HANDWRITTEN SHEET - RATED (R, X, NC-17) - PAGE 3 OF 4

Pic Nic by Tom Jense

I'll show I went to a picnic thick
yona trick to give it a quick lick said to the chick [crossed out word] lipstick
she made it a big dick with the flick of her
wrist she wanted to get sticked but it got
steck in her butt [crossed out word] when we fucked 'til
I busted a nut and then it loosened up
I saw the coast was clear
Like David Coppa Feel
I disappeared into thin air
and that was the magic trick right there

So she
sucked

I go outside it's fucking freezing
They're sending me to prison
Trumped up charges of treason
You see the Donald don't need a reason
Now for me it's hunting season
But it's the other end of the gun
The one that's less fun
First your feet and then your blood runs
You see defeat and then the ambulance comes
First to the hospital second trip the morgue

No one ever says they want to live long
enough to see all their friends die
admits but they do
No one ever says [illegible - crossed out]
sometimes it's easier to live in a lie
but it's true

They gave me twenty pounds in a ten
pound bag
When I said thats more than I can handle
They said "Too bad!"

SECOND /
SERVED by tom jense
They gave me twenty pounds in a ten pound bag
When I said that was more than I can handle they
said "Too bad!"
I go outside it's fucking freezing
They're sending me to prison
Trumped up charges of treason
You see the donald don't need a reason
They're targeting me this hunting season
No one ever says they wanna live long enough
to see all their friends die...
But they do
No one likes to admit it sometimes it's
easier to live inside a lie...
But it's true
After you've won every battle
And still yet lost the war
IT is when you see the tragedy
Wondering what all that fighting was for
After winning every argument
All conversation was lost
You were left [?] standing all by yourself
But still you got your point across
You lost your head
And your body followed
Everything you said
The words ring hollow
---
Like a dethroned King
You sure struck a nerve
As the peasants cried:
"He got what her deserved!"

When you treat the world like your servant
It is when you wind up getting served!

FIRST

I got lost in an idiot coma
Tangled in [?] weed, my ego and greed, my soma
Dumbed down to such a degree
Nobody recognized me
When I was lacking form
Oh how the flies did swarm
And other creatures meaning to do me harm
I see what's bad for my health
Worst of all for me was myself!

SMACK DAB
by Tom Jensen

I landed smackdab in the middle of rehab
Lucky for me it was only weed
But it's [?] getting the munchies and [?] a little worse than being paranoid
Looking back at me I see a junkee
who keeps Trying to fill the void
I dropped the Sauce and kicked the blow
what seeme like two life times ago
When I was outta breath, I [?] gave up cigarettes
I got just onething to do that I havent done yet..

I've never not had something to help take off the edge
I've forgotten what's it like to live inside my own damn head

I've taken too many hits from the bong
That's usually how I get along
All my life now I'm not saying it's wrong
But my mind's been reminding me
it's time to move [?] on
---
I've been with too many bitches and whores
I Don't want my heart broken any more
[? written over: broken] glass and blood on the floor
Funny Honey I'm the one [? written over: with] my back to the door

I'm still bleeding
Are we even?
I've said it before
This time I'm leaving

Yeah, Time and a lack of proximity
Allows for one to turn friends into enemies
Or [? written over: change] an old enemy into a new ally
Maybe even cut the cord and finally say goodbye

My personal 6 0 1

HEAVENLY
by Tom Jense

I have an agenda
Pamplet of propaganda
It's a real mind bender
Why I'd [crossed out: rather] cure [crossed out: stupid] cancer

If you're ever watched Jerry Springer
[crossed out: and] you should have your answer
There's no way Miley Cyrus should be a singer
Though she can [crossed out: sing] be a dancer
climb my pole and

put down those toxins that keep making you ill
Pick up a hot stripper and her friend named Jill
Ask them what they'd do for a handful of bills
If the answer is you then go and get your fill

With this advice in mind
Let's have ourselves a good time

Well the speakers are blaring
As weaker men are swearing
While critioers are [crossed out: staring] comparing
And meat seekers keep staring
Since only sneakers I'm wearing
'Cause streakers are daring
'Course those silly tweekers not caring
'Bout what their fellow Freakers are sharing

So with no fears and no flaws
She bowed to their applause
Up on the pedestal
That's where she was
Though she wasn't there for her gold medal
She was there for her bust

With those 36C's
Looking lovingly [crossed out: back] at me
my eyes teared up a little
I felt my knees get weak
I was thinking to myself
There's a motel [crossed out: right] down the street
Hey babe, we could play KKK
Make the room get dark then hide beneath the sheets

I asked "wouldn't that be neat?"
And She said "sweet!"
I just couldn't wait
For our thighs to meet
And her legs to part
like I'm Moses in the Red Sea
Oh, oh no baby... how 'bout I call you next week
[arrow pointing to text] (If you know what that's clean)
[margin note] (when there's no strings attached!)

---

HEAVENLY
by Tom Jense

I have an agenda
My Personal Pamplet of propaganda
to some It's a real mind bender over
Why I'd [crossed out] cure stupid [crossed out] cancer

If you've ever watched Jerry Springer
[crossed out] you [crossed out] should have your answer
There's no way Miley Cyrus should be a singer
Though she can [crossed out] be a dancer
climb my pole and

Put down those toxins that keep making you ill
Pick up a hot stripper and her friend named Jill
Ask them what they'd do for a handful of bills
If the answer is you then go and get your fill

With this advice in mind
ourselves
[crossed out] Let's have a good time

Well the speakers are blaring
As weaker men are swearing
While critiovers are [crossed out] comparing
And meat seekers keep staring
Since only sneakers I'm wearing
'cause sneakers are daring

---

be a dance
climb my pole and
Put down those toxins that keep making you ill
Pick up a hot stripper and her friend named Jil
Ask them what they'd do for a handful of bills
If the answer is you then go and get your fills

With this advice in mind
ourselves Let's have a good time

Well the speakers are blaring
As weaker men are swearing
While critiquers are [crossed out: dreaming] comparing
And meat seekers keep staring
Since only sneakers I'm wearing
'Cause streakers are daring
'Course those silly tweekers not caring
'Bout what their fellow Freakers are sharing

So with no fears and no flaws
She bowed to their applause
Up on the pedestal
That's where she was
Though she wasn't there for her gold medal
She was there for her bust

With those 36 C's
Looking lovingly [crossed out: right] back at me
My eyes teared up a little
I felt my knees get weak
I was thinking to myself
There's a motel [crossed out: right] down the street
Hey babe, we could play kkk
Make the room get dark then hide beneath the sheets

I asked "Wouldn't that be neat?"
And she said "sweet!"
I just couldn't wait
For our thoughts to meet
And her legs to part
Like I'm Moses [crossed out: in] the Red Sea /

(In the margin:)
If you know what I mean (that's it)
when there's no strings attached!

---

[Far left column, oriented sideways:]
with this advice in mind
let's have a good time
you then go and get your fill

[Main body, oriented sideways:]
Well the speakers are blaring
As weaker men are swearing
And meat seekers keep staring
Since only sneakers im wearing
'Cause those silly tweekers not caring
'Bout what their fellow Freakers are sharing
So with no fears and no flaws
She bowed to their applause
Up on the pedestal
That's where she was
Though she wasn't there for her gold medal
She was there for her bust
With those 36 C's
Looking lovingly [crossed out: ] back at me
my eyes teared up a little
I felt my knees get weak
I was thinking to myself
There's a motel [crossed out: ] right down the street
Hey babe, we could play KIK
Make the room get dark then hide beneath the sheets
I asked "wouldn't that be neat?"
And she said "sweet"
I just couldn't wait
For our thighs to meet
And her legs to part
Like I'm Moses [crossed out: ] in the Red Sea
oh, oh no baby... how 'bout I call you next week

[Annotations in the right margin, encircled:]
If you
know what I
mean (that's the clean)

[Top right, small handwriting:]
when there's
ah - no strings
attached!

---

She bowed to their applause
That's where she was
Though she wasn't there for her gold medal
She was there for her bust
With those 36 C's
Looking lovingly back at me
My eyes teared up a little
I felt my knees get weak
I was thinking to myself
There's a motel down the street
Hey babe, we could play KKK
Make the room get dark then hide beneath the sheets
I asked "Wouldn't that be neat?"
I just couldn't wait
For our thighs to meet
And her legs to part
Like I'm Moses in the Red Sea
Oh, oh no baby... how 'bout I call you next week
[An arrow points to the previous line with the text: "If you know what I mean (that sh*t be clean)"]
[In the margin next to the last line: "oh - no strings attached!"]

Little Sex Buddha by Tom Jensen
Been getting some sun on the guns
A little chrome on the dome
I'm one copulating fool
Bakinis dropping by the pool

Whose next?
I got the latex
You're correct...
I practice safe sex

'cause kids cost alot
Especially when you met mom where?
shit! I forgot...
You see I can't stop
Once I found out about the women
I've been determined to get up in it
The trouble now is getting out of it

The last three I been with:
A divorcee, an arsonist and a feminist
You see one burned her spouse
Another one burned down a house
And the last one on our list
Dumped me for a chick and moved south
Said she left with a bad taste in her mouth
It's over, she's out
Yeah, and I'm a little teapot
Come and sip from my spont!

So That flame's gone I ain't wit' her
Though A new one's begun
Found a little sex Buddha on twitter
She be hotter than the sun!

My new girlfriend's name is Megan Rain
She's been scored on more than Wilt Chamberlain
Them holes been getting filled
Since she reached the age of consent
Now her ass pays the bills
And dat pussy the rent

And when her hands got a job
They be paying for our vacations
Just like when she's corning the cob
Is what we call bank account inflations

When my baby leans up on the screen
You just can't turn off the stream
All that bloods running through the veins
Maher ya feel like a man of steal again
Yeah, that's my girlfriend Little sex Buddha
Blue-Ah
They don't cum any cuter!
---
Little Sex Buddha by Tom Jenser
Been getting some sun on the guns
A little Chrome on the dome
I'm one copulating fool
Bakin's dropping by the pool

Whose next?
I got the latex
You're correct...
I practice safe sex

'Cause kids cost alot
Especially when you met mom where?
shit! I forgot...
You see I can't stop
Once I found out about the women
I've been determined to get up in it
The trouble now is getting out of it

The last three I been with:
A divorcee, an arsonist and a feminist
You see one burned her spouse
Another one burned down a house
And the last one on our list
Dumped me for a chick and moved south
Said she left with a bad taste in her mouth
It's over, she's out
Yeah and I'm a little teapot + 1
---
Once I found out about the women
I've been determined to get up in it
The trouble now is getting out of it

The last three I been with:
A divorcee, an arsonist and a [crossed out word] feminist
You see one burned her spouse
Another one burned down a house
And the last one on our list
Dumped me for a chick and moved south
Said she left with a bad taste in her mouth
It's over, she's out
Yeah, and I'm a little teapot
Come and sip from my spont!

So That flame's gone I ain't wit' her
Though A new one's begun
Found a little sex Buddha on twitter
She be hotter than the sun!
In the distance? P-alt You ARE!

My new girlfriends name is Megan Rain
She's been scored on more than Wilt Chamberlain
Them holes been getting filled
Since she reached the age of consent
Now her ass pays the bills
And dat pussy the rent

And When her hand's got a job
They be paying for our vacations
Just like when she's corning the cob
Is what we call bank account inflations

When my baby leans up on the screen
You just can't turn off the stream
All that bloods running through the veins
Maher'ya feel like a man of steal real again

Yeah, that's my Girl friend Little sex Buddha
Blue- Ah they don't cum cuter!

SOLVING PROBLEMS
by genn
Precision beats power and timing beats speed
I walk up to the biggest mother fucker
and see that he's afraid of me
My defiance and disdain
Act as my suit of amor
Your reliance on the same old same
leaves you distressed and I get calmer
when things change
Chaos thrives
Those stuck in chains
will not survive
minds with walls
The Riddle Remains
the Puzzle unsolved
Cunning and wit can have the same effect
To sooth the savage into deep introspect
Or else the farmer he's incorrect
prove to
That a peaceful life is what is best
You told me the price
And yet knew not the value
The trouble was the bubble
They been trying to sell you
It's gonna burst there's no doubt
you were the first one and the last one out
Lost your shirt! Then your house
Playing in the dirt so why you still running your mouth?
Punk! Life just damn knocked your ass out!
I sugest you stop talking and think about it
Cork that Kettle before you go offsponting
Oh shit... he's still dribbling toxins
And just the sight of him is making me
nautious
When I get like this It's best to be cautious
It can lead to flying fists or else me dropping logic
I got answers the problem's gettin' solved, kid!
to your questions /
(Either WAY)

Precision beats power and timing beats speed
I walk up to the biggest mother fucker
And see that he's afraid of me
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SOLVING PROBLEMS
by [?]
Precision beats power and timing beats speed
I walk up to the biggest motherfucker
And [crossed out: see that he's] and see that he's
afraid of me
My defiance and disdain
Act as my suit of amor
Your reliance on the same old same
[crossed out: leaves you distressed] while I get calmer
[crossed out: leaves you distressed] and re-rearrange
When things change
Chaos thrives
Those stuck in chains
will not survive
Minds with walls
will not evolve.
The Riddle Remains
[crossed out: the] a Puzzle unsolved
have
Cunning and wit can [crossed out: the] the same effect
To Sooth the savage into deep introspect
Or else [crossed out: someone] the farmer [?] he's incorrect
Prove to

The dazzling darkness carresses the silence
The perfect calm at the edge of the violence
Meant to do us harm or gently guide us?
outward and upward or deep down inside us

There's many with ears that can't hear through
the [?]
Those not standing in the light loose
Are out of sight [crossed out: failed to guess my trust]
Means they're still stuck in their invisible poor
When your spirit is trapped in form
It can't soar
Listen:
The Matrix is [crossed out: what does]
What the matrix does
What does that mean?
It don't give a fuck!
In the kingdom of the blind
The one eyed man is king
If you can change your mind
Then that changes everything

I believe that space and time are one
And I'll finish exactly where I begun
What always is always was and will be
Use your free will to create fate and
destiny

Wheat and Chaff by Tom Jenser

Your suicide was glorified
Like a police chase on the news
Neither your vanity or your family
Was enough to pull you through

When you crashed in the past
You walked away unscathed
This time you fell
didn't go so well
The Saviour was not raised

The memories are overwhelming
As they all come flooding back
yourself being swept away
the dam burst where it was cracked

you feel
Such An explotion of emotion
Leaving everyone taking flak
His war is over the priest spoke sober
Then a scream, a yell, a gasp
raise our glass to the
past
Let us
For the cries
And to the laughs chaff
Both the wheat and
For what was left undone
For what back can't be taken

MULTIVERSE by tom jenn

The only thing real is this moment
So get up on it
And be a proponent
You want first place at the end of the race?
Before long you'll find the seeds were already sown
In your mind from the very beginning

The day you stop dreaming
Is the day you stop achieving
And live down to expectations
With nothing to believe in
You could become an infidel and die
To make things even
As the victims fell
To another godless heathen

Or you could visualize grilled cheese
And that could lead to world peace
Or you could visualize a barbeque
And that would be for me and you
The end

The best possible version of all outcomes desired
You could make happen so easily acquired
If you only knew the power of your own mind
I could retire, I quit, I resign

---

MULTIVERSE by [?]
The only thing real is this moment
Get up on it
Be a proponent
Fuck the trophy
For Participation
You want first place
At the end of the race?
Before long you'll find the seeds were sewn
in your mind
In the very beginning

The day you stop dreaming
Is the day you stop achieving
and live down to expectations
With nothing to believe in
You could become an infidel and die
to make things even
As the victims fell
To another Goddess Heather
[Crossed out text: The worst known [?] is reserved for for for]
version of
The worst [?] hell in Dante's Inferno
Is reserved for betrayal or treason
you know
is unceasing

---

MULTIVERSE by Tom Jensen
The only thing real is this moment
So get on it
And be a proponent
Fuck the trophy for participation
You want to finish in first place at the end of the race?
With time you'll find the seeds were already sewn
By you in your mind in the very beginning
The day you stop dreaming is the day you stop achieving
And start living down to expectations with nothing to
believe in
Through the years [crossed out text] infidels have raised hell
Trying to make things even
Leaving [crossed out text] tears as more victims fell
us in another
To the [crossed out text] godless heathen
If you visualize grilled cheese
That could lead to world peace
But if you envision a barbeque
That just might be the end of me and you

[Handwritten in the right margin:]
take control over
Once you realize the power of your own mind
you can create the best possible versions of all
outcomes desired

Just a second
could change your
life
---
AMONGST BY
MEN TOM JENN

[crossed out word: THE] QUESTION

You fell in love
But she wasn't a ten
Now you're wondering
What if you went back again

Would you look her up
Just to fuck her hot friend?
Yeah, that's the question
Most asked amongst men

You keep on putting yourself
Straight through the ringer
Falling in love with these
Fucked up singers

Oh you know you've heard the story
As you count the fallen seeking glory

I told myself I've got to give in
live on the same grid as the competition
Though I can't forget my
---
I'm a [self-saboteur]
One who locks his own doors
From inside a cage
Confined by my rage
Which is violently contained
Within every breath I breathe
That's just dying to escape
Like drops of blood waiting to bleed
Looking towards a mean to be freed
Now that its planted the seed

It's written all over my face
You don't wanna fuck with me
One who has yet to find his place
Be it through triumph or tragedy

These self-imposed limitations
Keep on defining my creation

I frame it
I hang it
I put it up for sale...
I tape it
I [strikethrough: dont] let it
Because I know they'll
[Box drawing containing: "exciting sliding", "invited guided slide in"]
You see they
but wont free me
you [strikethrough: feeling]
[strikethrough: wouldnt] wanna [strikethrough: be]
when you find out
oh how you put yourself out
ALWAYS COME BACK for more
When they know that they're looking for
IT SURE is fun to explore
Who wouldn't wanna [strikethrough: be] on [strikethrough: another] tour?
be out

I'm making my living
With no FUCKS given
Standing [arrow pointing to "around"] around [strikethrough: wrapped] [strikethrough: that] [strikethrough: way] around the corner
There's a line full of women

All WAITING FOR THE STAR of the show
All [strikethrough: stars] Wondering where you are - They wanna know
[strikethrough: You're here but you're]
And [strikethrough: you're] were making history
Oh where could he be hiding?
[circled symbol] what Kinda can [strikethrough: he be] [strikethrough: keeping] Ride in
It must be so exciting
Pick a [strikethrough: good] [strikethrough: road] party and you're invited

Best place for a lie is between two truths
Time and the lack of proximity
I'm woker not broken
I was [crossed out] tokin'
I was to Joe Rogan
Listening how long until he calls me
[crossed out] to come [crossed out] on his show so
I gotta get noticed
But nobody knows this!
If they see [crossed out] and [crossed out]
[crossed out] and what I do
They lose their focus
If there's a lesson to learn here it's don't do
stupid shit
Like Hocus Pocus
Five fingers slowly closing
to form a closed fist
Can I resist?

COLORS

It's black and white
That you're black and blue
It's simply amazing
What some people do
Painters in red
What we all dread
You only see darkness
When they leave you half-dead
You'll see the rainbow
When you're hit of the head
With a pot of gold
To hell with
The little green leprechauns
You'll need a bed
'Cause you're about ready to fold
---
You'll find when they kick your dick in the dirt
All the money in the world won't buy your back
OR TAKE AWAY THE HURT [crossed out]
You can try to hide the fact
That your whole soul got jacked
But there ain't no going back
Once it slipped through the crack
It's you who'll have to deal with the aftermath

Fuck your
Brother-in-laws
wife!
Tell everyone your
secret...

Bread and Circuses
If I let go of my anger for you
then I'll have nothing left.
play stupid games
Win stupid prizes

IT feels guilty to laugh

In I walk
You hear the mic drop
Even the hands
Of the clock stop
As all the fans
In the stands
Knees knock
Rhymes are dropping
Girls in knickers Kicking
Their panties off
Seats getting wet from
it's soft like cotton
Chicks flicking their wrists
Lingerie on the stage tossing
We be G-string flossing
Fluzzies using sausage as a losenge
Salad tossing is that an option?

I've got no tears left to cry
It just feel dead inside
And I'm not gonna lie
I love to hate you more than I ever
loved to love you
Yeah, and it just may be
That that one's on me
But For leaving me in misery
I'll still be screaming out "Fuck you."

don't marry opinions marry facts
That's what Jill said to Jack
Jack just smiled and widely grinned
When one thing ends another begins
---
Sit back and relax and grab some snacks
Shit getting [?] I'm eating in
No risk it No Biscuit
[?] means you don't wanna miss it
life is coming at you fast
And its trying to kick your ass
You can hide inside your room
But without the sun you wont bloom
Stand up and face facts see what you lack
What is needed to [?] complete it?
And Did you plant your seeds yet?
The only questions that matter are the ones you
ask yourself

When it comes to the ladies...
you can go gaga over gaga
But I'll TAKE the weaver
---
you better lock up the henny
because I'm getting ready
BUSTING nuts into sluts by the dozen
Gonna try to make some loving
with my sweet second cousin
Oh!! hide your sister tonight!
keep your daughter close by your side
If I can get my timing right
I just might find my way inside

Bird Bread
dry food
muscle milk
Coffee BJs
coke zero
gas
cereal
english
2 dollar plain donuts
Big Hungry man
BJs chips
Saltines
oj pulp
Balance Check

Weu today when they lie
they baeiv [?]
knowing they'll [?] suicided
Before they can give up the files
All thise P.D. f. [?] files yeah
We all know those in control
Have Bled and sold their sol's
End Up on a list
with those who can't resist
Black mailed like a mother fuck
Leaving honest us feeling cucked
knowing we can't trust
Face full of disgust
[bracket encompassing "Coffee BJs", "coke zero", "gas", "cereal", "english", "2 dollar plain donuts", "Big Hungry man", "BJs chips", "Saltines", "oj pulp", "Balance Check"]
[arrow pointing from list to] BJs

Say okay day away lay may pay
What the hell were you thinking when you said goodbye?
Did it ever enter your mind all the tears I would cry?
Tears flow like Niagra
Stopped taking Viagra
My baby has gone away
And though I'll never see her
I gave her gavnarhea
And that will always stay
She'll remember me with a scratch and an itch
And I'll remember her as an unloving bitch
Lovers who parted each their own way

You know I lived in a camper once
It was kinda fun the first couple of months
Getting stoned and driving around
You could never get lost
And you could never find
Yeah... I lived in a camper once
You know I dated a stripper once
It was kinda fun the first couple months
We had our highs and lows
And our share of thrills
But before too long I ran outta bills
Yeah... I dated a stripper once
You know I was a councilor at a leper colony once
It was kinda fun the first couple of months
But I couldn't use some of the phrases
Normal people speak and hear
And like [?] give me your ear and [?] me a hand
Yeah... I was a councilor at a leper colony once

Before you come around here
Something you gotta know
I make people disappear
So dont stepping on my toes
Make a mistake
And I'll break your face
Along with the promise I made
Where I said, I'd behave
Why? Cause it would be worth it
Why? I've died for a purpose
---
[Scribbled out]
When you become freed from the disease of please
is when you begin to build walls that
only others can see
You take all you need and often times more
An [Scribbled out] game [Scribbled out] always
unwinnable [Scribbled out] trying to score
[Scribbled out]
---
[Left column, vertically oriented]
and see that hes afraid of me

[Main body]
And [crossed out: my second thought was] my defiance and disdain
Act as my suit of amor
Your reliance on the same old same
leaves you distressed [crossed out: while] I get calmer
When things change and rearrange
Chaos thrives
Those stuck in chains
will not survive
will not evolve.
The Riddle Remains
[crossed out: the] Puzzle unsolved [crossed out: is your resolve]

Cunning and wit can have the same effect
To Sooth the savage into deep introspect
Or else [crossed out: summon] the farmer [crossed out: hes] incorrect
Prove to
That a [crossed out: quiet] peaceful life is what is best
[crossed out: so we can go get back to the rest]

You told me the price
And yet knew not the value
The trouble was the bubble
They been trying to sell you
[crossed out: its gonna burst there is no doubt]
It's gonna burst there is no doubt
[crossed out: you were the first one on our last one]
[crossed out: you were one man your spouse]
Lost your shirt then your house
Playing in the dirt so why you still
running your mouth?
Punk! Life just damba knocked your ass out
I suggest you stop talking and think about it.
Cork that Kettle before you go off sponting
Oh shit.. hes still dribbling toxins
And just the sight of him to making me
[crossed out: nautions]
When I get like this It's best to be cautious
It can lead to flying fists or else me dropping logic
The problem's gett in' solved, kid!
I got the answers
to your questions /
(Futher)
---
yeah / you told me the price
And yet knew not the value
The trouble was the bubble
They been trying to sell you
[crossed out text: it's gonna burst there is no doubt]
[crossed out text: to the first one and the last one out]
[crossed out text: you and your spouse]
Lost your shirt then your house
Playing in the dirt so why you still
Punk! Life just damn knocked your ass
out
I suggest you stop talking and think about it.
Cork that Kettle before you go off spotting
Oh shit... he's still dribbling toxins
And just the sight of him to making me
cautions
When I get like this it's best to be cautious
It can lead to flying fists or else me dropping logic
I got answers to the problem gett'in solved, kid!
to your questions /
(Either WAY)

Precision beats power and timing beats speed
I walk up to the biggest mother fucker
And see that he's afraid of me!

One man searches for power and riches
His brother seeks Fortune and fame
Another kinda brother wants some bling bling and bitches
And his cousin's a preacher screaming God's name
What tickles your fancy?
What tastes like candy?
Wish it and Dream it
Some day it can be [crossed out]
Just be careful
Because wishes come true
A little bit fearful
With what you do

If you keep on talking
Then I'll just keep on walking
I've told a million stories myself
You know I don't listen to anyone else
In my life through the ups and downs
I've written it all down
And through everything
There's only one thing that I've found
History repeats itself
Staying in the same old places
Staring at the same old faces
And you're expecting something new
Well you just haven't got a clue

I just got laid off and now I'm pretty
pissed off-you better run away.
Workin here for twelveyears bustin my
but [crossed out: I got nothin to say]
Except for [crossed out: good bye] "hello, and
good bye"
I got nothin now and I got nothin to
lose.
With me holdin you hostage you don't
have many options to chose
you can try to run, try to hide.
But I'm already here inside.

With six bullets left and seven
of you
Not really sure what I'll do.
There's George, he's my boss
The one who fired me but I guess it's his loss.

---

I just got laid off and now I'm pretty
pissed off-you better run away.
Workin here for twelve years bustin my
but [crossed out: dead] again and I got nothin to say.
Except for [crossed out: good bye] "hello", and
good bye
I got nothin now and I got nothin to
lose.
with me holdin you hostage you dont
have many options to chose
you can try to run, try to hide.
But I'm already here inside.

with six bullets left and seven
of you
Not really sure what I'll do.
there's George, hes my boss
The one who fired me but I guess it's his loss.

With this dark sky foreshadowing impending doom
I'm thinking I'd been better off staying inside my room
Such a thick layer of clouds seems the sun'll never break through
The way I feel about the weather is the same way I feel about you
6 Cold, dismal and dreary
8 Whenever you are near me Everything's changed somehow
5 That is how I feel That's what I face now
6 Bright, happy and cheery
8 It used to be so clear to me
5 But now there's only clouds
---
The toxicity of publicity has begun rubbing off on me
I'm complicit I'm right up in it,
It's just as delicious as it is vicious
some grow suspicious still they solicit
Gotta scratch that itch every time they visit
Oh how they miss it -
Oh how they miss it

The camaraderie between authority can't be good for "me"
The [crossed out word] banner used to protect and serve
Now suddenly → we're the enemy getting what we [crossed out word] deserve

Don't be black at night
or piss poor and white
And fuck every Muslim
Sunni and Shiite (shite!)
He cracked a smile
Baton was raised
Trickle of blood
runs down your face
That's [crossed out word] see a democracy
Take control and call you free

Sex has a weight limit
90- 260

If I was a carpenter and you
were a lady
What the hell?
I am a carpenter and you hit a
bitch!
I build the caskets and you
dig the ditch
I lay 'em up and you lay 'em
down
Now ain't that a switch
Last one in line is the last in the
ground

I spotted your car in the
parking lot
So I found a cozy spot
And then I smoked some
pot
I guess that's all I got
Because I've been tied-in knots
Having the very same thoughts

Patty
O'malley
Lewis
Silva
Silva
Umar
Gautier
Bokanskas
Johnson
Hikit
Miller

History
Heros
Heartbreaks
Hopes

Call me the teapot
Start steming
Then I blow.

When daddy left
I got a dog

Gautier -1000
Umar -1400
Miller -450
Bet 500 to make 200

That bitch came straight
From sentinel Island

Cunnilingus and psychiatry
Brought us to this

More wars are lost than won

ATORVASTATIN
levothyroxine

After you've won every battle
and yet still lost the war
is when you see the tragedy
Wonder what the fussin' and fighting's for

(Come fuck me pumps)

Throw enough shit and what sticks
Goodnight... Say hello to the sun for me
---
ROCK STAR DREAMS
by tom gender

I've been living for a legacy since seventeen
Thats when music filled my head with Rock star dreams
I've been, tightrope walking up against the razor's edge of infinity
Since, perception is [crossed out text] just one's illusion of reality
It's not strange for my brain to change the scenery

Sure, they say the truth comes with a price
Sometimes you give more than just your life...
Pay The ultimate Sacrifice
You say you don't think twice
But we ALWAYS think twice...

I was craving
Retracing my past
There were things worth saving
I see that looking back.
What now, seems ancient
A Newly [crossed out text] covered artifact
I've been contemplating
How best to back track
What will be waiting?
A part of me's afraid to ask

I've been living to be a legend since the age of twenty seven
I'm always giving in to the present it's the quickest
way to get to heaven
Lately I've been debating should I change the books
I'm [crossed out text] reading
Somehow I started hating everyone I followed since
no one was leading
---
Sure, they say the truth comes with a price
Sometimes you give more than just your life...
You say you don't think twice
But we ALWAYS think twice...

I was craving
Retracing my past
There were things worth saving
I see that looking back
A Newly discovered artifact
I've been contemplating
How best to back track
What will be waiting?
A part of me's afraid to ask

I've been living to be a legend since the age of twenty seven
I'm always giving in to the present it's the quickest
way to get to heaven
Lately I've been debating should I change the books
I'm reading
Somehow I started hating everyone I followed since
no one was leading

I even been growing nervous of everything
I believe in
I keep hoping for a world that's fair we know
it'll never be even
[crossed out text] by Reason
I'd rather be led
[crossed out text]
I don't wanna be led
by Rhyme
Like you
[crossed out text] I'm still trying to find

an occupation that's pleasing

She keeps watching out for someone
Though she knows not when he'll come
Standing holding an umbrella

9
2
5

The Light inside your Lamp
There now is a tuition for philosophy class
Whoever reads my stuff
Should have to give me a dollar
Maybe I'll sell poems on the street
For just a buck a piece
Maybe ten for five or five for three
Smack myself in the face
Never sell out
I'd go against all the shit
That I been talking about
I've finally figured out how we can
All sleep together forever peacefully
In death, In trust
All for the better
The betterment of us
Plant a good seed
Should all men & women
Shout this decree
Try to make everyone I see
Better from meeting me
If Every one makes everybody better
Then we can finally live together
This one don't rhyme so great
But it's the light - it means that much
It's more than letters & sounds to me...
---
I Need a new color
I'm gettin sick and tired of white
I need a new color
dip my brush into 5 syllables Tonight
To
I Need a new color

I'm the kid in the class who likes to clown
If you missed what was said I wrote it down
Unless my mind is freely roaming and it be
Immersed in the cleansing pool of poetry.
For then I couldn't be paying attention
to what was truely important
and that is what is trapped inside my soul
When it wants to come out it's outta my control
It doesn't give a damn about me
Just screams Stop, look, [?] listen and feel
keeps on saying there's this big plan for me
I don't care what I do just so long as it's real
Ever since I underwent deep meditation
I finally found what makes this world go round
After many long months of stoned contemplation
I'm finally ready to reveal what I've found
Sorry, could you repeat the question?
Oops, I didn't realize I was the only one who talked
If that idea was a ship then it just went off to sea
we'll have to catch next time it hits the dock
Funny, I don't remember things as well as I seemed
to yesterday
It just goes to show we're growing
older every day.
---
Nice Tits!
But I'm blind...
Could I see them with my hands?

Something or Something
either making love to her husband or getting paid

John's hitting the crack pipe
Me, I'm hitting the hay

I came inside and knocked off my boots
Finally I shook off and kicked these winter time blues
Suffice to say it's all because of you
When you went away I needed something new
Something... that's been lying dormant and latent with me
to bring it out in me
Something... I've always had but needed another
Something... you shouldn't keep hidden but let it
out for all the world to see
Something... That which we call inner strength
and having faith in one's own ability
So Rather than going to you for help
I've began looking first towards myself
For Eric Burdon once told me
That everybody has got a story
And then he said, "Drink More water"
(that's some good advice... it could save you life)
I'm no longer scared or afraid
What's that phrase? No guts no glory?

---

I go outside it's fucking freezing
They're sending me to prison
Trumped up charges of treason
You see the Donald don't need a reason
Now for me it's hunting season
But it's the other end of the gun
The one that's less fun
First your feet and then your blood runs
You see defeat and then the ambulance comes
First to the hospital second trip the morgue

No one ever says they want to live long
enough to see all their friends die
admits but they do
No one ever says [illegible - crossed out]
sometimes it's easier to live in a lie
but it's true

They gave me twenty pounds in a ten
pound bag
When I said thats more than I can handle
They said "Too bad!"

---

I'M AWOKEN NOT BROKEN
I WAS Taking
Listening to Joe Rogan
wondering how long until he's calling
for me to be coming on his show
I got to get noticed
But nobody knows this
If you concentrate on me
You see you'll regain your focus
Free your mind from bad thoughts
That be plaguing like they're locuste
Oh... it's a slow death
That so many live
Sad 'bout what they didn't give
who benefits?
But tell me -> Those who do the opposite
Mother fucking hypocrites
Five Fingers slowly closing
And about to form a fist

---

TEN PERCENT ONE OUTTA TEN

Ten percent of the people
have ninety percent of the fun
And what's left for the rest
Ain't enough for everyone

Uh uh...
So you know how it goes
You bottle [crossed out] it all up
And wait to see when its gonna explode
Best to keep a safe distance
For there will be blood
When this thing blows
Unless it's too late,
And we're already living
In a comatose state
If that's the Case
Then why should we wait?
Let us [crossed out] not hesitate
Just [crossed out] end all of this debate
OPEN UP THE FLOOD GATES
[crossed out]
PURGE AND CLENSE THE EARTH
LET THE WATER FLOW
Drowning out all the hate!

---

Third /
H2OH by Tom Jenser

I don't hide who I am
I'm not that kinda man... anymore
On what I don't know
I don't speak and think slow... for sure
The best place for a lie is in between two truths
Sometimes pretty eyes can blind you
And disguise what otherwise would suffice as proof

When one's identity
Seems to be seeded in the imitation of mediocrity
[crossed out text]
To be superior
To the inferior
Just make me avarage at best
And Most often even less

Ten percent of the people
Have ninety percent of the fun
And what's left for the rest
A ain't enough for everyone

Uh Uh...
So you know how it goes
You keep it all bottled up
Wait and see when it's gonna explode

Best to keep a safe distance
For they'll be blood when this thing goes
Unless it's too late
And we're already living in a comatose state

---

If That's the case
Then why should we wait?
Let us not hesitate
End all of this debate
Open up the flood gates
Purge and clense the Earth
Let the H2O flow
Drowning out all the hate

---

SECOND /
SERVED by tom jense
They gave me twenty pounds in a ten pound bag
When I said that was more than I can handle they
said "Too bad!"
I go outside it's fucking freezing
They're sending me to prison
Trumped up charges of treason
You see the donald don't need a reason
They're targeting me this hunting season
No one ever says they wanna live long enough
to see all their friends die...
But they do
No one likes to admit it sometimes it's
easier to live inside a lie...
But it's true
After you've won every battle
And still yet lost the war
IT is when you see the tragedy
Wondering what all that fighting was for
After winning every argument
All conversation was lost
You were left [?] standing all by yourself
But still you got your point across
You lost your head
And your body followed
Everything you said
The words ring hollow

---

Like a dethroned King
You sure struck a nerve
As the peasants cried:
"He got what her deserved!"

When you treat the world like your servant
It is when you wind up getting served!

---

FIRST

I got lost in an idiot coma
Tangled in [?] weed, my ego and greed, my soma
Dumbed down to such a degree
Nobody recognized me
When I was lacking form
Oh how the flies did swarm
And other creatures meaning to do me harm
I see what's bad for my health
Worst of all for me was myself!

SMACK DAB
by Tom Jensen

I landed smackdab in the middle of rehab
Lucky for me it was only weed
But it's [?] getting the munchies and [?] a little worse than being paranoid
Looking back at me I see a junkee
who keeps Trying to fill the void
I dropped the Sauce and kicked the blow
what seeme like two life times ago
When I was outta breath, I [?] gave up cigarettes
I got just onething to do that I havent done yet..

I've never not had something to help take off the edge
I've forgotten what's it like to live inside my own damn head

I've taken too many hits from the bong
That's usually how I get along
All my life now I'm not saying it's wrong
But my mind's been reminding me
it's time to move [?] on

---

I've been with too many bitches and whores
I Don't want my heart broken any more
[? written over: broken] glass and blood on the floor
Funny Honey I'm the one [? written over: with] my back to the door

I'm still bleeding
Are we even?
I've said it before
This time I'm leaving

Yeah, Time and a lack of proximity
Allows for one to turn friends into enemies
Or [? written over: change] an old enemy into a new ally
Maybe even cut the cord and finally say goodbye

---

I've been with my hand both
I don't want glass and blind
[? Broken] Honey I'm the one [?]
Funny
I'm still leading
Are we even?
I've said it bef
This time I'm
Yeah I me
Allow
or
m

---

[First visible portion on the folded-over flap, appearing as:]
[?]
[?]
[?]

[Second portion, on the underlying paper:]
[?]
[?]
[?]
[?]
[?]
[?]

---

FIRST
Got lost in an idiot
dumped weed, my self and
Nobody was there to harm
when I was needing me
Oh how the worst was
And other creatures were to see
Worst of all for me was myself.

Yeah, Time
Allow
Occurs
Mar

But it's lucky for me it was only weed and
getting the munchies and being
a little [?] worse than
Looking back at me I see a
who keeps trying to fill the
I dropped the sauce and kicked
what seemed like two life times ago
when I was outta breath
I got something to do that I have
I've never not had something to do
I've forgotten what's its like to live inside
my own damn head
I've taken to many hits from the bong
That's usually how I get along
All my life now I'm not saying its wrong
it's time to move on

---

I don't even know why I called you today
I knew I'd be hurt by all the words you would say

Don't give in to the paradox
Living in sin yet preaching bullshit walks
Climbing the walls like a spider on a string
Just because you can don't mean you've got to try everything
---
Through you I'll kiss away my bitterness
And find my way home through the wilderness