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I'm getting angry
Unhappy
If I start crying
Please slap me
Just put me in my place
Slap that frown
Right off of my face
You see I'm in a delicate state
Been like this for years
How much longer do I have to wait?
So many emotion
Though only heart break
Is constant
Do whatever it takes
For that's how bad I want it
Yet the only face I trust
Is on the moon

Not long ago
In the grand scheme of it all
There was some one I once
[crossed out word] got to know
We had our fun

I was the right woman born at the right time
I don't believe in astrology I dont even know my sign

The day has come again
Father's day is time to spend
With little old daddy do
Spend a little time with you know who
Your eyes have finally
Seen eye to eye
Learn what daddies do
And don't ask why

A black hand shadows the land
This is not how it was planned
Yet Evil has no particular face
Can hide in leather
Can hide in lace
Always present
Though can fade away

I'm losing my mind just like I'm losing my hair
I've thought so much about it that I'm beginning not to care
---
I'm LOSing my mind just like I'm losing my hair
I've thought so much about it that I'm beginning not to care

Every morning the gease fly by my window
usually just as I'm getting ready for bed
Every morning I hear the seagulls cry

B C D F G H J K L M N P Q R S T V W Y Z

The Innocence of a child - I wish it was all around,
Cause lately I been feelin' that virtue can't be found.
When I stop and see their faces - I look into their eyes,
The innocence of a child - who hasn't yet learn to lie.
I dream I am Holden Caulfield and a Catcher in the Rye,
Yet I know they'll be corrupted thats when I start to sigh.

Laying in bed staring at the ceiling
I hear the music in my mind
I hear the music playing in my head
Then I get this feeling
maybe today's a good day to stay in bed
You know we all get this feeling
a hunch that nothing will go right

Summer breeze, such a tease
when it blows in the middle of winter
As I'm learning, books are burning
in the fireplace to keep me warm
The sun is felt, the ice will melt
Creating puddles I can not cross

Aeola, lady of the Wind
Up on the topsof the mountains
Or down across the field to the streams
Foot prints that lead to the ocean
Following a trail to her dreams

Through the bright lights of the city

How many people know themselves that [crossed out] well

Well you know I'm gonna be a rock star
I'm gonna need a leader for my fan club
I've found one and you know who you are

There is no laughing allowed
Until you go to disney land

What do you do when you're tired of waiting by
your window?
Open it up and jump out?
That would make you now a widow
Hmm... was it really something you couldn't live without

She said I'm just a piece of meat
And she better leave me where she found me -
back out on the street
She said I'm just a piece of meat

Along day but a god day
It's the middle of April but feels like more May
Got everything I want today
---
po
er your
enough to pu
m you crashed in t
walked away unscathed
is time you fell
e didn't go so well
he saviour was not raised

The memories are overwhelming
As they all come flooding back
your self being swept away
the dam bursts where it was cracked

An explotion of emotion
Leaving everyone taking flak
His war is over the priest spoke Sober

Then a scream, a yell, a gasp [?]
let us raise our glass to the
past
For the cries
to the laughs chaff
wheat and [?] left undone
[?] was [?] back...
ken

[Inside cloud shape]
781
581
1327

Life is one big competition, when's it
we all scale the mountain trying to reach
gonna stop?
the top
For ten dollars, you can buy my interpretation
But I'll give it back if you don't
turn the station

But when you told me you loved me
were you wearing a
mask

I don't know why I even try to get through to you
---
[Handwritten faint text: Yet says it was written [?] of [?]]
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See also: ANNA CHRISTIE, DESIRE UNDER THE ELMS, THE ICEMAN
COMETH,
and
STRANGE INTERLUDE, by Eugene O'Neill; THE GLASS MENAGERIE, and CAT
ON
A HOT TIN ROOF, by Tennessee Williams.

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I share my darkness with the morning
It's about time to roll back the clocks
I can see now that the world's been turning
Through this black hole in my prison box
Yes, i'd rather sit here in seclusion
Than go chasing someone else's scene
So many have become entrapped by the false illusion
That all [?] we see is [?] what it appears to be
really

That girl's blonde pair
Comes from a bottle
It's not real
See those knockers
Pure silicone
Go on and cop a feel
All of the freedoms
That we once held dear
With a lie and the swipe of a pen
Have been stripped I see them disappear
Life sure has changed
So much since yesteryear
I'll become an enemy of the state
When Hope [?] conquers Fear
no longer

Perhaps I'm being too critical
Of the society in which we live
But some times it's hard to take
When those with the least are the only one's who'll give
---
I share my darkness with the morning
It's about time to set back the clocks
I can see now that the world's been turning
From a hole in my prison box
Through my own [?]
Yes, I'd rather sit here in seclusion
Than go chasing after someone else's dream
So many have become entrapped by the false illusion
That all we see is really what it appears to be

That girl's blonde hair
Comes from a bottle
It's not real

see those knockers
Pure silicone
Go on and cop a feel
of
All the freedoms
That we once held dear
With a lie and the swipe of a pen
Have been stripped I see them disappear

Life sure has changed
So much since yesteryear
I'll become an enemy of the state
When Hope con[?]quers Fear
no longer
---
I'll become an enemy of the state
When Hope nothing conquers fear
no longer

Perhaps I'm being too critical
OF the society in which we live
But some times it's hard to take
When those with the least are the only one's who'll give
---
Well kid, you've finally paid your dues
It took you Five years but you made it through school.
Give a man a morsal of wisdom
And he can no longer be called a fool
You had your fun
But the time has come
So now what the hell you gonna do?

I wandered into the bar following a sign
that said Beer
Funny that four little letters can send
a message loud and clear

Only in Kansas would you find the world's largest
ball of twine
Only in Kansas would you find this broken
heart of mine
Only in Kansas would you find the world
largest ball & chain
Only in Kansas

Where did all of my friends go
When I was seven or eight?
Back when life was so simple...
And fantastically great
I bummed around bothering mom and dad
Looking back I must say

A MASTER TO MANY
A SLAVE TO NO NE

(207) 284-9816

Never be afraid when your opinion is based on
Let s omeone know that their own decision fact
Every day I become a little bit stronger to not be told how to act
Every day my story gets to be a little longer
And i'm not afraid of that
---
Jensen 2

wouldn't pay us hardly nothing. There wasn't anything like a player's union for us
to complain to. It was work or don't work. That damn reserve clause made us
slaves on the cotton field diamond. Cominsky promised us a big bonus for
winning the pennant and when we won he gave us some lousy champagne. Hell,
he even charged us for cleaning our uniforms.

The year of the Series, more people were watching baseball than ever.
After the war it became the talk of the town. The economy recovered and
everyone had more leisure time. People were so damn interested in baseball
that they added a couple of games to the Series. There was a lot more people in
the crowd and there were more gamblers too and they kept trying to get their
hands on us ballplayers and I heard of times where the gamblers were offering
more money than we could make in a year. I guess it was just a matter of time
before somebody gave in. The first I heard about the scandal was before the first
game. Gandil was the brains of it. He offered me 10 thousand dollars to be part
of the fix. I refused him then and again when he upped it to 20 thousand. After
we lost the first two games I knew the fix was on. We won the third game but
then lost the fourth. After the fourth game, Lefty Williams brought 5 thousand
dollars to my room. I was never in the inner circle of the guys in on it, though.
We lost the fifth game and ended up losing the series.

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There's just so many damn people
In this world who just don't have a clue
This girl I met last week
Told me I was kinda cute
So I came back tonight to see her
But now, in the rear view mirror
And I'm wishing I was some place else
'Cause she's sitting with someone else

Some people's presence is not a gift

I've been wasting time like I'm gonna live forever
But they say what is here today is gone tomorrow
If I'm a shepherd then its time to lead the way
And if I'm a sheep I'll have to choose who to follow

So many of my friends
like to play pretend
I swear I am not what you see
I am much closer to reality
Imagery disappears before your eyes
Truth is seduced by all lies

---

I'd like to meet myself
Through another set of eyes
Am I really who I think I am
or Am I wearing a disguise

I told myself I've got to give in
live on the same grid as the competition
Though I can't forget my

Well. The circle has been completed.
You finally got everything that you needed.

She knew what she was doing
Well I tried to be so strong
But my self-esteem is gone
That woman done me wrong

All my inner turmoil is at peace. I slayed the dragon, I conquered the beast.

It seems my life has just two seasons / No more, no less, that's all / It seems my life has just two seasons / No summer, no winter - only spring and fall // Sometimes when I look into your eyes / I feel I've been reborn / And still yet other times(older), / I can feel my heart become broken & torn // There's no greater pain then letting what you want / Slip right through your fingertips / Sometimes it hurts, sometimes it don't / But the burning in your heart still lingers / Just like the touch of her lips // What I feel I might not always say / But I need you tonight as much as I did today / (crossed-out word, illegible) / What you should be knowing / Is that my love for you is still growing / Let us hope it never fades away

And if I was a color
Then baby I'd be blue

---

She keeps watching out for someone
Though she knows not when he'll come
Standing holding an umbrella

Time for another game
on another plane
Where all the pieces of the puzzle
Have again been rearranged
Down side UP
[crossed out: upside down] a is now [crossed out: right side] left
Right is center, [crossed out: and] parallel is
perpendicular, Day is dawn and dawn
is night
Triangles are square and squares
are [crossed out: an] oblong and circular

When I got lost inside
A MALL
WITH so many FLOORS and
STORES
I had to take their bus to find my car
That's when I swore I wouldn't go back there
was sure
anymore
And I never did...

It's time to get my head back in the game
I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired
of everybody's whining
look at me and see how this has effected me
Even I'm complaining...
---
Turn all that negativity
Into positive energy world wants
Unravel what this me
Keep travelling until you end up
Just where you're supposed to be
Like your last name was wilbury

Decide if the truth was ever
carved in the stone
yes, men have moved mountains
yet have never moved them
Any carpenter can build a house
But it's up to you to make it a
home

The idols are many
the gods are few.
What you believe in is up to you
And the book that was written
No one knows if it's true
time
When it's your
as anything left but your name.
As the ashy breath sin
Than a mind that will never
change
That will always remain the
same?
---
My heart palpitates
The hands of time move
yet still I wait

I'm not sure if her first instinct is to be fantastic

When General Tom said the dream
was gone..
The battle lost - the gig is up
I became withdrawn
Became a lost cause