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Tom Jensen
March !, 1999
Creative Writing
Avoiding my old hobby
As the slow and steady rain falls from the sky down onto the ground I am
reminded of the sound of hot coffee perculating. I think about waking up to the aroma of
my father's coffee as it slowly seeps beneath my door and finally reaches my nose.
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Upon waking and gathering my senses another thought fills my head. If the morning coffee is ready it must be time for my waking routine of having a cup of hot java in one hand (with cream and sugar, of course) and a newly lit cigarette in the other. My life is just a series of routine after routine. It is my belief that each person's series of routines either makes or breaks their life, and makes up their lifestyle.
We are all creatures of habit, whether we like it or not. My unfortunate luck is that I always seem to get stuck with the bad habits rather than the good ones. You see, a majority of my bad habits, or routines, are all interconnected. Imagine a chain link fence or perhaps a sweater, each individual fabric or link holds all the others in place. Even if one or two individual structures are removed the form, or routine, will remain the same. This interconnectedness is what makes the structure, in my case the routine, the same. The coffee leads to a cigarette and the cigarette leads to an even greater evil: drugs and alcohol.
My dilemma is that to take only a part out will not change the structure and therefore do no good. There will still be links to the past. With links to the past still remaining it becomes much harder to change a daily pattern. Not only must the chain link fence be disassembled but its very foundation be torn from the ground. It takes a very strong man to do that - to completely change a lifestyle. In order to achieve a goal of this magnitude the right substitutes must be chosen and a new foundation must be poured. School is that substitute and my strength is beginning to build.
At first, it seems impossible to go from one end of the spectrum to the other, especially in the matter of a day. It takes the help of family, friends and loved ones.
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Most importantly it takes courage. With every day that passes, as I go from one end to the other, new obstacles and pitfalls await me. I know I can't give in and I must avoid them at all costs. The cost of a change this drastic can include anything from people to places to things and in my case all of the above.
This change is so important to me that many elements that make up my life must be left by the roadside. Banned from my life are my best friend Frankie ( otherwise known as my buddy from the basement), living at my mother's house (for it is much to close to evil), and finally anything of mine which refers to drugs or alcohol. I mentioned that the right substitutes must be chosen. These substitutes include school, my girlfriend and my father's house. They say that idle time is the Devil's plaything so school now takes up most of my time. What time is left is allotted to my girlfriend who persuaded me to change in the first place. My father's house has always been my safe haven from the father's house in my partying plans and none of my old friends know the number.
It's been a wonderful transformation, waking up and doing something constructive rather than destructive. Every day that I make it through further adds to the new foundation I am trying to establish. Before this change in lifestyle I viewed my life as a day to day occurrence and on my worst days hour to hour. Now that I've seen the light, I plan for my future and acting for my long term best interests is my daily routine.
No longer am I wasting away my time nor my mind.
Happiness has always been an achievable goal for me no matter how desperate the situation has looked. I'm such an optimist that I can justify almost any action. For
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example, if I got drunk as a skunk I'd almost be happy because I wasn't doing anything worse. The pathetic part is that I'd look at it and see a positive, "Well, at least I'm only doing one substance at a time." I've come to recognize that I can only choose hobbies that are one-hundred percent good for me, 99.9% won't do anymore. Drinking may be better than choice B or choice C but in the grand scheme of things its on the bottom of the Totem Pole.
If idle time is indeed the Devil's plaything then homework is my stairway to heaven. When you've already made the Dean's List with a 3.68 G.P.A. while doing enough drugs to knock a horse over imagine what you can do straight? That is the way I must now approach life. A 4.0 G.P.A. is now an achievable goal. My lifestyle has changed to the point that I now get a high out of life and am even addicted to grades and knowledge. Every page I turn and every sentence I write gives me a tingling sensation that replaces the effect of drugs. I now stay awake hoping that the teacher gives me a paper to write or a test to study for. The more schoolwork I have to do, the less time I have to do other things (including straying from my new lifestyle).
Everyday, memories from the past fill up my head: the happiness and also the pain that the old life brought me. I try to focus on the negatives rather than the positives. The pleasures will lead me back while the pain will keep me away forever. If I am ever to succeed I must become pessimistic when I remember what was. The road is long and winding but my strength is beginning to build.
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I know that now is the time for me to change. My buddy from the basement (the old days) can't change right now because there is nothing in his life left to fill the void that not doing drugs and partying would leave. I can substitute enough things to fill that emptiness that I am left with. If he cut all his ties his world would be empty and he'd be alone on Friday night remembering how much fun the past was. I think about how fun the future will be.
I was smart in that I prepared myself for this monumental change. By writing for the school paper even more of my time must be dedicated towards something other than drugs. My relationship with my girlfriend became a rollar coaster because of my lifestyle and she forced me to choose one or the other. Lucky for me I chose right.
My old hobby was so difficult to break that my new hobby and its working better keeps me away from the old one. School is now my main hobby and my strength is beginning to show. than expected. The old foundation was strong but my strength is beginning to show.
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[Handwritten in left margin, written sideways:] INCLUDE WITH NEWSPAPER SALEM article
Introducing the best band you may have never heard of...
A quick check to see if you have a pulse: Have you heard of The Beatles? Yes, good. Bob Dylan and the Band? Yeah? I'm proud of ya already. Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers? Groovy. Now it gets a little harder...Roy Orbison? (Yes, the Pretty Woman song) great!! Here it is, drum roll please.....The million dollar question-Jeff Lynne? No? Don't worry, me neither. What do these musicians all have in common?
I'd like to introduce you to the Traveling Wilburys:
Nelson Wilbury a.k.a. George Harrison of The Beatles
Otis Wilbury a.k.a. Jeff Lynne a.k.a. the guy you've never heard of
Lefty Wilbury a.k.a. Roy Orbison a.k.a. The Dead Guy
Lucky Wilbury a.k.a. Bob Dylan a.k.a. Robert Zimmerman
Charlie T. Jnr. Wilbury a.k.a. Tom Petty
Who are the Wilburys and what are they about? Take a look at the liner notes contained in volume one:
The original Wilburys were a stationary people who, realising that their civilisation could not stand still for ever, began to go for short walks -not the "traveling" as we now know it, but certainly as far as the corner and back. They must have taken to motion, in much the same way as penguins were at the time taking to ledges, for the next time we hear of them they were going out for the day (often taking lunch or a picnic). Later - we don't at yet know how much later - some intrepid Wilburys began to go away for the weekend, leaving late Friday and coming back Sunday. It was they who evolved simple rythmic forms to describe their adventures.
A remarkable sophisticated musical culture developed, considering there were no managers or agents, and the further the Wilburys traveled the more their adventurous their music became, and the more it was revered by the elders of the tribe who believed it had the power to stave off madness, turn brunettes into blondes and increase the size of their ears.
But as the Wilburys began to go further and further in their search for musical inspiration they found themselves the object of interest among many less developed species - nightclub owners, tour operators and recording executives. To the Wilburys, who had only just learnt how to cope with wives, roadiesand drummers, it was a blow from which many of them never recovered. They became hairdressers or TV rental salespersons.
But a tiny handful survived - the last of the Traveling Wilburys - and the songs gathered here represent the popular laments, the epic and heroic tales which characterise the apotheosis of the elusive Wilbury sound. The message of the musical travels, as indeed they travels , as indeed they traveled and as I myself must now travel for further treatment. Good listening, good night and Let Thy Wilbury Done.
Unfortunately, the list of remaining Wilburys has been reduced by one since Roy died. They've been looking for a replacement and have interviewed several candidates, among the noteworthy include Wierd Al Wilbury- he sure can polka Snoop
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[Handwritten in green ink along the left margin]: NEWSPAPER Salem article
Doggy Wilbury - I'm sure they're trying to find a younger, hipper fan base, and finally there is George Michael Wilbury- even though he hasn't gotten a call back he has "faith."
The Wilburys recorded two albums, Volume 1 and Volume 3, there is Volume 2. Volume 1 won a 1988 Grammy for Best Rock Performance Group and included such hits as "Handle with Care", "End of the Line" and my personal favorite "Last Night", which became my college life theme song. This band just may be the greatest collection of individual talent ever! Harrison and Dylan are in their own atmosphere as far as rock goes. Petty has had a great career with the Heartbreakers and I've seen Orbison on those greatest hits of the 80's comercials on TV. We still don't know who the heck Otis Wilbury (Jeff Lynne) is or where he came from but the tests aren't back yet.
It is surprising to see such big name stars blend together into the harmony that the Wilburys create. Although I sometimes confuse Petty's voice with Dylan's in a couple of songs (quite a compliment, huh?) I assure you I can tell Orbison from Harrison. If anyone knows who the "Mystery Member" Otis Wilbury is please let me know. He looks a little like Jerry Garcia. If you or your parents have any Wilbury remains remember to treasure them, they might be worth money someday. Even though no one could ever put a price on what the Wilburys mean to me I will trade Volume 1 for Rolling Stones tickets.
If you've lost touch with the Wilburys the last, oh say, ten years there is a reason. The Traveling Wilburys recorded on their own record label - Wilbury, but with so many big stars they all had to sign recording deals. So with their usual recording label on hold they went with the Wilbury label. After Orbison died and the band broke up all the recording agreements expired. Apparently they don't make any more copies of Volume 1 or 3 and only have what hasn't sold yet. However on the internet I discovered that CD NOW and CD LAND say that they have copies for sale. I tried looking at the local music stores for any Wilbury remains and have found none.
So it is now up to us to carry on the Wilbury name. I, for one, am changing my name to Chester Wilbury.
Do you have a scoop? Email me: tomatthelog@Yahoo.com
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Will Elway retire? Try asking Jordan by Tom Jensen
My name is John El way. I have just been named the MVP of the Superbowl and I may retire. I played minor league baseball (single A with the Yankees) and was MVP of the league in 1987. Did I mention I've been in 5 Superbowls? Enter Mr. Jordan. My name is Michael Jordan. I have just won the NBA Finals and was named the Final's MVP and I retired. I also played minor league baseball (double A with the WhiteSox) and was also MVP of the league in 1987. Did I mention I've been to the Finals 6 times and won all 6?
I give you this statement: No quarterback has ever won three Superbowls in a row. John Elway has won two in a row. I give you this question: Will Elway go out on top? I don't mean just any top we're talking tip of the iceberg here. He has the best running back in football in Terrell Davis, one of the top tight ends in the game in Shannon Sharpe (although you wouldn't know it from watching the Big Game), and a defense good enough to hold Atlanta's offense to just 19 points.
Michael aside, Elway is still a top NFL quarterback who can lead his team to a win. Want further proof? How about more fourth quarter or overtime winning drives (47) than any other quarterback who ever lived. This year he threw for 22 touchdowns and only 10 interceptions, yes better then Drew "pull my finger" Bledsoe. He threw for 336 yards, including an 80 yard bomb to wide receiver Rod Smith, in the Superbowl after a poor performance in last year's win.
I think he will call it a career now that the season is over. He's played sixteen years, won the last two titles and can still walk. John has four kids and a lovely wife that would love to see him for more than six months a year. If he does end it I'm sure he could be the mayor of Denver (until Terrell retires with 12 consecutive MVP's). Jessie 'The Body' Ventura meet John 'The Teeth' Elway.
When football quarterbacks are compared the only statistic that matters is how many Championship rings they wear. Joe Montana was so good they named a state after him, Have you ever heard of even a small town called Marino? Didn't think so. Elway's got two rings and can be considered with the top of his class if not the valedictorian, can't do much better than that can you? Unless of course you're name Is Michael Jordan.