stop
Beware of the suites
Beware of the ties
Beware of the truth
Beware of the lies
You know what I’ve found
It’s all meant to drag you down
Be careful of the badges
Be careful of the light
Be careful of the daze
Be careful of the night
Not everyone is here to serve and protect
Just getting home safely is a real project
Every path taken is not direct
Living round here what else would you expect?
Perception Shift
A0141 — rank 205
I’ve been beginning to wonder
If really I do care at all?
Or am I too scared to ever try to fly
Because I know that I might fall?
Oh…to have an answer to it all…
Well she just turned her head again
Now I hope she looks the other way
No, I don’t wanna fall in love today
I thought not this time will I be led astray
Have I really lost my deeper devotion
To make anything greater than my art
To speak or say nothing of love…
Oh, what will become of my heart?
Lost, it’s gone, my greatest gift
Since I’m still reliving my past
While stuck here in the future
With this present that’ll never last
Am I strong enough
to do what it takes?
Am I afraid to awake
from a fairytale world?
I’ve been fast asleep
And yet still I hesitate
How much longer will she wait?
I keep telling her she’s my girl
And that we’ve both met before
Someplace that didn’t have a floor
We met there and we danced
In this timeless and spaceless land
We learned the meaning of all meaning
Was ours to be held inside our hand
We yearned for the reason behind reason
Knowing that it was ours to understand
We faced the fact that reality and fantasy
Are whatever you want them to be
Same goes for nightmares and dreams
And everything else in between
Perception shift is an exceptional gift
But to be blind all the time and left tapping a stick
Seeking advice from those who’re nice is a risk
I’d rather not take for it’s too easy to fake
(cough, cough)…Kinda like being sick
Prism
A0144 — rank 206
I feel kinda like a baker
no not a banker
without an oven
I feel like a tester
no not a taster
that's why they make
a baker's dozen
I'm a free-er
not a collector
I'm a see-er
not a speculator
I'm a greeter
not a see you later
Oh how I hate her!
Give ya a false
crocodile smile, alligator!
If you keep your
head in the smog
Please find another
planet to live on
For if your life happens
to be without a goal
Then to me your life
has become worthless
Just another
worn out rubber clog
A shoe that's
lacking a soul
For four walls
without a door
is known as a prison
And a prison
without a window
is no place for me
I have a crystal
just need the light
to form a prism
That'll give me
something pretty
Something shiny
for all to see
Everybody's got something
When they got nothing
A little escape
A little freedom
A little something
To make the time pass
But that time
Eventually catches up to you
Especially when you feel
So distant from those
You're the closest to
For when I saw your eyes
You knew that I knew
There are winners
There sure are sore losers
There are sinners
Then there are the boozers
Some roll pinners
Yeah, that's the users
And finally those who
close their innards
They're the refusers
Red On My Rose
A0149 — rank 207
I’ve been wanting to see you
While waiting to tell you
That things have changed
Since the last time that we last spoke
Me, he who was once
So rich with love
Well, I still have no money
But I’ve never been broke
Nor broken or defeated
That’s why I’ve been
looking forward to us meeting
So I can tell you the news
I want to write a song for you
Have you ever been a muse?
Lately I’ve been tapping my toes
And feeling far less confused
Even though I don’t know
Just how the melody goes
Nor am I sure of the words
They’re still here inside of my soul
Still I’m inspired
to write tonight
Even though I recently
lost my best friend
And now I’m back
with just my pen
Feeling so happy-go-lucky
just to feel love again
For a long time
My heart was closed
Yet you pried it open…
I bet you didn’t even know
For so long I hid it
not to leave it exposed
You’re the one who did it
you put the red back on my rose
At the same time you put
the smile on my face
When I found myself
in such a negative place
Trapped inside a time
When I thought I fell from grace
You made me want to stand up
And rejoin the human race
I’m inspired to write today
About what’s been
on my mind the most
I’ve been wanting to
bring you a flower
For putting the red back on my rose
Splendiferous
A0159 — rank 208
When I make myself shake
I know I’ve hit upon what is splendiferous
Oh I see you in the distant light
And with this…this greaterinsite…
I bow down to what I have deemed to be glorious…
No, I need not bow down to my knees
Nor become a victim to your disease
I let you in to do what you please
Be it show me love or cease my existence
Or whatever you please there would be no resistance
Because I trust in you and your good intentions
My love for you hence needn’t be mentioned
For you know where I stand
Firm with you…your wish is my command
Snap your fingers and I’d be there in an instant
You have my heart but you’ll never have my soul
For you’d never sign your name on the dotted line
To take from me that which is beyond my control
That why I find myself being less
Than half of what is the whole
That’s why I laugh when people say,
“You know…she’s really got ahold
Of your heart and of your mind
You know she could do you great harm
If she ever feels inclined”
Then the time when I’d reply:
You know I’d say, “I do”
Yes, even when I didn’t
I love her ‘til death does part
And ever after and I ain’t kidding
She could use me as bait
Just to go out fishing
She could burn me a hundred times
I’d still be her kindling
You have to believe in something
In this world of crooked institutions
And if she’s my biggest problem
I’d never, ever seek a solution
She could tell me I was a monkey
I’d say, “To hell with evolution!”
If she wanted to pimp my soul
I’d respond, “I’m cool with prostitution”
I reached that point where I love her more than me
If you ever hurt her you could find me in the penitentiary
For snapping your neck like a chicken without even blinking
Give me a life sentence or a term of a century
I’d do the same again so go ahead and try me
Plug in the chair and then hit the juice and fry me
Sometimes life isn’t fair but if she came crying to me
Then you better disappear because she’d never lie to me
So warning beforehand is the best way to portray
That I’d spend my entire life in darkness if it would brighten up her day
But there’s no need to be frightened
So long as you treat her and her boy okay…
Statues In Capsules
A0160 — rank 209
All that’s left to keep you holding on
Is the memory of a loved one’s face
But soon even that’ll be gone
As the humming of the machine
Is growing stronger by the day
And while that face is beginning
To become erased it is you
Who also slowly disappears
All that’s left is the shadow of the displaced,
A sense of trembling and eyes full of tears
Oh…that sound you hear means the machine is here
Since it feeds off of fear it just keeps on eating
And eating and eating
Feeding off of everything
We are, we ever were or we ever thought of being
It will all be swallowed up
All our moral fiber and every goal of achieving
Keeps on chewing up until you got nothing to believe in
Every thought that you’ve been sold
Even the myth you’ve been born into
That has become part of you
And so slowly you’ve become soldered to
Has become a cement base which holds you
As you wait it dictates your fate: it encapsulates you
And soon it creates another human statue
One that looks just like you, in fact it is you…
Your mind’s inclined to say:
It might be time to give it up
When you’re forced to face the face
Admit the fact that every institution is corrupt
Yet you know crime only loans…
It doesn’t really pay
Is what people who think straight say:
After you get in… you gotta get out
Time to take on another nobler trade
Before you wear down or wear out
A lesson in life can be learned
So many different times and ways
But since your sense of pride is fake
Your still let you ego stands in the way
Since your senses have been dulled
As all light has been dimmed
Your face can’t see our fears illuminated
Or that we’ve got to regain power again
Maybe then we’ll all realize
The troubled shape we’re in
Then we’ll say, “To hell with statues
And being trapped in capsules
I only wanna be a man (or woman);
A free human being
Street Level
A0161 — rank 210
The street level sidewalks
At first made him feel vulnerable
and far less superior
But the three hour talks
Were simply so magical
That three years disappeared...
His internal clock
Told him it was time
To either move on
Or else move in
To either give up,
to see it through
Or else to give in
Since that's what
they're used to
When you let everybody else
Face you in the direction in which
They think you should be heading
As if when you wish
you could flick a switch
Just like you would turn
on and off a light
Wouldn't it be easy?
Oh, wouldn't it be nice?
If you could just sit right back
And let other people run your life
When you faced a tough decision
Or when you knew
you had to make a change
Call a time out and put them in
For certain plays in the game
At least there'd be someplace
else to point the blame...
Tasty
A0163 — rank 211
I’m using you as my crutch…..
And it sucks
But it seems to be enough…..
That’s my bluff
I'm using you as my drug...
Gimmie hug
That'll have to be enough...
That's good stuff!
I dug a hole in my soul
Covered my hurt with dirt
When I lost my possessions I gained control
With empty pockets I finally got paid what I was worth
I thought it was something
When it turned out to be nothing, no…
Since they couldn’t collect it
It means they couldn’t tax it, so…
It meant it couldn’t be treasured
Because it couldn’t be sold
Since it wasn’t shiny like silver
It’d never be as precious as gold
So thrown out onto the street
To the dogs goes this piece of meat
They ripped out the heart of me
That was my favorite part of me
Will I ever see it again? We’ll see
"Umm…tasty" was the last words I heard
And with those words the herd dispersed
"Yum yum" was all that they said to me
And here I am...
A broken man
Picking up the pieces
Of what's left of me....
Time And A Half
A0165 — rank 212
I’m tired of real life
And what goes on out there
Lately I’ve been seeing
Lots of red circles and blue squares
As soon as I started working at Lowe’s
I started getting high off oil-based paints
Did you read my last rhyme?
Wrote it in big bright colors and shapes
Perhaps a better life indeed
Can be found right here in aisle three....
Oh sure it may bring you to your knees
But you just found a shiny penny
That lay hidden quietly beneath
Where the last guy didn't sweep
But… at least it's honest
So what if it isn't fair?
A guy's gotta feed himself
He can't leave the pantry bare
Can't leave any empty bellies....
Can't look at any hungry stares....
Gotta set the alarm for 5 o'clock in the morning
Sure love to hit that snooze button…but I don’t dare!
I got boys who want bikes
And girls who need toys
I’d get that look from my wife
If I was ever unemployed….
Sure I might get a check from the state
And shortly after the cold side of the bed
So that snooze button will just have to wait
Another month of Sundays before it’s pressed
So what if time and a half
Gives me blurred double vision
This is much more fun
Then taking my kids fishing….
(actually, it isn’t)
Tones
A0167 — rank 213
Gray, dark and
ominous clouds
Prevent the light
Of the bright blue sky
As well as the sun
From shining down
Sure, that's what's up above
But down here below
I'd still like to know
What's stopping you?
So my head is deep
in contemplation
Trying to find
the root of the source
I'm unsure why
there's such hesitation
Getting your life back
on track at this concourse
As you break down
your eyes tear
You scream,
"I want to take
the easy way out!"
Your nose wrinkles while
you bite your bottom lip
And the skin by and in
the corners of your mouth
I then hear your cries of
"Why do I have
to live in a world
where everything dies?"
Pretty soon come the sighs...
It's your weekly creed
These sighs are well-known
Though through the years
There's an increasingly
deeper tone
Something positive
is what I try to give
When I'm at my best
I feel the most compelled
However lately it seems
I've become
the voice of everyone's
broken dreams
Sometimes I find myself
Damning it all to hell
In a senseless confusion
During a paranoid state
One man's mastery
Over other's illusions
By which he keeps
on tempting fate
Tools Of Fools
A0168 — rank 214
Who wants to remember?
Who wants to forget?
Who wants a revolution?
Who wants to be led?
Who wants to be a leader?
Who still needs a saviour?
Who is willing to do right now
Whatever it is I tell ya?
Who is willing to buy
Whatever it is they're selling ya?
Who is willing to give it the old college try...
Come on and give me a yell now!
I got something new for you
'Cause what we got right now won't do
Everywhere I look this seems to be true
All I see are people being used...
I bet it's happening
right now to you
At the top of the hill
There's some silly fool
Blowing his horn to start the charge
But in the front lines it's your mind
That screams at you as you're alarmed
As you find yourself alone and unarmed
To the admirer of the great empire
Goes seeking the treasures and the spoils
Only because his hands never had to
Go turning over the soil
Of a freshly dug grave
Of a soldier who went to war
Of a life that could have been saved
Had they known what they were fighting for
But what does the fool care
if a mother dies from despair
Because when her child came home
A box of pieces was what was waiting there?
Top Of The Ledge
A0169 — rank 215
I can’t remember the last time
No one knocked at my door
Asking advice on how to find
Something they were looking for
I just looked at them and said
How can I help you?
If I can’t even help myself
But I will guide your search
And for what it’s worth
If for what you dream of
never comes true
I can get you something else
Which will get you through
But every label contains a warning
That not everybody heeds
For sometimes there’s that something
That everybody needs
I have never been afraid to say goodbye
My body is just a way to get me high
I keep one foot on the threshold
I'm always standing by the door
In my never ending my search
To find some (thing) more
I don’t walk a straight line
I tend to drift towards the edge
I never ever seek
The safety of the ground
I always find myself standing
On the top of the ledge
There is no exaggeration in moderation
As denial is a river too wide to cross
The water isn’t that great for tasting
When finding their way many have gotten lost
Trust Worthy
A0171 — rank 216
Who’ll hold the flame?
Who shall carry the torch?
Who’ll be to blame?
For only sitting on the porch?
Who is trust worthy for such a task?
Who’ll bridge the gap?
But the job is so dirty
Who’ll tell us where we’re at?
First find a captain
And then we’ll find him a hat
Even though the boat’s not too sturdy
My guess is that later we’ll have to deal with that
Elation
Devastation
Sinking civilization
Disheartening realization
That eventually disintegration
Without complete integration
So essential is education
Of such fundamental information
Why is everyone on vacation?
Head in clouds like aviation
Cannot save a dying nation
Suffering most is our future generation
Masked men in ties rule by dictation
While young men guard the battle station
Defending dead presidents and ask for identification
Fighting to save the raft from over inflation
Too many enemies you soon realize
Frozen with fright as you’re left paralyzed
That is why I try to make only allies
And walk a straight line - just as the crow flies
Two O’Clock On Sunday Afternoon
A0172 — rank 217
Have you ever felt like
You were trapped in time?
Or living in a book
Whose pages never turn?
Not really living
Not really dying
You say you’re still studying
So what have you learned?
You try to live your life
As if love was tangible
That helps make your day
A little more manageable
Especially when times are tough
And becoming harder to handle
When passion burns your flame
You let love become the candle
Yet you are the closest to those
Who are the farthest away
When asked about your life
Then that’s your sentence
It’s the first thing you’d say
All those who come too close
Are bound to get pushed away
There’s a support group for those
Left hurt or wounded by you
That secretly meets once a week
It’s a fun place to go
Just to see who you know
Though it’s always the same story
No matter who speaks
I’ll give you the address
So come by and say hi and hello
Sit down and have a healthy cry
And a free hot cup of joe
If you’re ever free
With nothing to do
At two o’clock on Sunday afternoon
Unencumbered
A0175 — rank 218
You show me a hero
and I'll show you a dead guy
Hand me a bow and arrow
and I'll hit you a bull's eye
Drop a piano out the window
and watch the poor people
run for their pathetic little lives
Get grandma to drink the Draino
and you can buy
whatever you want to buy…
I'll be your alibi
When you look at me
and think to yourself
that I should act my age...
I look back at you
and wonder who
ever let you out of your cage?
And when all seven seas get rough
The ship’s taking on water fast
When the times get tough
Feel like your next breath
could be your last
When you’ve had enough
Forget your future
and to hell with your past
Feeling like you’re handcuffed
Chained and anchored
To the top of the mast
Since you stopped swimming
You've barely been able to tread water
Forget losing or winning
You're getting that sinking feeling
That you're washed up cannon fodder
Thinking there’s no place for me
Except for off the grid
For it shall be there
Where I'll choose to live
I shall dwell in a cave
As I barter and trade
I’ll keep to myself
And the few close
Friends I’ve made
Who says you need electricity?
Certainly nobody not from
the last past century and a half
Has ever said words like that to me
No great explorer or warrior,
high priest or king
Ever became encumbered
by the lack of such a thing
I’m a man who just needs a hug
For I’m a man who stands alone
Inside a hole which someone dug
And into which I was thrown
Lately punching the clock
Is like getting slapped in the face
Slowly wasting away the day today
Feeling ashamed and disgraced
But the fog is fading…
Clouds are burning
up in the haze
What’s left is being
blown far away
Today just may end up
being a good day...
So maybe tonight…
if the air feels right…
Together we’ll take a ride…
Up to the hillside…
And go stargazing
They say what you can see
Besides your destiny
All at once is both very crazy
and truly amaziing...
Unshore
A0176 — rank 219
I walk the beach this summer’s day
I can feel the sun but it’s so out of reach
Do I want her… is she the one?
Questions asked while walking up and down the shore
Do I wait or has our time past?
Am I treading water in a motionless state?
Is she more mother or daughter?
Are those same eyes I know
The same as I saw before
For she left me here and I’m so low (solo)
She’s probably home sitting there without a care
The oceans blue, but not alone
We share this song that I now share with you
Are her castle walls just made of sand?
Is the rising tide ahead our down fall
Is there something she’s trying to hide?
Would I even recognize the truth from lies?
I still am trying to understand
Why she didn’t call and still has yet to show
So I walk the beach with an empty hand
I’m unsure, still have such a long way to go
But now I’ve lost all hope
So what else can I do
Except pour my gin
And smoke a cigarette or two
So it comes to no surprise
Smoke gets in my eyes
And then I begin to cry
Okay so I told a lie
It wasn’t the smoke at all
The reason my tears did fall
For down below it all
Its because she didn’t show; she didn’t call
She made me feel so low (solo)
she made me feel so small
That I begin to ball
I’m going back to bed
To rest my weary head
Id rather do that instead
So just forget all I’ve said
Though my story’s been revealed
Could no longer be concealed
It seems emotions never heal
My eyes still red
There my story’s now been told
My pain is yours, the shores, not just my own
See my hearts as black as coal
Hidden down deep within my soul
My sorrow is now one with the deep blue sea
Tomorrow maybe I can set myself free
By becoming a sailor deep at sea
Who has forgotten this - his history
I’d rather be alone than here remain
Rather face the sun or storm clouds of rain
For when I think of land I think of pain
Of something lost and nothing gained
Visions
A0177 — rank 220
Am I setting myself
up for a letdown?
Will the next season
I see be fall?
Will I smile for a moment
only to frown once again?
Putting it all on the line
just to lose it all?
For every love letter
I've ever gotten or sent
Was just one more heart
that's gonna have to mend
Women I’ve met...
the list is a mile long
Heartbreak I’ve suffered ...
sometimes makes it
hard to go on
What do I get
after she's gone?
A pile of regret
A poem? A song?
With every new face
and each new passing soul
Time wasted comes alive
and I feel I’m getting old
And what I’ve learned
is that some things
are out of your control
Will this time I rise above
or sink deeper into my hole?
If you live in a cave...
you’ll never see daylight
If you never get up on stage...
you’ll never have stage fright
If you never do it wrong...
you’ll never know
when you’re doing it right
The only thing
I have to believe in...
is what I saw tonight
My past tells me now
this is as good as it gets
I can change my ways
though I have no regrets
We’ve entered a new year
so place your bets...
Can I erase my memories
Of some of these things
I think I'd like to forget?
By the waving of my pen you shall forever live on
Though everyone’ll know about the rose in your bong
No matter what they think or say you’ll just have to go on
Either with or without this poet named Brian
Be it by your culture or your ways I am so intrigued
Your words are my food and I am ready to feed
Perhaps you came along when I was in need
Maybe you are my Jesus and I need to believe
But don’t let the weight of my world fall upon your shoulders
I’ve simply learned to seek what I want as I’ve gotten older
In this world of shapes and curves I seek to be the molder
With global warming maybe life won’t get any colder
All you need is love – I just stole the Beatles’ banner
In this earth full of impulses one must learn to be a planner
With only one line left it is time to ask you out to dinner
Bob Dylan’s not the only one who’s seen visions of Johanna
Wedding Bells
A0179 — rank 221
There's no choice left
but to stand and face the music
This path you chose to take
You didn't have to choose it
You took your shot
You gave it a go
When you had
nothing left to lose
No matter which
direction you face
The water level's
rising higher
Now you're wading
up to your waist
Perhaps these rain clouds
are beginning to break
But who knows
how long that'll take
You've been hiding here
in the shadows for so long
That you can no longer write
the words to any other song
The CD is stuck on skip
And it's been
such a long, hard trip
Seems you can't swim
Or run from your past
No, no one's ever swam
Or run that fast
As you watch her dance
You begin to feel it again
Will you ever feel better
Well only time will tell...
But you know
you'll probably
never be the same
Until ringing in your ears
you hear the sounds
of those wedding bells...
It's just the same old feeling
It comes and it goes
Will it ever disappear?
Nobody really knows
But it's back again
A pain you know all too well
As again you're suffering through
This age old hell...
Well, Well, Well
A0180 — rank 222
Well there’s…
So many things I’d like to change
The world and its ways all be rearranged
Too busy pointing fingers
Who will pay?
Who’s to blame?
All the while the problem lingers
And things still stay the same
Well it’s…
Been a long time
Since we truly had something to believe in
It seems we’re all riding on the edge
Daring anyone who blinks
To just give us a reason
Well you…
Can’t make money off the poor
So just kick 'em out the door
Wipe off the greed that’s sweating out your pores
For all of our eyes just make sure
You cover all their lesions
Caring only for yourself and nothing more
Knowing full well what’s in store
Doing whatever is pleasing
What I call Mother Nature
You call whore
We don’t own the world
Were only leasing
Ha ha ha - funny.....funny how?
Not like Jackie Gleason
Fare well…
You’ll never get to see another morning
Regretfully, you did not heed to any warning
With your me…Not I’s
You closed your eyes
While our world was burning
Well now…
You’re unable to rise
Chastised and despised
You can’t open your eyes
Praying there’s no god
And you know why
No one’s mourning
FEEDING TIME
A0194 — rank 223
Pens, pencils and paper
And lots of it…
Yeah, ‘cause I’m
gonna need it
I got a musical monster
Living in me…
And it’s time
for feeding
Might I suggest
you all stand
Behind the dotted line
It can get a little
messy around here
Right about this time
Gnashing and gnawing
Creeping and crawling
Hungry and growling
Not listening
is not allowed
Less you don’t
mind dying
And forever being
branded a coward
So you know
you must travel onward
Capturing the magic
of all the music
That is held
within this realm
Keep on feeding
the beast
You’ve grown
to know so well
Until it’s time
for his release
Hold on tightly
to the keys
of his cell
For surely he
has got more
notes to play
And still more
stories to tell
HAPPY ACCIDENT
A0196 — rank 224
No, ants and bees
Don’t get to do
as they please
So why do I think
Things should be
different for me?
Just a mindless drone
Born with my role
in the colony
Religion is the tool
by which politicians make
and then break the rules
Much like how
Britain writes the scripts
America provides the actors
Welcome to the s^it
Sure, there are other factors
As parasites separate
from the source
That is when they can lead
the mainstream off-course
My best defense is that
my mom was a secondhand
knicker-wearing tramp
Daddy a well-endowed,
bow-legged philosopher
And a philanthropist
I’d never say
I was a mistake...
I prefer that
I was a happy accident
Since mamma never rolled
me and the car into the lake
Though she once told Bob Ross
that she had a little room to rent
Trade in you framed
pictures for life experience
Survive to revive and then thrive
by being non-grudgemental
Become your own greatest
Motivational speaker
Be in it to own it and love it
because this life ain't a rental
LITTLE DITTIES
A0202 — rank 225
If I could just learn to play
this here damn guitar
I'd get up on the stage
and they'd see
I was a bright
and shining star
And if only one day
I could learn to sing
They'd play my songs
on the radio and
They'd pay me royalties
like I was a king
You see I'm a dancing man
deep down in my soul
And you know it's all because
of my love of rock n' roll
I'd do a little ditty
and a there we go
Gather up, gather round
all the friends I know
And then go
and gather strangers
I'm talking 'bout
the strangest of the strange
We'd all have
a good time together
Betcha you wouldn't
hear very many complaints
LOST LOVE
A0203 — rank 226
The only feelings I conceal
That what deep down is not real
Is when it comes to breaking hearts
I serve deception and untrue love in equal parts
It seems that the nature of women
Is that emotion rules all
The reason they rise
The reason they fall
I know I should have told her the truth
And then maybe run away
Because no matter when she knows
She’ll still cry anyway…
For there's a fine line between... Life and death
Noise and silence
Thoughts and breath
Benevolence and violence
There's a fine line between... Peace and war
Fortune and fate
Me and you
Love and hate
There's a fine line between... I love you
You're just okay
We are through
Now go away, go away
All her fears have begun to mix with tears
As thoughts of me act as flashing pictures in her memory
As she says:
“How someone so dear to me drive me to the break of insanity?”
“I’ve always worn my heart upon my shoulder
But ever since I’ve been old enough to love
The winds of the world keep blowing colder
Every day something else loses my trust”
And today I found out the truth… But I lost my love…
PESTS
A0206 — rank 227
Do not be afraid… Fly on the wall
Tell me what do the six sides of your eyes see?
As you sit and lay your eggs on and feed
Off all the shit that’s been hurled at me?
Do not be afraid… Buzzing bee on my screen
Wait a second and I’ll let you fly away
I know you sting but so what if I get stung
I’d do the same thing again and say it’s okay
Do not be afraid… Mosquito on my arm
Suck my blood until you’ve had your fill
Because feeling like I do today
I’d rather itch and scratch than slap and kill
Do not be afraid… Spider on the floor
I know of all the good things that you can do
I’m the one man who just can’t understand
Why everyone’s always been so afraid of you
Do not be afraid… Termite on my ledge
Thank so much for not leaving me alone
You’re welcome to eat all of my house
Since it no longer feels like my home
Do not be afraid… Tiny flea on my bed
I’m content to lie beside you instead
Of letting anyone else into this room
And let their negative thoughts creep into my head
And I’m afraid…
It’s because of those pests from my own kingdom,
Phylum, class, order and race that originally
Got me into this mess there in the opening verse
Of the very last line in the first place
TRUST YOUR WHISKERS
A0214 — rank 228
She left for work
Without saying goodbye
Just shook her head
and rolled her eyes
I'm not sure
what I did to her
Because when you're
hung over such as I
Your morning is a blur
My little black cat
jumped on my bed
He looked at me
and this is what he said...
He said:
"I've got to get out
of this house... Get up
and open the door
and let me out!"
Just because my life
didn't go as planned
Doesn't mean that my fate
isn't in my own two hands
So what if Miley Cyrus
never sang my song
And Cheech and Chong
never hit my bong
Maybe it's good Paris Hilton
never touched my willie
And that Cris Crocker
never called me silly
Or that David Letterman
never had me as a guest
And Fred never sent me
a friend request
Sure, I wrote to
Ray Charles once
But I bet he never
read my letter
When I met Jim Morrison
in a dream
He told me in actuality
that the East was better
That's when I said:
"Trust your whiskers...
Have some faith
in your inner cat"
Why do you think
they got eight more
lives than you?
Because they know
what it is,
what it does
and where it's at
TWO FACED
A0215 — rank 229
Abe Lincoln once said,
"If I were two-faced would
I wear this one?"
He might've been
an ugly guy
but hey, at least
he got stuff done
And hopefully you'll say
the same about me
When it's my turn to be
up on that balcony...
Then dress me in
a three-piece suit
After my date with the
great, great grandson
of John Wilkes Booth
I don't know the
statistics or logistics
But surely when a
bullet ends all rebuttal
It hurts more than just
the guy on the floor
Seems to me that
we're all in trouble...
How many severed heads?
How many snapped necks?
How many people lay dead?
With a bullet lodged
in their cerebral cortex?
How many great leaders
Have been erased
before their time?
I wonder what this world
would be like
If it wasn't for such crimes?
POETIC WAX
A0218 — rank 230
Ideological trappings by mastery of the means
Hiding the islands now approaching the size and scale of the sea
With candle wax in their eyes
They rose like trout
The gladiators of the quill
All fell ill
As with closed-mouth zeal
They discovered the dormant genius
By way of the slippery verbiage
Of another
A smug bumbler
My most ablest aide
No provincial bumpkin
But a born crusader
Unveiled in this convoluted saga
In which autodidacts
Squeeze tightly over their reigns
While fletching ladies promenade
By way of the contracted receptacles of bigotry Flout the odious past the drunken sage
Living room forums were held on principle grounds Conscripts hid in the sand
Those subtle rascals all went underground History can be murdered by the moral majority
Or by just an army of one if it is extemporaneously allowed…
As they say if the peg hole fits then place in it the proper dowel
So smoothly did they lay on the flattery as if with a trowel
It was an assault from the inside
Within one’s own direct complicity
Sinister plotters now return to their labyrinth of fancy layers
Since crime, once exposed, has no refuge except in audacity
The destruction was mutual
In this phased out withdrawal
Offering protection from contagion
But hey… may God bless us all!
SHIMMERING
A0230 — rank 231
by tom jensen
I think I just saw the look
The one that I've been waiting for
The one that once just shimmered
Every now and again
Suddenly has a shine much more
brighter than before
Seems that there maybe a reason
Why the Earth turns as it does
In a world full of changing seasons
Tis' this our time for love?
So beautiful an experience
That I have just felt
My eyes are watering
But it's my heart that now melts
Last night you would not find me sleeping
Even though I certainly was dreaming
It looks like I have just found somebody worth keeping
For I've learned from mistakes
That I've made in the past
Before I'd fall asleep
Could this be the time when
something great will last?
When I was young I learned to walk
Only later did I learn how to crawl
When I was younger I learned to stand
Only later did I learn how to fall
Yes, I finally put a name to a face
And such a beautiful face it was
I've finally had an intelligent conversation
That not many lately have risen above
I have finally found a voice worth talking to
I've finally found someone worth walking with
I usually settle for my second choice just to make due
Yet this time I was interested without faking it
Her mystery is in her illusion
As her sanity has become my confusion
Is she really all that she seems?
Or in reality is she a collection
Some kind of reverse projection
of all my shattered dreams
Eyes of passion and without loneliness
A heart of gold that fights off bitterness
With such deep thoughts I have mixed emotions
Have I really found love and total devotion?
For once I saw the light but it was so bright
That I ran away
That was a long time ago
Many years have passed
So many times I look back
And wished I hadn't strayed
Now tears again they sting my eyes
Sitting here hoping it's not a lie
That people can change
And that all great books can turn their page
ANOTHER SONG
A0234 — rank 232
When I’m with you…
I never want to say goodbye
To a face so beautiful, that the angels sigh I think of you… in thoughts so kind
I painted your picture, hang it in my mind
An artist with an inspiration
Attempting to portray what is true
Michael Angelo couldn’t paint a picture
Beautiful enough to match what my eyes see
When they are looking at you
Or what my heart feels
Whenever I’m thinking of you
Oh whenever I’m with ya
My mind paints your picture
During the last second I see you
You do what no one else can do
To a man that paints pictures with words
The fact that I traded my paper and pen
I guess it may seem quite absurd
That I’ve given up my pen
For oil and canvass again
The day I looked into your blue eyes
The love I felt was such a surprise
I would always remember your face
The last second that I saw you
As I’d become the greatest artist in the world Every time that I would draw you
I used to write my words of love
Believing I would never cease until my death
I used to find myself sleeping
With only paper and pen
As I’d awake with anxious breath
But I just found an old poem
That I once wrote for you
I’ll add it with the rest
To the top of the pile
Of dreams that never came true
When you told me you were leaving
I somehow found the strength
To write once again
Convinced myself that I was happy Just to have you as my friend
But captured here in rhyme
Your memory still it lives on
As I now remember you
Long after you have gone
With or without you
I will have to be strong
Since it was not meant to be
Then this will just be a song
POLITICIAN BLUES
A0254 — rank 233
Someday I’ll be famous
And everyone’ll know my name
(Of course I’ll probably change it first)
Someday I’ll be a star with all this fortune and fame (I probably won’t like it much though)
It all starts now and it all starts here
I sing real loud, the message is clear
Be yourself, do what you have to do
Life is tough
But somehow I know you’ll make it through
Even if you don’t like me this still applies to you
There’s a new path unpaved so it’s up to you
We’ve been taught to follow the leader - you do it too
It can’t be that way anymore
Time for us to settle the score
Start pushing the old values aside
No more can we run and hide
The government that rules us
Practically everyone is a liar
Word’s catching on and on
And now it’s spreading like a fire
They’ve talked enough nothing more they can say Just follow me and I’ll show you the way
Going to Washington D.C.
Time to meet the true enemy
But beware
For their twisting tongues will tell you it’s me Don’t listen to them if you want to be free
Join us - every color and race
Speed up! - We’ve got to quicken the pace
Million man march - huh - multiply that by ten
History, we’re going through it again
Do it for the homeless you meet Do it for the children on the street
Think about the hungry, the ill, and the sick We’ll dismantle the system brick by brick
SONG FOR MEDIOCRITY
A0258 — rank 234
What is the single greatest hypocrisy?
We are lacking a song sung
In the name of mediocrity
So now we’re all blessed
Since I guessed it was up to me
To pen something
For over ninety-percent of humanity
Perhaps true happiness is just a dream?
Being great just might not be as great
As it might seem
Especially if you’re still unable to unravel the fable And the moral of the story
Wasting your words on your former days of glory
Since all the tales that you have told
Are all recycled and old
And a preacher who isn’t following
Is the same as eating without swallowing
Never ever forgetting history
And yet still forever regretting yesterday
So far unable to just let things be
Wondering why things went this way?
When you should have been trying
To unlock the mystery
But you still begin most of your days
By screaming out, “Fu@#ing ‘A’”
Sometimes you close your eyes
Hoping it would all go away
Since the power’s in the mind
It works both ways:
Either find your way home in the darkness Or else be easily led astray
It takes a strong hand to turn the page And write an all-new chapter
For you can always pick something else
If you can’t capture what you’ve been after
Yes, I guess it took awhile
Before I knew I’d never do what I wanted to do
When I looked at someone who was average
And thought to myself that, “I am just like you”
Someone says, “Power to the people”
But I just can’t find the strength today
It’s so hard to think about tomorrow
When you’re still trapped in yesterday
When will this clouded curtain lift?
When will these winds begin to shift?
TWO OF A KIND
A0259 — rank 235
We’ve been best friends for years
We’ve said all we can say
Figured we’d be at each other’s side
When it came down to judgment day
We’ve had mud on our feet
And dirt in our eyes
But we’ve never been once
Ever taken by surprise
Both one in the same
Even our circle of friends
Though neither places blame
When it comes down to the end
We know the search is never easy
As you find the bottom of your drink
Though when your soul feels uneasy
Sometimes it makes you think
Would we be better…
If we never had been brothers?
Would our worlds be different…
Had we never met each other?
When in need of advice
Each other we seek
Yet the same Hell lives on
Each week to week
Brand new day…
Same old story
We keep seeing ourselves
But the scenery’s getting boring
One hand washes the other
But the same saying goes when you play in dirt
When all is said and done you’re still my brother
Even though we keep getting hurt
A cheer full of beer
The same slap of the hand
But the older I get
The more that I understand
POSTCARD
A0400 — rank 236
Unfadable...
Is what your memory...
Has become to me
Traceable...
It's so easy to see...
How these things came to be
I got a postcard from you
A day before yesterday
"Sorry for my silence"
Was all that it said
"I need some peace of mind,
Some time for my head"
No greetings, no farewells:
Only these words I just read
I felt so helpless
And so utterly alone
You seemed so distant
So I picked up the phone
And I fell asleep to beeping
Alas, you were not home
Empty thoughts began seeping
Sogging this mind unable to roam
Irreplaceable...
To find one of a kind in heart,
Soul and mind is beyond valuable
Indispensable...
Webster put your picture symbolically
Next to this word in his dictionary
I just opened up a letter
That I received and read today
It seems you were feeling better
And beginning to find your way
Our friend Mother Earth
Biggest blessing in the world
Yes, she can help you to steer the course
Let her navigate she's your best resource
When you feel lost or your paths
Become crossed she'll set you straight...
Oh gee...it made me happy today
Just to see your smiling face
Seems you finally got to see the sunshine
After so many cloudy days and shades of gray
So heartwarming was our embrace
No, nothing could pull us away
Unerasable...
Were your words that I would read...
The priceless advice I would need
Unavoidable...
That you and I would become one
And then soon become we
OASIS
A0401 — rank 237
Can you feel a dark entity...
Clutching hold of your sanity...
All in the name of vanity...
Creating such a calamity...
Within you and all of your family...
And all the things you love
Chasing the mirage of an oasis
A paradise you still believe is real
Yet those of us who wear our real faces
Acknowledge that some wounds are slow to heal
Yet dying is not healing
With so much life left to live
Hiding all the pain you're feeling
Holding on to what you know you should give
Let it out!
Find your release
Unlock the door
To your inner peace
Cage the beast
That has been released
Put him back in his place
And you shall find the smile
That has been lost from your face
Once in a while we let the monster run free Once in a while we repeat a doomed history
.Once in a while the skeleton gains flesh Once in a while our past and our future will mesh... Into one
What you have created is now seeking revenge
You cannot hide, you cannot run
It knows what you're planning
And every thought you're thinking
You may have a head start
But the clock has begun
There's no escape not even in sleep
You left the cage door unlocked
And out it quietly creeps
Waiting for you in your weakness
And in the loneliness of your mind
Slowly closing your eyes
Slowly making you blind
Slowly stripping your senses
Until you have lost them all
Leading you upon a treacherous trail
Hoping you will fall
And you will surely fall
If you allow the monster to lead the way
"But at least she was thin and pretty"
That and a year is all your gravestone will say
The only excuse left to hide under is that of weakness
For ignorance is no longer a card to be played
A world full of love is what you hold upon your fingertips
If only you find the courage to unmake what you have made
ALL BOTTLED UP
A0408 — rank 238
It’s all bottled up
All this love, all this pain
All of these emotions which make me man
But I think it sucks
When you think the road runs straight but it’s a dead end
When you feel like you do yet you can’t understand
Would I change it all?
Knowing I would either always stand or always fall
I’m not sure, forever in truth or always lying
To begin living or end by dying
Want to roll over and play dead
Got to fight on and I’ll sure die trying
What’s the point of living?
If you’ve never needed or never given?
An existence found on the edge of all alone
Skip, skip, skip, you’ve thrown your stone
You’ve built your house but do you call it a home?
I am not to blame
For the sad state of this affair
I am not one to hide in my room
Pretending there’s nothing else out there
I am trying to find a reason to wake up in the morning
But I’d be lying to the point of treason if I said
I’ve taken heed to each and every warning
Waiting for the other shoe
To drop to the floor
I've given up trying to make sense
Of anything any more
A black hand
Shadows the land
But this in not
How it was planned
Yet evil has no defining face
Can hide in leather
Can hide in lace
Always present
Though can fade away
That which may pass through tomorrow
Suddenly is here today
It feels like Friday night
But it’s only a Thursday
All it takes is something unplanned
To turn your best day into your worst day
Another cold wet morning
Passed troubles come finding you again
The world so fast is turning
That you go looking for long lost friends
I’ve been wasting time like I’m gonna live forever
But they say what is here today is gone tomorrow
If I’m a shepherd then it is time to lead the way
And if I’m a sheep I’ll have to choose just whom to follow
All of a sudden the world has grown colder
When there’s someone behind you
You find yourself looking over your shoulder
They say there’s a Heaven but this sure ain’t it
I keep on saying we can’t live like this
So I’m just trying to find a place where I fit
I’d rather be an outcast, be a misfit
Then the king reigning over the land of sh*t
Yesterday is history
Tomorrow is a mystery
By the time you realize the present
It has already passed
We cannot catch
What moves so fast
ALL I GOT
A0409 — rank 239
When General Tom said:
"The dream was gone...
the battle lost --
the gig was up"
I became withdrawn
with too lost of a cause
you know I felt
like giving up
I tried to guide the blind
in the dark
But I was a lamb
leading the lame
Though sometimes I'd see
the whites of their eyes
But those eyes had no spark...
little light...
and even less flame...
No, they wouldn't listen
for the deaf couldn't see
On myself is where I place the blame
for all this misery inside of me
Since there's
just more competition
Yet our race
remains the same
I see the contrast
now grows stark
As a fleeting
once glowing ember
Was now left
flickering in the rain
If I'm a shepherd
then it is time
to lead the way
And if I'm a sheep
I'll have to choose
just whom to follow
Yeah, I've been wasting time
like I'm gonna live forever
Though they say
what is here today
it is gone tomorrow
Just as children build
a sand castle
Only to watch it
wash away
Excited faces
try to defeat the tide
So they return
the very next day
The waves of the ocean
only speak
What grown-ups
could never understand
For only us adults know
That walls of sand
could never withstand
The ocean's crashing waves
Sometimes a castle
Just can't be saved...
So what if yesterday
is history?
Tomorrow is still
a mystery
By the time we
realize the present
It has already passed
We can never catch
That which moves so fast
So I now plan my future
Try to forget my past
And when the stakes are high
I pick and choose my spots
But this is no lie:
I give it all I got...
I give it all I got
DAY OF ALL DAYS
A0412 — rank 240 — formerly: ANY GIVEN DAY
The prophets said this day was coming
A prelude to the end of days
The unthinkable just entered your mind
World Trade Center's been set ablaze
We wonder how'd this happen and why?
After air control towers lost all contact
The sun's not the only sight in the sky
The devil's signed a new contract
True terror hides beneath lies
It's not hidden in a particular place
Today is your day to say goodbye
Regardless of your religion or your race
What strikes in a second
Impacts more than just one life
Leaving weeping children
A disbelieving crying wife
Of course heroes are found
And likewise evil is blamed
Two buildings fall to the ground
A covert hatred no longer tamed
Yet words filled with scorn
Still fail to articulate
As our rose finds its thorn
Unfortunately too late
An eye for an eye is written in red
Many wave banners of hate
And even though people still hurt
It is said we must retaliate
Somewhere, someone must pay
Without a doubt the highest of price
Maybe then we'll feel better we pray
A tooth for a tooth, a life for a life
For the terrorists certainly know what's in store
The mothers of the enemy must suffer as well
For no one wins when you go to war
Bibles get burned when your earth is hell
So sad this is what it takes
For a great nation to finally unite
For everybody to wave our flag
For everybody to lose some sleep tonight
And yet small acts of hatred
Pass before each others eyes on any given day
But everyone just keeps on walking
Pretending it's not an obstacle in their way
It is true that perfection is never truly attainable
But is this way of life really sustainable
It was all bound to come crashing down one day But no one ever figured they'd live to see the day
BLOTCHES
A0417 — rank 241
I return to my most
Favorite familiar place
The empty canvas
Of a fresh new page
This clean and blank slate
As I can write happy things
Oh joy!
Hiding from where you
Can’t see my face
Oh boy!
Because if you could
Then you would
See my paper fill
With blotched ink stains
Left from when
The ink of my pen
Mixed with tears that ran
Down upon my face
From when I failed to abstain
From crying in fear most often
While most people are
Deathly afraid of dying
I’m scared of living
While not being given
A chance to make a mistake
And then proceed to learn from it
A chance to turn my words into deeds
A chance to be there and care
For you and all of your needs
Not to have you say from afar
I’ve gained your trust and love
I want the chance to really earn it
BOTTLE CAP SNIFFER
A0418 — rank 242
She’s a bottle cap sniffer
A two-beer queer
She had three
I turned around
And she wasn’t there
You know what happened next
After she had four
I let go of her hand
And she fell on the floor
I held her in my hands
For two happy hours
Finally her eyes opened up
Just like the pedals of a flower
Tell me, what more love could you give
When you barely even know her
Tell me what kind of man are you?
Well you certainly just showed her
And if you had come from down that road
Then you would never, ever close your arms
For if there’s anyone who’d ever know
Just how much that stuff can do you harm
Mistakes are inescapable
There are some things that anyone can do
For even Mother Theresa is capable
Of doing the same thing, too
Even saints still make mistakes
Come and meet the human race
Unsurpassed so far
But we’re all losing faith
It’s time to raise the bar
But just how long will we have to wait?
BUT HIM
A0420 — rank 243
I happened to read it
Luckily, no one else would care
And though it was quickly deleted
Still the thought got out there:
I’m so glad not be a celebrity
It would be way too easy
To dig up dirt on me
Gee, now let me see…
I could make a list:
One, two, three, four
That’s just starting with the girls
Who I’ve had who were whores
Five, six, seven, eight
That’s how many times
I got caught jerkin’ off
Yah see that even before
I came across Chomsky
I used to Mass. debate
Nine, ten, eleven, twelve
There’s beers in a pack
That’s half of a rack
Go ahead and drink that
And your back teeth’ll float
And you’re wet brain’ll swell
Thirteen, fourteen, fifteen, sixteen
Well that’s old enough for love
In all but six states
But if you’re where I’m from
Then still you gotta wait!
Seventeen, eighteen, nineteen, twenty
That’s those who once loved me
And have since left me
Let’s see…
Two are quite hefty
One turned me into a lefty
Three tried to sue me
Another claimed she
never knew me
Her brother tried to killed me
Yet her sister consoled me
While her mother gave us
Both a scolding about
Having and holding
Her father wanted to kill me
But then he just billed me
For the family therapy…
Oh gee…where the hell was I?
Another one refused to see me
Funny, she was the one
who beat me!
Now that’s something
That you don’t normally see
Imagine ME calling the police…
And where were you?
Doing all the things
That a good girl is supposed to do
And that’s why I love you
And I’m never gonna
Put nothing ever above you…
CANDY STORE
A0421 — rank 244
My love has just turned twenty-four
Yet I still see a child when I look within her eyes
A little kid at the candy store running wild
For I’ve found that she’s not yet grounded
I’m a little sorry for the way that sounded
Let’s just go back to what I was saying before…
My little sweet girl who used to be twenty-three
Well, you see she’s becoming the world to me
She just walked in through my bedroom door
Sometime around just before quarter to four
She knows I know that she never does it on purpose
But I admit that sometimes it makes me nervous
Sometimes I just wanna
Hang it back up on the shelf
And leave it alone on the street
I know that she’ll meet someone else
I usually hang up on hang-ups,
Has-beens and cheaters
But I was sitting on the heater
And then she tossed me a change up
By the way…. I found out who
You’ve been writing to?
We all got things that we got to do…
So goodbye…. we’re through
Save some change
to summon the paramedics
When there’s a diabetic
inside the candy store
Just another lost soul
Still searching for something more
Yet I’m still not quite sure
Whether or not that refers to me or to her
CATS AND COWS
A0422 — rank 245
I keep awaking to the sunrise
Without an ill-conceived thought
Towards the day ahead
I can scarcely even open up my eyes
Before I want to stay in bed
It’s another day full of misery
For someone somewhere
The front page of the news
On the television or else a story on the radio
Sometimes it makes me doubt
If there is really someone up there
But I guess I’ll have to wait
‘Cause there’s only one way to really know
Where can I go to get away?
Someplace that I hope isn’t too far
What will I have to pay?
To hitch a ride on that shooting star
To be someplace where my senses are keen
Where all my thoughts are clean
And where not everybody knows
Of all the indifference we’ve seen
I need a change of scenery
Maybe I’ll go out and find some greenery
Of course only if the law allows
There might not be any left any how
Perhaps we’re better off
When we we’re worshipping cats and cows
It seems like now we’ve somehow turned ourselves
Into a den of serpents and a pen of sows
CERTAINLY UNCERTAIN
A0423 — rank 246
I change the world
One person at a time
It’s just the way I do things
But it seems its working fine
I never let down
A friend in need
For everyone’s entitled
To be done a good deed
And all that you do
It all gets added up to
Either the evils of men
Or their code of virtue
So never stare directly
Into a pair of lying eyes
When what they look at they trust
While what you look at you despise
Keep your head above the water
Stay afloat among the waves
Be careful of the sharks
And just know that hard work pays
For you can never tell
When there’s a storm out at sea
No way to see your future
And what’s gonna be
So have faith in us
And what your sisters and brothers see
Stand tall with your companions
In the land of good deeds
We can never tell when
But soon the captain will board
It’s so certainly uncertain
So you’ll just have to take our word
CHANGING A TIRE
A0424 — rank 247
Your faith may be shaking
Could it be the choices you’re making?
For sometimes you must look afar
And stare up at towards the stars
For only the man in the moon knows who you truly are
I am myself
For better and worse
I have yet to seek the fate of somebody else
Okay maybe once but it was only because I hurt
My love belonged to someone who wasn’t me
But in the end things are as they should be
I’ve found that only if you believe
Can you plant your seed?
Forget all past misery and some future greed
Have faith in the people who matter
And always remember that no one matters more than you
As the curtain falls down we just do what we do
I am not here to flatter
For I have no time for that unless infinity appears
You may know what you need to know
Yet drown out the truth in a refrigerator full of beers
Time is not forever; death does not come in any particular order
And the advice of some people is worth less than a quarter
But I live knowing that my ideals are good
For I never try to steer anybody wrong
Always try to encourage people to act in the way they know that they should
Whether it be in a conversation, a poem or a song
To prove my point I just changed the tire of an old man
Whom I’d never seen before
I was dressed up nice to go out but I couldn’t let myself pass on by
If not me, it wouldn’t have been anyone
And what a hard night he would have had in store
Although he gave me ten bucks - the act was my reward – hey, at least I try
I try to make this world better, and it’s do or die
Surprisingly, most of the time it’s easier seek out those who are unhappy
Befriend them and then ask them why?
Then just to simply walk by trying to muffle their sigh
It was just a small act, sure, we’re all capable of doing better
It was cold tonight… but let’s forget the weather
CHANGING THE WEATHER
A0425 — rank 248
To pave the way I chop all day
I’ll chop all night too but that’s okay
The most gifted in life don’t do much sleeping
Someone or something gave us time
Only borrowed not for keeping
Tick tock of the clock
Batteries don’t last forever
At some point they stop
The creator was great
But our engineers are getting better
Already it’s getting to the point
Where we’re changing the weather
Bring in Global Warming
Watch the Poles melt in silence
Kilimanjaro is an island
Ozone layer was such a tease
We all went crackers when it turned into Swiss cheese
Knew about the problem yet we all remained silent
No one ever figured anybody would die from it
People now build houses on the backs of whales And money don’t mean anything Unless it’s used for making sails We all wish we traded in our Ferrari’s For yellow submarines
Too busy playing Atari and wiping out safaris
I guess our senses weren’t too keen
That hobby got soggy in a hurry, huh?
Only left us feeling sad, seeing red, and feeling blue
The ocean’s too dirty for swimming
So we’ll just swim in sorrow
All our dreams got washed away
When we kept telling reality
That we would meet up with him tomorrow
CLOSE FRIENDS
A0426 — rank 249
Sometimes it seems like
The light of this life
Is a sunken treasure
Buried five miles below
The abyss in this sea of hate
You take a deep breath
You want to dive right in
But it's a fool's death
When you don't know
How and where to begin...
Only slow and steady
Wins this here race
But it's a sure bet that
Before the game ends
You will find your place
And I'll be your saving grace
If you plan your steps
You can slow your pace
For the best things come
To those who wait...
(wait for it...)
No, I'm not selling souls roadmaps
Just a bunch of spattered clichés
Oh, and I've learned to take little naps
Rather than try to stay awake or hibernate
For life is so preciously short
Surely this is no time to waste
With so many piles of things to sort
And they just get higher with haste
Though burning the candle at both ends
Always causes you know who to catch fire
I've told this to many of my close friends
In my defense no one's ever called me a liar
CROSSING CANYONS
A0428 — rank 250
So you think you've felt pain?
Why don't you try changing
into a new pair of hiking boots?
With everything you've gained
How could you ever feel that
you've got nothing left to lose?
The mountains you've climbed
It is only you who
are aware of the cost
Though you know that
some people have had
everything yet still become lost
Yes, they somehow lost it all
Even the deepest of canyons
Can still be crossed
Only if you're too meek to stand
Clutching the ground
so afraid of being tossed
Will you ever really
fall, fall, fall
Always achieving without failing
It's the same as never capsizing
when you're forever sailing
It's implausible
For rising without ever sinking
Is much like having thoughts
without ever truly thinking
It's impossible
It is simply impossible
DIME A DOZEN
A0430 — rank 251
There’s a blue sky above
But the weather’s still cold
Up there there’s a rainbow
So everyone down here
Is still searching for a pot of gold
At least the ones
Who’ve believed every story ever told
But me, I only want what’s real
What I can see
What I can feel
No time for make believe
That’s not the kind of life I lead
I no longer beg and plead
With people who deceive
As soon as they say hello
I tell them I’ve got to leave
They sell their kind
For a dime a dozen
They're here and then gone
All of a sudden
And so it is
I live with people like this whose time is just wasted
Basted just like a turkey in an oven
This world can make you cling to lies
Because so often truth is cruel
It seems everyone makes their own rules
Some think that each new encounter is a potential duel
Another corner turned, another fool
Those who could live in the Artic and not keep their cool
Just keep on treading water in misery’s pool
While being used as evil’s tool
Chasing a carrot on a stick just like a mule
Some may call them an ass
But I don’t call them at all
But I guess it depends on who you ask
Anyway, they’re setting themselves up for a fall
If you ask them
They’ll say they’re doing fine
Ask me and you’ll get a piece of my mind
But before I go on ranting and raving
Complaining and talking
Are you one of us?
Or should I leave
And just keep on walking?
DOWNS ANDS UPS
A0432 — rank 252
Stress level going up
Self-esteem going down
Tons of work piling up
Stacks of papers falling down
Not much patience I have left
What is happening just isn’t right
I’m starting to hate everything
And people who think I’m nothing
Everything I do is wrong
Every mistake I can’t correct
In the game of life I surely lose
Even my thoughts I can’t collect
Anger screams let me out
Peace whispers let me in
Even the art of making love
To some is considered a sin
Too often my life is so dull
That I ponder what’s the point?
Just what’s the use in trying to stand?
Like leaves on trees I’m bound to fall
It’s just so difficult to stand so tall
It causes pain and life’s too short
Maybe in my years I’m getting soft
But this life I lead is much too hard
I try to sleep then toss and turn at night
So busy worrying about each coming day
There’s no way I’ll ever make it through, I think
There’s no telling the future is what they say
Maybe some day I’ll be able to get ahead
And then I’ll leave all of these troubles behind
A case of the blues and bad luck I would lose
Under some rainbow a pot of gold I would find
And then I’d be so gay - you know what I mean
If only this world would or could ever be so kind
DUTY
A0433 — rank 253
An empty notebook
Lying on the table
Man may be tamed
When not left alone
Yet my pen and paper
Have a mind of their own
Stomach growling
Sounds like thunder
Eyes entranced
Your spell I’m under
My wheels spin
In wide-eyed wonder
Just like this
I spend my time
Wrong or right
I speak my mind
My two cents
Another little rhyme
Of dreams so pleasing
Or reality unkind
Just a another magician
Waving his magic hand
The subject of his study
What we don’t understand
Everything on the subject
Has already been burned and banned
When you expect the unexpected
You cannot leave anything unplanned
But a teacher of intelligence
Is always in high demand
Knowledge is a flower
That needs some time to grow
To defend my garden
I’ll stand toe to toe
Climb up to my tower
With my arrow and bow
I’ll guard high
And I’ll guard low
I may have to show them
If they don’t know
That I’ll fight to the death
With any living foe
FILAMENT
A0436 — rank 254
I've got a light inside me
And a big cloud
hanging above me
That hides me
I've got no doubts about it
I want to scream and shout
and tell you all about it
I've got that feeling
I slave all day like cindarella
Yet I'm missing something
Some say I remind
them of the singer
The one who plays
for the Smashing pumpkins
I've got unlimited potential
And all the key ingredients
That are essential
To make somebody
really, really happy
For I love to laugh
Even if everybody
has lost their ass
While laughing at me
Yes, I smile because
I've got no ill will
towards anybody
No, I don't ask for much
in this world of plenty
Just to be needed
and appreciated
For this element
can't be understated
For this is the filament
Of the light that guides me
As I seek fulfillment
While running from this cloud
That tries to hide me
I've got these legs
That are starting
to grow tired
I'm not a dog that begs
But I've been thinking
it's worth trying
So please, oh pretty please
Won't you toss me a bone?
Rescue this hound
from the pound
Oh, won't you
take me home?
FISH
A0437 — rank 255
She lives in a vacuum bag
Inside of a box
She’s got no internet, television
And no clocks
Just a cross upon her neck
No watch on her wrist
If it wasn’t for her religion
She’d never know what day it is
When it comes to the world
She’s so innocent...naïve
Yet she could speak for a week
All about Adam and Eve
She calls you Doubting Thomas
Because you still don’t believe
Saying you’ll never end up in Heaven with me
Until you fall down upon your knees
And you say, “Please!”
You call her a trained monkey
As you try to shake her from her tree
Explaining Eve ate more than Adam’s apple
Yup, she caught an STD...
She passed it to the Jake the snake
And Sally the slimy salamander was pissed
But Adam threw them both in the river
And that’s how we got fish
Adam then found a genie in a bottle
Who would grant Adam just one wish
So Adam decided to have God rubbed out
And he told Eve to dig a ditch
With that Adam became the ruler
Of this planet we call the Earth
A land filled with corruption and chaos
Hey, I say... Adam got what he deserved
FRESH START
A0441 — rank 256
I’ve been piercing into my soul
Yet there are some things out there
Which we cannot control
I’m still young inside my heart
It’s the experience that’s getting old
Sometimes you just need a fresh start
When the weather gets cold…
And the weather’s been cold
For quite some time
So I’ve finally made up my mind
Crossing things off my list one at a time
Here’s another check just tell me where to sign
Seems like such a crying shame
Playing this waiting game
Look at me nowadays…
In some ways I’m still the same
And yet there are some things I still lack
For all that I’ve gained
Still trying to find the hiding fire inside me
And then fan the flames
Now I want to know
How to free myself from pain
To be worry-free and in harmony
Sure sounds good to me
No more of the same old complaints
‘Cause there ain’t nobody left to blame
It’s all on my shoulders now
There are still answers to find
Somewhere and somehow
At least one more mountain to climb
I’ve pictured it in my mind
Only been truly seen by the blind
And traversed by the lame
With peaks of pleasure
Guarded by valleys of pain
Where once you’ve tasted the water
You’ll never be thirsty again
But the problem isn’t where – it’s when?
My burning desire
The single candle that lights my fire…
I long to stand naked in the rain
And then maybe I can
Learn to love myself again
Here I am alone with my thoughts
Sitting, staring, watching the clock
Wondering when it’s going to stop?
Or rather when it’s going to begin?
I find myself trying to find myself
More often than not and that’s quite a lot
Seems I won’t get to rest
Until I’ve finished this quest
Lord knows that I’ll try my best
For being happy ain’t no mortal sin
And though I know I’ll get there
I can’t say with whom, why, where or when
But I know that….
I’ll be happy then
GAMBLER
A0442 — rank 257
All the cards fell off the table
When the gamble asked for a hit
Hell gamble until he’s broken
You know hell never quit
Whether a royal flush
Or just another bust
Hell play the game
Until he’s covered by dust
He’s mining for diamonds
With just his spade
Trying not to get clubbed
Hoping with all his heart
He doesn’t run out of luck
What do they say?
Lucky at cards and unlucky in love
And this man is well on his way
To being number one
The richest man in the world
He got a lot of money but he got no girl
Most people think you can buy yourself some honey
A human mannequin for showing off your pearls
That you bought with all the loot from the table
See the shock within their eyes when you tell them that’s a fable
Responding so despondently
That in hindsight your birthright stole your vitality
The plight of your life wasn’t so dynamite
A future once so bright never came to be
You set your sights on staying up and staying out all night
The moonlight was your delight but something doesn’t feel right?
Never having or knowing a family
That’s for me to question
And for you to see
GETTING BURNT
A0444 — rank 258
With her by my side my ego’s been bruised
My body’s always the same but my mind’s been used
Safe to say I’ve never suffered so much hidden abuse
But love hides in the shadows of the soul
Conversations always centered on us getting burnt
Crying too many tears over the hard lessons we’ve learnt
Never happy with what we were only sad about what we weren’t
Yet only with pressure do we get diamond from coal
Always saying together we’d find the answers we searched for someday
Kind of figured we’d find out on our own and that was okay
We followed along this plan all right but that was before today
Yet today was the day we threw away our self-control
The plans changed by a long shot since way back when
It seems that we’ve crossed the lines between lovers and friends
Finally a green light after so many stop signs and dead ends
No more will my nights turn circles into themselves and uncertainty
Study dates seemed too much like unfavorable situations
Always pressed for time we never gave into temptation
So with this break between school it’s a different time we are facing
Tonight I think will be the night I can sleep sound knowing what will be
Things that were meant to be just sort of happen when no one’s around Usually when the teachers bell rings it puts my feet back on the ground But of course to this false face we all wear we’re bound
It’s been part of me for far too long it’s just kept me in misery
Even as we were we still said the words I love you
We looked into each others eyes and we knew what was true Never ever wondering whether we would speak the words I do
It seems I weakened my pride just by being alive Writing poetry at midnight wanting you by my side
Just when I thought the last one made all those feelings die
A heart of stone possessing well I bet some will probably say
Yet what was once taken and broken may be returned some day
If you pick up the bible then it might be your time to pray
But I take up the belief that praying will get you nowhere
Farther than you are
For I have heard that the word
Is that we all come from the stars
GOLD STAR
A0445 — rank 259
You can shave your head
You can paint your face
You can get tattoos all over the place
You can wear white leather
You can wear black lace
But somewhere along the way
You’ll lose your place
What was the message
That you were trying to get across?
In all this nonsense
It must have got lost
The skirts are getting higher
As the standards are going down
Chart toppers of today
Tomorrow are no longer around
All those padded pockets
They’re all skipping town
By the time you get to read this
The master will have gone
A funeral will come and go
As time will have traveled on
The torch will have to be carried too
The line forms to the right
Half the people will say good morning
The others will good night
I will say nothing
My words speak for them self
Either I will be placed on a pedestal
Or on some dusty shelf
I have already reached myself
I simply get a gold star
If I enter the mind of someone else
When the sun starts to shine
‘Tis end of the night
Means that it is almost time for bed
But before I rest my pen
Before I rest my head
A lesson taught
Is a lesson learned
A candle is put out
So another may burn
GOOD FIGHT
A0447 — rank 260
I thought I spotted her car
In the corner of the parking lot
I was right outside the bar
So I found a cozy spot
I pulled out a bong from inside of my jar
And then I broke out my little baggie of pot
Turn off the car
I ain’t going far
To think that this is all that I got
Les just say I’m not getting’ smart
Still attached to a string –
Sometimes it gets hard
Being so stuck on everything
Can leave ya tied up in knots
Every time I try to gaze up at the stars
I keep having the very same thoughts:
My love for her keeps me in this prison
Can’t you see these bars?
And since what has no ears can never listen
It leaves some people smoking, broken and scarred
Leaves others longing for a flogging, then feathered and tarred
All the while puffing on a great big cigar
For the past nine years
More happy tears than sad ones
More indifference than being mad…
Well, depending on how you take that
Thus there has been more than just one thing
That I’ve been missing:
The life I have wanted to lead
It is a life I have never known
Never been able to explain to my significant other
Quite exactly what it was that was wrong
I save that for my poetry
My big old book of song
And for that it means the world to me
The only way I get along
Even if some times I don’t seem happy
Then someone please stop me and slap me
And explain that you are just being polite
For a man has no reason to complain
Think of dog, hand, and bite
When that man has finally come into being
Only after seeing the light
It don’t matter if it’s wrong or it’s right
Kinda like car crashes and cancer
You don’t pretend you know all of the answers…
You just put up a good fight
GOOD SAMARITAN
A0448 — rank 261
Free me from this bond of hate
I swear to you it’s not too late
One man’s love can only go so far
Yet I am not one to run from a falling star
Too much freedom and your hands are chained
Think too much and your mind thinks strange
Everything I hate about myself makes me
All I love myself for I know in time will break me
Just how do I change the man I’ve made?
Dealt myself straight hearts and spades
Short suited some might say but the dealer was me
The deal was clean - all right, all wrong
Two extremes with nothing in between
With what I know and what I’ve seen
It can end up being such a wonderful thing
But a nature such as mine is guaranteed
To either make you a pauper or make you a king
And the angel on my shoulder
Warned me of glory and talked of fate
Told me of the burden of carrying this boulder
At least she reached me before it was too late
So the road I’ve made was far from paved
There’s still a chance I won’t die from old age
Busy little Samaritan helping everyone else
Busy little Samaritan won’t you help yourself?
If you’re wishing for a fairy princess to kiss a toad
Sometimes you have to leave people lying by the side of the road
History never changes even as it grows old
No need to relive the story that’s already been told
Dreams of love, of peace, of magical potion
Of mountains, of valleys, of the bottom of the ocean
No devils, no gods, just what is real
What is known to be true - only how I feel
Selfish is a creature near the bottom of the sea
Sometimes you get wise when you just let them be
Give everything you got and you’ll wind up there too
You look at someone’s nature and you’ll know what they’ll do
So much to give yet even more to lose
Can’t save the world so you have to pick and chose
The truth of the matter of saving anybody else
The first step begins once you save yourself
There are lepers to be found
Though soon one of them you shall be
What can you accomplish in the ground?
Nothing any man will ever see
Busy little Samaritan how full is the glass?
Will you drink it down quick or let it last?
Busy little Samaritan it comes down to you
For only you know what it is you will do
HEAVY TO LIGHT CREAM
A0452 — rank 262
I'm a Road's Scholar
of the soul
Already got my PhD
in Rock n' Roll
And everyone that can read
Seems to agree
That I put the 'man'
in HU-MAN-ITY
So...Yeah
It certainly feels
good to be me
I admit that surely
and freely
that there's even a few
who'd like to be
With me, for me
Because they love me...
No wait...they ADORE me
They create fantasies
Then write letters
that floor me!
Then say, "I'm so sorry"
It's mostly those who find
Beauty in a gentle wind's
Soft caress in this deep
Forrest of one's soul
At least that's where those
in the know who know
They know that that's
Where to go to find me
It's where I hide
When I'm tongue-tied
It soothes my mind
Every time
Since I got friends there
I'm never scared
We sit and opine about
what is and what can be
HEN HOUSE
A0453 — rank 263
If you find a piece of fruit
You’d better grab it and eat it
Before its bounty is collected
Gathered, rewards reaped
or stockpiled
On this fruit tree I see sits
A smiling and pretty parrot
I’ve seen vultures and hawks
But not a single starling
or dove in awhile
You see I recently
counted all my chickens
Long before
the first one ever hatched
When my golden goose
finally laid her golden egg
But alas I left
the hen house door unlatched
So now my chickens…
I know that I have none
All my eggs taken and eaten
Or else become
broken and smashed
Oh how could I…
Be so dumb?
As I find myself solely wishing
For things I know
I can’t take back
I know I should have
Gathered that fruit
And not left the
Hen house door unlatched
HIDE AND SEEK
A0454 — rank 264
Let me expand upon my plan
It involves a woman and a man
And a place and a time
That’s as far as I’ve gotten
At least so far with this rhyme…
The place is fairly certain
And the time is still when?
So why do I find myself
Having mixed feelings again?
I know it’s just weakness
For I’ve exposed my ego and pride
She knows what I’ve been seeking
And now it’s her turn to hide
Surely I’ve been loving life’s journey
But it’s been such a roller coaster ride
Sometimes without warning comes the hurting
From laughing too much inside
Yet conversely and much worsely
Is the hungering and being thirsty
For the lust of greed for all that you see
This unfortunate disease that dormantly sleeps
Inside of you and inside of me
And (sigh) it just loves to come out and creep
For you’ve heard the saying
About praying/preying for/on the weak
I used to pray for wealth, yes
And I used to pray for fame…
Now I pray to take away
Letters from your mailbox
(and your name!)
HOT TODDY
A0455 — rank 265
Well sure…
Let this fact be said:
That I now dance
Just like a crack head…
Because once I was
Left for half dead…
Out in the middle
Of the ocean…
Is where I was gonna drown
Myself in alcoholic potion…
But I was so drunk
That I drank the lotion…
And soon liquor was
What covered my body…
As every one
Began acting naughty…
They drank it up
Like it was hot toddy…
Hey, I got my kicks
Just like karate…
There was a bunch of chicks…
I couldn’t get ‘em off me…
But when the seagulls came…
That’s when things got bloody!
Worse yet my pants were gone
Along with all of my money
You maybe laughing
But it surely wasn’t funny
It’s worse than being in Jelly Stone
Hands bound and covered in honey
Or even worse than being Italian
And owing your godfather money
INDEPENDENT
A0457 — rank 266
Every morning geese fly by my window
Usually just as I get up from my bed
Every night I hear the seagulls cry
Sometimes it might as well be me instead
I sit and watch the snow
When I got no place to go
It always makes me feel so insignificant
I raise my head from down below
Looking up through the midnight glow
Bowing to the stars they’re so magnificent
Just what am I to gain tonight away from you?
My body and mind as separate as heaven and hell
Yet my spirit glides to embrace your touch
While my physical being is locked away in this cell
You are right next to me yet you are not
I feel as if I’m dirt and yet I’ve been cleansed
In my mind I thought I could exist independent of you
But it looks like I should think again
I see your face in the corner of my eye
Yet in reality you are not so close
But even as you are not really here
You are never really gone
Even if I am only a minute away
That thrilling anticipation to see you still lives on
Watch you feel is so different than me
I look into your eyes but love I’ve yet to see
Seems the more I grow the more things stay the same
Always love within and love without
I cannot yet say if I’m the one to blame
Your time has come this second is your last
I am my own man, I’ll stand whether I have you or not
To hell with you and the spells you cast
You had your chance I gave you all I got
IRON WILL
A0458 — rank 267
My senses are sharp as a tack
For so long the five points on my star
Were so very dull
I gathered my horse and my wagon
And I got back on track
Freed myself from that living hell
Every hoof print and footstep
Leads me farther away
After the mountains I climbed and survived
From here it’s all down hill all the way
Passing abandoned ghost towns
Full of crumbling decay
When your only defense
Is an iron will
You cannot listen to what others say
Following the stars on my horse
My mind set on the miles ahead
Setting my own course
Because I’m so sick of being led
Heading north, heading north
Yes, that’s what I said
I traded my pistol for some blankets
Which I’ll need to keep me warm
Given up my shot glass for a poncho
That will protect me from the storm
I’ve sold my past to buy some time
Until I find some piece of mind
My ladder has become a parachute
For I no longer have to climb
LESSONING THE LOAD
A0459 — rank 268
How much money does it take?
For you to feel good about yourself?
Would you be willing to give away a Benjamin Franklin?
And let him go play with someone else?
To someone whom you’ve never met before Would you ever trust someone who claimed they came upon hard times? Would you consider it just another lesson learned? If you got screwed for the two-thousand seven-hundred and eighty-sixth time
Would you part with money?
Part with your money if it meant doing good deeds?
Would you ever trust anybody?
Trust your honey to a pack of swarming bees?
What if a man talked of being reborn?
What if he said he was a Christian who’d finally found his way?
Would you risk a lesson on trust if it meant you could learn?
For a relatively small amount of money would you gladly pay?
Would you ever trust in human nature?
Even though some say it walks hand in hand with the devil?
If it meant that you’d stand tall in stature
Money could be used for good, money could be used for evil
Do you trust yourself enough?
To decide to be the judge and jury
And even though times are tough
Is there anyone who you would deem worthy?
So when that question was asked of me
I know where Id put my faith
I’d know that time will tell and that in time we’ll see
So I guess Ill just have to wait
I figured that if you never go out on a limb
Then you’ll never know if what you did was wrong
There must be a reason why some people write hymns
While others stick to simple songs
I’ve never been religious
But I blame that on Catholic school
I’ve spent my life by pondering
Whether or not we are by nature cruel
Well at least I’ve told my story
Now I’ve said all that I can say
If I’m right maybe I shall have my glory
If I’m wrong then it’ll all get sorted out
When it comes to judgment day
At least I was never afraid
To get or give another chance
To enter the gates of Eden
Maybe someday Ill have it made
Or else be lying by the stairway to hell
Bruised, broken and bleeding
(Hey, guess what? I got screwed!!!)
MANCHESTER BAY
A0460 — rank 269
Down in Manchester Bay
A place where the seagulls
No longer fly
They have an old expression
That all the locals say
Sometimes you shouldn’t bother
To wonder why
Here the shore is soaking wet
Yet the water’s always dry
Where the faces are always smiling
Yet people still surely cry
Lines form to stare at the sunset
Falling over great Misery Island
Yet people stand with their head down
And even the children all are silent
Some speak of eight multiple intelligences
Where I’m from you’re lucky to even find two
But this is not my system it’s the way I found it
What do you expect just one man to do?
We’re not taught to change the system
We’re only taught to obey
Never a lesson on how to start a revolution
Only lessons on the price we will pay
The students in the class have been rearranged
But the teachers are still shackled
To the same rusty chain
Told to teach what history has taught
Though history repeats itself
The more things change
The more that they remain the same
Racism, segregation
Prostitution, revolution
New problems
Old solutions
What’s the truth then?
I don’t have to fake it
I know I’m gonna make it
What life deals I know I can take it
You want to come along for the ride?
You know where I reside
The line forms to the right
But right now there’s no need to fight
You’re first, though it could be worse
There could be no line at all
I won
The game is over
Now that she said
She’ll come back to me
But while she decided
I’ll never try to hide it
I got a taste of other
Fish I caught in the sea
ME, YOU, AND HOOBIE DOO
A0461 — rank 270
Well ladies and gentlemen
It is time to tell a story
About a student who liked to earn A’s
He knew what he had to do to make it
Who knew that hard work pays
Had a nice perspective on life
Knew whom he wanted for a wife
But for a long time
He let her slip away
He practiced all the words he’d say
He’s still searching
For that woman
To make his life complete
Anyone who knows him at all
Will tell you he’s not the type
To settle for defeat
Been searching for so long
Written so many bad songs
Speaking like a prophet
That he still won’t get off it
He wants to have his cake
And eat it too
There are certain choices you have to make
And you also have to learn from your mistakes
This is something that he knows
But apparently she knew it too
There’s only one thing that he wouldn’t do
And that’s stop smoking the hoobie doo
Hence she left and went away
At another place she stays
Now he’s learning it doesn’t pay
So he’s saving for a rainy day
There’s no telling when it will end
There’s no telling who’s your new best friend
Locked is an open door
One that’s never been entered before
There’s no telling what is in store
Soon you’ll understand
Nothing ever goes as planned
Your fate is decided
By how you handle adversity
You know I cannot hide it
I’ve been treated the worse you can be
Every blow I’ve dealt too myself
I cannot blame anyone else
She said me, you, and hoobie doo
That’s more than two
And that won’t do
MONOTONY AND THE CIRCLE OF DEATH
A0465 — rank 271
I wake up in the morning, its just another day
Another day, the same routine it always remains the same
Six days a week I’m not myself, shackled by my chains
Although you left me in body your memory still remains
Within my mind you’re still with me it’s as if nothing’s changed
I try to stay with familiar faces while everything’s deranged
Monotony will drive you mad unless you play pretend
Though we all play the game I think it’s time to end
Free and easy is the only way for me
Sometimes its better to just let it be
There are things in this world that’ll drive you mad
I tried taking the good with the bad
If you’re like me then you’ve worked so hard
that there’s no time left for fun
There’s nothing left for you to do
‘cause everything’s already been done
The hands of the clock always moving
my feet always on the run
A hamster on his wheel
a race never to be won
My free time left at the end of the day
A date with the books so I can get my ‘A’
Seems things always stay the same
This is my life almost everyday
I endure the same old pain
With each new day I play the game
I am stressed and overwhelmed
My life’s been deemed a living hell
I get up when I should stay in bed
Try to live when I feel so dead
Find the strength deep down inside
Life’s a journey so enjoy the ride
The steps are long which lead uphill
You think that they’ll stop but they never will
The higher and higher the darker the sky
The circle continues and then you die
MY BIOGRAPHY
A0466 — rank 272
I was born in Massachusetts
In a town called Salem
While my mom was lying on the table
Busy screaming and wailing
The year was nineteen seventy eight
And compared to now it doesn’t seem real great
My life was too simple
All I’d do is eat, sleep and sh*t
Whenever hungry I’d just grab hold of a tit
Now I’m not saying I’d ever do that again
I’m a lot older now so it’s probably a sin
Besides, I don’t think that that would be fun
My mom’s almost fifty and she weighs a ton
As I fast forward until puberty
You’re not missing much
Only beatings and bed-wettings
And fat jokes and such
I was a fat little bastard
Who couldn’t run down the street
Due to my own insecurity
I made fun of those I would meet
I was the toughest in my class
Because of the size of my ass
Don’t mess with me or I’ll sit on your head
If I hadn’t matured then I’d rather be dead
I used to play at recess, I’d sing and I’d dance
Praying for some girl to give me a chance
I waited and waited until days turned to years
“Maybe I’m supposed to be gay”
Became my biggest fears
I finally realized that I pretty much sucked
If I kept going on this way
Then my life would be fu$%ed
In my third year of high school I figured it out
Changing my life is what it was all about
I quit smoking butts
And trying to fit in with the “cool”
I had to get skinny so I ran track after school
I had to quit candy bars
So I could drop the pounds
Goodbye Snickers, M&M’s and Mounds
Even after all this still no date
Hmm…maybe it was my inside
That wasn’t so great
So I tried to find myself by helping others
And soon I realized we’re all sisters and brothers
As time went on I became who I am
Now life is sweet like strawberry jam
I wrote this poem so maybe you can see
It just takes a few changes to be happy like me
MY PLEASURE
A0467 — rank 273
Open your windows for our pleasure
All the computer people type together
They stay on-line and in line
And on the outside of the inside
No matter the weather
They could be doing so much better
Never get to transcend the trendsetters
So hell-bent on finding what went wrong
It wasn’t a virus that needed removal
It was just your stamp of approval
That told me that I never
Would have gone mad
If I had given away
My little yellow notepad
And my pen and that’s something
I would never do again…so let me see…
Open your windows for my pleasure
Girl, I’d love to dig for treasures
With you on a bed full of feathers
With you wearing nothing but me
And me…I’m wearing leather
Ooh, I could tie you to a tether
And we could make sweet love together
However, if the rope snapped like a carrot
I think we’d both be embarrassed
If we landed on each other
Passed out and upside down
There’d be those smiling
And those wearing frowns
Just as there would be those
Who’d drag your name
All around town
MY WHITE CHRISTMAS
A0468 — rank 274
My world is dark with little light
Preventing the past from becoming my future
My biggest fight
What a struggle, oh man if you ever knew
How harder it becomes whenever I’m without you
Just thinking about it makes me sick
I’m in the middle of it and boy is it thick
Unplug the phone and lock the door
Board up the windows and sleep on the floor
Ma, lock me in
I did it again
Boy what a sin
I though she was a friend
But we did it again
I live in a place with trouble so near
Have a craving?
Walk right over here
Here’s my Christmas money, is that all I get?
Next year I’ll ask for gift certificates
Thanks for the stuff and have a nice day
See ya around is all that I’ll say
Back to the spot, my home on the range
If you’re not wearing my shoes this might sound strange
We lay it out on the table and sit on the floor
Go grab a razor and lock the door
Might as well say it’s the key to our cell
Trapped in this mess can be a living hell
If you were here we would have been home tonight
And I wouldn’t have done this…
Well, I might
NAPOLEAN’S DAUGHTER
A0469 — rank 275
A jet plane
That ain’t so high
So don’t say hello
Before you say goodbye
Leave that to me
And save your family tree
Only your mother
Puts limes in my Corona’s
But it’ll just be myself
Drivin’ up the road
No dead end
I ain’t yet a gonner
Take a seat by my side
You’ll see it’s true
I have no greater weakness
Than when I’m with you
Just what can be new?
Working in the same old zoo
The rat race has begun
Number one ahead of number two
Freedom has a voice
But what if you have no choice
When she calls your name
You’ll never be the same
Napolean came and went
Not much he left unconquered
But she’s not the type to leave your mind
Love like that will drive you bonkers
Isn’t that why you left
The last one alone?
Said you’ve eaten your cake
And now it’s time to go home
As the music fades into the walls
How much can you take?
The only voice you long to hear
Is the only one who never calls
NO SNOW
A0472 — rank 276
Well the mountains
have no snow
But that won’t last
very long we know
And once the trees
have lost their leaves
So it seems that
nothing much will grow
I will always remember
This last December
Oh how could I forget?
Find myself humming
the same tune
That I began in June
In every sunset
and each sunrise
I keep seeing
The same pair of eyes
While up above the nights
are becoming longer
All the while down here
my love keeps getting stronger
I’m a man without a nation
Living in my own world
after being badly beaten
I’d suffer from starvation
If love was something
that had to be eaten
In a land without an ocean
Is where I found my pearl
Half way around the world
She says, “Here I am”
– yeah, that’s my girl
RACIST
A0479 — rank 277
Smile…
because yellow is the new white
Lie…
because wrong is the new right
The truth can be fugly
And we all must face it
The color of green is envy
Money makes everyone a racist
According to the surgeon general
I’m an American infection
Just because I inform the public
That there’s a third selection
Like a surgeon
I should come
with a warning
Open your eyes
Open your ears
Then I'll let myself right in
Into your heart
Into your mind
Into your soul
Oh...I've seen some go blind
But if you see like me
Then we can start our climb
To the very top of the tower
Then we'll rip it off -
This shrine that serves power
This figurehead by which they are led
Time to disperse the bread
From the warehouse to the underfed
And the same with the meds
Now free to all those with diseases
Let's start by giving out
All things by order of who needs it
Stop using money for measuring
When it comes from greatest to least
Because when some sit to a feast
While others don't eat
I get sick to my stomach
And my appetite's gone
It's time to journey to the summit
Time to right the wrong
RAINING IN BOSTON
A0480 — rank 278
Staring into a darkened, turned off television screen
While my little black radio softly plays
The smoke floats up from my cigarette
Through a window with no curtains the sun hits my face
I’ve got to quit smoking
Because God knows it’s kicking my ass
I’ve got to give up drinking
All have said it’s time to put down my glass
But you learn to make up all kinds of excuses
When you’re raised in Boston, Mass
Where the teachers talk a lot about history
And something about never forgetting your past
This city, based on tradition, somehow always brags of being free
But the old town team was the last to have a black player
In the American League
This doesn’t sound so American to me
But it all evens out
For they haven’t known of winning since Cy Young was ‘bout twenty-three
Cry, Baby, Cry
Cry over all the milk that’s spilled
Sigh, Baby, Sigh
Try to win back your own free will
This is my team’s theme song baby
So listen closely
So here you go Billy, here you go Joey
It seems to suit both the highly and lowly
It’s always raining here in Boston Seems the skies are always filled with deep, dark clouds The sign at the gate states “Loserville” And the motto we live by is that not complaining is never allowed
Seems every resident has some cross to bear
Yet we walk with our heads down pretending not to care
For all the b*tching and complaining
Somehow falls on deaf ears
RED PEN
A0481 — rank 279
Your eyes appear
on my paper
Your long hair flows
As though it were
Ink from my pen
In my mind I once thought
I could exist
independently from you
But it looks like
I should think again
For sometimes we must
retrace our past
To see if us little girls and boys
Have grown into strong
women and men
Have you ever taken
a moment to look back?
At how straight a path
you've taken from where
You first began?
These are the thoughts
of a once lonely artist
Whose life is your
blank canvas
As I've slowly
become your masterpiece
These are the words
of a lonely artist
Who has finally
found some color
In this land where
the darkness
shall never cease
My muse.... my love
The limit is the sky
To wrap my arms around you
I would encircle the world wide
This man who used to
Paint pictures with words
Still remembers when...
He said to himself
As he put down his paper
'Twas time to trade in his pen...
For oil and canvass
once again
Now my desire...
Flaming eyes of fire....
That have begun to bleed
Emotional droplets
known as cried tears
For what my heart needs
Though sometimes
Discovery seems bleak
When what I seek
Is so hard to catch
As your beauty is sketched
With the pen of love
Filled from this pool
of my own blood
REST OF MY DAYS
A0482 — rank 280
I couldn’t tell you
what I know
Or share all that I knew
And even if I wanted to…
There are some things
You can’t read,
write or say
Some things we
just gotta do…
I know that you’ll
surely understand
Why it seems I’ve been
hiding my head
in the sand
For you know that
all my life
I’ve been working
on my master plan
And wanting you
for my wife
Without us ever
even holding hands
Now there’s a chance
We might never
even meet
Let alone hug or kiss
Forget lying in between
And beneath
the same set of sheets
As I ask myself:
How did it come
to be like this?
From you saying
about the lake
When you were
looking up at the stars:
“You should
have been there”
Don’t you know I was…
Here within my heart
I know I made
my share of mistakes
But you know
my intentions always
came from the right place
I guess I blame my body
for being too far away
And know I always will
for the rest of my days
RUNNING SCARED
A0485 — rank 281
Running scared
Do you feel so secure
You who once dared
To invade what was not yours
Opening a dark, dark door
Another side never seen before
Is this your glory
Will you die to carry this fate
To this cross you are staked
You did all that it takes
May wish at sometime you didn’t
But the time for that is much too late
Do you envy the face in the mirror?
The frame is splintered and broken
Though the pictures seen clearer
Do you really believe
The words you have spoken?
Does a part of you grieve?
The infamy of the devil
Would it be better to have never been known
Your name now synonymous with evil
A part of you now which you own
Giver of advice and taker of life
Watering seeds of hatred now all grown
Who is your higher power?
Who would dare worship a figure such as this?
The sharpest thorns holding no flower
You needn’t turn your cheek
When you can simply shake your fist
Who needs words just let your actions speak
Defiance is your only defense
Terror is held within your hands
When the final day comes can you make amends?
Will anyone even listen or try to understand?
Stake your flag deeply into innocence
Right through the heart of a fallen man
Time is precious better unleash your final fury
From the depths of your inner cave
You are sought by the judge and the jury who
Seek confine you within the walls you have made
Men carrying shovels are coming to bury you
Only one in the ground and yet so many saved
SAYONARA
A0486 — rank 282
I’m the kid in the lass who likes to clown
If you missed what was said I wrote it down
Unless my mind is freely roaming and it be
Immersed in the cleansing pool of poetry
For then I could only be paying attention
To what was truly important
And that is what is trapped inside of my soul
When it wants to come out
Then it is out of my control
It doesn’t give a damn about me
Just screams, “Stop, look, listen and feel”
Keeps on saying that there is this big plan for me
And I don’t care what it is so long as it is real
Ever since I underwent deep meditation
I finally found what makes this world go round
After many long months of stoned contemplations
I am finally ready to reveal what I have found…
Sorry, could you repeat the question?
Oops, I didn’t know I was the only one who talked
If the idea was a ship then it just went off to sea
We’ll have to catch up to it the next time it hits the dock
Funny how I don’t remember things as well as I seemed to yesterday
It only goes to show we are growing older every day
I just had a thought and I lost it
It happens a lot here in Boston
Just when you think that you got it
You watch it…slip away
Yeah, some call it fate
When you separate
And find that it’s too late…
To wait or to take back what you once stated
All about how you wanted to get traded
See ya, sayonara is what they say
SCARY THOUGHT
A0487 — rank 283
Blank page so I must fill it
The truth someone must spill it
But it ain’t beans
it’s more like the Hoover Dam
Everything is as it seems
yeah that’s their master plan
Spare me your mystery of illusion
When you hide the problem
it takes longer to propose a solution
I don’t put my trust in anyone I hear
on the radio unless it’s me you know
Someone must carry the torch
that can’t be bought
by money or taken by force
Someone must be able
to share the story we all know
Why should I be the one
to speak for my generation?
Because we need good advice
when it’s our turn to rule the nation
It’s a scary thought
From where I sit
There’s less than twenty years
before we come to it
Can’t blunder it
It’s a wonder that
We’ve yet to find something to believe in
Something greater that ourselves
The magic is still missing
SCRAPE YOUR SOUL
A0488 — rank 284
When I don’t have a bowl
I usually scrape my soul
When I’m free of dependency
That is the time that I depend on me
The more I know about myself
The more I see that I need someone else
Someone to keep me pointing in the right direction
Someone to let me know when I make the wrong selection
There are those who use trickery
There are those who use deceit
Those who are deceited
Who every once and awhile can somehow get through
Without ever getting defeated
But the above named
Are few and far between
As those of us left know
To only use such tactics when in dire need
I only bluff at poker when the moneys on the line
I only try to hide some of myself
When I’m either running out of patience or running out of time
But when it comes to loving someone else
I’ve never been afraid to sell my soul blind
But only for the right one
Would I ever consider chopping down my roots
And only for the right one
Would I ever risk sticking my head inside a noose
The biggest trouble in this world
Is that you never get out of it alive
Yet she maybe the only girl
For who I may be able to put on hold
All of the things for which I strive
Were all learning all the time
With each new step we take
As you search the strangest thing you’ll find
Is that putting everything you got out on the line
Sure sets you up for a heartbreak
Just say the word to me
And Ill find the greater purpose I must serve
Just say the word we
Ill give you everything that you deserve
SECOND DATE
A0489 — rank 285
Sitting here surrounded by so many
Yet I am all by myself
The sky is clear
Clouds…there’s hardly any
It’s a nice day to go out
Out on the streets
It’s raw and uncut
Still sticking out of the suitcase
That was slammed half shut
The power’s in the mind
And it works both ways
Find your way home in the darkness
Or else be led astray
Time to turn the page
And write another chapter
You can always pick something else
If you can’t capture what you’re after
I guess it took awhile
Before I knew what I wanted to do
Yeah, maybe…
Perhaps I am just like you
I hear you say, “power to the people”
But I can’t find the strength today
So hard to think about tomorrow
When you’re still trapped in yesterday
My hand is but symbolic
Of a man who stands with a fist
Imprisoned by his watch
Which hangs upon his wrist
The clock upon the wall
It dictates both time and fate
I’ve been pondering
I’ve been wondering
And I have been pawning things
As I have been wandering
Ain’t got nothing left to trade
I know a man who lives by the book
I knew a woman who never learned how to cook
I know that when life throws you a curveball you better duck
And when you get a second date on your stone
Then your time is up
SEXUAL INTELLECTUAL
A0491 — rank 286
I got a sign on my mind that reads space for rent
I burn holes in my pockets and then all my money’s spent
Some say I’m just another link in the chain
Born into the information generation
I got all these maps and these books
And I give them a look
But I still can’t tell which direction I’m facing…no no
This sort of branding for others may be true
But I got my own term that I like to use
I call myself a sexual intellectual
Another f$^%&*g know it all
The doctor told me I had a hernia
Just when I thought that I had life by the balls
I’ve learned my place
In this hurried race
Stay directly in line
Please follow every sign
What ever you do don’t touch the walls
For they’re very, very breakable
Oops is that retractable?
These people are like vegetables
So very, very negotiable
Easy to bend
Easy to mold
Easy to be bought
Even easier to be sold
Perhaps all the information they know
Has taken up room in their soul
Maybe shattered a few of their wills
And when the time comes to pay the bills
They’ll see they’re the one who owes
But not the sexual intellectual
He says he stays on his toes
But will he ever become successful?
I don’t think anyone really knows
SONG FOR MEDIOCRITY
A0493 — rank 287
What is the single greatest hypocrisy?
We are lacking a song sung
In the name of mediocrity
So now we’re all blessed
Since I guessed it was up to me
To pen something
For over ninety-percent of humanity
Perhaps true happiness is just a dream?
Being great just might not be as great
As it might seem
Especially if you’re still unable to unravel the fable
And the moral of the story
Wasting your words on your former days of glory
Since all the tales that you have told
Are all recycled and old
And a preacher who isn’t following
Is the same as eating without swallowing
Never ever forgetting history
And yet still forever regretting yesterday
So far unable to just let things be
Wondering why things went this way?
When you should have been trying
To unlock the mystery
But you still begin most of your days
By screaming out, “Fu@#ing A’”
Sometimes you close your eyes
Hoping it would all go away
Since the power’s in the mind
It works both ways:
Either find your way home in the darkness
Or else be easily led astray
It takes a strong hand to turn the page
And write an all-new chapter
For you can always pick something else
If you can’t capture what you’ve been after
Yes, I guess it took awhile
Before I knew I’d never do what I wanted to do
When I looked at someone who was average
And thought to myself that, “I am just like you”
Someone says, “Power to the people”
But I just can’t find the strength today
It’s so hard to think about tomorrow
When you’re still trapped in yesterday
When will this clouded curtain lift?
When will these winds begin to shift?
You’re all so blind to what I’ve been living with
Given up trying to find a reason to live
Within the confines of the lines
Drawn up by hypocrites
Every day of my life I’ve thought like this
Lying on the floor and clenching my fists
All the time wondering why should I exist?
Pass the time trying to find some way to resist
I can’t take anything back nor start over again
I guess true happiness is just a dream
When you’re just like everybody else
Just another salmon in the river
Swimming up the stream
STARVING
A0494 — rank 288
Welcome to my new life
Let me give you the guided tour
Show you all the things that hurt me
Tell you why I don’t go back there any more
I once road the roller coaster
Up, down and around it went
Then one day I lost my ticket
Id found all my money been spent
The tracks I followed whirled me around
Shook my faith and dignity
I never added up the nights on the town
Pretended that it never affected me
The scenes I saw were of someone else
So I never had to sink to doubting myself
Because of course nothing bothered me
Blinded by the moon so I could not see
Since then I’ve been climbing the ladder
Finally caught sight of the top rung
Seen scowling faces and heard tongues that flatter Still not sure where one ends and the others begun
Stood on the very tips of my toes
All the while starting to lose all feeling
Have you ever wondered where it goes
Figured it wasn’t ever worth stealing
Yet you find your guess so incorrect
Looking around but who do you suspect?
Who would have the nerve to hide and steal and not reveal What you deserve now a hurt burning deep which you feel
An empty void which takes away a part of you that you knew
That yesterday you would have sworn would always stay
Such a desperate act with so little motivation
Just like taking food from a suffer of starvation
STICKS AND STONES
A0495 — rank 289
Since I kill people with rhyme
They can run but they can’t hide
But yes, even I break pencils
From time to time, sometimes
Like when I think of your skull
And try to crush it with my mind
Or lash out at you with my tongue
Telling everyone what you’ve done
I’ve caused five known suicides
But some might call them homicides
You could either go and ask a jury
But I’ll go free if Judas Priest decides
For no amount of money will I be marginalized
Victimized, puppetized or terrorized by
Any body, agent, church or state that tries
To get me to follow or believe something I hate
So liars, cheaters and those who steal
I got your penance written right here
It starts off by me calling you all bad names
And it ends with you all beginning to disappear
For what if I wasn’t a man of words?
But a man of action; a man of deeds
In fact, what if I had a new creed:
“If you piss me off enough…
They’re gonna find you in the weeds”
SLAM, BANG, CHOP! With that last line
You’re dying…you’re poetically dead
And I was barely even trying
I feel much better now
You’re lucky you’re only crying…
Was it something I said?
Or maybe something you read?
When I see evil people…
I start chanting:
STRANGER IN THE MANGER
A0496 — rank 290
I've been thinking that my life needs some changing
Some things still need a little rearranging
And even though I wouldn’t say I’m angry
If everything starts to stay the same keeps keeping on so strangely I knew what to do back in two thousand and two so just blame me (no one framed me)
If maybe I was watching the world go by
And never even bothered to blink an eye
Maybe I was watching too many sunrises
And never bothered to read all the rules I was supposed to comply with
You know the one with the stranger who owned the manger
Its so full of danger that its a real cliffhanger
Forget the name, its probably now forgotten, but it had its fifteen minutes of fame
Includes both love and pain
the blind and the lame
the honorable and the rotten
You know: The one they said no other book could ever equal
So why did they ever go and write the sequel?
They believed they were all alone
Until I told them that I was writing my own
Started calling me some kind of false preacher
I responded that I’m just a knowledge teacher
To which they responded, don’t you even try it
I became despondent
You had better be damn well quiet
For words like that can cause a riot
I almost thought that they were gonna hang me
But I got the right to say it
And no one has to okay it
Better still no one has to obey it
For I saw that the Constitution states it plainly
Choosing your religion
Is just like going fishing
Sometimes you have to throw it back in
Jump right in
And start all over again
When you know there’s bigger and better fish in the pond For this is the only planet I know for certain that I’m on Don’t want to be baptized in a pool of sin Trying my best to make certain that I dont fall in
SWIMMING IN SALT LAKE
A0498 — rank 291
Everybody told me
I should go to church
To find a girl
To complete my life
To give me a reason
to live in this world
Well my friend
Life ain’t just that simple
The next thing I knew
I was sitting in temple
I dated a Jew but she didn’t do
I gave back my key
My colored coffee filter
Then we were through
Soon my heart beat for another
A blonde Catholic Angel
And I was back at church
Listening to the Brothers
I hummed wedding bells
But she didn’t hum at all
When I was supposed to kneel
I stood too tall
I prayed it could last
Then I lost it all
After I just got
My heart broken again
I stopped to turn around
And that was when…
I saw the face of Heaven
God knows I needed saving
I saw her pictures of Jesus
It was then I knew that
She was what I needed
Isn’t life divine?
When you’re not looking
And you find
A soul mate
For the rest of your life
A lover, a mother, a wife
I was stuck in a rut
I was a desperate man
People tried to tell me
But I didn’t understand
Now I go swimming
In the salt lakes
Finally learning
From my mistakes
Never know which way
The world is turning
I never knew I’d marry a Mormon
She’s my escalator straight to the top
You know I love her and I’ll never stop
After I took her to see
Zeppelin’s Jimmy Page
I knew I’d never leave her
Until I die of old age
Now we’re together
Every single day
And I even go to mass
Praying to the man upstairs
Who put her on earth
To save my ass
No I never listened
To a single sermon
Until I fell in love
With a blue-eyed Mormon
THANKS DAD
A0500 — rank 292
You don’t know what it’s like to work for a living
To you everyday is happy thanksgiving
While your friends work their hands to the bone
You just call daddy dearest up on the phone
And you tell him all about how you got it so rough Then you start crying that your allowance just isn’t enough You don’t know what it’s like to work for a living To you everyday is Happy Thanksgiving
But what if I told you
That to some it’s always Halloween
Just tricks and no treats
Forget candied sweets
No treats were ever found
When vampires and reapers
Are the only one’s around
Happy Halloween
Say hello to defeat
Life sometimes can get pretty mean
When there are people walking
Without any shoes on their feet
But you, you wouldn’t know
There’s always someplace that you can go
To daddy’s cottage on the lake
Or maybe his mansion on Boca Raton
You never had to pay for any mistake
Daddy just had to wave his magic wand
Then trouble disappeared
With life again like chocolate cake
Do you even know what planet you’re on?
You have your own two feet for goodness sake
Someday you’ll have wished you had stood
These words I say are for your own good
THOUSAND MILES ABOVE
A0502 — rank 293
She came from the land of the sun
Parting the clouds that hang above
Conquering new cities in the name of love
From a thousand miles away
To a thousand miles above
When we first met I knew
That she was not ordinary
Conversation sent a chill through my bones
Falling in love in just an hour
Is so extraordinary
From that moment on I didnt want to be alone
Before she came I had loved
And I had lost, oh but of course
Still I had to pay the cost
Bitch got half when we got divorced
Well the mistakes I made
I soon had corrected
Funny how love creeps up
When you least expect it
She only wanted my friendship
But I wanted so much more
Best friends forever
Seems like such a bore
This feeling for her I have to direct it
So like a dog on the porch I wait
To sneak in the back door
When she least expects it
As I dream of her
Its like staring at the stars
I soon lose my train of thought
And go walking into cars
She could end up killing me
But what a way to die
Lying on the street face up
Seeing her face in the sky
The day she tells me
Well never go any higher
Is the day I sell my shoes
And walk across the fire
To prove my love Ill race into any burning building
To rescue anyone her heart desires
Even her dog or her cat
Tell me what you think of that?
Day after day you still amaze me
Dont tell me no itll drive me crazy
Dont fan the flames
Dont burn me
Im not so bad
When you learn
TOTEM POLE
A0503 — rank 294
I took my axe to the top of my Totem Pole
Flexed my muscles and let a good swing go
With one swift chop a head fell to the ground
Try to bury that sunuva bitch
Where it’ll never ever be found
I’ve been climbing the ladder of drugs
Almost to the top of the wrung
And I just decided to take a step down
That’s why I swung
Straight down the middle and follow through
You don’t get measured by what you say
But rather what you do
Alcohol had its days, its months, and its years
I’ll be the world’s greatest magician
If I can make a bottle disappear
Step by step, booze and butts and then bongs
For they’ve been the inspiration
For far too many of my songs
Almost time to choose something better
Almost time to come back to earth
Almost time to slay the three – headed monster
Almost time to lift the curse
You maybe young but some things still get old
Got to reshape your life while you can still break the mold
The one that you created while your ego was being deflated
Your balloon filled up with led so now it won’t fly
Just what happened to your head and blinded your eyes?
Your cross weighs the same as your Totem Pole
Everyday it gets heavier so you need to dig a bigger hole
Every face has a pair of eyes able to stare into your soul
Once it grows too strong it’s out of your control
Every enemy face must fall
Start chopping
Do it once and for all
Not all this starting and stopping
For no totem pole is ever too tall
TREES OF GREEN
A0504 — rank 295
Just what is wrong with me?
Maybe there is something wrong with us
Finding life in someone else
Living so vicarious - ly
I took a minute to get away from myself
Decided to look through somebody else
Stared towards the street as the cars passed by
So many other souls maybe I’ll give them a try
Looked at every car of every color
I soon discovered - There were so many faces
Looked at all the people of every color
I soon discovered - There were so many races
From my eyes I gave myself some advice
How can we be racist when it’s the roll of the dice?
All the trees are green
I guess that’s why they get along
So I’m just being me
That’s why I sing my song
What else can’t you see?
That you haven’t seen all along
Hatreds only for the wicked
With eyes too colored to see
Roots… I’ll tell them where to stick it
If they ever come questioning me
Never be afraid when your opinion is based on fact
Know it is your own decision to not be told how to act
Every day I become a little bit stronger
Every day my story becomes a little bit longer
And I’m not afraid of that
WARM WEATHER
A0508 — rank 296
Here I sit all alone
Weeping in a state of motionless silence
In my mind I am far from home
Keeping busy by fighting off the violence
Losing all my passion
Like a style going out of fashion
Hating the human race
Hurting in my soul
Like a compass encompassed
Lost its place
Hating growing old
I even started hating my own face
After you’d leave
I would fondly reminisce
Staring at the ceiling
While dreaming of your kiss
Spending so many sleepless nights
Wondering about you and I
Hoping my pillow became you
And my ceiling the stars and sky
When it didn’t come true
I would just close my eyes
But I kept thinking of you
Believing that tomorrow was another day
Then one night to my surprise
I finally heard the words I longed for you to say
Now that were together
Nearly every hour of the day
Everything’s gotten better
The rain clouds have lifted
As I can finally feel the warm weather
I received a gift and am now gifted
WATER BIRDS
A0510 — rank 297
Flying high as a gull
While you swim like a fish
Now your life isn’t dull
Did you get your wish?
Nobody really knows
Just where the feeling goes
Twelve feet off the ground
When you’re standing on your toes
Are you happy when it’s gone?
Empty mirror, empty vein
Empty bottle, empty bong
Have you had enough?
Is it getting tough?
Is the paddling rough
Shaking the stuff
Just a blind man’s bluff
Is this the last?
In a world so vast
On a street so fast
Not every second lasts
Is it time to accept the passing of the past?
Find yourself confined within the same old walls
Where the windows are still barred
Still making the same old calls
Haven’t yet made it very far
A life molded in a well-known shape
Waking up every morning staring at the same old face
Trying to find some way to escape
Some are dedicated to the flag
Others pledge allegiance to the bag
But where ever your faith lies
Keep in mind only fools are taken by surprise
Sometimes fire is the cleanser
Except when on a bender
When there’s more than just juice
On the inside of your blender
Fighting sobriety
Cracking ‘em in the jaw
Losing every ounce of dignity
While breaking every law
WITH HER I’LL MAKE IT
A0512 — rank 298
I’ve wrote too many sad, sad songs
About how the love we had was once so strong
Trying to remember where we went wrong
I need you back it’s already been too long
I’m coming to find you so please don’t hide
If you only knew how badly it hurts inside
Open your heart again please swallow your pride
I tried to convince myself I didn’t need you but I knew it was a lie
When you left my better half died
Even though I’m a man I too will swallow my pride
If you lay down the law I promise to abide
For I know I wasn’t right I had my priorities confused And even though I hurt you we’ve both been abused
I got off the phone with you and I know you still love me…
I once set her free but she hasn’t flown back home to me
She’s the best I’ve ever seen, I wrote her in a letter
But we can’t get together ‘til I get better
It’s a slow process so I’ll take it step by step
We’ll find ourselves together is your safest bet
It gets lonely in the basement when your dreams turn to pain
Too many choices can rinse your life down the drain
Behind door number one - an angel in disguise
Door number two - your biggest surprise
Behind door number three - filled with crooks and lies
But you’re behind number four - I can see it in your eyes
I should turn the key so you can show me the way
Whatever it costs then I’ll gladly pay
I’ve got to stop this livin’ day to day
But when all is said and done this is the price I pay
You gotta turn the next page, start over again
Sort out acquaintances and weed out your friends
For it’s hard to see when smoke gets in your eyes
Hard to know what’s pure in this world full of lies
Through trial and error you’ll find yourself
And discover those which you can’t live without I’ve found them all though one’s been misplaced
She stands behind a wall but I caught a glimpse of her face
She cries “let me out or let yourself in!”
I’d love to show her Heaven and shield her from sin But she might have to wait ‘cause of the shape I’m in Once I get it together then we’ll be family again
YOUR BROTHER
A0513 — rank 299
Maybe some day it will all fall into place - so naturally
No more charades or this big f&%^(*#g façade
I throw a parade to get past this giant blockade
To start a new novel or else to flip the page
For you are right…I am rarely blunt you see
Don’t fight on the eminence front to put it eloquently
Yeah I’ve been given second sight, and thank Townshend for me
He helped opened my eyes to what I couldn’t see
As I learned to comprehend this great big mystery
Find the one key that will set yourself free
It could be me for you
And it could be you for me
If we give it a chance
Then time will tell and we’ll see…
Nothing else would mean the world to me
Be better than me going down in history
As the second coming of Jesus in Bible number three…
Do you still go up to Heaven
Even if you commit blasphemy?
But we both know that God
Wouldn’t want that from me
I’ve always felt like more of a loner
Yet if it was one or the other
I still wouldn’t want to be your brother
And that has more to do with you…
Than with you mother….
Coo-coo-cachew
This song is over
‘Cause I’m getting a…….
If you don’t know, well, I thought you knew
I got no regrets…did you forget who you were talking to?
BUS DRIVER
A0522 — rank 300
I am still alive
(cigarette hangs from mouth)
Even though I try
to kill myself daily
I'm still breathing...
(cough, cough, cough)
but just barely
Someday I'm gonna die
Perhaps that why
I don't choose fact
But good old fiction
When it comes time to talk
Over the subject of religion
I have realized
That there's something
Greater, more important than me
I am just another ant
In this hurried race
To hell with humanity
Because I found Christianity
And I am learning my place
When to sit, stand and kneel
I'm becoming a nameless face
But hey...they say I am healed
So I boarded their bus...
But soon there was no
driver at the wheel...
The guy dressed in black
He was in the back
Spreading the word
to all the little boys
Once they began
to cry and shout
That's when the driver
had to get out...
When he could no longer
turn a blind eye
Something...something that rhymes with smile
La la la...hmm...pedophile!!!!
I'll give you just one guess
Who is now unemployed...
Hey, by the way...
does anyone need a ride?
MY LITTLE REVOLUTION
A0526 — rank 301
This is no type of world in which to run and play
Not that it matters much anyway
Of course this fact is evident
Our lives tell the story that words could never say
Generally there's no real argument
Only people pointing blame
Yet where we're going is more important
Then from wherever we all came
There are too many lives lacking purpose...
So many with misplaced ambition
Just what's the point of one's existence...
If you spend your entire life going fishing?
I never understood such remedial repetition
By those who could make a real difference
They end up selling their soul
For a few dollars a pound
All the while believing they're fully in control
Have they ever stopped to look around?
Perhaps they're too busy counting their bankroll
To stop and get off this meaningless merry-go-round
You've got to ask for contributions
Because there ain't no money in saving the world
Most people just look at you funny
Thinking you're nuttier than a squirrel
Mistaking attrition for absolution
They won't join in my little revolution
Would rather go home and shine their pearls
Their precious heirloom saved for their little girl
Yet when it's time for little girl to reign supreme
Just when she's about to enter into her prime
There'll be nothing but wall-to-wall human beings
Everything worth saving will already be gone
Her parents kept on following the old regime
As she's left to wonder where it all went wrong
Seems they never acted on what they were seeing
When it was time to wake up mom and dad just yawned
Or IN THE POURING RAIN
A0527 — rank 302
Oh, that’s right…You were a thousand miles above
A thousand miles away on a plane
He said son,
That’s not fair of you
To say that to me…
Someone’s got to pay the bills
And feed the family
I said dad, that might be right for you
But what if it doesn’t work for me?
My music is my legacy
I didn’t choose it – it selected me
Sure it might be a DEAD END
And it might be AWAR
But it’s the only thing I have
That’s truly mine
And worth fighting or dying for
And to give in and to give up
After so many years
In all honesty
HONESTLY never again
Would my EYES be AT LOST FOR TEARS
I have to SEE THIS THRU
This is THE PROMISE
I made to myself the other day
Yes, I can see your point of view
So here’s to my failure
Or to my success
So I guess there’s
NOTHING MORE TO SAY
ONE MORE
A0528 — rank 303
One more beer
And then I’ll head home
Unless she comes over her
Then I wouldn’t be alone
One more story
This time I just can’t resist
It’s time to share my pain
And what I’ve been living with
So come along everyone
And pull up a chair
You’ll get to learn why
My eyes are full of despair
You see… once I had a jealous girl
And she had a jealous mind
Oh yes… once I had a jealous girl
But you can see she’s no longer mine
Yet everyday she walks on by
I never seem to catch her eye
Everyday I wait for her
To look at me like she used to…
But she never does…she knows the truth
Someday she’ll regret
Treating me like we never met…
Oh someday she’ll agree
She had a good thing when she had me….
Through an open window
In climbed a broken vow
Once she let another enter
Where no one was allowed
She said that like the crooked picture frame
In which we once hung up upon her wall
We were hanging on by just one nail
So she knew we were going to fall
TOMORROW
A0533 — rank 304
So much to say so little ink
Too much confusion its hard to think
Is this a poem or is it a song?
Don’t know yet so I’ll play along
Try to gather just how I feel
Like Mr. Jones or the man of steel
Who am I gonna be when I grow old?
Don’t wanna be bought
Don’t wanna be sold
Life isn’t easy but it’s probably better than dying
Gotta fight on and keep on trying
I have a good life so I should be glad
But when she leaves it makes me sad
Soon she’ll realize I’m the one she seeks
It may take time, maybe weeks and weeks
Could take years just who’s to say?
Might be in April or maybe in May?
I didn’t start on the bottom but I’m moving on up
Gotta buckle down learn enough is enough
Drink and drugs just bring me down
Probably the reason I get kicked around
Somebody tell me when things will look bright
Trapped in a tunnel searching for light
I may have a star and it may be blonde
But after years and years there’s still no bond
Should I pack up and move away?
Run from trouble or is it here to stay?
I’m an all right kid who earns his pay
“Regrets are pathetic” is the quote of the day
Can’t think about the past only today
There’s always tomorrow is what they say
YARD DOG
A0535 — rank 305
No, not everyone understands
I’m not looking for total freedom
Just enough to make me my own man
I opened up the window and released them:
Let out what I had in my hands
Adam knew there were apples that grow
And that he couldn’t eat ‘em
Just as surely some things you shouldn’t grapple with
When you know you can’t join them or beat them
I am ridding myself of all these poisonous toxins
Such as these thoughts like right now –
When I wish that my mom and dad had just kept on walkin’
Never stopping and talking and eventually f&%^in’
Just some baby batter left on the blanket
Then they’d just wash it…
If only daddy had spanked it
Or if only they had offed it
Err, me…No, I would never wanna off you
It’s not your fault that the way I feel
Is the deepest, darkest shade of blue
And yeah, you had a laugh at the last paragraph
But that fun has just passed…
So now what are we supposed to do?
I’d like to share your greatness with you
Then maybe it’d rub off and I’d be great, too
There’s simply nothing I wouldn’t do
To lie down at your feet, yeah I’d die to serve you
Now I’ve got to get motivated baby
But it’s just too goddamn hard
I still feel like I’m attached to your chain, babe
Yeah, I’m that dog in your yard
FIFTY TWO PICK UP
A0707 — rank 306
Sure, I know that you’ve been fooled before
Many times by false tags and signs
So why does this one really hurt?
Seems like it hurts more…
How do you know when
you’ve lost something good?
Once it became misplaced
did someone come and pick it up?
That’s one way to tell
if you’ve made a mistake?
Should you go blaming yourself
or just chalk it up to plain dumb luck?
They told you not to put
All your chickens in one basket
They told you not to count up
All your eggs before they hatch
At least that’s how you remember it
You know it goes something like that…
There are so many people in this world
Who just haven’t got a clue
This girl you met last week
Told you - you were kinda cute
So tonight when you came back to see her
Looks like your picture’s the one
hanging on the rear view mirror
And right now you’re wishing
you went to someplace else
For when your eyes finally did meet
You failed to sweep her off her feet
Since she was two booths away
And she wasn’t sitting by herself…
REST OF MY DAYS
A0713 — rank 307
I couldn’t tell you
what I know
Or share all that I knew
And even if I wanted to…
There are some things
You can’t read,
write or say
Some things we
just gotta do…
I know that you’ll
surely understand
Why it seems I’ve been
hiding my head
in the sand
For you know that
all my life
I’ve been working
on my master plan
And wanting you
for my wife
Without us ever
even holding hands
Now there’s a chance
We might never
even meet
Let alone hug or kiss
Forget lying in between
And beneath
the same set of sheets
As I ask myself:
How did it come
to be like this?
From you saying
about the lake
When you were
looking up at the stars:
“You should
have been there”
Don’t you know I was…
Here within my heart
I know I made
my share of mistakes
But you know
my intentions always
came from the right place
I guess I blame my body
for being too far away
And know I always will
for the rest of my days
Or L.M.N.O.P
A0138 — rank 308
Hope you can understand
And comprehend clearly…
That I f%&k like a rabbit
Try to fly like a maggot
Can your ears hear
Them yelling:
“Watch your spelling and auto-correcting!”
Or next under sex they'll be questioning,
Over messaging and texting
Did or didn't I try a guy like a faggot…
I'll reply:
Hey, I see something shinny
So I go and grab it
‘Cause I just gotta have it
I know it’s a bad habbit
Since I look like I lie
Like a Persian rug,
Judas and a priest
All rolled into one
But at least…
Wait, freeze, go back…
Did that ‘but’ have
One or two t’s?
Oh boy!
Since my train of thought
Is filled with pot
If it didn’t have tracks
I’d get lost a lot
Then I’d have forgot
Where I parked…
Oh yeah, over there
In the parking lot
Here's where I get off
(haha)
Then I’d say:
“Hey, have a nice day.”
(and wave…that same fake smile on my face)
As I’d drive away
In a big, bright white car
With out-of-state plates
With black lights
that at night read:
“Candy Rapper Superstar”
(ha ha ha!)
John Lennon was right…
And right you are!
Deep down you knew it
Anyone can do it…
Be a candy rapper superstar
YOU CAN NEVER RUN AWAY FROM YOURSELF
A0185 — rank 309
I lay on the ground
As I feel death’s cold eyes
Even in defeat
I am not taken by surprise
I am my own rock
By no man’s law I abide
In desperate times
You can look for a place to hide
But you can never
Run away from yourself
In good times and bad times
In sickness and health
There’s no escape when trouble
Has already come
For you can never take back anything
That you have done
I lay on the ground
As I feel death’s cold eyes
Even in defeat
I am not taken by surprise
I am my own rock
By no man’s law I abide
In desperate times
You can look for a place to hide
But you can never
Run away from yourself
In good times and bad times
In sickness and health
Never run away from yourself…
p. 1 ABSOLUTELY MARIE by Klaus Bluetner ……….…..………. …… LOVE
p. 2 ALISON'S AIRPLANE by Justin Justice ………….. DRUGS & ALCOHOL
p. 3 ALL IN A DAY by Klaus Bluetner………………….………….CHOMSKIAN
p. 4 ALL IN GOOD TIME by Klaus Bluetner ……………...........…. INSPIRING
p. 5 AS FOR ME by Klaus Bluetner….....………...…INTERNAL STRUGGLES
p. 6 AS I PLAY by Klaus Bluetner…………............................……..INSPIRING
p. 7 BEAUTIES AND BEASTS by Klaus Bluetner……………. ….INSPIRING
p. 8 BLESSING IN DISGUISE by Justin Justice …………. ….……INSPIRING
p. 9 BOTTOM OF THE LAKE by Klaus Bluetner ….....…… RELATIONSHIPS
p. 10 BREAKING HER HEART by Justin Justice …..…........… HEARTBREAK
p. 11 BREAKING THE CHAINS by Tiffany Anne .... INTERNAL STRUGGLES
p. 12 BRICKLAYER by Klaus Bluetner ……….……….....……… CHOMSKIAN
p. 13 BROKEN MIRROR by Klaus Bluetner …......................……. INSPIRING
p. 14 BUTTERFLY by Klaus Bluetner……….…..........................………..LOVE
p. 15 CARRY ME by Klaus Bluetner …......…………. INTERNAL STRUGGLE
p. 17 CLEAN WIPE TO THE SLATE by Justin Justice…………......INSPIRING
p. 18 COLOR OF LOVE by Klaus Bluetner….................................……..LOVE
p. 19 COME FOR A RIDE by Bryan Magsayo ………….……..HEARTBREAK
p. 20 COMING OF FALL by Tyler Thompson ……………..MISCELLANEOUS
p. 21 CONCRETE PEOPLE by Klaus Bluetner…………….……CHOMSKIAN
p. 22 COST OF WAR by Klaus Bluetner ……...................... SOCIAL ISSUES
p . 23 CURVES OF SORROW by Tyler Thompson ……DRUGS & ALCOHOL
p. 24 DEAD END by Justin Justice ……...................… DRUGS & ALCOHOL
p. 25 DEAD SILENCE by Justin Osowiecki ……………..… SOCIAL ISSUES
p. 26 DEEP SEEDED by Klaus Bluetner …………... INTERNAL STRUGGLE
p. 27 DOWNWARD SPIRAL by Max Weltman ……………..... DEPRESSING
p. 28 DREAMLAND by Klaus Bluetner……………….……..………….…LOVE
p. 29 DUST TO DUST by Klaus Bluetner…..................…..RELATIONSHIPS
p. 30 END OF THE ROAD by Klaus Bluetner………….…………………LOVE
p. 31 FALLEN CLOUDS by William Elmore ..……………..MISCELLANEOUS
p. 32 FALLEN WALLS by Klaus Bluetner…………………..…SOCIAL ISSUES
p. 33 FIGHT FOR PEACE by Lynette ……………………..…….. CHOMSKIAN
p. 34 FIRST CLASS by Klaus Bluetner …………….…..…..MISCELLANEOUS
p. 35 FIRST PLACE by Klaus Bluetner ………………..….. MISCELLANEOUS
p. 36 FLOW by Klaus Bluetner ………………….……..……............ INSPIRING
p. 37 FOURTEEN DAYS by Klaus Bluetner………….INTERNAL STRUGGLES
p. 38 FOURTH SHAKRA by Klaus Bluetner…………..……………….......LOVE
p. 39 FRAMES by Jon Jacobs …...................................…. RELATIONSHIPS
p. 40 FRESCO by Justin Justice…...........................................................LOVE
p. 42 GIFT by Klaus Bluetner ….........................................…… CHOMSKIAN
p. 44 GOLDEN ARCHER by Klaus Bluetner ..........................…… INSPIRING
p. 45 GYPSY MAMMA by Klaus Bluetner…......................................…..LOVE
p. 46 HALF FULL by Klaus Bluetner ……………………...... RELATIONSHIPS
p. 47 HALL OF FAME by Klaus Bluetner …………………….…….. INSPIRING
p. 48 HARRY PATCH by Klaus Bluetner ……………..…… INTERNAL STRUGGLE
p. 49 HERE AND NOW by Justin Justice ……………..….. INTERNAL STRUGGLE
p. 50 HERE I AM by Klaus Bluetner……....................................................... LOVE
p. 51 HOUSE OF SHATTERED GLASS by Klaus Bluetner ……… HEARTBREAK
p. 52 HOW CAN YOU by Bryan Magsayo ….............................….. HEARTBREAK
p. 53 IN THE POURING RAIN by Justin Justice …………………………....…LOVE
p. 54 INTERNAL BRUISES by Justin Justice ………………….…... HEARTBREAK
p. 55 IT COULD BE YOU by Sandy …….................................................…. LOVE
p. 56 IT IS YOUR TURN by Klaus Bluetner …………………………….. INSPIRING
p. 57 JULIA’S GARDEN by Klaus Bluetner …………….… INTERNAL STRUGGLE
p. 58 LAST MAN STANDING by Klaus Bluetner………………………… INSPIRING
p. 59 LAST CUP OF COFFEE by Justin Justice …………………….…. REAL LIFE
p. 60 LEAVING CALIFORNIA by Klaus Bluetner ……………… MISCELLANEOUS
p. 61 LEAVING YOUR ROOTS by Klaus Bluetner ………. INTERNAL STRUGGLE
p. 62 LET DOWN by Justin Justice ……….................................…..HEARTBREAK
p. 63 LITTLE BIRD by Justin Justice …...........…………….......…… HEARTBREAK
p. 64 LOOKING FOR LOVE by Klaus Bluetner…………................. HEARTBREAK
p. 65 LOW DOWN by Klaus Bluetner……..............................…..… DEPRESSING
p. 66 LYRICAL GROOM AND MUSICAL BRIDE by Klaus Bluetner…….…....LOVE
p. 67 MARRIED TO SOMETHING ELSE by Justin Justice .....DRUGS & ALCOHOL
p. 68 MATCH MAKER by Klaus Bluetner…................................…RELATIONSHIPS
p. 69 MAYBE SOMEDAY by Bryan Magsayo …….........................… DEPRESSING
p. 70 MELODY OF SORROW by Klaus Bluetner ….……………..….HEARTBREAK
p. 71 MICHELANGELO AND MARBLE ….........................................…..INSPIRING
p. 72 NATURE OF MAN by Justin Justice ………………………….. HEARTBREAK
p. 73 NEVERMORE by Klaus Bluetner………….………. INTERNAL STRUGGLES
p. 74 NEXT IN LINE by Klaus Bluetner…........................................................LOVE
p. 75 NIGHT OUT by Klaus Bluetner……………..…..…. INTERNAL STRUGGLES
p. 76 NOW BOARDING by Klaus Bluetner……………………..…….HEARTBREAK
p. 77 OASIS by Klaus Bluetner ……............................................... DEPRESSING
p. 78 OLD ELI by Klaus Bluetner……..................................…... SOCIAL ISSUES
p. 79 ONE SLIP OF THE KNIFE by Justin Justice ………………… DEPRESSING
p. 80 OVERRATED by Tyler Thompson ………………….……..…. DEPRESSING
p. 81 PENDULUM by Klaus Bluetner ………………………….. RELATIONSHIPS
p. 82 PENNYWISE by Klaus Bluetner………………………………. CHOMSKIAN
p. 83 PERFECT IMPERFECTIONS by Klaus Bluetner……………………. LOVE
p. 84 POSTCARD by Klaus Bluetner…………………………RELATIONSHIPS
p. 85 PRAYER FOR LIFE’S MEANING …………………………..…INSPIRING
p. 86 PRETTY TOYS by Klaus Bluetner …………………………. CHOMSKIAN
p. 87 RAINYDAY SUNSHINE by Justin Justice…………………….......…LOVE
p. 88 RIGHT BETWEEN THE EYES by Justin Justice ……………….. FUNNY
p. 89 RIPPLES by Klaus Bluetner ……………….......................…. INSPIRING
p. 90 ROCKING THE WORLD by Lai Youttitham …………...…… INSPIRING
p. 91 SANDCASTLES by Klaus Bluetner…...………....……RELATIONSHIPS
p. 92 SEE THIS THRU by Justin Justice…………………………..………LOVE
p. 93 SHE by Klaus Bluetner …….........................…. INTERNAL STRUGGLE
p. 94 SINGER SONGWRITER by Klaus Bluetner …..INTERNAL STRUGGLE
p. 95 SLEEPWALKERS by Klaus Bluetner …………………...…. CHOMSKIAN
p. 96 SMELL THE FLOWERS by Rebekah Ann Curtis ……...…… INSPIRING
p. 97 SNOWFLAKES by Justin Justice ……...........................…… INSPIRING
p. 99 STARS by Klaus Bluetner……………….........................……INSPIRING
p. 100 STILLTHINKING OF YOU TONIGHT by Tyler Thompson ……….LOVE
p. 101 STRANDED by Justin Justice …...............................……DEPRESSING
p. 102 STRANGER…THEN FICTION by Klaus Bluetner ……….…...…..LOVE
p. 103 SUMMER’S THE TIME by Klaus Bluetner……...............…. INSPIRING
p. 104 SUNLIGHT by Klaus Bluetner ……...................................…INSPIRING
p. 105 SURE SHORE by Klaus Bluetner…..........……INTERNAL STRUGGLE
p. 106 TABLE FOR TWO by Klaus Bluetner……......................HEARTBREAK
p. 107 THUNDERSTORMS by Klaus Bluetner ...……INTERNAL STRUGGLE
p. 108 TONIGHT'S MOONLIGHT by Tyler Thompson………………..….LOVE
p. 109 TRASH CAN by Klaus Bluetner…..............................…HEARTBREAK
p. 110 TRAIN by Justin Justice……..........................................HEARTBREAK
p. 111 TRENDING by Klaus Bluetner…........................…..MISCELLANEOUS
p. 112 TRYING TIMES by Klaus Bluetner ….......….. INTERNAL STRUGGLE
p. 113 UNITY by Justin Justice & Lai Youttitham ……….... RELATIONSHIPS
p. 114 UNTITLED UNLABELED by Klaus Bluetner…………………....…LOVE
p. 115 USED TO BE by Klaus Bluetner ……............................HEARTBREAK
p. 116 VISITED A PLACE by Klaus Bluetner ………………. SOCIAL ISSUES
p. 117 WARM SHOULDER by Klaus Bluetner……………………….....….LOVE
p. 118 WARMER WATERS by Klaus Bluetner ….......…… DRUGS & ALCOHOL
p. 119 WATCHER by Matt McCarthy…........................................….INSPIRING
p. 120 WATER FLESH AND BONE by Justin Justice …..…… RELATIONSHIPS
p. 122 WHAT I’LL DO by Klaus Bluetner….................................................LOVE
p. 123 WHAT WE SHARE by Justin Justice…………………………............LOVE
p. 124 WHERE I AM FROM by Klaus Bluetner …………………………….. LOVE
p. 125 WITHIN REACH by Klaus Bluetner …..................…… RELATIONSHIPS
p. 126 WORTH THE WAIT by Justin Justice……………………….........….LOVE
p. 127 YOU CAN NEVER RUN AWAY FROM YOURSELF by Justin Justice
… INTERNAL STRUGGLE
ANY GIVEN DAY
A0235 — rank 310
Another morning
As the sun comes up again
You drink a cup of coffee
Say hello to your friend
Take a peek at the paper
Any good news today?
Seems like nothing but trouble
So face down it will stay
Eight o’clock in the morning
As your cubicle cries out your name
You sit down in front of your computer
The monotony remains the same
Another sip of coffee
The stacks of papers stay in your drawer So many places you’d rather be
As you find yourself asking for what And for who are you doing this for?
Ten years of marriage to your work
Yet how could this be so engraved into your life?
Dropped off the kids at school
A kiss goodbye to your loving wife
You really need a vacation
Tried to get the week off but you couldn’t go The boss promised you next week
You should have pushed stronger But how could you expect to know
Yet you’re still sitting here
Up on the sixty-sixth floor
You could have been ascending on a plane Maybe heading off towards Europe to go explore
Gazing out your window
You see that the New York skyline is so pretty And your office is such a bore
Suddenly you see a sight among sights Never seen a plane flying so low before
This day was coming
The day of all days
The unthinkable enters your mind
The World Trade Center’s in a blaze
Your last thoughts wonder
How’d this happen and why?
After the air control towers lose all contact
As the sun’s not the only sight in the sky The devil’s signed a new contract
Today is marked your day to die
As terror has no face
Neither hides in eyes
Nor hidden in a place
Strikes in a second
Yet stays for a life
Leaving weeping children
Comforted by a crying wife
Heroes are found
As evil is blamed
Two buildings fall to the ground
A covert hatred untamed
As words filled with scorn
Still fail to articulate
Our rose finds its thorn
However too late
An eye for an eye is written in red
As some wave banners of hate
And even though people still hurt
We must retaliate
Somewhere, someone must pay
Without a doubt the highest of price
Maybe then we’ll be okay
A tooth for a tooth, a life for a life
For the terrorists certainly know what’s in store
As the mothers of the enemy must suffer as well
For no one wins when you go to war
You throw away your bible when your earth is hell
So sad this is what it takes
For a great nation to finally unite
For everybody to wave a flag
For everybody to not sleep so good tonight
And yet small acts of hatred
Pass before our eyes on any given day
But everyone just keeps on walking
Pretending it’s never an obstacle along their way
It is true that perfection is never truly attainable But is this way of life really sustainable
It was all bound to come crashing down one day But no one ever figured they’d live to see the day
NOT A ZERO
A0473 — rank 311
Nobody told you the way in which to walk
In order to make it easier to get to where you want to go
And no one ever whispered into your ear
All of the things that you’d be better off to know
You’ll have to find these things all by yourself
As this is the only advice you will need
I wouldn’t bother listening to anyone else
Who maybe trying to sell you something you don’t need
I am not like the rest when it comes to my own ego
I try never to pretend that I’m some kind of super hero
I never wanted to be as cool as Robert DiNero
I’ll settle for the safety of simply not being a zero
Between the ears
Is where it hides
The bear in the cave
Here it sleepily lies
Waiting for when the time is right
The time to unleash the full fury
Nowhere to run when nothing’s left in sight
A wave like this sure crashes in a hurry
Dormant and inactive it hangs around in the basement
Waiting for the day that you’ll have to face it
And to think that everybody’s so concerned
With what they have in their closet
Sometimes when you can’t close the door
There’s just no knowing how to stop it
Seems now there’s no choice left other than to let it out
Release what burns within you and lift all doubt
I am not like the rest when it comes to my own ego I try never to pretend that I’m some kind of super hero I never wanted to be as cool as Robert DiNero I’ll simply settle for the safety of just not being a zero
Break down the rock wall surrounding yourself
Don’t worry about the eyes of anybody else
There is only one lifetime of which we can be sure
Never want to look back wishing you were something you weren’t
Will you speak your opinion proud or will you bend in the wind
Will you die dignified when eyes have spied seeing all that you did?
With flowers lowered down in casket or sadly leaping off of a ledge
Would you do it all again and would the same allegiances you pledge?
The masks each unknowing actor wears for every new face at the door
Who with each passing day comes closer to what’s inevitably in store
All the while playing magnificently well in the game of charades
Now unable to untie the knot he has made even as his life begins to fade
Mistakenly mistakable to the naïve, untrained and common eye Who blinks the very second that difference comes walking by Another angry ignorant for whom there’s no more room for here
Another silly fool hand him a scroll full of knowledge and then watch him tear
I am not like the rest when it comes to my own ego I try never to pretend that I’m some kind of super hero I never wanted to be as cool as Robert DiNero I’ll settle for the simple safety of just not being a zero
WAY UP NORTH
A0511 — rank 312
You can walk through the city
Searching for peace
But you’ll probably find war
Yes, I too, looked long ago
I found a friend who turned into a foe
As soon as I walked inside his door
My palms were sweating
I was still unsure of what I was getting into
Or what was in store
But after I learned
How easy you can get burned
I promised myself
I wouldn’t go back there any more
Now I hide
Way up north I reside
Where the only things flying are the birds
When the trees softly speak
Their advice I seek
Though they do not seem to speak in words
As I gaze up at the stars
That once seemed so far
Now they don’t seem so unreachable
When the man in the moon looks
He now sees me reading books
He never knew I was so teachable
When I lived in the city
I lost all hope
But now I love my country
And somehow I can cope
I traded my nights for days
I traded smog for the suns rays
I traded slugs for love
And I traded my drugs for hugs
WEATHERING THE STORM I called you on the phone but don’t worry nothing’s wrong I was sitting by myself and feeling kind of all alone I don’t need to hear anyone’s sad, sad song
I see things all too clear whether right or wrong
It could be all on you but maybe that’s better than all on me
I’ve got my own chains of reason by which freedom I don’t see
Some captains sink their own ship with all hands on deck
Rather than giving out a sign of distress
I once was floating by blinded through my eyes
Nothing I despised not in either truth nor any lies
What a way to live where nothing was taken
Nothing to give but maybe I was mistaken
Nothing gained and so much lost
And what I paid was the highest of cost
Well I am the captain and the water is deep
The bow is all wet and I’ve began losing sleep
And sleep is the only purification of the sole
It hasn’t been this way for a while but even the past’s gotten old
I’ve survived hurricanes, sea monsters, typhoons and snow
I’ve hidden in so many ports that there’s none left to go
Where I am now the birds can no longer be seen flying
It’s going to be a long, dark trip but I’ll have to keep trying
I’ve heard stories of rainbows, leprechauns and pots o’ gold
Of hunters and slave ships with people bought and sold
But when you add up the time we’re really all doing fine
We’ve come so far but there are still mountains we must climb
If you don’t believe then you will never bleed
If your heart’s cut through it’s not even black and blue
Without a change in form you’ve wasted being born
You must break from safety if you seek to weather any storm
WINTER THEMED HAPPINESS
A0534 — rank 313
(co-written with youtube channel names in parentheses)
Finding your soulmate, (COSTAR75)
Dancing in the moonlight, (RESEARCHX)
A log in the fireplace burns (RESEARCHX)
A good book, (NINURE),
A warm fire, (RESEARCHX)
Holding on to a loved one, (RESEARCHX)
Being held in return (RESEARCHX)
A little note from my lover, (SHARBOHEMIA)
A scenic drive (MIRELLA514)
And a nodding approval (SHARBOHEMIA)
The sound of music
in the morning and
Coffee (EFFRONWHITE)
Served with warm apple strudel (SHARBOHEMIA)
A cup of tea on a winter’s day (QUEENOFWANNABE87)
In a peaceful town far from the city (PURPLEWINGS123)
A melody so heavenly
It changes destiny benevolently (ANSEL989)
A new day’s sky, (KAWAIIKYONEKO)
Sharing sunrise with the sparrows, (MAYANALIEN)
And watching winter’s first snow (DOBBYJUNIOR)
Long, sincere conversations, (ONEMANBAND1963)
People showing love, (COSTAR75)
Marshmallows in hot cocoa (DOBBYJUNIOR)
Christmas Eve,
A smiling grandmother,
Such thoughtfulness, (IJUSTLIKETOPLAY)
Warm hugs and sweet kisses
(RAI452)
A random act of kindness,
Snow angels, snowmen
and children wearing mittens
A glass of wine lifting spirits, (WIZARDEAL)
An honest day’s work,
The righting of a wrong
(WIZARDEAL)
A victory where goodness wins, (CHOCOLATECOVEREDDUDE)
Art for art’s sake, (YELLOWRHAPSODY)
Hearing your favorite song (TADEK59)
Sunset, (GJANIE)
A finely-tuned piano, (ROCKERDADDYFARMS)
An untouched landscape
free of high rises (ROCKSTARDREAMS15)
Giving gifts, giving thanks, (CHOCOLATECOVEREDDUDE)
A child’s innocence
during nighttime lullabies
After dinner chocolates,
(MISSTWINX) (ILIKETHESMELLOFSAND) (BAJANSWEETIE)
Honesty and truth, (WATCHMEWHEELS)
Surprise fresh flower bouquet
A good night’s sleep,
happy dreams,
Knowing some memories
will never fade away (CHOCOLATECOVEREDDUDE)
B.S.F.
A0076 — rank 314
Like a big stinky fart
In a little empty room
That’s how I feel
Being so far away from you…
Like seeing an un-Christened urinal
With a fresh new gleaming bowl
So badly then I had wished to pee
But now, alas… I just don’t have to go…
Oh no!
Oh no…
No, no…
We were Best Friends Forever…
Yes, forever and a day
In time would we grow old?
The answer was NO… NO NEVER!
I wish I could believe that now today…
Hey…
Hey…
Hip.. f%&king hip
Ah, my f%&king hip!
Hip…
Hooray!
As we watch it all…
One by one we rise, we stand, we fall…
And then together from the floor
We watch it all fall away
And then we watch it all fall away some more…
Pondering the next dream world
We have conjured up to go and explore
Great Greatest Greatest-Er
A0100 — rank 315
As for the Alexander
Known as the Great
The end was near
For it was too late
When he said
They would have been wed
Had he only had a first date…
Yet they never met
So, no he never ever met her
Never wed her
Never bed her
And never wet her bed
For that matter!
That’s when the great
Heavy weight
Champion
Came on in
After being
At the gym
And with a grin
From nose to chin…
Muhammad Ali
Secretly
Told Alexander
And he quickly
Told me
That he
Agreed
That she
Was better
Who am I to disagree
With the two of greatest men
In all of history?
Either one could
Certainly turn me
Into Swiss cheese
Or if they pleased
A pile of shredded cheddar
High Risers
A0107 — rank 316
Well it seems you ended up with nothing
In this world of plenty
When everybody else went shopping for an audi you wanted an inny
When everybody else was getting fat
Why are you so skinny?
Now you're looking at me and I think you're ready...
They brought me down
To police station
For questioning
And interrogation
My friends had to call up the chief of police
To negotiate my release
But they just pay him off
Because the guy's a crook
He got taught real well
Straight outta the book....
They no longer look they know the reason
I'm always booked on the same charge of treason
They wanted me to play follow the leader...
Yet the powers that be were in full retreat
But when they said
We should all fight to the death
How come all at once each head turned and looked at me?
My government just labeled me as an Al Qaeda sympathizer
All because I didn't straighten up like I took two pills from Pfizer
When I say hey people steal I'm not talking about high risers
My momma knows I'm not a terrorist
So how come you gotta treat me like this?
I'm just one of those concerned citizens
A Chomskian poet otherwise known as a dissident
Obama......what the hell is going on?
You said you'd bring change....
Yeah....But only for a dollar bill.....
And that's wrong!!!!
Peculiar
A0139 — rank 317
Time for another game
Here on another plane
Where the pieces of the puzzle
Have all been rearranged
And the puzzle has no frame
Every piece fits together
With each other
Yet no piece is the same…
Downside up
is now left side right
Right is center
And parallel’s adjacent to
What is perpendicular
The day is dawn
And dawn is night
Triangles are square
And squares are oblong and circular…
Familiar albeit very peculiar
Similar to a non-sequitur
All of these goings ons
On this planet earth
Where the drinks are hard
The colors are soft
As these words I say
Become food for thought
Above they float aloft
And love is in the air…
It’s always been there…
Yet we sometimes fear
It has been lost…
But it has not
(Inspired by Wilt Chamberlain’s A VIEW FROM ABOVE)
Quick Wit
A0147 — rank 318
With quick wit
You gotta spit the sh*t
Before you get dissed
And then dismissed
It’s a one shot world
Don’t get hit by what’s hurled
And when it’s your time to shoot
Don’t miss…
Swish!
All my fans cheer
While I smile
Go buck wild
That’s my style
With wide-eyed stares
Their fans hiss
Meanwhile…
Who cares?
We won the game
I was in the game
I was on my game
I am the game
I own the game
Everybody knows my name
My claim to fame
Has always been the same
I put in my time
The dues have been paid
I lay it all on the line
Every single day
The world is a whopper
Gonna have it my way
She swallowed
Said she liked fast food
Because it came right away
Hey!
You know what they say:
With quick wit…
GROW UP
A0450 — rank 319
My best friend
Has stopped returning my calls
Won’t respond to any emails
Now he’s just plain busting my balls
So I decided to write him a poem
Maybe it’ll be a song the tube
It’s called “come on….grow up…
And quit being a boob”
For I hate all of this…
This soap opera affair
We’ve become too close
To let all this disappear
Friends often disagree
Have arguments and debate
I’ve still yet to hear from you…
And so…I wait…
Childish games were fun
When I was three feet tall
I’ve got my phone right here
Please give me a call
For over these years
I’ve tried to act like a man
And sort out all the things
That I just don’t understand
I tried to patch things up
Yet it didn’t work like I planned
The phone…pick it up!
Before things get out of hand
There is no ultimatum
No time tables or threats
Only great memories
That I’ll never forget
And I’d like to make more
If that’s alright with you
So turn on your skype
And I’ll talk to you soon….
RUN FORREST RUN
A0484 — rank 320
He got five hundred dollars
And a ticket outta here
I’ve had a hard life
But very few care
Many times I’ve cried out
That my life’s not fair
But there was no one there
To help me or to hear….
Everyone had disappeared
I can write my way
Right out of a wrong
Like he sings himself
Right out of the song
I’ve grown tired of picking him up
Every time he has fallen
Finally reached that point of giving up
To where it looks like there’s no returning
When it was time to save Bubba
In the movie Forrest Gump
I rolled and ducked for cover
And remembered Jenny saying:
“Run Forrest Run!”
The day the president’s son
Gets shipped off and sent to war
Is the day there might be
Something worth fighting and worth dying for
When it was time for me
To drag Lieutenant Dan
I thought a lot about oil
And I thought a lot about
Attacking Iraq and Afghanistan
But when what goes for the goose
Also goes for the gander
The world won’t have any armies left
Or at least one with a general or commander
SUMMER THEMED HAPPINESS
A0497 — rank 321
(youtube collaboration – channel names in parentheses)
Hiking in the mountains, (LOSTAGAIN1701)
Listening to the wind (LOSTAGAIN1701)
Dogs playing frisbee, (LOSTAGAIN1701)
Little kittens chasing string (LOSTAGAIN1701)
Ice cream in summer (XXMAKESOMEONESMILEXX)
And dewy foggy mornings (PAULSGIRL4EVS)
Long walks deep in the forest, (NINJABLUEWINGS)
The first day of spring
These are some things that make
my heart shout out and sing
Finding out a nasty rumor
just isn’t true (NINURE)
Pony rides and learning something useful and new (NINURE) (DSANW)
A rainbow (ONEMANBAND1963),
A spider’s web glistening with dew (YVETTEGR)
A warm wind blowing softly, (YVETTEGR)
Some good barbeque (EFFRONWHITE)
All these gifts from the heavens
make me feel brand new
Butterflies (ALYSSEXY),
People acting sincere and polite
Trips to museums,
(PAULSGIRL4EVS)
Making up after a fight (CHOCOLATECOVEREDDUDE)
Days at the beach, (ROCKSTARDREAMS15)
A barking dog that doesn’t bite
And hearing a river
flowing into the night (MISSYA1958)
All reassure me
I’m going to be alright
Surprise phone calls from
old friends long lost in the past (CHOCOLATECOVEREDDUDE) (PURPLEWINGS123)
Flowers blooming in sunshine (BOUCRATE)
And freshly cut grass (PURPLEWINGS123)
Finding hidden money
I’d forgotten I had (DONELLEGLATT)
Looking through old photos
of my mom and my dad (DONELLEGLATT)
With things such as these
how could I ever feel bad?
Tears that have all dried up (WATCHMEWHEELS),
Relieving someone’s pain (STORIESTHATNEVERWERE)
A soldier coming home
And swimming in the rain (MAYANALIEN)
Warm April showers,
A smiling face on the train (STORIESTHATNEVERWERE)
New brides and grooms,
The pop of the cork of champagne
When it comes to these things you won’t hear me complain
Strangers helping strangers (WATCHMEWHEELS),
The smell of French perfume
Summertime concerts, (ANNACALIFORNIA)
A bunch of water balloons (0X0ANGIE0X0)
Baby socks and
A field of clover in full bloom (SHERRYWINE1941)
Lazy Sunday mornings (JTBALL1888)
And black and white cartoons (ROCKSTARDREAMS15) and (NINJABLUEWINGS)
All have a way of lifting
any doom and gloom
Polar bears, pandas,
koalas, a kangaroo
(DOBBYJUNIOR)
Bald headed eagles,
(MISSYA1958)
flamingos, a cockatoo
Penguins and llamas,
tigers, deer and caribou
Dolphins, rabbits and otters (DOBBYJUNIOR),
a trip to the zoo
For all of God’s great creatures
I must say thank you
ALWAYS MOVING
A0232 — rank 322
I only free my mind when it’s closing time
I only find my way home when I am truly alone The only doors left open
Are the ones I can’t slam shut
The only lesson I’ve yet to learn
Is that enough is enough
I always find myself moving
But it’s not always up
The only piece of mind I ever find
Is lying on the floor and yeah that’s tough
No this is not another fiction
So far, far from a fable
I’m simply biding my time
For as long, as long as I am able
But don’t get me wrong
I’d never sell myself short
I’d be the man with the gavel
If the world was a court
In another time
On another day
Things might have not
Been this way
But when I woke up
I put on my shoes
Came to this conclusion
We all gotta pay our dues
But just what device do you use
To measure wasted time?
And just who made the ladders
We’re supposed to climb?
I guess that’s just part of the great mystery
The Rubik’s cube we must all unfold
Something accidentally deleted
When they were writing history
Another piece of paper discarded
As they were walking down the road
BETTER THAN ME
A0236 — rank 323
He loved her like I love you
Only he would do what I couldn’t do
Though she was far away she was in his heart With a love so strong that the sea would part
He is the man to whom I kneel
They were the two whose fate was sealed
Wedding rings? Souls bound so tight
Nothing’s wrong when the love is right
The young lady, I knew her well
But one person’s heaven is another’s hell
They were the two with their hearts so entwined But I still remember when she used to be mine
From jealousy and hatred I should be free
Yet I find myself thinking
How could she do this to me?
The day she left I knew she was right
It was so expected that we didn’t fight
She simply shut the door one night
Without saying goodnight
He is the man to whom I kneel
They were the two whose fate was sealed
Wedding rings? Souls bound so tight
They’re in love so it must be right
I will recover, though it’ll take some time
But if you’ll be my lover then I’ll be fine
I set out searching for a love so true
If my eyes don’t deceive me I’ve found it in you
Won’t you take a chance to set me free?
Undo all that she’s done to me
Erase my bleeding memory
Don’t let me think that he’s better than me Bring out a part of me that I don’t see
And as you said “yes”
The death inside of me died
Now I’ve got nothing
But a lifetime of love inside
HAND ON THE KNIFE
A0242 — rank 324 — formerly: DOES THE FIRE STILL GLOW
Why don’t you stop staring outside your window?
For you’ve learned by now the scene is always the same
With the moon lit, daytime gaze of a widow
Living in an imaginary world playing your solitary game
Clutching on to the only things you trust and know
Following in life’s parade yet walking so, so slow
As progress is measured in inches at a time
Searching the corners of your room for nothing you want to find
You think that safety lies in knowing the future ahead
But I say if you think like that then you’re already dead
You hold onto both the best and the worst memories of the past
For they’re all you have now but how long can they last?
Don’t you ever wonder about what you’ve been losing everyday?
Ever wonder what life will be like if things stay this way?
It is true that you’re middle age
You’re either halfway in or out of the cage
Just where do you go to find yourself?
Is there anywhere inside your soul where you can look for help
Inside your heart is no use for it’s bled too many times
And you’re afraid to search your mind because only God knows what you’ll find
So desperate because you don’t know where to look
Might end up being someone else if you open up a book
And you been told you’ll end up blind if you stare too long at the moon
You’ve either been lost atop of the mountains or else stranded at the foot of the dunes
So out of tune that you feel you’ve lost all hope at harmony
Feeling like a piece of ivory living in a land of ebony
You may have found strength in equal parts of love and sin
But no one could ever judge you for they wouldn’t know where to begin
That is why we must all judge ourselves during some point in our life
And then decide if we should place our hand on the bible or our hand on the knife
You sure haven’t won but you got so much, so much more to lose
Finally reached that breaking point that it’s time for you to choose
Where do you go from here? Finally the coast is clear
Will you now break? Or else make your escape?
I guess there is only one who really knows
Look within your eyes and tell me…Does the fire still glow?
DOWNS AND UPS
A0243 — rank 325
Stress level going up
Self-esteem going down
Tons of work piling up
Stacks of papers falling down
Not much patience I have left
What is happening just isn’t right
I’m starting to hate everything
And people who think I’m nothing
Everything I do is wrong
Every mistake I can’t correct
In the game of life I surely lose
Even my thoughts I can’t collect
Anger screams let me out
Peace whispers let me in
Even the art of making love
To some is considered a sin
Too often my life is so dull
That I ponder what’s the point?
Just what’s the use in trying to stand?
Like leaves on trees I’m bound to fall
It’s just so difficult to stand so tall
It causes pain and life’s too short
Maybe in my years I’m getting soft
But this life I lead is much too hard
I try to sleep then toss and turn at night
So busy worrying about each coming day
There’s no way I’ll ever make it through, I think
There’s no telling the future is what they say
Maybe some day I’ll be able to get ahead
And then I’ll leave all of these troubles behind
A case of the blues and bad luck I would lose
Under some rainbow a pot of gold I would find
And then I’d be so gay - you know what I mean
If only this world would or could ever be so kind
Toss the Cross
A0246 — rank 326 — formerly: FOUR WARS
Struggling to believe in the unbelievable
Attempting to achieve the unachievable
Striving to conceive the unconceivable
Trying to perceive the unperceivable
When words are at a loss
You have to toss the cross
That for you they made
Rip off their masks and hoods
In this game of charades
No one gets to cash in
Until the debt’s been paid
And never give in
Unless you’re dead in your grave
That’s my creed and what I believe
So try it if you dare
It’s served me well
I feel compelled to freely share
What some others might try to sell:
There are only three words
In which I believe…fight for peace!
There are three wars in which
I would have gladly fought
And let myself bleed:
I would have protected my Native American friends
For once Columbus came their way of life ends
The New World was their world
And we gave them thanks
We gave them liquor and blankets with small pox
To which they weren’t immune…
Hey, sometimes life sucks
While they gave us land and beads and seeds… All traded for disease
Thanks be to the king-hating Europeans
I’d sneak up and throw my tomahawks so fast That they wouldn’t even see ‘em
If you listen closely you might hear a gurgling sound
As a man lay gasping and twitching on the ground
Then I’d look around for every pale face in town
Find a white village and then burn it down
One by one we would take our revenge
And then surely the message would’ve been sent:
Go sail back home and leave us alone!
There are only three words
In which I believe…fight for peace!
There are three wars in which
I would have gladly fought
And let myself bleed:
Fight to free the freedom of choice
As a man gets whipped he loses his voice
We need to fight the ignorance and greed
Shoot every last racist mother fu$%er
Who dares to raise a fist to try to keep My black brothers from being free
I know white men who were born true niggers So let your fingers man the triggers
As John Brown comes back for all to see
Ten men die so that one might live
Unchained and free…
So let it be
While dreaming of a country-wide genocide
Under white hoods some of them might hide
But the times shall change
From these…the sick and deranged
As Frederick Douglas is still alive inside of me
There are only three words
In which I believe…fight for peace!
There are three wars in which
I would have gladly fought
And let myself bleed:
Throw away your free will and follow me
That’s what Hitler screamed
When he guaranteed victory
Don’t you want a couple slaves for your son?
Hey, payback’s a bitch…
And we all remember World War One
After naked Jews were slaughtered in the streets You wouldn’t even recognize their faces
A FRESH START
A0247 — rank 327
I’ve been piercing into my soul
Yet there are some things out there Which we cannot control
I’m still young inside my heart
It’s the experience that’s getting old
Sometimes you just need a fresh start
When the weather gets cold…
And the weather’s been cold
For quite some time
So I’ve finally made up my mind
Crossing things off my list one at a time
Here’s another check just tell me where to sign
Seems like such a crying shame
Playing this waiting game
Look at me nowadays…
In some ways I’m still the same
And yet there are some things I still lack For all that I’ve gained
Still trying to find the hiding fire inside me
And then fan the flames
Now I want to know
How to free myself from pain
To be worry-free and in harmony Sure sounds good to me
No more of the same old complaints ‘Cause there ain’t nobody left to blame
It’s all on my shoulders now
There are still answers to find
Somewhere and somehow
At least one more mountain to climb I’ve pictured it in my mind
Only been truly seen by the blind
And traversed by the lame
With peaks of pleasure
Guarded by valleys of pain
Where once you’ve tasted the water
You’ll never be thirsty again
But the problem isn’t where – it’s when?
My burning desire
The single candle that lights my fire…
I long to stand naked in the rain
And then maybe I can
Learn to love myself again
Here I am alone with my thoughts
Sitting, staring, watching the clock
Wondering when it’s going to stop?
Or rather when it’s going to begin?
I find myself trying to find myself
More often than not and that’s quite a lot
Seems I won’t get to rest
Until I’ve finished this quest
Lord knows that I’ll try my best
For being happy ain’t no mortal sin
And though I know I’ll get there
I can’t say with whom, why, where or when
But I know that….
I’ll be happy then
RAINBOWS OR WATERFALLS
A0531 — rank 328
Will it be rainbows or waterfalls?
I better choose soon or else I’ll lose them all
Only one can stand so the other will fall
Listen to my inner voice and wait to hear the call
Who would ever guess the rain could cause so much pain?
How can you lose so much and still have gained?
How do you choose so carefully that you risk going insane
For after a decision has been made things will never be the same
The clouds in the sky have never looked so bright
And how I longed for your everything while holding you tonight
Somehow I found strength in indecisiveness
Feeling your arms around me while longing for your kiss
Many years have passed since we first kissed
Even in each other’s fondness so many times we would resist
For some unknown reason we think finally our time has come
So why am I trying to stop it before it’s barely begun?
My tanned skin beauty queen whose smile can always be seen
Opening my heart again even when my senses aren’t so keen
I try to turn the switch off only to find it broken
Falling in deeper and deeper with every word left unspoken
To lay in each other’s arms knowing we needn’t talk
The safety in only ourselves - giving us both a bounce when we walk
For whom time stands still when it is only us and us ourselves
It burns my soul deep within just to think there’s someone else
You’ve never known your father but I’ll always be your man
But just where I fit in your life I do not yet fully understand
I could never close my eyes towards you nor ever close my door
I know where our past comes from but not what we have in store
My mature older woman yet still such a child at heart
When I’m with you there’s never a problem - only when we’re apart
Your independence sets you free though responsibility chains you down
I would do anything you asked to break the ball to which you’re bound
My Dominican princess so full of distress
That you try so hard not to show
There’s been many a mornings as I’m busy yawning
When I’d still see your face following me wherever I go
I am your teacher as you are my pupil
Though I never knew how much I would learn
I still feel your spark when I’m alone in the dark
But I’m so afraid of either of us getting burned
You traveled into my life and from so far away you came
You are my rainbow so full of color from head to toe
Even after the rain you still remain the same
I love you no matter where you are or with whom that I go
Will it be rainbows or waterfalls?
I better choose soon or else I’ll lose them all
Only one can stand so the other must fall
Listen to my inner voice and wait to hear the call
Who would ever guess the rain could cause so much pain?
How can you lose so much and still have gained?
How do you choose so carefully that you risk going insane
For after a decision is made things will never be as they are now again
I gazed into her blue eyes and stared into my own soul
I looked again into my heart to see if it was she who stole
The part of me that makes me whom that I love so much
Without ever making contact I became so touched
The day we first met her eyes were red and her cheek was still wet
For someone close to her had doubted her nature and then lost his bet
I took it as a personal attack for we fell from the same tree
So what he said about her he also said it to me
She asked me if I believed that everything happened for a reason
I calmed her for I knew her forever in the matter of an hour
And answered, “When you’re stuck in the middle of the rainy season”
“Sometimes you have to expect a shower” my delicate flower
For when it rains it pours but sometimes it rains love
For sometimes you need not ask a weatherman what falls from above
The night you were hurting we somehow fell into each other’s lap
So maybe there is something called fate so put away your map
A beautiful young artist who knows herself well
She only believes in here and now - forget heaven and hell
She has these blue eyes - the kind that make your heart melt
She can touch you with her spirit like very few have ever felt
Her family has never had wealth yet they are much richer by far
Mom and dad have always told their children to reach for the stars
She climbs closer and closer with every day that comes to pass
She’s answered so many of her own questions now she no longer has to ask
Her smile comes so free that it’s the only thing you’ll see
Like the waves of the ocean so untamed and free
Like a waterfall rushing overhead - the way it should be
Seems I never think of her alone - it’s always her and me
She swam into my pond and found me inside my cave
Threw a stone in the water and it caused many waves
Made me see the one I once loved just wasn’t quite right
I knew that when I thought to myself I wanted to stay all night
I was forced to rethink my relationships with every girl I knew
Maybe the feelings I felt about others weren’t really all that true
For since she crossed my path my eyes haven’t seen the same
So now I am labeled simply another pawn and this thing called love’s the game
Her starry blue-eyes; into this waterfall - fallen I have
I’m so full of emotion but I’m anything but mad
I’ll risk what I have for what possibly could be
For as long as she’s in my life I owe that much to me
Will it be rainbows or waterfalls?
I better choose soon or else I’ll lose them all
Only one can stand so the other will fall
Listen to my inner voice and wait to hear the call
Who would ever guess the rain could cause so much pain?
How can you lose so much and still have gained?
How can you take someone else’s love and flush it down the drain?
For after a decision is made things will never be as they are now again
Yet why do you ask when you know how you feel?
There’s no need to make excuses for what’s bound to be revealed
Given enough time everything shall be healed
I looked again into her blue eyes and my fate was sealed
CLOSE FRIENDS
A0705 — rank 329
Sometimes it seems like
The light of this life
Is a sunken treasure
Buried five miles below
The abyss in this sea of hate
You take a deep breath
You want to dive right in
But it's a fool's death
When you don't know
How and where to begin...
Only slow and steady
Wins this here race
But it's a sure bet that
Before the game ends
You will find your place
And I'll be your saving grace
If you plan your steps
You can slow your pace
For the best things come
To those who wait...
(wait for it...)
No, I'm not selling souls roadmaps
Just a bunch of spattered clichés
Oh, and I've learned to take little naps
Rather than try to stay awake or hibernate
For life is so preciously short
Surely this is no time to waste
With so many piles of things to sort
And they just get higher with haste
Though burning the candle at both ends
Always causes you know who to catch fire
I've told this to many of my close friends
In my defense no one's ever called me a liar
DECEMBERS
A0706 — rank 330
Reality check
It's time to check
It's time to check your head again
So get out
Get out
Get out now
While you still have your skin
You know that tomorrow
You can always go and try again
Will you still be sitting
In that same old chair?
When it's judgment day
Are you still gonna say:
I could have went anywhere
But at the time I didn't care
What wise men say
When it's their time to leave
They tell us that they're going away
But they've planted their seeds
Seeds that'll never wash away
And how there is no one who is invincible
For it just goes against our principles
Most times the hard way is the only way
That you'll remember a lesson for good
Some things, sure, you can learn to fake
While other things you only wish you could
And still more that you never would
Some lessons I've learned all on my own
I'm awfully glad
That it turned out so
Some of the things
I learned were never taught
Though those things
Still I learned to know
Don't believe everything you read
You know that as well as me
Because sometimes people think differently
Than what they say or write or speak, you see?
No one can tell you where you should go
Sometimes some things
Just move real slow...
The earth is always spinning
But we never seem to know
So here I am... back where it all started
But now I stand here as a man
It's been many years since I departed
When I was just a boy without a plan
No raging fire within -- only a single ember As I bid my time for such a long time Seems like a handful of fistfuls of Decembers
GO
A0708 — rank 331
Drifting...
Lately I've been drifting
I been thinking
My thoughts they have
been shifting
As the cloud is being lifted
Seems I'm gaining
new perceptions
It's the gift that
keeps on giving
When you don't doubt
the life you're living
Trust which way your
compass is facing
Trust in the direction
you've been heading
For right now the good
seems good for getting
You find yourself
forgetting...
Yes you're floating...
You're drifting...
Up high in the sky
Is where the dreamers fly
It's where I come from
And where I'll be going
As for my roots lie
Within the soul of the soil
Beside the banks of a rich river
And a big old weeping willow
That comforts and hides me
And also tries to remind me
That I have the power inside me
To lead me...to help guide me
And let others confide in me
That they hurt and it's curtains
This time they are certain
When their world
is caving in
When their walls
are falling down
So when they need
some helping out
They know I'll
be around
And I won't ever
let them down
I have the precious
gift to give
Of love and
seeing the world
Through the eyes
of the paradigm
Looking at life
just like a little kid
Seems I'm gaining
new perceptions
It's the gift that
keeps on giving
When you don't doubt
the life you're living
Trust which way your
compass is facing
Trust in the direction
you've been heading
In knowing that the
best things in life
worth getting
Are the ones most
worth waiting for...
You know!
Since to know her
is to love her
Flowers grow up
all around her
Looking so pretty
next to each other
You must not
wait any longer
So go!
GROW UP
A0709 — rank 332
My best friend
Has stopped returning my calls
Won’t respond to any emails
Now he’s just plain busting my balls
So I decided to write him a poem
Maybe it’ll be a song the tube
It’s called “come on….grow up…
And quit being a boob”
For I hate all of this…
This soap opera affair
We’ve become too close
To let all this disappear
Friends often disagree
Have arguments and debate
I’ve still yet to hear from you…
And so…I wait…
Childish games were fun
When I was three feet tall
I’ve got my phone right here
Please give me a call
For over these years
I’ve tried to act like a man
And sort out all the things
That I just don’t understand
I tried to patch things up
Yet it didn’t work like I planned
The phone…pick it up!
Before things get out of hand
There is no ultimatum
No time tables or threats
Only great memories
That I’ll never forget
And I’d like to make more
If that’s alright with you
So pick up your phone
And I’ll talk to you soon….
HEAVY TO LIGHT CREAM
A0711 — rank 333
I'm a Road's Scholar
of the soul
Already got my PhD
in Rock n' Roll
And everyone that can read
Seems to agree
That I put the 'man'
in HU-MAN-ITY
So...Yeah
It certainly feels
good to be me
I admit that surely
and freely
that there's even a few
who'd like to be
With me, for me
Because they love me...
No wait...they ADORE me
They create fantasies
Then write letters
that floor me!
Then say, "I'm so sorry"
It's mostly those who find
Beauty in a gentle wind's
Soft caress in this deep
Forrest of one's soul
At least that's where those
in the know who know
They know that that's
Where to go to find me
It's where I hide
When I'm tongue-tied
It soothes my mind
Every time
Since I got friends there
I'm never scared
We sit and opine about
what is and what can be
HOT TODDY
A0712 — rank 334
Well sure…
Let this fact be said:
That I now dance
Just like a crack head…
Because once I was
Left for half dead…
Out in the middle
Of the ocean…
Is where I was gonna drown
Myself in alcoholic potion…
But I was so drunk
That I drank the lotion…
And soon liquor was
What covered my body…
As every one
Began acting naughty…
They drank it up
Like it was hot toddy…
Hey, I got my kicks
Just like karate…
There was a bunch of chicks…
I couldn’t get ‘em off me…
But when the seagulls came…
That’s when things got bloody!
Worse yet my pants were gone
Along with all of my money
You maybe laughing
But it surely wasn’t funny
It’s worse than being in Jelly Stone
Hands bound and covered in honey
Or even worse than being Italian
And owing your Godfather money!
SHIMMERING
A0714 — rank 335
I think I just
saw the look
The one that
I've been waiting for
The one that once
just shimmered
Every now and again
Suddenly has a shine
much more
brighter than before
Seems that there
maybe a reason
Why the Earth
turns as it does
In a world full
of changing seasons
Tis' this our
time for love?
So beautiful
an experience
That I have just felt
My eyes are watering
But it's my heart
that now melts
Last night you would not
find me sleeping
Even though I
certainly was dreaming
It looks like I
have just found
somebody
worth keeping
So for now...
I will just
enjoy this feeling
For I've learned
from mistakes
That I've made
in the past
Before I'd fall asleep
I'd lay awake and ask...
Could this be the time
when something
great will last?
When I was young
I learned to walk
Only later did I learn
how to crawl
When I was younger
I learned to stand
Only later did I learn
how to fall
Yes, I finally put
a name to a face
And such a beautiful
face it was
I've finally had an
intelligent conversation
That not many lately
have risen above
I have finally found
a voice worth talking to
I've finally found
someone worth
walking with
I usually settle
for my second choice
just to make due
Yet this time
I was interested
without faking it
Her mystery is
in her illusion
As her sanity has
become my confusion
Is she really all
that she seems?
Or in reality is she
a collection
Some kind of
reverse projection
of all my
shattered dreams
Eyes of passion and
without loneliness
A heart of gold that
fights off bitterness
With such deep thoughts
I have mixed emotions
Have I really found love
and total devotion?
For once I saw the light
but it was so bright
That I ran away
That was a long time ago
Many years have passed
So many times I look back
And wished I hadn't strayed
Now tears again
they sting my eyes
Sitting here hoping
it's not a lie
That people
can change
And that all great books
can turn their page
WATCHING AND WAITING
A0715 — rank 336
Watching…
Waiting…
Staring out the window
Down upon a stairway by a concrete wall
Watching…
Waiting…
Wondering which door you will exit
Or if you will exit at all
Watching…
Waiting…
Wondering the reasons why I am here
Is it for a warm embrace?
Is it just to see your face?
Is it for love?
Or maybe all of the above?
Watching…
Waiting…
As faces enter and faces leave
I think they are you and then I am deceived
As I see myself in the light’s reflection
I wait for you to walk towards my direction
Watching…
Waiting…
As if I am playing a game
Cannot unfix these eyes from this window pane
Whether or not you appear you still remain the same
For better or not I am still glad I came
The evening passes
The lights begin to grow dim
I see a leaf fall dead
From upon a tree’s limb
Internal Bruises VOL2
A0036 — rank 337
[body missing]
YOUR ALIBI
A0514 — rank 338
You show me a hero and I'll show you a dead guy
Hand me a bow and arrow and I'll hit you a bull's eye
Drop a piano out the window and watch the poor people run and hide
Get grandma to drink the Draino and you can buy whatever you want to buy…
I'll be your alibi
SPEAKING OF PROBABILITY… WHAT ARE THE ODDS?
A0250 — rank 339
Odds of bowling a 300 game: 11,500 to 1
Odds of getting a hole in one: 5,000 to 1
Odds of Winning an Olympic medal: 662,000 to 1
Odds of injury from fireworks: 19,556 to 1
Odds of injury from shaving: 6,585 to 1
Odds of injury from using a chain saw: 4,464 to 1
Odds of being murdered: 18,000 to 1
Odds of getting away with murder: 2 to 1
Odds of dating a supermodel: 88,000 to 1
Odds that a first marriage will survive without separation or divorce for 15 years: 1.3 to 1
Odds that a celebrity marriage will last a lifetime: 3 to 1
Odds of getting hemorrhoids: 25 to 1
Odds of being on plane with a drunken pilot: 117 to 1
Odds of being audited by the IRS: 175 to 1
Odds of having your identity stolen: 200 to 1
Odds of dating a millionaire: 215 to 1
Odds of writing a New York Times best seller: 220 to 1
Odds of finding out your child is a genius: 250 to 1
Odds of becoming a pro athlete: 22,000 to 1
Odds of finding a four-leaf clover on first try: 10,000 to 1
Chance of an American home having at least one container of ice cream in the freezer: 9 in 10.
Chance of dying in a terrorist attack while visiting a foreign country: 1 in 650,000
Chance of dying in a fireworks accident: 1 in 1,000,000
Chance of dying from food poisoning: 1 in 3,000,000
Chance of dying from legal execution: 1 in 3,441,325
Chance of dying from parts falling off an airplane: 1 in 10,000,000
Chance of dying from ignition or melting of nightwear: 1 in 30,589,556
Chance of dying from being bitten by a dog: 1 in 700,000
Chance of dying from contact with a venomous animal or plant: 1 in 3,441,325
Chance of dying from being bitten or struck by mammals (other than dogs or humans): 1 in 4,235,477
Chance of dying from a mountain lion attack in California:
1 in 32,000,000
Chance of dying from a shark attack: 1 in 300,000,000
Chance of having a stroke: 1 in 6
Chance of dying from heart disease: 1 in 3
Misc
A0033 — rank 340
Save the story for the jury
I don’t have time I’m in a hurry
You can take my virginity
But leave me my integrity
They say you claim it
You own it
So you can call me
A poet
I didn’t squash the bug
Believing he might have been a Buddhist
Left him sitting snuggly on the rug
You see if I were him and he be me
I’m thinking that he’d do this….
What if one’s state of grace
Was found in free fall?
Just what would change?
Would it matter at all?
Spend less on war
And you make fewer enemies
Instead of more, more, more!
Steal, buy, lend or lease…
We’re all aging like we’re presidents
Already two terms in
I can feel myself getting ready to be tossed
Into the precipice off the edge of the cliff
An elephant’s heart will beat a billion times….
She said, Corporal Cavernosa
And pulled my head in closer…
A day is a long time when you’re in pain
To think I may never see you again…
Eddie Vedder sings the alphabet
Three is the number that gets you in trouble
The gore the merrier
All lyrics contained in this collection are:
Copyright by Tom Jensen
All rights reserved
reachtomjensen@mail.com
7/20/2022
I give you a poem/song (366) for every day of the year by Tom Jensen
There is an alphabetical index on page 376 that includes the title of the poem or song, what page it is on and also what subject category it is listed under. Poems and songs are listed by categories on page 390.
Subjects
CHEESY PICK UP LINES
A0227 — rank 341
Do you have a mirror in your pocket? Because I can see myself in your pants!
Are you an interior decorator? 'Cause when you walked in suddenly the room became beautiful.
Do you know what would look good on you? Me.
If I created the alphabet I would have put U and I together.
Did it hurt? When you fell out of heaven…
I'm new in town. Could you give me directions to your apartment?
Excuse me, but does this smell like chloroform to you?
If I had a nickel every time I saw someone as beautiful as you, then I'd have…a nickel.
Your legs must be tired because you've been running through my dreams all night.
Bam Bam… I'm no Fred Flintstone, but I can make your bed rock.
Hunny, there's only one thing I want to change about you and that's your last name.
See my friend over there? He wants to know if you think I'm cute.
Do you believe in love at first sight, or should I walk by again?
You must know karate ‘cause your body's kickin’!
Is your last name Campbell? Cause you're mm…mm… good!
Sorry, but you owe me a drink…because when I first saw you, I dropped mine.
Your name must be Daisy, because I have an incredible urge to plant you right here.
Do you work at the post office or for UPS? Neither? ‘Cause I noticed you were checking out my
package.
Excuse me beautiful, but can I get at least a fake phone number from you?
That shirt is very becoming on you, but if I was on you I'd be cumming too!
Damn, if being sexy was a crime you'd be guilty as charged!
I may not be the best looking guy here, but I'm the only one talking to you.
The only thing your eyes haven't told me is your name.
I'd marry your cat just to get in the family.
You know girl, your eyes are the same color as my Porche.
If I told you had a beautiful body, would you hold it against me?
(checks tag on back of shirt) Just as I thought, made in Heaven!
You look just like my first wife but the funny thing is I’ve never been married.
Excuse me, do you have a band-aid? I just scraped my knee while falling for you.
You remind me of a parking ticket because you've got ‘fine’ written all over you.
I lost my virginity. Can I have yours?
Girl, are you a dumpster? ‘Cause I wanna put a baby inside of you.
My buddies bet me that I wouldn't be able to start a conversation with the most beautiful girl in the bar.
Wanna buy some drinks with their money?
Are you gonna kiss me or do I have to lie to my diary?
You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.
Was your dad a boxer? Cause you're a knockout!
Hey, don't frown. You never know who could be falling in love with your smile.
I'm not a photographer, but I can picture me and you together.
Did you sit in a pile of sugar? Cause you have a pretty sweet ass.
Does your neck hurt? Because you've been looking right all day.
I'm not staring at your boobs. I'm looking into your heart.
Do you remember me? No? Oh that's right, we've only met in my dreams.
Your ass is so nice that it is a shame that you have to sit on it.
This isn't a beer belly, it's the fuel tank for a love machine.
What is a nice girl like you doing in a dirty mind like mine?
Will you help me find my lost puppy? I think he went into this cheap motel room across the street.
If you're feeling down, I can feel you up.
I'm no weather man, but you can expect more than a few inches tonight.
Hey, you wanna do a 68? You go down on me, and I'll owe you one.
You are so selfish! You're going to have that body for the rest of your life and I just want it for one
night.
Baby, I'm like a firefighter, I find 'em hot and leave 'em wet!
Let’s just play house, you can be the door and I'll slam you all night long!
Do you know what winks and screws like a tiger? Wink. Wink.
Hey there, I just took some Cialis and I have 18 hours left.
I wanna put my thingy into your thingy.
Let's go to my place and do the things I'll tell everyone we did anyway.
You must be yogurt because I want to spoon you.
Can I buy you a soda? I would love to “Mount and Do” you.
My name's [insert your name here]. Just so you know what to scream.
Is it hot in here, or are your boobs just huge?
Nice socks. Can I try them on after we have sex?
The only reason I would kick you out of bed would be to $%&# you on the floor.
The word of the day is ‘legs.’ Let's go back to my place and spread the word.
Let's go back to my room and do some math: Add a bed, subtract our clothes, divide your legs, and
multiply.
First, I'd like to kiss you passionately on the lips, then, I'll move up to your belly button.
What are you doing tonight? Besides me, of course…
Do you wanna come dance with the big bad wolf? [ No! ] It’s okay, the other two pigs said no, too!
You smell like trash… do you think I could take you out?
Let's have breakfast together tomorrow – should I call you or nudge you?
Here's $20.00 - drink until I am good looking and then come and talk to me.
If I had to choose between one night with you or winning the lottery then I would choose the lottery. But
it would be reeeeeeally close.
Gee, you don’t sweat much for a fat chick.
You MUST have a nice personality.
I would say God bless you but it looks like he already did.
Excuse me, I am a little short on cash, would you mind if we shared a cab home together?
Well, here I am. What are your other two wishes?
You’re like a dictionary, you add meaning to my life.
I’ll buy you dinner tonight if you promise to make me breakfast tomorrow morning.
I’m not drunk, I’m just intoxicated by you.
Let’s play carpenter. First we get hammered, then I'll nail you!
Excuse me, but are your parents retarded? Because you sure seem like one special girl.
I was going to tell you a joke that'll make your tits fall off. But it looks like somebody already did that.
Do you mind if I stare at you up close instead of from all the way across the room?
I was just curious? Are you as good as all the guys say you are?
I've just received government funding for a four-hour expedition to find your G-spot.
You know, you might be asked to leave soon. You're making all the other women here look really bad.
Excuse me, do you think you might possibly have a mutual friend who could introduce us.
Excuse me, I am about to go home to masturbate and needed a name to go with the face.
Were you just smiling at me from across the room, or did I just put my contact lenses in inside out
again?
Sorry to bother you, but I had to find out what kind of woman would go out dressed like that.
A penny for your thoughts…or ten bucks if you flash me.
According to the second law of thermodynamics, you’re supposed to share your hotness with me.
If your ass was a phone I’d hit the pound button all night long.
I may not have gotten your virginity, but can I at least have the box it came in?
I would call Heaven and tell them an angel was missing, but I'm kinda hoping you're a slut!
Mind if I hang out here until its safe back where I farted?
I just checked my schedule and I can have you pregnant by Christmas.
Hey baby, do I stand a chance with you or shall I just move on to your fat friend?
Is it just me or do most guys picture you naked?
Hey babe let’s play army, I’ll lay down and you can blow the hell out of me!
Do you want to be my insignificant other?
Most people call me [insert your name] , but you can call me tomorrow.
If I had four quarters to give to the four most beautiful women in the world, I’d blink three times and
give you a dollar.
So, you wanna go halfsies on a bastard child?
The same goes for these YouTube channels:
SERIOUSLY A TREASURE
A0228 — rank 342 — formerly: ALL OF THESE COMMENTS CAME DIRECTLY OFF OF MY SONG VIDEOS
"I didn't realize I was missing out on a lot of great music by listening
only to commercially recorded music."
Joanne Joyce - about STARS
"Why hasn't anyone commented on this? This is a seriously a treasure. The lyrics are real. I love it.
I'm so tired of hearing the trash that people listen to nowadays, and this song reminds me of those
times where Bob Dylan was the voice of reason, and all that he sang was for us. For the people.
It seems like things are falling down all around us, and people aren't even paying attention.
This song really speaks to me, and I hope it gets to be heard by others. Stay strong, and thanks."
LeonardoHakaisha - about WE ARE THE ONES
"Hard to find genuine songs like this on YT! Great!!!"
Sur Rod - about MATCH MAKER
Really haunting, Tom & Justin. Really liked: "but it seems like nothing's going on, so face down it will
stay"
Your stuff feels meditative in a 1970's English kind of way, Al Stewart comes to mind. The images are
vivid,
but you pull back often enough to make it subverted. I dunno, I'm having a hard time saying it,
but there really is something you're doing that's very strong and rare. Peace to you."
GusMcAttisonMusic - about LAST CUP OF COFFEE
"You are worthy of your channels name.555555."
beachfrontal - about USED TO BE
ivocarvalhosalles - about DEAD END
"This was awesome, the piano is used well. It sounds much better
than what I've been hearing on the radio, if you aren't getting paid for
these songs it's a shame."
spacestakespace - about CLEAN WIPE TO THE SLATE
"I knew a poet who wants everybody can make music to his poems.
For example this is a good example."
ceseyo - about JULIA'S GARDEN
"I read this poem months ago! Really cool poem finally made into a song! Yeah! : )"
cbfall - about BLESSING IN DISGUISE
"Beautiful, I will learn English listening to these songs"
mawreycos - about UNITY
"This is probably my favorite song to have been made out of your poetry!
It kinda fits how I've been feeling lately, and listening to this has helped
clear my head a little! Keep up the beautiful work!!! ^_^"
alchemgirl13 - about IN THE POURING RAIN
"Nice vocal & piano .. works great with the lyric :) bdf"
becksdollface - about LET DOWN
"There should be more music like this :) can I download?"
oobeedoobee scoobydoobeebanoobee - about THUNDERSTORMS
"Please tell me this is a true story, haha. Amazing :D"
Nasphaeraa La Fae - about GYPSY MAMMA
"Here I am! I bet you say that to all the girls. :)"
ShelliKittens - about HERE I AM
"I love the lyrics, these are really thought out with interesting metaphors.
Great job, this is the kind of music i'm looking for."
Tanner15000 - about AS FOR ME
"I cannot say 'Tyler Thompson and Tom Jensen' unless I say it reeeeally slowly"
"I thought I was at a party somewhere"
nc17atnce101 - about TRENDING
"Wonderful lyrics and music, thank you so much for this precious gift. Love it, so sweet."
gisltome - about RAINYDAY SUNSHINE
"As the Simpson's mister Burns would say,excellent"
JazzKeyboardist1 - about CURVES OF SORROW
"%^&* me you have a lot of songs. I can't be bothered to go round disliking them all!!!"
bass234 - about IT IS YOUR TURN
"Love the guitar tone in this, lyrics are searching as usual. Great job guys!"
Colin Alexander - about LOOKING FOR LOVE
"A very important topic sung beautifully in a wonderful song. Too many marriages wind up this way.
My wife and I have been married for thirty years and realize, now that the children are grown up,
that I have been insensitive for many years. We are working things out. We believe in living up to our
HandwhistlerBen - about MARRIED TO SOMETHING ELSE
baddoggie101 - about MICHELANGELO AND MARBLE
"I love the groove of this song!!! Awesome!!! Thumbs Up"
skeletone111 - about FIRST CLASS
"This is a full song if you know what i mean. well orchestrated love it"
Mickey Bavington - about SHE
AsRandomly - about BRICKLAYER
"I usually don't do this but I have got to tell you, in my opinion, this is the worst attempt at music
I have heard in a long time. I've been a musician for over 25 years and I'm sorry to sound like this
but holy christ this is just awful. I can't really comment on the lyrics because I just can't bring myself to
listen long enough. Tip: Lyrics are suppose to have a flow, they aren't suppose to be stuffed together
and rushed then sputtered out like a bad taste in your mouth."
theweeklystash - about DEEP SEEDED
"Lots of confidence in the lyrics."
Aleksandar Milosevic - about HALL OF FAME
Tom, Thanks for including the lyrics. I love them. Thanks for sharing. Thumbs way up!!!!
Congratulations !!! Wishing you both a fantastic weekend. Your friend, Sasha"
SkinnyBabe38 - about FOURTH CHAKRA
"Klaus is one of the most creative arrangers. Key changes galore, but everything flows seamlessly."
Oswlek - about UNTITLED UNLABELED
"Fantastic!!!! a hug"
Amanda Love - about HOUSE OF SHATTERED GLASS
"Wow, man far out lol!!! That my friend was good i like the whole song it was great"
mobull greek - about SUMMER'S THE TIME
"This just blew my mind! Sold performance :D"
Young Mike - about WORTH THE WAIT
"Nice tune good job deep song take care Al"
funfrankie59 - about WARMER WATERS
hnatkowicz - about CARRY ME
"Wow the melody is is just ..wow."
J rawl - about FRESCO
"For some reason this song was sounding in my head a lot today even without me wanting it, lol. :)
Amazing work with songs, Poet! :)"
BreathOfWords - about PRETTY TOYS
"Beautiful blues and lyrics. The glass is half full for sure!"
shalimarsgirl - about HALF FULL
"Awesome loved it!"
morningmayan - about LEAVING CALIFORNIA
"What a brilliant song!! I mean it!! Just puts my mind at ease!!"
cbfall - about LEAVING YOUR ROOTS
"Barely made it halfway through."
SumboDeSpeshal - about DOWNWARD SPIRAL
"Wow, this made me think of David Bowie"
Balian62 - about SINGER SONGWRITER
"I landed on this channel after I got your request to add me. I guess it came just in time
at the right time since I am currently experiencing a very painful breakup!
Thank you for asking me to add you! I can relate to this song!"
ChristisCountingOnMe - about TABLE FOR TWO
"Thank you ! It is a great song, the lyrics are extraordinary !"
Elena98506 - about WHERE I AM FROM
"Really like this. Really happy tune with a folky/ beatles feel."
Daniel Davis - about PENDULUM
"Good one! Billy Joel eat your heart out."
19SUBSOUNDS65 - about RIGHT BETWEEN THE EYES
"Sounds more like sh*tflakes"
somor98 - about SNOWFLAKES
"That was really good, and quite profound using colour as a metaphor for something that we can
never really describe with words. love is what it is for those who share it."
kate4ever1 - about THE COLOR OF LOVE
"Deep lyrics!! I can dig it"
falleyfal2thet - about TRYING TIMES
MartelKate - about RIPPLES
"Klaus and Tom - a winning combination! Beautiful!! :)"
TheNYCUrbanite - about SLEEPWALKERS
"I LOVE the music. Has a great retro feel. Sweet, warm and friendly song."
justplainpissed - about ALL IN GOOD TIME
"This is great. No, this is real great. No, this is fantastic!!!"
locklin011 - about HOW CAN YOU
"Super j'aime !"
TUPEGURU - about ROCKING THE WORLD
"Hauntingly beautiful. Voice is incredible!! Ironic how the title is so close to my community page
~Breaking the Chains of Silence~ (aka: Spreading Abuse Awareness Worldwide)"
Becky Murphy - about BREAKING THE CHAINS
"Excellent man this was great, i could imagine a Van Halen solo over it"
Graham Hunt - about WHAT WE SHARE
"What a beautiful song! Great lyrics!"
Anke Zohm - about STILL THINKING OF YOU TONIGHT
"Exactly what I've been saying in thought. Tks putting into poem, lyrics, and song.
Cannot believe the US has killed over 1 Million Iraqis, looking for 3000 Talibans.
Many on Facebook, see no problem with genocide, therefore have scaled back
my privacy settings and acct. there drastically."
Eco Paint, Inc. - about FIGHT FOR PEACE
"I love this song. Kind of reminds me of something like Simon and Garfunkle, its awesome!"
RandomMusicalObjects - about YOU CAN NEVER RUN AWAY FROM YOURSELF
MsAndi63 - about STRANDED
tunesampler - about WATER, FLESH AND BONE
"Many many thanks to Justin and Tom for really really great Song. songs remain teamwork
that it is wonderful here many many thanks from germany, Thomas"
T. Meyer - about BREAKING HER HEART
"I enjoy this wonderful song my friend, thank you for sharing"
mykey4fun1 - about ALISON'S AIRPLANE
"Love This Song. And I Love All Of Justin Justice's Work. Jeana Justice"
Jeana Dylan - about ONE SLIP OF THE KNIFE
"Stunning"
BAZHE - about THE TRAIN
MY GREATEST MUSICAL/LYRICAL INFLUENCES ARE
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aerosmith
eric burdon ****
steve miller band
blues brothers
tupac shakur****
eric clapton
pearl jam****
jimi hendrix
Jefferson airplane
tom petty
nirvana
the beatles ****
crosby, stills and nash
elton john
bob dylan ****
red hot chili peppers****
billy joel
traveling wilburys
weird al
greenday
neil young****
lynryd skynyrd
creedence clearwater
pink floyd
david bowie****
led zeppelin****
alanis morrisette
the doors****
frank sinatra
method man / wu tang clan
bob seger
rage against the machine****
simon and garfunkel
george michael
bob marley
ice cube****
ice t
chicago
the animals
journey
the who****
queen
three dog night
coolio
madonna
guns n' roses
elvis
canned heat
grateful dead
easy e
arethra franklin
milli vanilli
the rolling stones
lou reed****
**** means they had the greatest impact on my writing, its style and my general life philosophy.
BOTTOM UP, NOT TOP DOWN
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EXAMPLE OF WHAT JUST ONE PERSON CAN DO TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE IN THE WORLD...
THESE POEMS ARE WRITTEN BY ME BUT ARE WRITTEN IN THE SPIRIT OF NOAM AND IN THE ZINNIAN (HOWARD ZINN) PERSPECTIVE OF LOOKING AT THE WORLD FROM THE BOTTOM UP AND NOT FROM THE TOP DOWN....IF YOU'RE NOT SURE WHAT I MEAN BY THAT THEN JUST START READING AND YOU'LL SOON FIGURE IT OUT...
PAGE NUMBERS FOR CHOMSKIAN POETRY:
77 another history lesson
78 beast
79 being hip
80 better bitter
81 can't have that
82 cardboard box
83 cement
85 complicated subject
86 east timor
87 empty room
88 end game
90 enemy of this state
91 failing
92 fences
93 have not
94 heresy speak no evil
97 hidden evils
100 high risers
101 hope floats
102 i am
103 insomnia
104 intellectual property
105 keeping up
105 knowing the know
106 lazy citizen
108 master plan
109 me and you
110 mickey d's
111 monetization
113 nine to five state of mind
114 obamafication
115 oh juanita
116 one percent war
117 pardon me
120 picture something nice
122 playing chess
124 power is
125 pushing the button
126 racist
127 rescue
128 sign of the times
129 staking the flag
131 status quo woes
133 the cost of war
135 the paradigm
136 the poorest chorus
139 time bomb
140 tools of fools
141 uncashable
142 united we stand
144 violence is their solution
145 visited a place
147 you spilled my coffee
Spoofs
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fuzzy math 370
she don't come easy 371
cinnabun girl 372
fifty ways 373
dom vio 375
NEW AND/OR UNFINISHED POEMS by Tom Jensen ©
ten percent tom
bldm
every four weeks
closure
free speech
money and time
to rule the world
chasing girls
more mexicans
wrong turn
dance club whore
green eyes
hocus pocus
act fasting
rap dude thing
slinging lines
musical tastes
sleepless
nudged
learn to swim
danish clouds
you in the morning
undefined
in the kitchen
phase two
catch twenty-two
period
cavelight
portant people politicians n presidents
lithium shuffle
today or tomorrow
fast money
biggest mistake
morality tale
cannibals
sustenance
my book
everyone is there
this one got away
crime of the century
misc
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